In a dream

Mu Elegy and Xie Jingwan agreed on a place in a bustling downtown area near the hospital. She promised Liang Chen that if he took her out, she would never be too far away from the hospital.

The heavy snow covered the sky and fell in balls, but even so, the flow of people in the downtown area at [-] o'clock at night still did not decrease. The streets in the cold winter months were full of songs and laughter, and Mu Elegy's eyes were unblinking. Looking out the window, afraid of missing Xie Jingwan.

The warm handbag in her hand had been covered by her so that it didn't have much temperature, but she still felt cold all over her body, "Liang Chen, turn on the air conditioner higher."

Liang Chen turned his head, glanced at Mu Elegy who was sitting huddled in a ball on the back seat, and adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner from 26 degrees to 30 degrees. They were all wearing thick woolen jackets. Chen has been sweating, but Mu Elegy has been shaking.He took off his coat and handed it to Mu Elegy to signal her to put it on.

"How do you feel?" He was a little worried. Mu Elegy had massive stomach bleeding in the afternoon, vomited a lot of blood, and was in shock all the time, and she didn't finish the blood and saline transfusion prescribed by the doctor earlier... Liang Chen felt a little regretful, he was He secretly brought Mu Elegy out with Wei Ran and Xia Yanhuan behind his back, but Mu Elegy fell like a drunk along the way, and he finally put her in the car.They had been out for almost half an hour, and the warm bag that Mu Wansinger was carrying was bought by Liang Chen from a street shop for her when he saw that she was very cold.

Mu Elegy shrank and shook her head, leaning her head on the backrest and handing the warmer bag to Liang Chen weakly, "It's okay," smiled at him apologetically, and then asked, "Can you take it for me to charge the battery?"

"Are you alone, are you alright?" Mu Elegy worried him weakly.

"It's okay, don't worry." Waving to Liang Chen, Mu Elegy sat up straight with his hands propped up to tell Liang Chen that he was really okay.

"Well, if you need anything, call me right away, and I'll go to the coffee shop across the street to charge you. You must call me, you know? You can't have an accident." Regarding the matter of secretly bringing Mu Elegy out Liang Chen could imagine how Xia Yanhuan and Wei Ran would react to him when they found out.But he is not afraid, as long as Mu Elegy is fine, in his heart, every relationship, no matter it is good or bad, always needs an ending.

"Okay..." Mu Elegy put Liang Chen's coat on her body, and replied while curling up on the back seat of the car.

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Xie Jingwan stood outside the agreed coffee shop, wrapped her coat tightly, and held a kraft paper bag in her hand. She kept stamping her feet, and exhaled with her mouth open.Snowflakes fell on her black soft hair, and small white flowers bloomed on her head.

She looked around, through the crowd of people coming and going, it seemed that Mu Elegy hadn't come yet.She took off the gloves hanging around her neck, clamped the file belt under her armpits, rubbed her hands vigorously, and kept breathing into the gap between her closed hands. It was also extremely cold today.

"Jingwan," when Xie Jingwan covered her mouth and stomped her feet vigorously, Mu Elegy slowly opened the car door, stood up with some effort while holding the door frame, and then slowly closed the car door and walked over.

Xie Jingwan raised her head, her hands were still on her mouth, but her eyes were fixed on the person standing less than half a meter away from her, and she hadn't seen her for a day. White as the ever-falling snow.Xie Jingwan felt a hollow pain in her heart, as if something was constantly floating away from her left chest, she wanted to grab it, but she could only stand there motionless.

"Jingwan..." Mu Elegy smiled, with a touch of sadness outlined on her pale face, she raised her hand, trying to help Xie Jingwan brush away the snowflakes on her brows, but she was within walking distance of Xie Jingwan. She dodged it when she was two centimeters away.

"Don't touch me!" Xie Jingwan tilted her head, easily avoiding Mu Yange's hand, and took two steps back.

Mu Elegy looked at her right hand stretched out in the air, her expression was sad, she felt her eyes hurt a little, but she couldn't shed tears, she was afraid that if one day she left, Xie Jingwan would blame herself and feel even more sad when she thought about today, so she He just withdrew his hand tremblingly, lowered his head slightly to look at Xie Jingwan's calf in knee-high boots and gently called her "Jingwan..."

Xie Jingwan looked at Mu Elegy and lowered her head. She didn't make any excuses for the content of the message she sent, and she didn't even want to explain at all. She felt a pain in her heart, closed her eyes, and slowly said, "Mu Elegy , I just want to ask you, since you were young, from going abroad to coming back, have you always thought about revenge by following me with all your heart and soul!"

Xie Jingwan's voice was not loud, and was almost drowned out by the laughter of the passing crowd. Mu Elegy strained her ears to hear what she said, "Have you thought about it?" Jing Wan, do I love you or hate you, do you really not feel it?"

Looking up, cold snowflakes fell into her eyes, Xie Jingwan blinked, and warm tears slid down her ears and fell into her neck, turning into traces of coolness that flowed straight into her heart, "Do you love?" She heard every word in that little recording pen. In the end, from the conversation between Chen Liran and Mu Elegy, she couldn't hear a trace of love, but only two words, that is "hate" and "love". revenge."

"Love? But why is there such a recording!" Xie Jingwan screamed a little hysterically, the black recording pen was thrown by Xie Jingwan at the foot of Mu Elegy and fell into the thick snow, leaving only one end exposed outside.

Mu Elegy lowered her head, looked at the small piece of black, smiled wryly and said to Chen Liran, she thought that Chen Liran might be furious and go directly to stop her from being with Xie Jingwan, but she never thought of being with her As soon as she entered JW, the small recording pen recorded all the disputes between her and Chen Liran.

Crouching down tremblingly, Mu Elegy stretched out her hand, her cold fingers were a little numb from the cold, she picked up the recording pen with some difficulty and held it in her hand, "Isn't it, what I say now, you will insist that I just Are you using it as a tool for revenge?"

Xie Jingwan shook her head, she tried to see Mu Elegy's face clearly with her eyes wide open, but was lost by her own tears, "I don't know, Mu Elegy, I don't know, I just know that this place hurts..." squeezed her right hand A fist landed on her left chest, and Xie Jingwan's tears fell down from her pointed chin on the snowy ground, "You make me so hurt...so disappointed..."

Xie Jingwan's tears and her painful expression made Mu Elegy's heart ache as if she had been lingering. She bent down, pressed her heart painfully, and breathed in the cold air to stay awake. Wan," Mu Elegy moved two steps forward with trembling feet, and wrapped Xie Jingwan into his arms weakly, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry..."

"Mu Elegy," Xie Jingwan leaned against Mu Elegy's bloated arms with two coats on, wiped her eyes with her hand, looked at the snow falling all over the sky and felt that her heart was like this cold winter, never Without a trace of warmth, she wanted to push Mu Elegy away fiercely, but felt powerless to refuse, so she could only hug her tightly, turned her head and sucked deeply between her snow-soaked hair. After a few breaths, he slowly left Mu Yange's unrestrained embrace, "Master Xie is yours."

Handing out the kraft paper bag in her hand, Xie Jingwan wiped the corners of her eyes, and tried her best to smile at Mu Elegy. Jing Wan smiled wryly, if she had known that Mrs. Xie had already been transferred to her name, would it be possible that she and she would not be able to get to where they are today?However, in this world, there is no what if...

Mu Elegy looked at Xie Jingwan's outstretched hand, and didn't dare to pick up the document. She knew that if she reached out, then it would really be over for her and Xie Jingwan. "Jingwan, I love you..."

"Love?" Xie Jingwan covered her mouth and smiled desperately, "Mu Elegy, if you say love to me at this time, do you think you have tarnished such a beautiful word like love?"

Raising his head and looking at the person in front of him in surprise, Mu Elegy felt that he didn't even know Xie Jing too late. How could such hurtful words come out of the mouth of that gentle and quiet woman who is always as gentle as spring?It was he who personally ruined her kindness to him and her love. Mu Elegy closed his eyes and prayed to Xie Jingwan with the most humble voice in his life: "If it is really impossible to continue, can you , stay with me again?"

Xie Jing hugged Mu Elegy fiercely at night, and after putting a desperate kiss on her ear with her cold lips, she bit her earlobe fiercely.

Mu Elegy clenched her hands tightly in pain, but accepted the punishment she gave herself without saying a word. In this way, she would hate herself less.

"Mu Elegy," before letting go of Mu Elegy, Xie Jingwan said fiercely in her red ear bitten by herself, "I hate you, you will never get my forgiveness in your life!"

The kraft paper bag fell to the ground when Xie Jingwan turned around. Mu Elegy watched Xie Jingwan resolutely walk into the crowd. The flying snowflakes interfered with her sight of sending her away. Unable to see Xie Jingwan's back, she just stood there in a daze, staring straight ahead as if her soul had been sucked out.

"Mr. Mu?" Liang Chen hurried over with a warm handbag in his arms. Seeing Mu Elegy looking forward strangely but not seeing anyone familiar, he turned his head and patted Mu Elegy off his shoulder. Dixue handed the hand warmer to Mu Elegy, "Why did you get out of the car by yourself? Is she here?"

Mu Elegy turned her head slowly, and showed a bleak smile at Liang Chen, "Tell me, after a person dies, will your heart still hurt?"

"What?" Liang Chen frowned, for a moment he didn't quite understand what Mu Elegy meant. "Has she been here? Who?"

"Let's go..." Mu Elegy smiled wryly and bent down to pick up the kraft paper bag that Xie Jingwan threw on the ground, but plunged into the deep snow...

The author has something to say: It’s so uncomfortable to say, what should I do next? PS: JJ must have had a fit these two days, and now I have a lot of chapters in online review....