Abstinence is too tempting

After Xu Yichen woke up in the afternoon, he made a phone call with Gu Li, and went to the restaurant downstairs to pack some food before returning to the hospital.

When he entered the door and saw no one in the room with the lights on, he was a little surprised where the two of them were going. When he turned on the lights and saw a head protruding from the bed, he was so scared that he almost cursed.

"What are you doing sitting there? Where's Shen Yanxi?" Xu Yichen pulled Mu Xingyuan up, looked at the messy bed and asked.

Mu Xingyuan glanced at the hospital bed, and said hoarsely, "Under the bed."

Xu Yichen was stunned for a moment, leaned on the edge of the bed and squatted down to look under the bed, and met Shen Yanxi's eyes full of fear.

He frowned, feeling that Shen Yanxi's illness could not be delayed any longer, he stood up and said, "Let's go back now, don't wait until tomorrow."

Mu Xingyuan wiped his face fiercely, his face was full of pain, "Yichen, I'm really uncomfortable right now, he clearly knows me, but why is he so wary of me? I've been thinking about it all afternoon. Now, shouldn't I have provoked Shen Yanxi in the first place, shouldn't have made that silly bet with my friends, if it wasn't for my appearance, Shen Yanxi might have a much happier time with Shen Zeyan with words now."

The pimple between Xu Yichen's brows got bigger and bigger, he gritted his teeth and poked Mu Xingyuan's shoulder fiercely, pushing him back step by step, "Are you fucking out of your mind? Is it time to think about this now?" ? Bah, shit, you shouldn't be thinking about this anytime!"

"But……"

"But a fart! No but!" Xu Yichen pressed him against the wall, still refusing to give up, "Since you provoked him, you have to be responsible to the end! Now that I think about it, I regret it? I don't regret it!"

"I don't seem to be evading responsibility. I just feel that the pain I brought to Shen Yanxi is nothing but pain. He follows me, and there is no day when he is comfortable."

"Did you hear Shen Yanxi tell you this with your own ears? Or did he complain to you in a dream last night? If not, don't just think about it, worrying about nothing!" Xu Yichen rolled his eyes at him, "Go back and give me a raise I show you this hospital every day and have to take care of your children, and now I have to be an emotional master for you, is it easy for me every day!"

Mu Xingyuan was silent for a while, looked up at him and said seriously, "I plan to transfer the company to Feng Han, and don't care about it anymore. Shen Yanxi wants to open a bookstore, so I will accompany him to open a bookstore. Shen Yanxi wants to open a flower shop. I will accompany him in the flower shop, no matter what he wants to do, I will accompany him."

Xu Yichen sighed, and patted him on the shoulder, "Very good, very good."

The idea is quite good, but Mu Xingyuan thinks about his withdrawal too simply.

It is more reliable for his own company to be transferred to Feng Han, but if he wants to withdraw from the Mu Group, Mu Qingye will definitely not agree.

Xu Yichen felt that Mu Xingyuan must have known this, after all, although some words were spoken lightly, it was difficult to do so.

But these are not the main things right now, now they have to find a way to cure Shen Yanxi's illness as soon as possible, otherwise, Mu Xingyuan will be tortured crazy one day sooner or later.

That night, they drove home.

It took a lot of effort to pull Shen Yanxi out from under the bed, Mu Xingyuan slapped Shen Yanxi several times on the face, and there were scratch marks on his right cheek

trace.

But these injuries are nothing to Mu Xingyuan, it is Shen Yanxi's almost crazy state that worries him.

Looking at the person who calmed down after two injections of sedatives, Mu Xingyuan's heart throbbed fiercely.

He doesn't know when Shen Yanxi will return to normal, and he doesn't know how much torture they will endure before returning to normal. He can't even do the simplest hugs and kisses to Shen Yanxi now. As soon as he approaches, Shen Yanxi will scream in horror , will run away, and even do things that hurt themselves.

They drove all night and returned to the hospital the next morning.

The first thing Shen Yanxi did after waking up was to get under the bed. Fortunately, Mu Xingyuan had someone clean up the hygiene under the bed in advance and spread thick cashmere carpets throughout the ward.

The psychiatrist Xu Yichen contacted also came in the afternoon.

"His situation is a typical mental disorder after being stimulated, and it can also be said to be a stress disorder." The psychiatrist Xu Yichen sought this time has a certain reputation at home and abroad, and he is also very upright, " Did he have similar mental problems before?"

Mu Xingyuan looked at the doctor with some embarrassment, then shook his head, "I don't know, but he was indeed depressed and negative because of some things before."

The doctor nodded, "His psychological endurance is too poor. After he endured the unbearable stimulation, the abnormal phenomenon of insufficient blood supply to the heart, brain cell confusion, and neurasthenia occurred."

"But he still knows me, it's just very resistant to being approached by others...not even me."

"He is now in a state of self-protection. The thing that caused him to go crazy must be the thing he fears the most, so after the stimulation, he will subconsciously resist similar things." The doctor looked up and looked at the two. Personal, "Before this, what happened?"

Mu Xingyuan still shook his head.

In fact, he could already guess the general reason in his heart, but he didn't know what happened specifically.Shen Zeyan hadn't been found yet, so he couldn't understand what happened in those few days.

"Can it be cured?" For Mu Xingyuan, whether it can be cured is what he cares most about.

The doctor said cautiously, "Basically, it can be cured, but it's hard to say how long the treatment will last. I'll prescribe some traditional Chinese medicine for him first. Compared with western medicine, Chinese medicine has less side effects on people." The doctor smiled He smiled, "Of course, if you want to use western medicine, I can also prescribe some western medicine for him."

"Just Chinese medicine." Mu Xingyuan said.

"Traditional Chinese medicine is used for a course of treatment first, and after the treatment is over, he will come to me for psychological treatment. If he cannot remove his psychological obstacles, he will never recover from this disease."

"I see, thank you doctor."

After seeing off the doctor, Mu Xingyuan lay on the carpet, looked at Shen Yanxi, "Xiaoxi, do you still know me?"

Shen Yanxi raised her head and glanced at him, then lowered her head again, and whispered, "Mu Xingyuan."

Mu Xingyuan smiled bitterly, "Just remember me. If you forget me, I will be even more sad."

"Xiaoxi, can you sit here? Just move a little bit." Mu Xingyuan begged.

Shen Yanxi shook her head and buried her head in her arms again.

Mu Xingyuan knew that he was refusing to communicate, which also meant that no matter what Mu Xingyuan said in the future, Shen Yanxi would never talk to him again.

Mu Xingyuan's eye sockets gradually turned red. He put his arm over his eyes, pressed his arm with the other hand, and quickly sucked up the tears with his sleeves close to his eyes. Who sees.

He didn't have a good rest for several days, lying on the soft carpet, Shen Yanxi sat beside him, although the distance was far away, Mu Xingyuan still fell asleep with peace of mind.

Shen Yanxi felt that there was no movement around her, so she raised her head quietly, and glanced at Mu Xingyuan who was facing him, who was already asleep. He hesitated for a moment, and carefully crawled out from the other side with hands and feet.

Apart from the two of them, there was no one else in the ward.

Shen Yanxi pulled off the quilt on the hospital bed, covered Mu Xingyuan's body lightly, and then walked out of the ward quietly.

He was still wearing a hospital gown, and he didn't look weird when he was in the hospital, but after leaving the hospital, many people stopped and watched, and several kind-hearted people thought he was in some trouble and wanted to help him, but As soon as they get close, Shen Yanxi will run away in panic.

Evening is the time when the city has the most traffic. Shen Yanxi saw that there were people all around, and they were all looking at him.The fear in his heart was even greater. He hid in a relatively secluded alley, hid in the corner surrounded by the trash can and the wall, and quietly waited for the crowd to disperse.

When Mu Xingyuan woke up, it was already ten o'clock in the evening.

He opened his eyes and subconsciously looked towards the corner of the bed, but he didn't see Shen Yanxi.

He sat up in an instant, anxiety filled his limbs and bones, and when he saw the quilt slipping from his body with the movement, his vision was blurred again.

Mu Xingyuan didn't have time to think about it, so he changed his shoes and rushed out.

In the office, Xu Yichen was eating. He had three surgeries in one day, and now he was so tired that he couldn't straighten up. When he saw Mu Xingyuan rushing in, he felt a sense of despair.

"What's the matter, ancestor?" Xu Yichen put down his chopsticks, wiped his mouth clean, and was ready to work hard for Mu Xingyuan.

"Shen Yanxi is gone." Mu Xingyuan's voice was full of tears, and his heart was extremely anxious, "Stop sitting still! Come out with me to find someone!"

As soon as Xu Yichen heard that no one was there, he immediately stood up and followed Mu Xingyuan out without even getting rid of his white coat, "Haven't you been in the ward all the time?"

"I fell asleep later because I was too sleepy. I don't know when he went out." Mu Xingyuan now wished he could beat himself to death. Whenever he couldn't sleep well, he fell asleep at this time!

"I can't blame you, because of Shen Yanxi you haven't had much rest these days." Xu Yichen patted him to comfort him, "Let's find someone first, in case something happens, it's over."

The two of them searched aimlessly along the street. Mu Xingyuan remembered the place where Yanyan hid last time. He carefully searched beside the trash cans in every street, but they couldn't find them.

Just when the two were about to call the police, two people stumbled out of a small alley not far away. While running, the two people looked back with lingering fear, and cursed, "'H, how good-looking are you? It's a madman!"

When Mu Xingyuan heard what they said, he rushed over immediately, and Xu Yichen quickly followed.

There are no street lights in the small alley. When you first enter the alley, you can take advantage of the street lights on the side of the road. After walking a few steps, you can't see anything.

Xu Yichen turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone to illuminate it.

"Don't turn on the light!" Mu Xingyuan didn't have time to stop him, and as soon as he finished speaking, a thin figure rushed towards them.

Xu Yichen dodged subconsciously, but Mu Xingyuan caught the man firmly and held him in his arms.

Shen Yanxi desperately bit Mu Xingyuan's wrist, the smell of blood was in his mouth and he didn't let go.

"Xiaoxi, don't be afraid, it's me, Mu Xingyuan, don't be afraid, don't be afraid." Mu Xingyuan endured the pain in his wrist and comforted him softly.

But Shen Yanxi's mood did not calm down.

Mu Xingyuan felt hot liquid dripping on the back of his hand, and there was a faint sobbing sound.

"Xiaoxi don't cry, it's okay, it's okay, the bad guy is gone, don't be afraid." Mu Xingyuan knew that Shen Yanxi was crying, so he hugged him gently and coaxed him.

"Why... am I still not dead..."

This was the first sentence that Shen Yanxi had spoken to him in the past few days except for the three words 'Mu Xingyuan'.

However, it is such a negative despair.

"You can't die! What will I do if you die? Xiaoxi, you can't die, you know? It will be fine, everything will be fine..." Mu Xingyuan hugged him tightly, using all his strength

Hug him tightly, as if Shen Yanxi escaped again as soon as he let go.

Shen Yanxi cried desperately, Mu Xingyuan heard it heartbreakingly.

Xu Yichen quietly turned his face away, raised his head, took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

He thought, everything...will really get better.

Shen Yanxi refused to go back to the hospital with them, so Mu Xingyuan followed him and took him home.

Shen Yanxi hides in the house every day, refusing to communicate with anyone, not even speaking.

Mu Xingyuan was afraid that he would do something stupid, so he had someone seal the windows from the outside, and he put away all the sharp objects in the room. He was afraid that Shen Yanxi would lock the door, so he removed the lock while he was asleep. Even so, he was still worried, and installed a camera in a hidden place, so that even if he was not in Shen Yanxi's room, he could see what he was doing.

"Brother Mu, when will brother get better?" Yan Yan looked at Mu Xingyuan with tears in his eyes and asked, "He hasn't talked to me for a long time."

"Come on, as long as Yanyan is obedient, your brother will be fine soon." Mu Xingyuan smiled sourly, and rubbed Yanyan's hairy head.

Gu Haobai did not speak at the side, but held Yanyan tightly with his little hand.

During dinner that day, Feng Han showed up at the door with Ye Jinnan.

Mu Xingyuan opened the door and saw these two people froze, "You...why are you here?"

"He was afraid that you would not be able to take care of three people alone, so we came here." Ye Jinnan replied with a smile.

"Fart! I came here to take away all his property when he dies suddenly!" Feng Leng retorted with a straight face.

Although Xu Yichen had already told him the truth about the leaked documents, but remembering what Mu Xingyuan had said to him, he still wanted to turn his face and deny anyone.Mu Xingyuan snorted coldly, "I'm sorry, I may not die in the next 80 years."

"It's better!" Feng Han also snorted coldly, he couldn't bear to expose how emaciated this person is now.

When Yan Yan saw Ye Jinnan, his big eyes filled with tears instantly, he hugged his waist aggrievedly, and choked up, "Brother Nannan..."

"Speak well, don't cry." Ye Jinnan comforted him while hugging him upside down.

When Feng Han was at the door, he could smell the strong smell of traditional Chinese medicine, and he couldn't help frowning, "Is it serious?"

Mu Xingyuan shook his head, with unconcealable disappointment in his eyes, "It should be better...except for not talking and being in a daze, everything else is fine."

"Don't worry too much, it will be fine."

Mu Xingyuan didn't have the strength to laugh anymore, everyone told him everything would be fine, but he really couldn't see any signs of it being good.

Shen Yanxi became more and more silent, and the lifeless aura exuding from his body frightened him. He watched him on his mobile phone every day to cool the boiled medicine and pour it into the green plants in the house. He couldn't pierce it, and he couldn't let him find out. I was monitoring his life, so I repeatedly boiled medicine for him every day and watched him pour it away.

Sometimes Mu Xingyuan felt that he was paralyzed with heartache.

He doesn't dare to ask for anything extravagantly now, as long as Shen Yanxi is alive, he is very satisfied.

"Clean up the room yourself. The medicine is ready, and I'm going to deliver it to Xiaoxi." Mu Xingyuan said as he entered the kitchen.

In the room, Shen Yanxi sat on the edge of the bed and stared at the window, not knowing what he was thinking. When Mu Xing went in, he just looked back once as usual, and then turned his head again.

Mu Xingyuan was still standing behind him, talking to him with a distance of _ beds, "Do you want to go out?"

Shen Yanxi shook her head.

Mu Xingyuan glanced at the untouched food on the table, and asked again, "Don't you like today's food? Why didn't you eat a single bite?"

Shen Yanxi didn't speak, as if she didn't hear, she stared out of the window intently.

"Or I'll make you some porridge. You can only take medicine after eating porridge." Even though he knew that Shen Yanxi didn't know how to take medicine, Mu Xingyuan still cooperated with him in deceiving himself and others.

Knowing that he couldn't wait for Shen Yanxi's response, Mu Xingyuan took away the cold food after he finished speaking, and went back to the kitchen to make porridge for Shen Yanxi again.

After tidying up the bedroom, Feng Han looked at Mu Xingyuan's busy figure in the kitchen, feeling quite uncomfortable.

He helped Mu Xingyuan prepare the ingredients for preserved egg porridge, "Don't you even look in the mirror?"

Mu Xingyuan was puzzled by his question, "How to say?"

"You are like this now, it is not an exaggeration to say that you are 40 years old."

Mu Xingyuan smiled wearily, "It's a luxury for me to sleep now, I don't have time to take care of my image, and I don't go out anyway, so how easy it is."

"Did you find Shen Zeyan?" Xu Yichen told him what happened before, although he was shocked after hearing it, but thinking that Shen Zeyan might also be sick, he didn't think it was any surprise that he would do these things.

"No, Lu Jiaxu took him abroad." Mu Xingyuan didn't care much about Shen Zeyan now.

If you want to go, let them go. As long as you don't come back to harm Shen Yanxi, he will treat them as dead.

"Your father's company, how did you solve it?" Judging by his behavior, he probably hasn't been to the company for a long time.

"The assistant is processing it, and if there is anything that can't be processed, I will send it to me." Mu Xingyuan said, "I can only do this now. Xiaoxi is like this now. I simply can't spare too much attention to take care of other things. Well, my dad probably doesn't know that I haven't been to the company for a few days, if he knew, he would have called me a long time ago."

"He knows you are still with Shen Yanxi?"

"Probably, I don't know too well."