I just want to give you and me an ending

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C didn't know how long he had been squatting in the corridor, but when he stood up, he felt dizzy for a while. C beat his numb legs and went back to the dormitory.The dormitory has become quiet, only a few chatting with their girlfriends are still awake.

C went back to his bed silently, turned on the computer, and searched for "To Youth" said by the head of the dormitory.

After reading it, C felt that in his mind, he was rational for a while and flinched for a while.Pick up the phone and see text messages and missed calls with D.I still tell myself what interesting things I encountered today, and then ask myself what I am doing, and I don’t answer text messages or answer calls. C decided to do that anyway, he knew that D's psychological endurance was very poor, so he could only choose to leave quietly. For the first time ever, C did not reply to D's phone calls and text messages.

The second day, the third day, the fourth day. . .

C was silent for a while, and did not give D any response.However, C peeks at D's talk and Weibo every day, even in his circle of friends.

C knows that D thinks that he ignores him because he is too busy studying and has too many postgraduate entrance examinations, so he can't take care of him. D has been very obedient these past few days, without complaining at all, he said good night to C, and went to sleep obediently by himself.But C didn't respond to D, not even good night.

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C remembers today's day in his heart.How painful and how sad.

D still couldn't help it, and asked C what happened.

C held back his emotions and said calmly, I thought you knew, I thought I was obvious enough.

D's side was silent for a long time, and C wanted to hang up the phone, but there was a sound from the other side.

There was a sound of sniffling, and C's heart was wrenched, and then D's hoarse voice came, "Why?"

yeah, why?Am I telling you just because I am going abroad, because I want to ask if you will wait for me, and I am afraid to hear the answer.Because I don't have enough ability to give you happiness, can't I promise you?

C felt mixed feelings in his heart, and chuckled lightly, "The values ​​are different. Don't call me, let's do it like this." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.He was afraid, afraid that if he listened for a little longer, he would not desperately try to save it and tell everything.

His heart hurts.

C sighed, patted his face, forced himself to hold the phone, unfollowed D, and deleted D's QQ and WeChat.However, the password was not changed.He didn't want the same password between them to be changed.Just think of it as a thought for yourself.

Baby, I'm sorry, I don't want you to wait for an endless promise.I will bless you for finding happiness, but only you can give me happiness forever.I'm betting, I'm betting with everything I have, that you love me more than I ever imagined.

The next day, C received a strange call.It turned out that the jewelry store called and told him that the ring was ready and ready to pick up at any time.

Hang up the phone, C takes a taxi to the jewelry store.

Walking out of the door, C gently rubbed the ring with his fingertips, and lightly kissed the place where the two people's names were engraved.

A month later, C left.

13

Recalling this continues. C had finished drinking a bottle of wine, supported his sinking head, and took out a brocade box in his pocket.It was the pair of rings that were never given away 4 years ago. C looked at the ring that belonged to D inside, showing the same smile as when chatting with D 4 years ago.He began to look forward to tomorrow's meeting, but was afraid at the same time, like a young boy in love. C smiled softly, then put the brocade box back into his pocket, and carried it with him day after day.

C thinks he has to go to bed early, and go to the station in front of D's house to wait for him early tomorrow. Hey, I really want to blame my uncle.

Simply put away the things, went back to the room and lay on the bed, and fell asleep after a while.

The next day, when the alarm clock sounded, C got up.Years of habits, he still looks at his phone first thing when he wakes up as usual, and the screen of the phone is still a photo of D smiling sweetly. C chuckled, the warm morning sun was shining on him, and he whispered good morning to the people on the phone screen.

C tidied himself up and went out with his briefcase.

C waited for a long time under the bus stop sign, but did not see D's figure.It's almost time, he can only get on the bus to the company first.He questioned whether he was old, had a bad memory, and even remembered D's address wrongly.A stumbling figure rushed over and squeezed in just as the bus was about to close.

C subconsciously looked up at that person, and it was indeed D.He didn't expect that D always liked to stay in bed, and would not get up until the end.Hehe, little idiot, you obviously came in in a hurry, so just pretend to be calm now.Why did you touch the pp? It must have fallen when you got up.They all pulled the rings, squeezed, and looked around.

After waiting for the bus, D went directly to the company. C followed behind him, frizzy, really like his style.

When I walked to the company and saw that D was still inquiring at the front desk, C stopped staying and followed the flow of people into the elevator.Back in my office, I told the secretary at the door to call the interviewer to come in for the interview, and other people should not come in to disturb her.Then, leaving the secretary wondering where he was, he entered his own exclusive office.

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