lightly cooked

Downstairs, Fu Jia lay lifelessly on the table, giving up any hope.

Just ten seconds ago, Xu Shuyuan had just changed his status to "Do Not Disturb".

Even so, he voluntarily stayed and worked overtime, after all, what should be done had to be done.After finishing work, I went to the fifteenth floor to take a look. Xu Shuyuan had already left. I don't know when.

Back home with exhausted steps, my parents were still awake.

He knocked on the door: "Dad, Mom, I have something to ask you."

The mother yawned continuously and came to open the door: "What do you have to ask in the middle of the night?"

"Where's Dad?"

"study."

The suite is connected to the study.

"Oh." He sat on the bed and picked up a pillow, "Mom, did any of my classmates come to see me after I went abroad?"

"Well, why did I remember to ask this?"

"Just ask."

His mother scratched in her mind, but she didn't remember: "Who will come to our house after you are gone."

"Think about it again, isn't it true?"

"Old Fu—" Too lazy to deal with him anymore, his mother stretched her neck and shouted into the study, "Old Fu, come out for a while, my son has something to ask you."

The door opened, and the smell of smoke came in.

Fu Jia wrinkled her nose: "Dad, you are hiding and smoking again."

"My son is even training me." His father stared at him seriously, "Tell me, what's the matter?"

Fu Jia had no choice but to ask again.

At first, I thought that my father would be as perfunctory as my mother, but I didn't expect his father to look at him vigilantly for several seconds.

"Dad, what do you think I am doing? Is there any?"

In fact, he couldn't change anything if he asked, but he still wanted to know more details.

His father threw the cigarette butt in his hand into the trash can, "There is one."

Fu Jiadeng opened his eyes wide: "What's your name?"

"Who remembers what happened so long ago." The old man waved his hand, "I said that I came to pay you back the money, and I waived it for you."

"Then he...then did he say anything? Is there anything for me?"

His father flatly denied it.

There's none?Fu Jia hugged the pillow and kept silent.

After hearing the general idea, his mother interrupted and asked, "How much did you borrow?"

"Twenty thousand." His father snorted softly.

In exchange, his mother groaned: "Why do you have to borrow such a small amount of money? Didn't you make it clear that we Jiajia don't care? Son, it's a good thing for you to help your classmates at school, but it's better for this kind of person to be less tainted, and love to take advantage of small things." Unnecessary."

"Okay, don't be so long-winded." His father turned around and lit another cigarette, sucking it in his mouth. "In my opinion, spending money to buy a lesson is not necessarily a bad thing."

The smell of smoke in the room was stronger.Fu Jia didn't want to hear any more, and left with a wooden face.

He suffered from rare insomnia for several nights in a row.

When I went to work with a client, my colleague asked him why the dark circles under his eyes were so heavy, and whether he didn't sleep well.He shook his head, looking a little out of his mind.

After staying up until eleven o'clock on Thursday night, Ding Xu jumped out again.

"Friend, if you don't show up again, I will suspect that you were kidnapped by aliens."

He perfunctory: "I'm in a bad mood, so I won't chat."

"Come out for a drink in a bad mood. Have you ever heard of it when you're drunk? Come on, Dad, I'll invite you." Then the address of a bar was sent.

Thinking of having to go to work the next day, Fu Jia didn't want to drink at first, but her mood has been too down recently and she needs to release it.I drove there, unexpectedly it was a quiet place, Ding Xu sat at the bar drinking by himself.

"coming?"

He stepped aside, and Fu Jia sat down, staring at the half-empty whiskey bottle in front of him, "You drank it all by yourself?"

"Hey." Ding Xu poured another half cup down his throat, "Annoying."

"What's bothering you?"

"What else can you bother me about? It's just the girl I told you about last time. What do you mean by her..."

Originally, Fu Jia came to relax, but was forced to listen to his friend's unrequited love story for a long time.An hour later, Ding Xu lay down without image, and Fu Jia drank about two cups, his mind was still clear, but his heart was empty.

Turn on the phone, the top chat is still greyed out.

He felt that he should be more relaxed and stop thinking about Xu Shuyuan, but he couldn't help but click on the dialog box over and over again.

"What are you looking at?"

A hand next to him snatched the phone away, and Ding Xu stared at it drunkenly: "A book? A girl."

Fu Jia's note to Xu Shuyuan is a small expression in the book, and no Chinese characters are used.

"I want you to take care of it." He wanted to snatch it back, but Ding Xu stretched out his hand: "There is a problem, you have a big problem, hurry up and explain it honestly."

"Give it back to me."

With great strength, Ding Xu leaned against him and clicked to open the dialog box: "Hello miss, Jiajia drank too much, do you mind coming to pick him up?"

Let go of your hand, and with a whoosh, the voice came out.

"Ding Xu!"

Fu Jiasuo came back and hurriedly withdrew, then stared at the dialog box nervously until the screen went off.

Fortunately, Xu Shuyuan probably didn't see it.

"Look at you." Ding Xu laughed drunkenly at him, "I'm helping you."

Getting up and punching him several times, Fu Jia still felt puzzled and kicked him hard on the stool.Ding Xu laughed loudly, turned over, and caught a glimpse of the mobile phone in his hand: "Hey, hey! I'm calling!"

I really called.

Fu Jia's heart was beating fast, and she quickly grabbed the phone and ran out, squatting in the cold wind and pressing the answer button.

"Hey?"

There was silence for a few seconds, and Xu Shuyuan's breathing could be heard.

Fu Jia opened his mouth to speak, but then remembered the cold treatment he had received these days, so he swallowed the words.

The two drunks behind him didn't notice anyone when they passed by, and kicked him directly in the back.He hissed lightly in pain, paused, and hissed again on purpose.

Xu Shuyuan finally let go: "What's wrong with you."

"nothing."

"It's nothing, I hung up."

"Hey -" Fu Jia thought he was going to die, and waited for a while, then suddenly heard a click.

"Are you smoking?"

Over there, Xu Shuyuan let out a sigh of relief: "I'm working."

impossible.

Fu Jia is very familiar with the sound of a lighter because of his father.But whether Xu Shuyuan smoked or not, he neither cared nor cared about it.

"Why didn't you reply to my message these days?"

Xu Shuyuan: "Busy."

"So busy that you don't even have time to type?" He didn't believe it. "Are you still angry with me for talking nonsense in the car that day? But I didn't mean to make trouble. I care about you. Don't be a dog." Biting Lu Dongbin doesn't know good people."

He spoke hurriedly and chaotically, with a touch of drunkenness.

After a moment of silence, Xu Shuyuan suddenly asked, "How much did you drink?"

"none of your business."

"With whom."

"I said it's none of your business." He was angry.

Unknowingly, the voice grew louder, attracting all the eyes around him, but he didn't care.

He got up and walked to his car, he raised his leg and kicked a few times, deliberately kicking the wheels of the car, "Holding a mobile phone is like a decoration, and I don't know when I see the news. If you hate me, block me." ah!"

Xu Shuyuan's voice became more languid: "I'll hang up first, and I'll talk about it when you sober up."

"No."

"Fu Jia, what exactly do you want?"

"I—" Fu Jia bit her lower lip, "I'm just..."

"Don't be self-willed." Xu Shuyuan said softly, "I still have to work, and I don't have time to deal with you. Go home early when you've had enough fun."

Compared with the coldness before, such a calm rejection is even more uncomfortable.Hearing the slow breathing on the phone, Fu Jia's heart thumped and became extremely soft.

"Could you take a taxi to pick me up." He pursed his lips and clenched his phone with his fingers. "I can't drive after drinking."

"Call a driver."

"I can't call..."

"I'll call for you."

Fu Jia was stunned: "Don't you understand what I mean? I mean..." Pursing his lips for a moment, he finally said, "I mean, I want to see you. "

"I see."

Xu Shuyuan gave a rare smile, with a hint of self-deprecating, "I understand what you mean very well."

The clack sounded again.

"You don't want to be with me, but you drink too much and you want me to pick you up. You want me to always care about you and care about you. Fu Jia, you are very selfish."

"No, that's not the case!" Fu Jia denied instinctively, but he couldn't explain why, and the rest of the words rolled back and forth in his throat.

"It's not like that?" Xu Shuyuan made up his mind, and asked in a stiff voice, "Are you willing to be with me?"

Fu Jia suddenly fell silent.

Even he himself felt confused, if he really liked Shuyuan, how could he have left four years ago.

that time……

At that time, the whole department heard that Xu Shuyuan had been tricked by others, and they had been in love for half a year, but there was a man over there.

This incident is so ridiculous that it deserves to be talked about.But no matter how others insinuated and looked at him with strange eyes, Xu Shuyuan never revealed Fu Jia's name.

Xu Shu could have scolded me loudly, but he didn't, maybe because he felt ashamed.Thinking of these, Fu Jia felt guilty.

Looking at the vehicles coming and going on the road, Fu Jia's eyes gradually dimmed, and his shoulders slowly slumped: "Actually, I have always felt sorry for you for the past four years. I was too ignorant back then. I only cared about the fun and did not think about the consequences of doing things. .Now I know that it was not right for me to do that."

Since returning to China, this was the first time he said sorry seriously, but Xu Shuyuan didn't feel comforted at all.

"So?" Xu Shuyuan asked back.

"So I want to make it up to you." He closed his eyes and said what was in his heart, "Can I accompany you to the doctor, maybe your ears can be cured."

The breath on the phone suddenly became heavy.

Xu Shuyuan always makes people feel tormented when he doesn't speak, it's not gloomy, but depressed for no reason.He seemed to be suppressing some emotions, he breathed again and again, and said after a long time: "So it's because of this, you feel that you owe me."

Fu Jia explained incoherently: "Not only because of this, but also because of your hand, and... Also, did you know that everyone was passing on the book at that time, and they said you—"

"enough."

Xu Shuyuan interrupted hoarsely, and then seemed to be talking to himself: "How could I think you have changed?"

"Shu Yuan." Fu Jia's lips moved, and finally he only called him.

Xu Shuyuan didn't seem to hear it, and after a short silence, he said, "You haven't changed, but I have. Fu Jia, take back your vague good intentions, and either stay with me, or let me completely forget about you." about you."