Abstinence is too tempting

Yanyan tore Shen Yanxi's clothes, raised her face and asked, "Brother, can I let Xiaobai stay and play with me?"

Shen Yanxi was a little embarrassed.

It stands to reason that this is the first time they have met this child, and Yanyan is not familiar with him, so it seems not good to rashly leave this child overnight. After all, they are not sure whether the parents of other children will find them abrupt. The child slept in bed, woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, and found that he was not at his home. He was worried that it would have a bad influence on the child.

However, he didn't expect that Gu Haobai didn't recognize his life at all, and even pulled his clothes and started acting like a baby, "Brother, I want to stay. I'm usually alone, and no one wants to play with me."

While Shen Yanxi was hesitating, Mu Xingyuan came out after making the phone call. He looked down at Gu Haobai, pulled his hands away from Shen Yanxi's clothes, and warned with staring eyes, "You can stay if you want to, but don't touch it." My daughter-in-law! Otherwise, I will send you away immediately!"

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Shen Yanxi was afraid that he would spoil the child, so she dragged him into the bedroom and closed the door, "What did the child's father say?"

Mu Xingyuan locked the door, grabbed Shen Yanxi's shoulder and pushed him behind the door, "Don't worry about what the child's father said, why did you let that brat touch you!"

Shen Yanxi rolled her eyes, "He's just a primary school student! What are you thinking?"

"It's true." Mu Xingyuan took the opportunity to kiss him on the face and said, "The child's father said that he is still abroad to discuss business and can't come back. Let us take care of him first and pick him up when he comes back. He also said that he would give us living expenses."

For some reason, Shen Yanxi remembered that he was busy earning money a few years ago, and when he was not at home during the day, he left Yanyan to Guoguo's mother to take care of him. He also had a bunch of keys hanging around his neck every day, and the other children went to school. Yan Yan was squatting alone in the sandpit downstairs in the community, digging soil and playing. Every time he saw his lonely figure after work, Shen Yanxi felt sore in his heart.

Like Yan Yan, Gu Haobai may have grown up in this way.

"Then let him stay, it happens that he can also be with Yanyan." Shen Yanxi nodded in agreement.

At night, Yan Yan and Gu Haobai slept on the same bed, and Yan Yan's pajamas were small, so Shen Yanxi found her own pajamas, and only put him on a top.

Clothes.

Now that it's autumn and the temperature is low at night, Shen Yanxi is afraid that the two of them will cover up with a quilt, and they will snatch the quilt when it's cold at night, so she specially asked Mu Xingyuan to find another one. As a result, the two children insisted on covering them with a quilt. The body is stuck together tightly.

It was late at night, but neither of the two of them felt sleepy, and they were still chatting.

Gu Haobai was very curious why Yanyan appeared in school, he had never seen him before.

"I didn't go to school before, I was sick." Yan Yan lay sideways on the bed, facing him, "But I'm fine now."

"Is it a serious illness?" Gu Haobai asked worriedly.

Yan Yan shook his head, and replied innocently, "It's not serious, brother said, as long as the nosebleed doesn't stop, I'll be fine."

He was young, and Shen Yanxi didn't want him to know about his illness, so he always lied to him that as long as there was no nosebleed, his illness would be cured.

Gu Haobai touched Yan Yan's small nose by the moonlight, "Is it really not bleeding?"

"Yeah." Yan Yan nodded, "Brother said that in a while, I can go to school."

"At that time, I will protect you." Gu Haobai put his small arms around Yan Yan's body, and said with some pride, "I am very good at school, no one dares to bully me."

"Really?" Yanyan looked at Gu Haobai adoringly again, "Then can I be as good as you?"

"With me protecting you, you don't need to be too strong." Gu Haobai curled his lips, "If you are too strong, no one will play with you."

Yanyan blinked, a little unclear.

In fact, Gu Haobai doesn't really understand why only girls are willing to play with him, and boys will hide away when they see him.

Is it because he always fights?But it was others who bullied him first. If he didn't fight back and beat them to tears, he would still be bullied next time.

"Xiaobai, I'm sleepy." Yanyan yawned and rubbed his eyes.

"Then go to bed, I won't talk." Gu Haobai patted him, "Yanyan good night."

"Xiaobai good night." Yan Yan murmured, then closed his eyes and fell asleep.

But Gu Haobai couldn't fall asleep anymore. He looked at Yanyan, and the more he looked at him, the more he felt that Yanyan looked too much like a girl, cute and clean, with a soft face and body, he Thinking of this, he reached out and grabbed Yan Yan's little hand under the quilt and squeezed it. It was as soft as he thought, and he couldn't help grinning.

This soft little boy will be his from now on, and he will never allow others to get close to Yanyan when he goes to school, it's his.

The next morning, Mu Xingyuan cooked dinner and called Shen Yanxi to get up.

"I have to go to the company today, ah... I don't want to go at all." Mu Xingyuan collapsed on Shen Yanxi's body, wrapping him and the quilt into his arms

Li, "Would you like to come with me?"

Shen Yanxi smiled, with regret that couldn't be hidden in his eyes, "I don't understand anything, and I will cause you trouble if I go." He also studied finance in college, but unfortunately he dropped out of school before finishing his studies.

"How come! As long as you stay in my sight, so that I can see you all the time, even if you don't do anything, I feel very satisfied."

"Aren't you stupid?" Shen Yanxi straightened his messy hair, her tone was full of love, "Get up."

Mu Xingyuan didn't move, "I promised you that day to accompany you to see Shen Zeyan on weekends."

Shen Yanxi was stunned for a moment, he hadn't mentioned this matter for the past two days, because he was afraid that Mu Xingyuan would think wildly and be unhappy when he heard it, but he didn't expect that Mu Xingyuan would take the initiative to bring it up.

"I'll go over early today to finish the matter, and try to come back as early as possible in the afternoon to pick you up to see Shen Zeyan, okay?" Mu Xingyuan said.

"Ayuan..." Shen Yanxi's eyes flickered, he didn't know what to say.

"Okay, you clean up first, I'll wake those two brats to get up." Mu Xingyuan kissed him on the face, and then got up from him.

He knew that Shen Yanxi was thinking about Shen Zeyan, but he also knew that Shen Yanxi had no extra affection for Shen Zeyan except for guilt and worry. Instead of letting him hide such things in his heart every day, it would be better to untie this knot for him as soon as possible.

When he was brought to see Lu Jiaxu before, he was unwilling to mention the past, and now Shen Yanxi is still unwilling to mention it.What happened back then, he still has no idea.

But now, these are not important to him.

Shen Zeyan's not dead is undoubtedly the best consolation for Shen Yanxi, even though what happened back then is still a knot in his heart, but

At least, if the person is still alive, he has a way to make up for it.

When Shen Yanxi finished washing and changed her clothes and went out, Yan Yan and Gu Haobai came out of the room sleepily.Gu Haobai's foot was swollen, he could only jump up and down on one foot, Yan Yan carefully supported him.

When they saw him, they greeted him one after another, "Good morning, brother."

"Morning." Shen Yanxi touched the heads of the two of them and said with a smile, "Xiaobai, do your feet still hurt? Do you need me to help you?"

Gu Haobai shook his head, "It doesn't hurt anymore, I can do it myself."

"Brother, I can help Xiaobai!" Yan Yan volunteered with his face up.

"Hey, let's go take a shower."

Mu Xingyuan moved closer to him, and said mysteriously, "I knocked on the door just now, and these two kids hug each other."

"It's not surprising that we have a good relationship and hug each other." Shen Yanxi looked at him strangely.

"Is it...?" Mu Xingyuan approached him with a smirk, "Hey, will your words be influenced by you, and you also like boys?"

"This kind of thing can't be affected." Shen Yanxi remembered that she had checked the question about sexual orientation before. Whether she likes boys or girls is determined by her genes. Don't say that you are influenced by the people around you.

"Then what if Yanyan really likes boys?" Mu Xingyuan asked.

"Then let him like it." Shen Yanxi took this path himself. When his parents found out, he was beaten a lot. As long as he saw him with a boy, he would be beaten after returning home. When their parents said they liked him, they all thought that they had led Shen Zeyan down, so that after Shen Zeyan died, they didn't hesitate when they threw him and Yanyan down together.

With an immoral son and a sick child picked up, no one with any brains would be willing to support them anymore.

Seeing that Shen Yanxi was in a daze, Mu Xingyuan reached out and shook his hand in front of him, "What are you thinking?"

Shen Yanxi shook her head, "It's nothing, let's eat."

Ye Jinnan and Feng Han went out early in the morning. When Ye Jinnan was a child, he was strictly controlled by his family and rarely went out. Now he finally got the chance. He wanted to go outside every day. Now Feng Han spoiled him so much, what did Ye Jinnan say? It's what, as long as it doesn't endanger his health, Feng Han will respond to every request and never say goodbye.

Mu Xingyuan went out after dinner, Shen Yanxi played with two children at home, and went to the study to read books when bored.Mu Xingyuan has important documents in the study, and usually no one comes in except him.

But Shen Yanxi is an exception,

Mu Xingyuan trusted him unconditionally, not to mention, Shen Yanxi never participated in his work, even if he showed him the documents, Shen Yanxi didn't have anyone to inform him.

There are a lot of books about finance in the study, Shen Yanxi picked up one, and he still has a general impression of many proper nouns. If he doesn’t understand, he checks the computer. After reading it all morning, he didn’t read a few pages, but he wrote it down in his notebook. There are many things on it.

When eating at noon, Feng Han knocked on the door and called him to eat, Shen Yanxi was startled, afraid that he would laugh at him for not being popular when he saw what he remembered, so he hurriedly closed the book.

Feng Han glanced at him, his eyes full of scrutiny.

"Is there something wrong?" Shen Yanxi felt guilty when he saw it, and she was a little awkward to speak.

Feng Han didn't say anything in the end, "It's time to eat."

"Okay, I'll go out after turning off the computer." Shen Yanxi turned off the computer, put the book back in its original place, and went out with Feng Han.

In the afternoon, Mu Xingyuan came back and took Shen Yanxi to Shen Zeyan's house.

Shen Zeyan didn't go to work today, so he was dressed more casually. His top was a white round neck pullover, and his bottom was a pair of washed blue denim.

pants.

He opened the door and saw two people standing at the door, he was stunned for a moment, then his eyes turned cold instantly, "Brother."

Shen Zeyan's attire was less strict than usual, but more cold.

"Ayan..." Shen Yanxi felt a little embarrassed, "I'll come and see you."

Shen Zeyan sneered, "Come here to see if I can't live without you, right?"

"I didn't mean that." Shen Yanxi never thought that Shen Zeyan would speak so bluntly now.

"Brother, I don't want to disturb you, but you want to disturb me, what? Are you afraid that I will deal with Mu Xingyuan?"

Mu Xingyuan sneered, "I realize that you really don't know what to do."

"I'm talking to my brother, it's none of your business!" Shen Zeyan's eyes gradually became vicious, "If it wasn't for you, my brother would have been mine long ago! Why didn't Mu Wenyuan shoot you to death back then!"

"Of course it's because I can't get you cheap!" Mu Xingyuan replied unceremoniously, "Even if I die, Xiaoxi won't like you."

"Ah Yuan! Stop talking!" Shen Yanxi looked at Shen Zeyan's increasingly gloomy face, and tugged Mu Xingyuan's arm, signaling him to stop talking.

"Brother, if you just came to see me, then you can leave now." Shen Zeyan glanced at Mu Xingyuan, "If you really want to see how I am doing, or want to have a meal with me Speak, then you will come by yourself next time."

"You have a good idea!" Mu Xing refused before Shen Yanxi could speak.

And Shen Zeyan no longer bothered to talk to Mu Xingyuan, and closed the door directly.

Shen Yanxi glanced at the closed door, feeling unspeakably uncomfortable.

Shen Zeyan probably hated him to death.

"Let's go, they don't welcome us at all!" Mu Xingyuan deliberately increased his voice, telling Shen Zeyan inside the room.

Shen Zeyan gradually clenched his hands, and the hatred in his heart made him wish to smash Mu Xingyuan's body to pieces immediately.

"Stop talking, let's go." Shen Yanxi is very upset now.

If he doesn't come, I feel panicked, but when he comes, I feel even more uncomfortable.

If the relationship between him and Shen Zeyan can only be like this for the rest of his life, then he will always have trouble sleeping and eating. In the end, he is still selfish. He came to Shen Zeyan, but he just wanted to ease the relationship with him, let him forgive himself, and eliminate himself. I feel a little uneasy.

He laughed at himself, his eyes full of loneliness.

Mu Xingyuan knew that he was in a bad mood, so he didn't bother him, but drove quietly.

When he got home, Yan Yan rushed over excitedly and hugged him coquettishly, "Brother! Where have you been?"

"Brother has something to do with going out." Shen Yanxi tried her best to pull the corners of her mouth to make her smile not look so fake, "Hey, go and play with Xiaobai." Yan Yan nodded, and ran to the sofa to sit side by side with Gu Haobai Sit and watch TV.

Shen Yanxi entered the room, followed by Mu Xingyuan.

"So sad?" Mu Xingyuan hugged him from behind, put his chin on his shoulder, and asked softly.

"Well." Shen Yanxi didn't intend to hide her emotions from Mu Xingyuan, "Am I too greedy? I want to be with you, and I want Ah Yan's forgiveness."

"No." Mu Xingyuan comforted him, "If it were me, I would think the same way."

Shen Yanxi shook her head, "No. You won't."

"Why?" Mu Xingyuan asked back.

"Because you are not me, you will not be so timid as to let tragedy happen."

Mu Xingyuan was silent for a moment, "What happened? I want to know."

Shen Yanxi didn't want to say it, but just shook her head.

Mu Xingyuan let out a heavy breath, "Why can't you tell me?"

Shen Yanxi felt that for Shen Zeyan, what happened back then was like a shameful nightmare, and no one would want others to know that such a thing had happened to him, so Shen Yanxi couldn't say it.