Dark Fragrance Floating [Dark Fragrance in the Court II

'Fang Siyao... you came to see me again, didn't you?Still want to praise my great achievements, because I got more than you, you are a dilapidated medical staff, ah, I get it, and you have the temper of the Holy Mother again, can't understand my actions?You go away... don't come to me again, let alone call me...'

Hearing this, it seemed that her face was full of sarcasm in her mind.

Or is it.

'I smoke and drink, and even if I do drugs, those hurt me less than you, so what have you got to say so far!Fang Siyao!You hurt me!Now you're here to pretend again, so are you still willing to be with me?The me now, hehe, even if you are willing, I will never...or say, never want to be with you again, I am fed up with your generosity!Get out of here…'

Why quarrel, thinking seems to jump to another dimension.

"Cousin! Sister Xiaoting is in the bathroom at home...cutting her own pulse and committing suicide...not rescued...and a recording pen...should be left for you..."

Impossible impossible impossible, you have to see it with your own eyes!Impossible, how could it be possible for someone who was still resisting his own arrival yesterday.

On the road, there were only the sound of tapping the guide stick, the sound of panting, and the sound of Pepe next to her...

It’s just that I can’t use the thumb of the recorder anymore, but only what I hear is real, but why there is a piercing tinnitus when I press it...

My chest is numb as if it was blown apart, the black is still black, what I see with my eyes is still black, I am very glad that what I see is black, it is so good, it is just a dream, why do I start to worry now.

Is it a dream... Why is the feeling of heartache so clear, it can only be a dream.

Compared with Fang Siyao's worry, Jiang Xiaoting seemed a little complacent.

Here it is, the call is coming, Fang Siyao, you are really worthy of my love.

"Siyao? What's the matter? Ah, so I stayed at your home. You don't need it. It's just medicine. When I'm free, I'll just open another bottle. Don't worry." Jiang Xiaoting saw the picture on the mirror Myself, haha, my pale face is only caused by insomnia caused by work and not eating on time.

"How can this be? What is free time? I know you are a busy person, but what about your body? You have never had insomnia, and how did your headache come out? Sorry, I let you Pepe pulls out your medical records because you're so out of shape."

"Insomnia, in fact, Siyao, what you don't know is that I have always had this problem, but it was relieved or even disappeared because of you before, ah, I'm sorry, I'm talking about those old things again, anyway, I will go See a doctor, ok? And I shouldn't have anything to worry about other than these problems."

Listening to Jiang Xiaoting's words, Fang Siyao, who has always been calm and composed, was impulsive: "Okay! On January [-]th, the half hour before work belongs to you and me. This is my decision. I can't let you Because our... no, just think we're chatting, you know? Stop thinking about the jobs that you don't like, can you spare half an hour to relax?"

Fang Siyao, you are simply an asshole, so you know what 'Jiang Xiaoting' is going to do, and work has never been my favorite.

"What about seven?"

"what?"

"One, three, five, I will talk to you, what about seven?"

"I, I... I'll talk about it later, I'm going to work, I agreed, remember to come tomorrow."

I'm so sorry.

I'm shy again, don't change this habit, the reason why I feel sorry for you when I look at the hung up phone is because... because, I pulled down that bottle of medicine by myself.

If I become like this because of your departure, then you will regret it.

It's only Tuesday, isn't time passing too slowly?

"What's wrong?" Jiang Xiaoting looked at the secretary who hesitated to speak.

"President Sun of the Haydn Group sent an invitation letter, I think I should let you know, boss, do you want to see it?"

"Really? Give it to me, help me push back the next plan, there is nothing else, you can get off work."

Open the door, it's the same old way, meet and have a meal?I want to tear it up, but it seems that he thinks my company has been touched a few times by his group, so he thinks it can't do it?He also shows his favor frequently, and sometimes don't show shame.

As soon as he got out of the elevator door, he saw Sun Jianting standing there with a full smile, ah, is it a flower again?

"Xiaoting! It's very early today, have you nothing to do so soon? It's not time to get off work, I... have you seen today's invitation letter?"

"Mr. Sun, in your opinion, I should be very busy? Of course, there are ghosts and snakes blocking the way in front, and bull-headed horse noodles that blow up the bridge in the back. I can see it, but I forgot today, what day is it? "

"Uh...Xiaoting, what I heard you said seems to have a subtext, today is Wednesday."

"That's a coincidence, I'm going to the hospital, so thank you for the flowers, bye..."

Sun Jianting watched Jiang Xiaoting spare him expressionlessly. He heard what she said clearly. He hadn't said a few words yet. The most uncomfortable thing for him was that she had already put the phone in her hand before she walked out of the hall door. Stuffing the flowers into the trash can, is it all like this? Don't you even lower your head for the sake of doing this yourself?

Her company has been attacked by herself to the point of disgrace.

Hospital?That Fang Siyao works as a psychologist in Jiren Hospital.

very good...really very good...

How damn time flies so fast, Fang Siyao touched the watch on his wrist, before calling yesterday, the trace of regret in his heart must be real, he wants her to be happy, not working like this every day, and there is no one around The people I depend on, the two daughters in the family, my heart hurts.

When we arrived, there was a knock on the door, could it be Xiaoting?It should be Xiaoting, she is always punctual.

Jiang Xiaoting looked at Fang Siyao who was sitting upright, and felt it was funny but seemed unkind: "Siyao, your recorder is not turned on."

"Ah, I forgot, I'm sorry." Fang Siyao wanted to beat her head, as if facing her, her head was empty: "Xiaoting, sit down, let's start," Fang Siyao, you have to remember, she is a doctor now, It's just too formal to look like a doctor: "Xiao Ting, treat it as a chat between friends."

"Friend? But I think I'm normal now, I can eat and sleep normally, every day I'm sitting on mountains of gold and silver, it can be said that I'm making money every day, so I'm fine."

"Then are you happy?"

"Happy! How can I be unhappy! Look at me now. I don't need to think about you, let alone worry about you, and I don't need to care about your uncertain decisions, so I am more comfortable than before."

"Then are you happy?"

"Happiness! How can you not be happy! This is the happiness I want now!"

Listening to Jiang Xiaoting's self-affirming words, Fang Siyao felt happy and happy. She didn't deny it. Psychologically speaking, she became more and more self-affirming. Is this a guilty conscience?Still anxious?Or are these all irony?

"Can that tell me, what happened recently that stuck with you? Or felt hurt?"

Fang Siyao asked a question that she knew the answer to, and she looked at it from the perspective of a doctor.

Jiang Xiaoting raised her eyebrows, thinking that Fang Siyao would uncontrollably refute her theory of happiness, but in the end...haha, she was indeed the woman I fell in love with, so cute, so she continued to tell her 'sad things' in a smooth and unwavering manner.

"Do you know what I cared about the most when I was a child? Ah, you definitely don't know, because I never told you that the expectations when I was a child are like arcs with gaps. A single-parent family without a father, although Huiping My mother is good enough to me, but I am still shamelessly greedy, I want a family of three, I hate being alone, and I hate being abandoned, so this may be the reason."

Listening to her sincere voice, is it like this?Xiaoting, you are more like a psychotherapist than I am, evaluating your cause of disease like this.

"Xiaoting, being abandoned is not your fault, don't worry about it, don't punish yourself with other people's mistakes, this sentence is very popular, so can you do it? It's because I don't know how to cherish, it's because I care too much about things that haven't happened , it’s all me, why should you let it affect your life.”

"Some things are hard to get through, don't you know best? My EX... so are you trying to persuade me to let go of the past?"

"Let go of it and get better without medicine."

"I can't let it go! How can I not let it go? I'm powerless now. I don't even feel anything when I see you. I'm tired. If you want to tell me these things, I think I'll let go ! It started when you cared about your self-esteem! So, last night I suffered from insomnia again, you can use your ability to lull me to sleep, right here..."

The patient is now beginning to resist the thoughts he instilled, Fang Siyao marked it in his heart.

Sleepless nights can be painful.

"...Okay, now you are tired, now you are in a very peaceful place, no tears, no pain, just your favorite scene, under the cherry blossom tree, the breeze is gentle, you close your eyes, feel the tip of your nose Smelling freedom... Xiaoting, have you closed your eyes?"

"No, I just didn't expect you to agree to my request."

"Actually, I also want to tell you that I don't know how to hypnotize, but, or you can light the incense in my office, lavender is your favorite, don't ask me why I have these things, they can help patients calm down, I want them all Isn't it equipped? There are several essential oils on the table, or you can order other scents."

"Do you seem to really plan to let me sleep in your office? Siyao, this... doesn't seem to be your style."

Jiang Xiaoting was surprised.

"Sleep is also a way to help with healing, so do you want to sleep? Sleep quietly."

Fang Siyao turned on the tape recorder on the left side, pure music can make people fall asleep better, doesn't it?

"Siyao, you seem to have changed..."

"Probably, I just think it's good to not have to follow the rules and regulations sometimes." Fang Siyao smiled, walked to the door of her office, and locked it: "Or you don't want others to disturb you, so the environment is already good Let’s go to bed then.” Dimming the lights in the office, most of the psychological consultation rooms are more humane: “Is the lighting suitable? Xiaoting.”

The former self was too tired to live and divorced Zhong Weizhe. At that time, he knew his flaws in temperament and would subconsciously put pressure on others. Even if he didn't have that oppressive mind, he was too strong, but until now, But I understand that I want to change, and it hurts too much to stand still.

Jiang Xiaoting stared at Fang Siyao, it was unbelievable, a subtle change: "...Okay, I'm definitely not insomnia, I just slept too much during the day." In the dim environment, she saw Siyao going to her desk, and pulled her: "Aren't you going to treat me? This recliner is big enough, sleep with me..."

"...Okay, Patient Jiang."

There are no overly ambiguous movements, only snuggling with each other for warmth.

In the darkness, Fang Siyao let out a sigh, or, like this, in the past, they would meet each other because of the babies, and now they would only meet when something happened, and after that, they would only be notified about the wedding, new house, housewarming, etc. , In the end, old and dead have no contact with each other, lying in the planned cemetery, waiting for Xiaoting's bouquet of flowers.

They will slowly become like this.

Or I will leave a tear for myself, because I used to be a familiar lover.

Xiaoting, what should you do about your headache and insomnia?What should I do about my own sins?Or this gradual distance is the fundamental solution, time will heal you, but why it seems that they will not make a counterattack to their gradual approach?

Who changed me?Something in my heart seemed to be a little different.

The author has something to say: ps:

It was a sad beginning...

∑(°△°|||) is so virtuous~

In fact, we have reached the end~

∑(°△°|||)Calm~