I just want to give you and me an ending

The sun slowly went down, and night fell.Before he knew it, C had been lying in bed for a whole day.C didn't eat or drink that day, and never left the bed except to go to the bathroom.C, who has always been full of responsibility, did not go to the student union meeting, and C, who has always been a good student, skipped class all day.

When the roommates returned to the dormitory one after another, they looked at each other in amazement. Could it be that C is sick? A busy person usually lies on the bed in a daze without saying a word.

Roommate A took advantage of his classmates and decided to get on the railing to have a look. Just as he reached out to touch C's forehead to see if there was something wrong with the fever, C waved him away.

Roommate A took back the hand puppet awkwardly and asked what was going on. C said in a hoarse voice that it was all right.

A can only shake his head and get out of bed and do his own thing.

Only now did C realize that his throat was so thirsty that he hadn't drank water all day, and he hadn't taken any medicine.Only to climb out of bed, fill water and take medicine.

The head of the dormitory found that something was wrong with C, so he called C to talk outside the corridor.

The two stood outside the corridor, leaning against the wall, and C waited silently for the head of the dormitory to speak.

The head of the dormitory put it in his pocket, took out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter, and asked C if he smoked. C shakes his head.The head of the dormitory lit his cigarette and took a puff before asking, "Wait until your girlfriend quarrels?"

C nodded and remained silent.

The head of the dormitory took another sip and continued: "Women, just coax them. Girls are more delicate creatures and like small tempers. They must be coaxed all the time and held in the palm of your hand to take care of them. You don't call her back for more than a minute." Text messages, she will feel that you don't love her, don't care about her. It's very troublesome, but if you love her, you have to learn how to tolerate, how to accommodate, you have to be responsible to her, you understand."

C nodded, showing that he understood.

The head of the dormitory threw away the cigarette butt and crushed it out with his shoes "C, I heard that you are going abroad, does your family know? And how do you plan to arrange it? There are very few girls who are in love nowadays, and they run with people every minute It’s over.. Hey!! I’m just saying, don’t stare at me!!”

C went back to the dormitory with his head down, leaving the head of the dormitory in the corridor blowing cold wind to regret his stinky mouth.

C lay back on the bed and picked up his phone to check.The mobile phone is still silent, and there is no movement. C sighed and clicked on QQ to log in.

D's profile picture is still dark, maybe it's invisible, maybe it's really not there.

C opened the group with D, and was screened again by the unscrupulous bastards in the group. C remembered that D's typing was always fast, whether it was a mobile phone or a computer, he could always keep up with the rhythm of the screen swiping in the group, and make noise with the bastards in the group.

Suddenly a familiar head portrait and vest name came into his eyes, and then his heart seemed to be pulled by something.

Oh, so you are here, and you are very happy to joke with others.Oh, so you turned off the phone to hide from me.Oh, it turns out that you don't reply to text messages just because you don't want to talk to me, and you don't want me to bother you.

C took a deep breath, calmly typed good evening, and sent.

It was like a pot exploded in the group, saying something like, C, you are finally here, you are finally not diving, or shouting D, come and meet your husband and so on.

As for D, after seeing C's good evening message, he dived into it completely, no matter how the people in the group summoned him or flirted with him, he would not come out.

C sneered in his heart, blocked the news in the group, and quit QQ.

Still lying on the bed in that position, staring blankly at the ceiling in a daze.

He remembered the words of the head of the dormitory, yes, since you are in love, you have to be responsible, tolerant, and accommodating when you are together.It's not like I don't know D's petty temper.You can't blame him either, the family spoils everything, classmates and friends are all accommodating, let alone his ex-boyfriend. D is just a spoiled child, a child spoiled by us, a child who will only panic and restlessness without us to rely on.

However, now I maintain this relationship with him through the computer and the screen of the mobile phone. I want to kiss but I can't kiss Weifen's lips, and I want to hug but I can't get close to her thin body. What about after that.It's impossible to go on like this for the rest of my life. I am willing to sacrifice everything to give him happiness, but how can I give him happiness before I have the ability?

C still couldn't hold back and boarded QQ.

I found D, sent a message, did my anger subside?

This time, D replied quickly, so let's leave it at that.

C was dumbfounded, and the hand holding the phone trembled a little.He thought that D would continue to be arrogant and say no, and if he coaxed him, the two of them would be as boring as before.However, I didn't expect this kind of answer.

C tried to calm down his heartbeat, adjust his breathing, and dialed D's phone.The phone connected, rang twice, and D answered.The two quietly waited for each other to speak.

C climbed out of bed and asked the head of the dormitory to get cigarettes and lighters, originally thinking of confronting D for a long time.Unexpectedly, there was a curse on the phone, no smoking bastard.

C clanked, then walked to the balcony, lit a cigarette like the head of the dormitory.Slowly exhaling a mouthful of smoke, he murmured why.

The other end became silent, and waited for a long time, until C thought that the person on the other end was asleep before the sound came. D whispered, I just don't want to care about a person like this.

C was in a daze, unable to turn his head around, and replied stupidly, what do you mean.

D roared, and went to Baidu by himself.

C still said in a soft voice, please don't be angry, please don't break up.I know I'm stupid, always don't understand your mind, always make you angry, I know I'm wrong, I will change, try to be your dreamman.wife. .

D didn't answer C's question, just said, C, you know what.I am an extreme person, afraid of everything and nothing.Sometimes you can be bold, but sometimes you are as timid as a mouse.I feel very uneasy about you.I always feel that you will leave me at any time, and then I will be left alone.I know that I am not outstanding and selfish, I am not good-looking, and I am not good enough for you no matter what.I have thought about working hard to become better, thinking that one day I can stand beside you with peace of mind.

C quietly listened to D finished, then flicked the cigarette butt in his hand, and said something, as long as you stay by my side obediently, the rest is not important to me.For me, apart from my family, only you, the rest are superfluous.

There was a sob from the other end of the phone, C didn't panic this time, just took out a cigarette, lit it and smoked.

After a while, after the sobbing on the other end of the phone subsided quietly, I said, "I know you don't feel safe and feel that you can't handle many things by yourself. But let me tell you, baby, things should be like this , we can never catch up with the changes of the years, as long as we live happily, why bother with so much, why bother to think so much about the future. But, baby, I will never let go of your hand, no matter whether you are good or not, I will not leave if I am selfish, or make trouble for me all the time. You can rely on my love for you to toss me unscrupulously, and I can rely on my love for you to pamper you recklessly and spoil you You, baby, don’t cry. You see, you know that your emotions can affect my mood, so you just use this to torment me.” After speaking, C raised his head, looked up at the sky, and smiled softly "The stars are so beautiful tonight. I think one day, I can hold your hand, look at the stars in the sky, and breathe each other's air."

There was a sniffling sound on the other end of the phone, followed by "Well, I love you."

C laughed.

Next, just like the previous night, D acted like a baby and refused to sleep, C coaxed and urged

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