shadow love

After a violent sinking feeling ended, Feng Yan felt that he was being sucked into a black hole in the pulling. He tried his best to open his eyes, but it was still pitch black, only a faint light in the distance.

He felt a pair of hands clenched tightly around his waist, and Feng Yan slowly closed his eyes and passed out while the world was spinning.

Then he dreamed that he was floating in a warm golden ocean current, safe and comfortable, even if he could vaguely hear someone calling his name, he didn't want to answer and opened his eyes.

But, why can I see Tong Yu's face even though my eyes are closed!

"Yan, wake up!" Tong Yu stared into his eyes.

Seeing Tong Yu's face getting closer and closer, Feng Yan was so close that his nose almost touched his nose, he jumped in surprise and opened his eyes suddenly.

Feng Yan wrinkled his nose and turned his eyes to look at the chandelier on the ceiling and the two drip racks beside the bed as the smell of disinfectant came to his nostrils.

A group of people stood around looking at him nervously, the leader was Tong Yu who had just appeared in Feng Yan's dream, followed by Andre, Luo Jue, Perez, Bai Aiqi, and The plain-faced woman and several men in white coats that Japan rescued Feng Yan from Su Chuan Zeya.

Maybe it's because he just woke up and his mind is not very bright, Feng Yan is not surprised at the existence of Bai Aiqi here and now.

"Hey, long time no see." Feng Yan greeted the beauty first, although his voice was not full of energy, it sounded natural.

"It's been a long time, but I hope that when I see you next time, you are not imprisoned or lying on a bed."

"Eh... don't know your name yet?" Feng Yan was so thick-skinned that he was embarrassed to be called that by a woman.

"You can call me Zuer, I forgot to introduce myself last time." The plain woman raised her eyebrows, and she looked somewhat similar to Tong Yu.

"May I ask your surname?" Feng Yan seemed to recall some family secret history.

"Yu, I have to leave beforehand." Zu'er did not answer Feng Yan's question, but greeted Tong Yu and was about to leave. Before leaving, she even blew Feng Yan a kiss.

Bai Aiqi and a group of white coats also left the room with Zuer, and Perez looked at the rest of the people in the room and walked away gently.

There are only four people in the room now, one lying down and three standing, Feng Yan looked at the three people in front of him at a loss for words.

Thinking of the back view of Andre helping Luo Jue to leave before he fell into a coma, his nose was a little sore, so he never looked at Andre directly.

"Do you feel anything strange?" Tong Yu asked.

"What?" Feng Yan felt a little strange being emotionally stimulated by the big men in front of him.

"Is there any discomfort, body or head." Formulated explanation, really like a qualified doctor.

"Well, that's good." Tong Yu said as he put the bracelet around Feng Yan's neck, which startled Feng Yan, why don't you be so affectionate!And outsiders are watching.

"Once you put this on, you can't take it off again, it's for your life!" Tong Yu said seriously.

Only then did Feng Yan notice that he was wearing a necklace around his neck, with a black agate stone hanging from it.

"It's so ugly who wants to wear it!" He pulled up the necklace with one hand and wanted to take it off, but after looking carefully and turning the chain around, he couldn't find a place. It was a completely closed necklace.

Feng Yan looked up at Tong Yu in confusion, he really didn't understand how Tong Yu helped him carry it just now.

"Unless you break the chain with brute force, then your head may be gone! Otherwise, you won't be able to untie it without my permission." Tong Yu frowned and looked at Feng Yan with a bit of a vicious tone.

Feng Yan wanted to refute something, but Andre said at this moment, "Okay, you all go out."

Feng Yan is puzzled again, what position does Andre have now to ask others to go out and leave the two of them alone.

Tong Yu seemed unwilling, turned his head to look at Andre coldly, then turned his head to look back at Feng Yan, as if he was not going to move his feet.

"Yu! Let's go, let's go out first." Luo Jue said as he grabbed Tong Yu's hand and pulled it out.

Feng Yan looked at Luo Jue and Tong Yu holding hands together, his eyes almost popped out, and why Luo Jue looked at Tong Yu so familiarly, Feng Yan turned his head around, realizing that that look might It was the eyes I often had when I looked at Andre. Although I couldn't compare them carefully in the mirror, the infatuation and anxiety and a little bit of jealousy revealed in the eyes were hard to mistake.

what is happening!

Feng Yan looked at Andre for an answer, but Andre just shrugged slightly.

"You...are you giving up?" Feng Yan asked unconsciously.

"No..." Andre looked into Feng Yan's eyes, and the two looked at each other.

Feng Yan felt sore again, and was about to look away.

"Giving up is compromising, and letting go is wisdom, and I just let go."

"Is there a difference?"

"Compromise is sacrificing what should belong to you, and wisdom...is letting go of things that have never been you. They are in a single thought."

Andre wanted to hold Feng Yan's hand, but was avoided.

"Are you trying to convince yourself or me?" Such a strong sense of unreality, just a moment ago he saw Andre saving Luo Jue's back, at this moment Andre said he let go, and turned But grab his hand.

How can people's feelings be so changeable!How to be convincing.

"..." Andre seemed unable to answer Feng Yan's question. After thinking for a while, he said, "Jue has found the man he is destined for, and Tong Yu can break his usual cognition...I really feel sorry for him. I'm happy, although when I first heard the news... I also felt unwilling and painful."

"So use me as a stand-in, the next best thing?" Feng Yan's voice became a little louder.

"No, you are not the same." Andre analyzed calmly and objectively, "Maybe...you have been changing me from the very beginning, but I didn't realize it."

Feng Yan was at a loss for words again, he was always like this when facing Andre, his emotions were completely drawn by Andre, and his usual eccentricities always played out of order, as long as Andre showed gentleness on purpose, he was powerless to parry.

"Then... this thing, do you know how he put it on for me?" Feng Yan suddenly changed the subject and asked in a rough voice, pulling the black agate stone around his neck.

Andre blinked suspiciously at first, and then suddenly smiled when he came to his senses.

His smile is still so charming!Feng Yan thought.

But even if Andre's smile can fascinate people, Feng Yan dare not relax his vigilance because of the lessons learned from the past.

It's okay to be cheated once, although I fell a big somersault and hurt my heart, but after all, I found out that I almost saved the city.

If you are still cheated a second time and a third time, then it is not careless, it is looking for abuse and abuse yourself.

So you have to see clearly before showing your sincerity again.

"I feel like I've been unlucky since I met you!" Feng Yan complained while lying down in a comfortable position.

"Because you are different, it always puts you in danger." Andre's face suddenly became gentle.

"I'm nothing special. If I want to say it's different, it's just that I met you and ended up hurting my brother..."

"Ah! Where's Jin? Where is he? How's he doing?" Feng Yan suddenly slapped himself on the head and jumped up, secretly cursing himself for forgetting his younger brother.

"Shh~ he's fine, he's resting next door." Andre gently pressed Feng Yan's arm, telling him to lie down quietly.

Although the tenderness in Andre's eyes has been seen before, Feng Yan feels that this time is a bit different, it seems to be mixed with sincerity and hope for the future, which makes Feng Yan feel a little at ease.