In a dream

"It's so congested! We should have dinner before going home."

"Hmm." Regarding the complaints from the man in the driver's seat, the woman sitting in the co-pilot's seat looked very calm. She squinted slightly and leaned on the car seat to rest, with a calm expression.

Hearing her short answer, the man's desire to tease her was completely wiped out, and he stared at the car in front of him with wide eyes.

The car on the front right moved a position, but the car behind couldn't keep up for a moment. The man flicked the steering wheel, and the car slammed forward to get in front of that car.The driver behind reacted and started cursing.The man slapped the horn violently, and the car issued a long whistle.

"You want to be famous?" Hearing the sound of the people around him unbuttoning their seat belts, Xie Jingwan slightly opened his eyes and took a look, then said calmly.

Li Guosen put his hand on the doorknob of the car, and he turned sideways. From his slightly leaning posture, it could be seen that he was about to open the door and go out.

The woman lowered the car seat back a bit. She felt very tired when she woke up this morning. She seemed to have exhausted all her energy after reviewing documents and meeting with clients all day long.If it wasn't that she was tired and didn't want to entangle with Li Guosen, if she didn't really want to open her eyes, let alone drive home by herself, she really didn't want to get in his car.

Li Guosen took a look at Xie Jingwan, and clenched his hand holding the doorknob into a fist. The veins on the back of his hand bulged. He forced himself to take a breath, sat up straight and stared straight ahead, and stopped moving.The driver at the back seemed to be very angry, and he kept driving the car without hesitation and said some unsavory and vulgar words loudly to the front.

Xie Jingwan half-lyed on the car seat, automatically filtering all kinds of noises around her ears, and completely ignored Li Guosen, who was already burning with anger beside her.

She hasn't been able to take a good rest for a long time, probably since that person left, she doesn't know.

She was afraid of going to sleep naturally. The words that man said in her room the night before she left became the spell in her nightmares. She always heard the clear "Goodbye, sister." Woke up with wet eyes and couldn't fall asleep again.She remembered very clearly that when that person left in anger, he said goodbye, not disappearance. It was only ten years ago, and that person had never appeared in her life again.

With Xie Jingwan's calm heart, her thoughts naturally drifted back to the past. She thought of that person, the child who was dressed in rags but was so clean that he looked timid when he wrung his fingers and timidly called her sister. Later, the girl who grew up like mint in summer said for the first time by the pond in midsummer, "Xie Jingwan, from now on I won't call you sister, because I like you, not the way younger sisters like older sisters, but It’s the way boys like girls.” Shi’s calm appearance, that decisive appearance when he saw himself at the airport but deliberately chose to ignore it, leaving only a thin and tall back, as if he had never known himself...

She has always avoided on purpose, all things or topics related to that person, although few people have mentioned it since she left, she still avoids it.It's just that no matter how she tries to escape, the feelings buried in her heart can't really be erased.The little crystal bead she gave her on her birthday has been hanging on her bracelet since she left, and it has never been taken off for ten years.

Xie Jingwan touched the bracelet, gently caressing the crystal between her index finger and thumb, she was used to this kind of movement, she was used to this way of gently twisting while remembering those good times that passed away.If I could... But, no if.

The flow of traffic finally loosened, and the sky darkened and became gray.Mu Elegy opened her eyes amid the rapid car horn, and she fell asleep.

In the face of the explosive whistle blowing behind her, Mu Elegy gave a nice smile. She had a dream. She dreamed of the one she saw when she was 4 years old with pigtails and said fiercely to her that she wanted to call her sister She looked timid when she was human, and she was always very surprised that the little self who never knew what love was, how could she fall in love with the little beauty covered in a halo so much?

Putting down the car window, the surrounding environment became even more noisy. Mu Elegy turned off the radio and took a look at the dark gray sky and the neon lights winding under the elevated road in the distance. No see, the rain in the old place..."

Mu Elegy's car speeded up quickly to catch up with the traffic ahead that was gradually disappearing. She was in a good mood. It was difficult for her to feel better due to sleep in the past few days, but the dream just now was well reversed.She even turned on the stereo again, put down the roof of the car, and hummed along with the midsummer evening wind in a good mood.

The car that had been driving alongside her just now suddenly braked suddenly, and Mu Elegy instinctively let go of the accelerator and turned her head to see what was going on, but was blocked by a car behind her that slammed the steering wheel and turned up to avoid the car that braked suddenly, she was puzzled Shaking his head, he picked up his speed again and left quickly.

"What's wrong?" Li Guosen asked with concern.

Xie Jingwan shook her head, staring blankly at the smear of silver that was getting farther and farther in front of her, the rapid beating and twitching of her heart made her bow her body uncomfortably.

Li Guosen glanced ahead inexplicably, seeing that she was uncomfortable and quickly started the car and wanted to turn around and go to the nearby hospital.

"It's okay." When she looked up again, her face had returned to calm, she must have read it wrong, Xie Jingwan rubbed her temple, there was throbbing pain, she laughed at herself, how could it be her.If I were her, if I left, I wouldn't come back. "Let's go, take me home." She was a little out of breath.

Li Guosen was a little confused. He reached out to help Xie Jingwan wipe off the fine sweat on his forehead, but she silently avoided him. He retracted his hand in embarrassment and said nothing more. He started the car and let it drive slowly. slide out.

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