Abstinence is too tempting

"Xiaoxi..." Mu Xingyuan stopped him when he reached the stairs, "If you don't want to go down...don't go down, everyone can understand

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Shen Yanxi had already descended a few steps, and she was looking up at him slightly, "It's okay, let's go." He didn't want to miss a big reunion dinner that he had waited so hard for.

In the past few years, he spent every festival deserted and deserted. Yan Yan followed him, and he never experienced the lively warmth of gathering together. Only the two years when Mu Xingyuan was there still lived like a Sample.

When the people downstairs saw Shen Yanxi, they all fell silent unconsciously, and Yanyan ran to the stairs to meet him in a daze, but when Shen Yanxi came down, he retreated cautiously, "Brother... Are you okay?"

Shen Yanxi smiled and did not answer. He approached Yanyan and hugged him under the surprised eyes of everyone, "Yanyan, happy winter solstice."

In fact, he didn't know when he could accept physical contact with others, but when he woke up that day, he found that when he remembered that his hand was wrapped in a big warm palm, his first reaction was not to break free, but to If he held it tightly, he knew that the owner of that hand probably only dared to act presumptuously when he was asleep. These two months must have been more difficult for him than those two years.

Yan Yan was stunned for a moment, and then tears poured out like a flood that opened the gate.

The clothes on Shen Yanxi's abdomen were made dark and shallow by his crying, he looked down at the soft and dark hair helplessly, and coaxed, "I'm a second-grade elementary school student, and I cry every now and then. "

"It's not... brother...you are too worrying." Yan Yan choked with tears, "I thought it would take a long time to hug you."

Mu Xingyuan stood on the stairs and didn't come back to his senses for a while. Ye Jinnan looked at the intriguing expression on Mu Xingyuan's face, and whispered to Feng Han, "Why do I feel that Mu Xingyuan doesn't seem happy? I don't think so Is it because this matter is too exciting, and it made the child stupid?"

Feng Han also noticed that Mu Xingyuan's expression was not right, he put the vegetables still in his hand on the table and said, "Stop standing there, come over to eat."

Shen Yanxi didn't dare to look back at Mu Xingyuan.

He was not sure if he really showed signs of improvement. He didn't dare to tell Mu Xingyuan, because he was afraid of seeing Schroeder's expression, but now he still felt that the situation was not good.

"Shen Yanxi...do you have anything you want to tell me?" Mu Xingyuan was enveloped in the feeling of being deceived. He always thought that Shen Yanxi's illness was nothing serious.

After getting better, he tossed and turned every day, unable to sleep, consulted doctors he knew and didn’t know, read various neurological medical skills, and read those obscure sentences.

He did this only in the hope that one day Shen Yanxi could stand side by side with him again.

Shen Yanxi turned around slowly, "I'm sorry." He lowered his head, the broken hair on his forehead covered his eyebrows and eyes, "I haven't been sure, so I didn't tell you..."

"What about now?" Mu Xingyuan asked.

"Now... it should be fine..." Shen Yanxi swallowed her sleep, not understanding what Mu Xingyuan was thinking right now, feeling uneasy

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"It's okay, why don't you hug me!" Just as Mu Xingyuan said the last word, his tears also fell down. He stretched out his arms towards Mu Xingyuan, waiting for that long-lost hug.

Gu Li looked at Mu Xingyuan who was crying like a child, and secretly sighed in his heart that no matter how tough a man is, in front of the person he likes, there will always be a child.

Childish side.

Shen Yanxi's eyes were sour, and the corners of his eyes became moist. He stepped up the steps a few steps, threw himself into Mu Xingyuan's arms, and said modestly, "I'm sorry."

"I don't want to be sorry, I want you to be well. Do you know how frightened I live every day? I'm afraid that when I wake up that morning, you will forget me."

Shen Yanxi couldn't help laughing, "I ask who you are every day like you, I can't forget it even if I want to."

Ye Jinnan coughed twice inappropriately below, "Well, it's almost done, and there are still children here."

Yan Yan and Xiao Bai consciously turned their backs, it's not suitable for children, they understand.

"..." Ye Jinnan looked at the two little brats speechlessly, he understood a lot!

During this winter solstice meal, everyone ate warmly and warmly, and their hearts were also warmly.

The meal didn't end until the afternoon. Xu Yichen and Gu Li rushed back to the hospital, helped clean up the living room and then left. Feng Han and Mu Xingyuan were naturally reluctant to let their daughter-in-law reach out to touch the greasy food. As a result, two big men close to 1.9 meters wore aprons, bent over, and tried their best to clean up the mess.

Ye Jinnan was watching TV in the living room, but his eyes were not attracted by the TV programs, but fell on Shen Yanxi from time to time.

"Brother Yan Xi, are you sure you're alright?" Ye Jinnan approached him and asked curiously.

Shen Yanxi tilted her head and glanced at him slightly, "It should be fine."

"Then can you have sex with Mu Xingyuan? He has been holding back for two months...can you bear it?"

Ye Jinnan wanted to gossip, and there was no malice, but his words reminded Shen Yanxi of something, and then she felt nauseated, and before she had time to say anything to him, she rushed into the bathroom covering her mouth.

Ye Jinnan's heart skipped a beat, and her first reaction was: It's over, there's trouble again!Mu Xingyuan probably beat him to death!

He hurriedly poured a glass of water and sent it to the bathroom. Shen Yanxi was holding the toilet and throwing up in the dark, wishing to vomit out his stomach.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." Ye Jinnan apologized with a mournful face while stroking his back. He could already imagine Mu Xingyuan cutting someone with a kitchen knife.

Shen Yanxi wanted to comfort him, but couldn't, so she waved her hand to indicate that she was fine.

When the contents of his stomach were almost vomited, Shen Yanxi leaned against the wall as if collapsed, took the water Ye Jinnan handed him, and rinsed his mouth.

"How are you? Otherwise, I'll call Mu Xingyuan to come over." Although he knew that Mu Xingyuan would definitely not let him go, he still had a clear mind when it came to important matters.

"Don't!" Shen Yanxi hurriedly pulled him back, his eyes flickering slightly, "Don't tell him! It was hard for him to let go of the burden that he shouldn't bear. You didn't see how relaxed his face was when he was eating just now."

During the period of his illness, he saw all the sorrows and sorrows of Mu Xingyuan, but he couldn't even give him the simplest hug. Because he couldn't bear to see the loss and sadness in his eyes every day, he always faced it with his back. Look at Mu Xingyuan.

To put it bluntly that they can't see each other is better than seeing the heart-piercing expressions on each other's faces.

"But you're like this..."

"I'm fine." Shen Yanxi interrupted him, "I just ate too much, and I'll be fine in a while, huh?"

Ye Jinnan hesitated, but when she saw Shen Yanxi's pleading gaze, she nodded.