After wearing the spare tire, I was with Bai Yueguang

When the two were about to walk back to the gate of Yan's house, a car stopped on the side of the road, and Yan Guiqiu was about to get out of it.

Jiang Xuehe remembered the question that he hadn't had time to ask before: "Why is Guiqiu angry?"

Gu Yuyin: "Because I deliberately tested her?"

"It's not because of this matter." Jiang Xuehe paused, and then corrected, "It's not just this matter, after you went to bed last night, I chatted with her, and she seemed to be unhappy all the time—it wouldn't be too much to say she was angry. "

Gu Yuyin didn't realize it at first, but after thinking about it for a while, she couldn't help but smile: "It's because you told her that you don't care."

Jiang Xuehe looked like he didn't understand.

Gu Yuyin made an analogy with her: "If you were mistaken for kissing with someone because of misplacement, but Yan Guiqiu kept telling you that she believed in you and that she didn't care, so you didn't have to explain, would you be happy?"

Jiang Xuehe followed her words and thought for a while, feeling that he was vaguely touching the edge.

It doesn't matter whether you really don't care, what matters is the attitude——

I have been rumored to have an affair|ambiguous scandal with others, and you still don’t care at all, so do you really don’t care, or are you just pretending?

If you pretend to be too real, you will be questioned. Is it because I am not that important in your mind, so you can pretend not to care about being so realistic?

If it were her position in Yan Guiqiu, looking back, she would probably feel uneasy and unhappy.

Seeing Jiang Xuehe's dazed expression, Gu Yuyin couldn't help asking: "Are you really not concerned?"

Jiang Xuehe was silent for a moment, then replied, "I'm a little concerned."

Gu Yuyin had such an expression on his face, and he was a little proud: "I'll just say it."

Jiang Xuehe looked away slightly, and smiled slightly.

She wasn't telling the truth.

At that time, what she thought was that it would be great if Gu Yuyin disappeared in place at that moment - when Gu Yuyin showed that provocative look.

She didn't just "kinda" care, she cared terribly.

In front was the gate of Yan's house, and Yan Guiqiu also saw them, his eyes lit up, and he scanned them back and forth suspiciously, seeing that there was no sign of a fight, he was slightly relieved.

Yan Guiqiu raised his hand and beckoned at them.

Just as Jiang Xuehe subconsciously raised the corners of his mouth, Gu Yuyin said next to him: "Do you know why she fell in love with you at first sight?"

—Of course I don’t know.

Jiang Xuehe turned to look at Gu Yuyin, and naturally asked her, "Do you know why?"

Gu Yuyin spread his hands, and suddenly smiled: "I don't know either."

Jiang Xuehe: "..."

Then you say hell.

Gu Yuyin touched her arm, lowered his voice, and said, "You can find out by asking yourself."

Jiang Xuehe let out an "oh", which didn't sound like he agreed sincerely.

"According to my experience of reading scripts for so many years, the most important thing in dating is communication. If you don't say something, you may not even know what you thought in your heart at the time."

Gu Yuyin said firmly: "And judging from Guiqiu's enthusiasm for you, as long as you ask, she will definitely tell you."

Jiang Xuehe was dubious, but still nodded and said, "I see."

Yan Guiqiu interjected and asked, "Know what?"

Gu Yuyin whistled to the sky, trying to confuse the topic, glanced at the bag in Jiang Xuehe's hand from the corner of the eye, and changed the subject: "Did you have breakfast, the buns your girlfriend brought for you, eat it yourself first , I have to go back to catch up on sleep - oops, I drank too much last night."

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to hold his forehead, as if the stamina of the hangover was just coming up at this moment.

Yan Guiqiu: "..."

Act like the real thing.

Gu Yuyin stumbled towards the guest room, and when she entered, she fell onto the bed, looking like she was about to fall asleep.

Yan Guiqiu sighed, and went to help her close the door: "If you need anything else, remember to call me."

"Understood." Gu Yuyin's voice came from under the pillow muffled, while raising his hand, waved it a few times, and then dropped it weakly.

Yan Guiqiu closed the door.

Jiang Xuehe put the steamed stuffed buns on an empty plate. It wasn't completely cold yet, but she thought it would be better to reheat it.

"Gu Yuyin brought it to you." Jiang Xuehe said.

"I guess so, she is the only one who prefers to go there." Yan Guiqiu asked again, "What were you talking about just now, so happy?"

"I'm talking about why you like me so much." Jiang Xuehe said slowly.

"...Why does she talk to you about everything?" Yan Guiqiu pretended not to care, but glanced at her from the corner of her eye after a while, "Then did you come up with any results?"

"She asked me to ask you." Jiang Xuehe said, "So, why do you like me so much?"

Yan Guiqiu: "..."

Is it so direct?

Jiang Xuehe seemed to see what she was thinking, and said, "This question is a little more tactful than yours."

Yan Guiqiu turned his head slightly, and the roots of his ears began to turn red.

"Because of some reasons..." Yan Guiqiu muttered in a low voice, and then said, "Maybe it's just... the feeling."

"Feel?"

"...Hmm." Yan Guiqiu thought for a while, but found it difficult to speak clearly in a few words.

"Forget it." Jiang Xuehe smiled, and didn't want to delve into it further.

"Huh?" Yan Guiqiu didn't quite understand why she didn't want to ask again, and turned to look at her.

"You seem to really like me." Jiang Xuehe said.

So earnestly and hard to think about some answers that seem to be taken for granted, it seems that he is thinking about a difficult problem, but his eyes are very bright, as if he is searching for a shining treasure.

Jiang Xuehe suddenly felt a little timid, not because of timidity, but more like shyness, ashamed to listen to the answer to that question.

Fortunately, Yan Guiqiu also blushed at her words, turned his head away and did not speak for a while.

When he turned to look at her again, Yan Guiqiu replied seriously: "Well, I really, really like you."

Jiang Xuehe's face also heated up slightly.

"Let's have breakfast." Jiang Xuehe changed the subject, "Any other arrangements for today?"

"Are you interested in boating?" Yan Guiqiu said, "In the park on the outskirts of the city, I heard that the flowers are blooming recently, it is very beautiful, and it is very close to the river where the lanterns are placed, so we can come back later at night."

"Then... what about Gu Yuyin?" Jiang Xuehe asked.

"Just let her rest at home. Later, I will ask Ah Zhou to accompany her when I have time." Yan Guiqiu said, "She was very busy a while ago, so she probably doesn't have the strength to run outside anymore. She usually has to be at home at this moment Sleep all day."

Even though he was so tired, he still had to run to Yan Guiqiu.

Jiang Xuehe subconsciously glanced at Gu Yuyin's room.

Gu Yuyin was different.

It's different from Song Anchen, A Luan, and Yan Guiqiu's other friends.

That's not "love".

Jiang Xuehe thought of Gu Yuyin's past, was startled, and vaguely understood.

"...that's great." Jiang Xuehe whispered to himself.

Those who don't ask for "requests" will eventually pay off.

"Sister Xuehe?" Yan Guiqiu looked at her.

"It's okay." Jiang Xuehe came back to his senses and smiled, "We'll leave after you finish eating."

The sound outside was very soft, Gu Yuyin did fall asleep for a while, and was finally awakened by the ringing of the mobile phone.

The mobile phone was placed on the table by the door.

Gu Yuyin opened her eyes and took a look outside. A large area of ​​sunlight came in through the window. She squinted her eyes, pressed the center of her eyebrows, and got out of bed to get the phone.

Outside the window are Yan Guiqiu and Jiang Xuehe just walking out of the house.

Gu Yuyin leaned halfway on the door panel, glanced at the phone's caller ID, it was Song Anchen calling.

She didn't have time to reply to Song Anchen's letter last night, but Yan Guiqiu had probably already told her, so Gu Yuyin had long forgotten about it.

Song Anchen's call would never simply be to ask about her safety.

Before the ringtone was about to cut off, Gu Yuyin answered the phone and gave a weak "Hello".

Song Anchen heard it immediately: "You haven't woken up yet?"

Gu Yuyin stared out of the window and replied, "Yes."

Song Anchen: "I'm really sorry, I didn't disturb your sleep."

There was not much real apology in the words, but a bit of schadenfreude.

Probably to avenge the past.

Gu Yuyin's thoughts went around in a circle, and she gradually came to her senses: "Yes."

This side is neither salty nor salty, while Song Anchen was also a little shy, and asked vaguely, "How is it?"

Gu Yuyin: "How about what?"

"You should be at Guiqiu's house now." Song Anchen said, "Then you must have seen Jiang Xuehe—what do you think of them?"

"Hmm." Gu Yuyin dragged out his tone, and after a long while, he said slowly, "It's pretty good."

"What do you mean is pretty good?" Song Anchen asked, "Don't you have any other ideas?"

"What can I think?" Gu Yuyin asked back.

"They are all acquaintances, so there is no need to go around in circles. You really have no idea about Gui Qiu?" Song Anchen asked.

"..." Gu Yuyin began to reflect on what she had done to make so many people misunderstand her.

Song Anchen was also uncertain about this matter.

Just like she half-believed the rumor that Yan Guiqiu had a crush on Tan Xiangxi.

Gu Yuyin's treatment of Yan Guiqiu is obviously different from other friends' treatment of Yan Guiqiu.

Yan Guiqiu seems to be aware of what she likes to eat, what books she usually reads, what hobbies she has, and even what special thoughts she has recently.

Even Song Anchen, who usually walks around the most frequently, sometimes can't figure out Yan Guiqiu's mood and subtext.

But Gu Yuyin is fine.

Others who knew them joked that they were heart friends, but they grew up in different backgrounds, families, and personalities. How could there really be so much tacit understanding at all?

It is nothing more than spending more thought and energy to figure out the experience.

It also needs to be stuck at exactly that degree, so that Yan Guiqiu doesn't feel disgusted.

But she never made it clear that she cared about Yan Guiqiu, nor did she want to stick together every day like a couple in love.

Coupled with those specious scandals, Song Anchen was also a little uncertain about what she meant.

Later Song Anchen secretly asked A Luan in private.

A Luan's answer could be called cold, she said, what does it matter if Gu Yuyin likes Yan Guiqiu or not?Anyway, Yan Guiqiu wouldn't like her, so why should he care.

Song Anchen thinks it makes sense, but at least they have known each other for a long time. If Gu Yuyin really likes Yan Guiqiu but can't, then it's really a bit pitiful.

Now that Jiang Xuehe suddenly appeared, it would be even more pitiful.

She was somewhat unbearable.

"Besides, when you were filming that show, didn't you clarify those rumors..."

Song Anchen probed vaguely, but Gu Yuyin couldn't help laughing.

"So, do you think life can't be done without love?" Gu Yuyin asked.

Song Anchen was speechless for a moment.

Gu Yuyin's voice was still calm, but these words sounded like a bit of accusation and slap in the face.

"I did think about it before, if only I could like women." Gu Yuyin softened his tone.

At that time, she had just come into contact with the script of same-sex movies.

Perhaps he was involved in the drama, or perhaps he really had such an idea——

She grew up in an ordinary family, but her parents were loving and harmonious, so she felt from an early age that if there is really such an important and incomparable person in the world, besides parents and children, it must be a lover.

At that time, her parents passed away one after another, and she was heavily in debt. Even blood relatives like her uncle avoided her after her mother died.

She was in such a hidden and filthy circle, and from the moment she stepped in, countless pairs of eyes stared at her face, sizing her up like a commodity.

It was Yan Guiqiu who stretched out his hand to pull her up, supported her firmly behind her back, and pushed her away from those dark places, so that she could have the confidence to stand in the sun and walk forward with her back straight.

For Yan Guiqiu, it was a piece of cake.

But to Gu Yuyin, it was no less than a kindness that gave her a second life.

Such kindness is not enough.

Sometimes Gu Yuyin would think in her heart that one day Yan Guiqiu would ask for her life, and she probably wouldn't have any complaints.

But Yan Guiqiu wanted nothing.

Gu Yuyin thought, then she will wait, and when Yan Guiqiu needs her one day, she must show up immediately.

Later, she acted in the love story in the script and watched countless break-ups and reunions, but she couldn't help but think—fortunately, I don't like women.

Love is fierce and can give people supreme joy.

But it is also fragile, and it can fall apart at any time, and the rest of my life will meet the end.

What's more, it is impossible for Yan Guiqiu to like her.

Yan Guiqiu is not her yearning for a lover.

She also couldn't satisfy Yan Guiqiu's feeling for "love".

Being friends is just right, you can share your daily life unobtrusively, and you can also stand up to help when the other party needs it. It is not as warm and intimate as love, but it can last a lifetime, and you can see her live happily and happily.

Gu Yuyin's gaze slowly moved into the distance following the people outside the window.

In the overlapping shadows of the trees, Yan Guiqiu and Jiang Xuehe held hands and bounced forward. The previous haze was swept away, and they looked so lively that they really looked like a girl her age.

This was brought by Jiang Xuehe.

He has always played the role of a protector and turned into a child in front of the person he likes.

None of them could do it, but Jiang Xuehe did it.

Blindly give, and never ask friends to give the same return.

This kind of generosity that treats everyone equally has also been broken by Jiang Xuehe.

Yan Guiqiu began to ask for something. Today it is a little attention from her lover, and tomorrow it may be family affection, friendship, reputation...everything she deserves in this world.

Maybe one day, Yan Guiqiu will really throw away those inexplicably heavy things on her body, and spend the rest of her life happily and enthusiastically.

There will be someone to share with her and bear the ups and downs of life. You don’t have to eat and sleep alone in a daze. temperature……

Yan Guiqiu should have these most trivial but warmest and most beautiful things in the world.

It was still Jiang Xuehe who brought these hopes.

So what is she dissatisfied with?

Gu Yuyin thought from the bottom of her heart.

Just a little bit of jealousy - even friends sometimes want to be asked for something.

But that little thing doesn't matter now.

Looking up into the shadow of the tree again, Yan Guiqiu and Jiang Xuehe had already gone far away, but Gu Yuyin still remembered that they also walked hand in hand in the end.

Gu Yuyin swallowed all the joking words back and forth on the tip of his tongue a few times.

"If Guiqiu really finds true love, I will be so happy and energetic every day, I will be happier than anyone else." Gu Yuyin finally said.