The drizzle is flying, parting the moment.
After the graduation ceremony, it was time for the graduates to leave school.
Private cars and pickup trucks were parked inside and outside the school gate, full of luggage of graduates, and the combination of parents and students can be seen everywhere, just like when freshmen enter school.
Tan Xiangxi's luggage had been packed a long time ago. When she had just moved out of school a few months ago, her parents hired someone to evacuate her dormitory, leaving only some necessities for class or rehearsal.
At this moment, she has just finished her last class meeting, and she just needs to go back to get a few books and the spare piano she kept in the dormitory.
But as soon as she got out of the dormitory, the things in her hands were snatched away by her parents.
She walked through the dormitory area empty-handed, looking at the familiar yet unfamiliar campus, and suddenly said that she wanted to take a stroll alone, and her parents naturally followed her, saying that they would wait for her at the school gate.
The classmate she met on the way nodded slightly to her, and without even a chance to say a word of greeting, she hurried away with the things in her arms, and stepped on a splash of water when she stepped down.
Tan Xiangxi subconsciously avoided the side.
On the other side of the boulevard was a male student from the same college. When he saw Tan Xiangxi, he hesitated to speak, as if he wanted to come forward to say a few words, but the friend next to him urged him to move forward, but he resisted instinctively.
He lowered his head and raised it again, meeting Tan Xiangxi's gaze. He smiled awkwardly, lowered his head subconsciously, then turned his head and left without saying anything.
This is a male classmate who has always had a crush on Tan Xiangxi, but he is shy and introverted. It was not until the graduation season that he was encouraged by his friends to confess to Tan Xiangxi.
When Tan Xiangxi was rehearsing earlier, he could often be seen wandering around.
However, before he had time to say it, Tan Xiangxi had already made a new boyfriend quickly.
On the stage of the graduation performance, after Tan Xiangxi's solo performance, a strange man outside the school presented flowers to her. She held his hand shyly, and walked out of the performance hall together, and got into the same car. Later, someone Ask Tan Xiangxi, she didn't deny it either.
So the unrequited crushes ended here.
Tan Xiangxi looked at the boy's back, and only thought of whether Jiang Xuehe was also so calm when he looked at her in his previous life.
Just as she was thinking in her heart, she heard a burst of laughter coming from the small garden outside a certain teaching building.
The gazebo in the garden blocked the rain outside, at least a dozen people gathered together, joking around the person in the middle.
Tan Xiangxi glanced at it and recognized Yan Guiqiu in it.
Yan Guiqiu smiled at the classmate next to him, waved his hand, and handed out the envelope in his hand, which contained the invitation for the engagement banquet.
Most of the people around her were classmates from her class, Yan Guiqiu was very popular, and there were people in and out of the class who were able to talk and get close, so it was natural for people to make noise about such a big event.
But after all, they are college students. Except for a small number of those who have already decided to go to graduate school and can enjoy the summer vacation, most of the rest have already started work, and many have even returned to their hometown. It is not easy to find time to come here thing.
Of course, Yan Guiqiu wouldn't force it, and he didn't mean to watch the classmate's family background, so the group shouted, anyone who is willing to go is welcome, and the accommodation service is provided for free, and many people responded.
However, the relationship is both close and distant, and those students who are close enough, Yan Guiqiu naturally went to invite them one by one.
Right now, a group of people came out to hide from the rain after the graduating class meeting, joking and congratulating Yan Guiqiu by the way.
The rain outside had weakened, Yan Guiqiu also finished chatting with his classmates, waved goodbye and turned to leave.
She didn't see Tan Xiangxi not far away, and the open umbrella blocked her view. She didn't look sideways and walked directly outside the school gate.
When Tan Xiangxi came to his senses, he found that he had followed up involuntarily.
Yan Guiqiu stood at the school gate and waited for a while. People coming and going passed by her. From time to time, someone stopped to greet her, and exchanged a few words with her. After passing a few people, she glanced at her phone and raised her head subconsciously. look around.
Jiang Xuehe crossed the road holding an umbrella, holding two bunches of candied haws in the other hand.
Tan Xiangxi was a little far away and couldn't hear what they said clearly. She saw Yan Guiqiu harvesting her umbrella, sneaking under Jiang Xuehe's umbrella, and took the handle of the umbrella.
Jiang Xuehe took the folding umbrella from her hand, and handed over the candied haws at the same time.
Yan Guiqiu took a bite of her hand, then turned his head and said something to her with a smile.
The two didn't stay at the gate for too long, and walked in the other direction along the road beside the school gate.
Walking to a sparsely populated corner, Jiang Xuehe turned sideways and quickly kissed Yan Guiqiu on the cheek.
It could be the cheeks, it could be the corners of the mouth.
Yan Guiqiu was obviously startled, turned to look at her, Jiang Xuehe smiled at her sideways, with a sense of cunning like a successful prank.
In the next second, Yan Guiqiu was also close to Jiang Xuehe's face.
Yet they had turned the corner.
Tan Xiangxi was stunned at the school gate, and she didn't know how long she stood there until a car stopped beside her.
Jiang Xueyang's face was exposed from behind the car window, with a bit of apology on his face: "Xixi, I'm sorry, I'm really busy today, I'll come here as soon as I finish my work, I'm not too late, right——Xi Xi?"
He yelled several times in a row before Tan Xiangxi came back to his senses. The moment he turned his head and saw him, he subconsciously put a smile on his face and said, "It's okay."
In fact, she didn't really hear what Jiang Xueyang said earlier.
Fortunately, Jiang Xueyang only cared about whether Tan Xiangxi was angry. Seeing her smiling face, he breathed a sigh of relief, opened the car door to ask her to get in, and asked, "Where are your uncles and aunts? Didn't you say they would come to pick you up? "
Tan Xiangxi turned his head and glanced around. When he saw the car parked diagonally opposite, he pointed out, "They're waiting for me outside."
Just as they were talking, they saw Qin's father and mother coming out of the convenience store across the street with a cup of hot drink each. They were about to open the car door and get in the car.
Turning their eyes slightly, looking at Jiang Xueyang next to them, the smiles froze on their faces again.
The two held their umbrellas and strode towards the school gate.
"Xixi, are you done shopping?" Qin's mother said, passing the hot drink in her hand, "Milk and coffee are both your favorite drinks, let's warm up first."
"Let's take a rest in Yunhua City first." Father Tan said, "It's too late today and the weather is not good. We'll leave tomorrow."
The two of them completely regarded Jiang Xueyang as nothing, as if they couldn't see such a big person standing here, and the meaning of not welcoming was obvious.
Jiang Xueyang's expression was not very good either.
However, Tan Xiangxi was right next to her, and no one said anything harsh.
Jiang Xueyang took a deep breath, forced a smile on his face, and said to Tan Xiangxi in a compromised way: "You go back with your uncle and aunt first, I just happened to go to the supermarket to buy some food, I promised you before, and my uncle and aunt are here too, let's taste it together Check out my craft."
He intends to gain some goodwill in front of Qin's father and mother, but his hot face is followed by a cold ass.
Tan Xiangxi hesitated for a moment, then nodded and said, "Then I'll go home and wait for you."
Seeing her attached appearance, Qin's father and Qin's mother looked even more ugly, but they didn't want to make their daughter unhappy, so they reluctantly restrained their hostility, nodded to Jiang Xueyang coldly, and then pulled their daughter into their car.
As soon as she got in the car, Mother Tan couldn't help complaining: "What kind of demons do these people from the Jiang family have! How can they seduce us Xixi as much as possible!"
Qin's father coughed beside him, and Qin's mother realized that her daughter was beside her, so she stopped her voice.
After a pause for a few seconds, she still couldn't help asking her daughter: "Do you really like this Jiang Xueyang so much?"
Tan Xiangxi lowered her head, held the cup and did not answer.
For this question, she is guilty.
She doesn't have the confidence to say "yes", but she is also afraid that after giving a negative answer, her parents will oppose her more firmly.
From the perspective of Qin's father and Qin's mother, Jiang Xuehe hurt her daughter deeply, and looking at her family's attitude, they felt that there was nothing good in their family.
In the end, the daughter turned around and fell in love with Jiang Xuehe's own brother.
They naturally disagreed at first, but the daughter also kept her head down and said nothing. When they persuaded her so dryly, Father Tan was inattentive, and his tone was a little heavier, and Tan Xiangxi began to fall silent. tears.
So Qin's father and Qin's mother no longer dared to forcefully stop them.
At times like this, once Tan Xiangxi calmed down, Qin's father and mother could only keep quiet and stop saying anything against them.
When he got to his place of residence, Tan Xiangxi said that he was not feeling well, so he went to the room to rest first.
Qin's father and mother asked a few words with concern, and they were slightly relieved when they saw that she did not have a fever.
Tan Xiangxi was lying on the bed, but she didn't feel much sleepy. She heard her parents talking in a low voice outside, mentioning the names of Jiang Xuehe and Yan Guiqiu.
Qin's mother was losing her temper: "What do they mean? They rejected us, Xixi, and then asked us to attend her and other engagement banquets. Are they trying to humiliate us in public?! And that wild goose returning to autumn, thanks to me I thought she was really sincere towards Xixi, but I didn't expect her to be a goofy white-eyed wolf!"
Engagement banquet...
Tan Xiangxi remembered the invitation that she accidentally put on the coffee table in the living room.
It was actually sent to her by Jiang Xueyang.
Naturally, the intention was not to humiliate her, or to embarrass her.
Perhaps it vaguely meant to tell her to give up completely, but the main purpose was that he wanted to reveal his girlfriend at his sister's engagement banquet.
Jiang Xuehe's engagement banquet was personally attended by Mr. Jiang, and the whole Jiang family gave a lot of face, but they would try their best to cheer for anything that was not so important that they had to be done on that day.
Naturally, it will be far more lively than her welcome banquet.
For Jiang Xueyang, this is the best opportunity to announce their relationship.
Letting more people know Tan Xiangxi's identity is not only respect, but also to let others know that the Jiang family stands behind her, so that they will not dare to bully her at will in the future.
Jiang Xueyang even began to consider whether to announce his engagement to Tan Xiangxi along the way.
However, since receiving the invitation, Tan Xiangxi has been hesitant and has not been able to make a decision so far.
Marrying Jiang Xueyang has many advantages.
At least in this life, she tried to dissuade Jiang Xueyang from using the relatives of the Qin family at will, stop thinking about Jiang Xuehe's feelings, and be her Mrs. Jiang peacefully, so she can naturally live a stable and prosperous life.
If there is any crisis in the Qin family in the future, the Jiang family will also be able to help.
The most important thing is that Jiang Xueyang is the only person in this world that she feels "familiar with". She appeared in front of her like a life-saving straw, she grabbed it subconsciously, and dared not let go.
Moreover, she felt ashamed of Jiang Xueyang in her previous life, so she couldn't help thinking of making up for it in this life.
No matter how you look at it, this is the best path she can take.
And there was only one reason for her hesitation——
She doesn't like him.
Qin Xiangxi knew that she would still go to Jiang Xueyang in the end, but maybe it was unwillingness, or maybe it was a faint hope deep in her heart, as long as that time was not reached, she would rather be deaf, blind, or foolish for one more day.
Outside the door, Father Tan comforted his wife in a low voice. After a few minutes of silence, Father Tan slowly revealed some compromise.
"Jiang Xueyang is also better than Jiang Xuehe, at least he is a decent heir to the Jiang family." Father Tan held down his excited wife and reasoned with her in a low voice, "Look at the current Mrs. Jiang, who married into the Jiang family penniless. And without any ability, isn't she living a decent life now? Our Xixi is much better than her..."
Qin's mother was a little shaken when she heard the words, but she was worried again: "No, no, no, if you marry in, Mrs. Jiang will become Xixi's mother-in-law. What if the relationship bullies our Xixi? It's not like you don't know how much she dislikes Xixi."
Father Qin also fell silent.
"You forgot that she called Sang Sang and scolded Huai two days ago, as if we cared about their son, obviously her son was stalking us Xixi..."
Just as he was talking, the doorbell rang.
Mother Qin got up to open the door. After a brief silence, the air pressure in the room became low.
Standing outside the door was Mrs. Jiang, and after a cold snort, she cut straight to the point: "I'm here to talk to the two of you for the last time about your daughter's education—a young girl should have a sense of shame, don't spend all her time talking about it." I just want to stick to our Jiang family, our Jiang family can't compete with your little princess..."
Mrs. Jiang was very aggressive, and her words contained pent-up anger.
In her eyes, Tan Xiangxi is a wayward girl who has no self-respect, no self-love, and loves to stalk her. The incident with Jiang Xuehe had already made her angry, but now it has not been a few months, and this girl doesn't know how to turn around. Head hooked on her son again.
When she first found out about this, Mrs. Jiang was furious, and even thought it was a provocation from Tan Xiangxi.
At first she wanted to ignore it, and just wait for her son to get bored before stepping on it a few more times.
However, what she never expected was that Jiang Xueyang not only didn't get bored, but became more and more superior. Not only did he push back several jobs for Qin Xiangxi, he came in late and left early, he also declared that she was his true love, and recently he wanted to consider getting engaged.
Mrs. Jiang could realize from her husband's words that many people in the company have expressed dissatisfaction with Jiang Xueyang's recent performance.
Jiang's father asked Mrs. Jiang to persuade his son to calm down recently, but he had no idea that Jiang Xueyang had become so "infatuated".
After persuading her several times but almost quarreling with Jiang Xueyang, Mrs. Jiang finally couldn't sit still.
The son who has always been sensible and motivated has suddenly become so careless, so he can only be led astray by others.
As for Tan Xiangxi, family background, appearance, ability, character...none of them are outstanding enough.
More importantly, she was rejected by Jiang Xuehe.
Not to mention how she suddenly moved on and changed from liking women to men, Madam Jiang found it unacceptable just to be rejected——
How could Jiang Xueyang treat someone whom Jiang Xuehe despises like a baby?
Tan Xiangxi must have played something secretly.
However, several phone calls suggested that the Qin family seemed to be deaf and silent.
Two days ago, Jiang Xueyang even wanted to announce that he had a girlfriend at his sister's engagement banquet.
Although Mrs. Jiang prefers her son, she naturally prefers her daughter compared to Tan Xiangxi.
At the younger sister's engagement banquet, who did she want to slap in the face by bringing with her the woman her younger sister had rejected?
And when the time comes, Mr. Jiang will definitely be there. If you look closely, you will disrespect your sister and be arrogant.
The old man was already biased towards Jiang Xuehe, and if Jiang Xueyang made such a fuss, if he got angry, he might not be able to step down on the spot, and the consequences would be borne by himself.
In case Jiang Xueyang's future was affected because of this, Tan Xiangxi would have to bear the blame even if he died.
Mrs. Jiang naturally couldn't allow this possibility to happen, so after a few phone calls hinted that there was no result, she simply went to the door directly.
Listening to Mrs. Jiang's accusations, mother Tan, who was also eager to love her daughter, couldn't bear it, and couldn't help but scolded back before the door was closed.
The neighbors around secretly opened the cracks in the doors and poked their heads out to watch the excitement.
Tan Xiangxi in the room listened to the noise outside, but felt dizzy in her head, as if some invisible heavy object was suddenly pressed down, making her feel out of breath.
There seems to be such a scene in the previous life.
Mrs. Jiang was dissatisfied with her son's rejection of a higher-status marriage partner, so she turned around and married Tan Xiangxi, who was in trouble.
He came to the door several times to scold Tan's family members.
However, Tan Xiangxi was always well protected. When she was at home, her parents would come forward. After she got married, except when there was trouble at the end, Jiang Xueyang was always there as a peacemaker.
Tan Xiangxi doesn't want to repeat the same mistakes, but the direction of things is still gradually moving closer to the previous life.
But this time, when she couldn't take it anymore and ran out of the house, no one would rush to her side all the way to accompany her to comfort her.
Tan Xiangxi gradually fell asleep, and his consciousness was hazy, as if he saw another self.
In the dream, she was also reborn after jumping off the building.
But she was reborn in a familiar world——
Jiang Xuehe was still like a flower in the high mountains, elusive and elusive, Yan Guiqiu still followed her step by step, and even became more nervous towards her after she passed out once.
Just because of a nasal voice during a phone call, Yan Guiqiu was able to put down all the work in his hands and rush to her side as quickly as possible, just to confirm that she was still safe.
Once after drinking, she made a slip of the tongue, she revealed what Jiang Xuehe had done to her and her family in the future, and Yan Guiqiu started to follow Jiang Xuehe from then on. The two companies that had no connection to each other repeatedly ran into each other, which caught Jiang Xuehe by surprise. Less dark loss.
Yan Guiqiu never doubted Tan Xiangxi's words, or cared very much about her every word.
As long as she expects something, Yan Guiqiu will always do her best to achieve it for her.
Tan Xiangxi, who was reborn in the dream, after hitting a wall a few times, gradually came out of her infatuation with Jiang Xuehe, and finally saw the goodness of the people around her.
One day she suddenly discovered that the person who really took her out of her childhood nightmare was not Jiang Xuehe who woke her up from her sleep, but Yan Guiqiu who risked her life to save her.
She is annoyed, regretful, guilty...
But fortunately, there is still a chance to start again.
In the end, she let go of her obsession completely, and threw herself into Yan Guiqiu's arms, only to find that Jiang Xuehe had also fallen in love with her at some point.
But at that time she didn't like Jiang Xuehe anymore.
On the eve of her engagement with Yan Guiqiu, Jiang Xuehe came to her in private, but she didn't look sideways and put her hand into Yan Guiqiu's embrace.
Jiang Xuehe stood in the same place facing the wind and snow, quietly watching their backs holding hands go away...
……
"Xixi, Xixi—"
Tan Xiangxi was awakened by the familiar voice, she opened her eyes, and saw Yan Guiqiu's face in front of her in a daze.
Just like in the past, every time she felt sad and sad, Yan Guiqiu was always by her side with concern.
Sometimes she felt that Yan Guiqiu was like a dog's skin plaster, and she couldn't shake it off, but then gradually it became a habit.
Only when facing Yan Guiqiu, can she confidently pour out all her anxieties and fragility, and then get all the responses she wants.
But she usually only thinks of Yan Guiqiu when she is sad and lonely.
But at this time, she also felt pain because of this world.
However, before she could smile, she felt a gentle but irresistible force helping her to sit up on her back, and a bowl of bitter medicine was handed to her mouth.
The bitter taste rushed into the nostrils, Tan Xiangxi frowned subconsciously, and suddenly became conscious.
——Yan Guiqiu would never force her to eat such a bitter thing.
Tan Xiangxi finally recovered, opened his eyes, and saw Jiang Xueyang's concerned eyes in front of him.
There is no shadow of Yan Guiqiu in front of my eyes.
Tan Xiangxi was startled, and subconsciously looked outside the door.
It was still the familiar door, and she was still in this strange world.
Qin's father and Qin's mother spoke in a low voice outside, their voices were so low that they could not be heard clearly, but it was obvious that they were not arguing, but were discussing something.
"My mother has already gone back." Jiang Xueyang noticed her gaze and explained, "There must be some misunderstanding. I will try to persuade my mother later."
Jiang Xueyang sat next to him and said, "I'm sorry Xixi, I didn't think carefully, Xuehe and Yan Guiqiu's engagement banquet, if you don't want to go, then rest at home."
When he came back from shopping, he saw his mother arguing with Qin's father and mother.
You and I said the same thing on both sides, but the only common argument was that they should not attend the engagement banquet. The Tan family thought it was deliberately humiliating their daughter, and Mrs. Jiang felt that the Tan family wanted to mess things up.
But Jiang Xueyang looked back and thought about it carefully, and found that Tan Xiangxi was really not too keen on the engagement banquet.
After calming down and thinking about it, he felt that he was negligent and didn't take care of Tan Xiangxi's mood, so he actively admitted his mistake at this moment.
"But it's my sister's engagement banquet after all, so it would be shameless if I didn't go. But fortunately, I don't have anything else to do, so I will appear at the banquet on that day, and I will go to you as soon as I am done." ..."
Before he could come up with a compensation plan, Tan Xiangxi tugged on his sleeve lightly and said something in a low voice.
Jiang Xueyang didn't hear clearly, subconsciously stopped, and asked her again: "What did you say?"
Tan Xiangxi lowered his head, avoided the bowl of bitter medicine soup, and said in a low voice, "...I want to go."
end of june.
The weather gradually started to heat up.
Tan Xiangxi returned to Yunhua City after half a month, but she already felt as if she had passed away.
The surrounding area of the hotel where the engagement banquet was held was also contracted to provide accommodation services for the guests who traveled long distances.
Qin Xiangxi insisted on coming alone, and without telling Jiang Xueyang, she got on the plane one day earlier, and she could have stayed in the hotel with the invitation in her hand, but she stood outside the door for a long time, then turned around and went to find another hotel near the school.
It's like a feeling of being close to home, or maybe it's just an instinctive escape.
After putting down the luggage, the sky had already darkened, and the wind outside the window finally brought a bit of coolness. Tan Xiangxi stood at the window and looked out at the busy traffic on the ground. She was dazed for a long time, until all the lights on the side of the road were turned on, and then turned and went downstairs Go find a restaurant for dinner.
It wasn't the first time she went out alone and ate alone.
However, from her previous life to this life, she has never really felt lonely for a moment, but after returning to this city again, she felt a sense of loneliness.
She took out her mobile phone and didn't know who to call. She didn't even know how many classmates in her class stayed in Yunhua City, and she didn't know where her roommates who had been together for four years were going after graduation.
Naturally, no one can rush to her at the fastest speed because she can travel thousands of miles with just one phone call.
Sitting alone in the corner of the restaurant, walking alone on the bustling downtown street, watching the endless traffic on the road, she suddenly felt that she was small.
Nothing in the world will stop because of her thoughts, her desires.
Only when she stands alone and refuses to move, refuses to face reality, and stands up after being left alone, will she be at a loss.
But who can blame it?
She can't blame anyone.
On the way back, Tan Xiangxi began to regret taking a detour because she didn't want to see the bustling street outside.
She saw Yan Guiqiu and Jiang Xuehe at the end of the road.
They stood at the entrance and exit of a small park, not noticing Tan Xiangxi at the other end of the path.
Yan Guiqiu squatted on the ground, he didn't know if he was looking at the flowers and plants on the ground, or he was just tired from walking, so he decided to squat down to rest temporarily.
Jiang Xuehe stood beside her and stretched out his hand towards her.
Yan Guiqiu raised his head, looked at her smiling, but shook his head.
Jiang Xuehe bent down and whispered something to her, the tips of his noses bumped into each other, Yan Guiqiu held back for a while, and finally couldn't help laughing out loud.
Tan Xiangxi originally wanted to avoid it, but when he heard Yan Guiqiu's laughter, his footsteps were firmly fixed in place.
She saw Jiang Xuehe reaching out to pull Yan Guiqiu up, and then the two of them never let go of their hands, slowly shaking their hands like children playing, and walked slowly into the park.
When they walked into the light of the street lamp, the two of them only looked at each other in their eyes, which were so bright that they seemed to be glowing.
You can still hear their voices faintly.
"Let's go back to eat in a while." Yan Guiqiu said, "The vegetables I bought two days ago are still in the refrigerator. If you don't finish them, it will be a waste."
"Okay, let's stop by the door later and buy some side dishes." Jiang Xuehe glanced at his phone and said, "The weather forecast says there will be rain at night, remember to take back the sheets when you go back."
"Oh, the weather forecast has never been accurate... But it's true, it seems to have been in the sun for several days..."
"Do you still have to go to school tomorrow? What does the instructor say..."
"These days are holidays, I can leave all the time before school starts to you..."
"When it's over here, go back to Ningcheng and stay for a few more days, maybe there won't be so much time in the future..."
……
The voices of the two gradually faded away, and disappeared into the shadows in the distance together with their backs.
Tan Xiangxi stood under the street lamp, staring blankly at the direction they were leaving.
No matter in her previous life or this life, or in that illusory dream, she had never seen them in such a "daily" appearance.
——Maybe there was once, but it didn't leave any deep imprint in Tan Xiangxi's memory.
Just like those ordinary couples who go out for a walk together after dinner in summer, chatting with each other while walking slowly around the path round after round.
It's not unusual, and it's not profound, but it has a kind of aura that outsiders can't get involved in.
It seems that only the two of them are standing in the same world.
Envy.
It took a long time before Tan Xiangxi dared to face his true thoughts deep in his heart——
She felt envious.
But she didn't know who she was envious of.
Do you envy the geese returning to autumn?She chased after the goddess she had been in love with for many years.
Do you envy Jiang Xuehe?The tenderness and focus that once belonged to Tan Xiangxi alone were all poured into her.
It was as if all her unwilling obsessions had collided into one place, and a little bit of it mixed into something bitter, flowing slowly in her heart.
Pedestrians coming and going around are all unfamiliar faces.
They looked at the young girl standing blankly at the gate of the park with doubts on their faces. An enthusiastic aunt was about to ask her if she was in any trouble, but she saw her squatting down slowly first.
Tan Xiangxi covered his face with his hands, his eyes were sore, and the moment tears rolled down, the first thing he thought of was Yan Guiqiu's face——
If it was that "Swan Goose Returning to Autumn", he would never run to another person or hold another person's hand in front of her, but he would even give her a stingy look.
How could Yan Guiqiu not discover her existence in the first place?
Tan Xiangxi thought in a daze.
Those torn memories swirled in her mind again——
Half of it was "Yan Guiqiu" standing in front of her with blood on her head, anxiously telling her to run away, her face full of worry and concern, her voice trembling, but she refused to retreat an inch, because behind her was Tan Xiangxi.
Half of it was Yan Guiqiu passing by her without changing his face, so indifferent as if he didn't see her at all, she felt pain, she started to cry, Yan Guiqiu would only back away, then turned around, and turned her head to the other He smiled like a little girl who is good at acting like a baby.
It wasn't until this moment that Tan Xiangxi suddenly understood where the blunt stinging pain and the slight unwillingness in his heart came from——
The person who once loved her so much will never appear in front of her again.
There will never be someone who loves her like that again in this world.
The author has something to say: the next chapter is over~
After the graduation ceremony, it was time for the graduates to leave school.
Private cars and pickup trucks were parked inside and outside the school gate, full of luggage of graduates, and the combination of parents and students can be seen everywhere, just like when freshmen enter school.
Tan Xiangxi's luggage had been packed a long time ago. When she had just moved out of school a few months ago, her parents hired someone to evacuate her dormitory, leaving only some necessities for class or rehearsal.
At this moment, she has just finished her last class meeting, and she just needs to go back to get a few books and the spare piano she kept in the dormitory.
But as soon as she got out of the dormitory, the things in her hands were snatched away by her parents.
She walked through the dormitory area empty-handed, looking at the familiar yet unfamiliar campus, and suddenly said that she wanted to take a stroll alone, and her parents naturally followed her, saying that they would wait for her at the school gate.
The classmate she met on the way nodded slightly to her, and without even a chance to say a word of greeting, she hurried away with the things in her arms, and stepped on a splash of water when she stepped down.
Tan Xiangxi subconsciously avoided the side.
On the other side of the boulevard was a male student from the same college. When he saw Tan Xiangxi, he hesitated to speak, as if he wanted to come forward to say a few words, but the friend next to him urged him to move forward, but he resisted instinctively.
He lowered his head and raised it again, meeting Tan Xiangxi's gaze. He smiled awkwardly, lowered his head subconsciously, then turned his head and left without saying anything.
This is a male classmate who has always had a crush on Tan Xiangxi, but he is shy and introverted. It was not until the graduation season that he was encouraged by his friends to confess to Tan Xiangxi.
When Tan Xiangxi was rehearsing earlier, he could often be seen wandering around.
However, before he had time to say it, Tan Xiangxi had already made a new boyfriend quickly.
On the stage of the graduation performance, after Tan Xiangxi's solo performance, a strange man outside the school presented flowers to her. She held his hand shyly, and walked out of the performance hall together, and got into the same car. Later, someone Ask Tan Xiangxi, she didn't deny it either.
So the unrequited crushes ended here.
Tan Xiangxi looked at the boy's back, and only thought of whether Jiang Xuehe was also so calm when he looked at her in his previous life.
Just as she was thinking in her heart, she heard a burst of laughter coming from the small garden outside a certain teaching building.
The gazebo in the garden blocked the rain outside, at least a dozen people gathered together, joking around the person in the middle.
Tan Xiangxi glanced at it and recognized Yan Guiqiu in it.
Yan Guiqiu smiled at the classmate next to him, waved his hand, and handed out the envelope in his hand, which contained the invitation for the engagement banquet.
Most of the people around her were classmates from her class, Yan Guiqiu was very popular, and there were people in and out of the class who were able to talk and get close, so it was natural for people to make noise about such a big event.
But after all, they are college students. Except for a small number of those who have already decided to go to graduate school and can enjoy the summer vacation, most of the rest have already started work, and many have even returned to their hometown. It is not easy to find time to come here thing.
Of course, Yan Guiqiu wouldn't force it, and he didn't mean to watch the classmate's family background, so the group shouted, anyone who is willing to go is welcome, and the accommodation service is provided for free, and many people responded.
However, the relationship is both close and distant, and those students who are close enough, Yan Guiqiu naturally went to invite them one by one.
Right now, a group of people came out to hide from the rain after the graduating class meeting, joking and congratulating Yan Guiqiu by the way.
The rain outside had weakened, Yan Guiqiu also finished chatting with his classmates, waved goodbye and turned to leave.
She didn't see Tan Xiangxi not far away, and the open umbrella blocked her view. She didn't look sideways and walked directly outside the school gate.
When Tan Xiangxi came to his senses, he found that he had followed up involuntarily.
Yan Guiqiu stood at the school gate and waited for a while. People coming and going passed by her. From time to time, someone stopped to greet her, and exchanged a few words with her. After passing a few people, she glanced at her phone and raised her head subconsciously. look around.
Jiang Xuehe crossed the road holding an umbrella, holding two bunches of candied haws in the other hand.
Tan Xiangxi was a little far away and couldn't hear what they said clearly. She saw Yan Guiqiu harvesting her umbrella, sneaking under Jiang Xuehe's umbrella, and took the handle of the umbrella.
Jiang Xuehe took the folding umbrella from her hand, and handed over the candied haws at the same time.
Yan Guiqiu took a bite of her hand, then turned his head and said something to her with a smile.
The two didn't stay at the gate for too long, and walked in the other direction along the road beside the school gate.
Walking to a sparsely populated corner, Jiang Xuehe turned sideways and quickly kissed Yan Guiqiu on the cheek.
It could be the cheeks, it could be the corners of the mouth.
Yan Guiqiu was obviously startled, turned to look at her, Jiang Xuehe smiled at her sideways, with a sense of cunning like a successful prank.
In the next second, Yan Guiqiu was also close to Jiang Xuehe's face.
Yet they had turned the corner.
Tan Xiangxi was stunned at the school gate, and she didn't know how long she stood there until a car stopped beside her.
Jiang Xueyang's face was exposed from behind the car window, with a bit of apology on his face: "Xixi, I'm sorry, I'm really busy today, I'll come here as soon as I finish my work, I'm not too late, right——Xi Xi?"
He yelled several times in a row before Tan Xiangxi came back to his senses. The moment he turned his head and saw him, he subconsciously put a smile on his face and said, "It's okay."
In fact, she didn't really hear what Jiang Xueyang said earlier.
Fortunately, Jiang Xueyang only cared about whether Tan Xiangxi was angry. Seeing her smiling face, he breathed a sigh of relief, opened the car door to ask her to get in, and asked, "Where are your uncles and aunts? Didn't you say they would come to pick you up? "
Tan Xiangxi turned his head and glanced around. When he saw the car parked diagonally opposite, he pointed out, "They're waiting for me outside."
Just as they were talking, they saw Qin's father and mother coming out of the convenience store across the street with a cup of hot drink each. They were about to open the car door and get in the car.
Turning their eyes slightly, looking at Jiang Xueyang next to them, the smiles froze on their faces again.
The two held their umbrellas and strode towards the school gate.
"Xixi, are you done shopping?" Qin's mother said, passing the hot drink in her hand, "Milk and coffee are both your favorite drinks, let's warm up first."
"Let's take a rest in Yunhua City first." Father Tan said, "It's too late today and the weather is not good. We'll leave tomorrow."
The two of them completely regarded Jiang Xueyang as nothing, as if they couldn't see such a big person standing here, and the meaning of not welcoming was obvious.
Jiang Xueyang's expression was not very good either.
However, Tan Xiangxi was right next to her, and no one said anything harsh.
Jiang Xueyang took a deep breath, forced a smile on his face, and said to Tan Xiangxi in a compromised way: "You go back with your uncle and aunt first, I just happened to go to the supermarket to buy some food, I promised you before, and my uncle and aunt are here too, let's taste it together Check out my craft."
He intends to gain some goodwill in front of Qin's father and mother, but his hot face is followed by a cold ass.
Tan Xiangxi hesitated for a moment, then nodded and said, "Then I'll go home and wait for you."
Seeing her attached appearance, Qin's father and Qin's mother looked even more ugly, but they didn't want to make their daughter unhappy, so they reluctantly restrained their hostility, nodded to Jiang Xueyang coldly, and then pulled their daughter into their car.
As soon as she got in the car, Mother Tan couldn't help complaining: "What kind of demons do these people from the Jiang family have! How can they seduce us Xixi as much as possible!"
Qin's father coughed beside him, and Qin's mother realized that her daughter was beside her, so she stopped her voice.
After a pause for a few seconds, she still couldn't help asking her daughter: "Do you really like this Jiang Xueyang so much?"
Tan Xiangxi lowered her head, held the cup and did not answer.
For this question, she is guilty.
She doesn't have the confidence to say "yes", but she is also afraid that after giving a negative answer, her parents will oppose her more firmly.
From the perspective of Qin's father and Qin's mother, Jiang Xuehe hurt her daughter deeply, and looking at her family's attitude, they felt that there was nothing good in their family.
In the end, the daughter turned around and fell in love with Jiang Xuehe's own brother.
They naturally disagreed at first, but the daughter also kept her head down and said nothing. When they persuaded her so dryly, Father Tan was inattentive, and his tone was a little heavier, and Tan Xiangxi began to fall silent. tears.
So Qin's father and Qin's mother no longer dared to forcefully stop them.
At times like this, once Tan Xiangxi calmed down, Qin's father and mother could only keep quiet and stop saying anything against them.
When he got to his place of residence, Tan Xiangxi said that he was not feeling well, so he went to the room to rest first.
Qin's father and mother asked a few words with concern, and they were slightly relieved when they saw that she did not have a fever.
Tan Xiangxi was lying on the bed, but she didn't feel much sleepy. She heard her parents talking in a low voice outside, mentioning the names of Jiang Xuehe and Yan Guiqiu.
Qin's mother was losing her temper: "What do they mean? They rejected us, Xixi, and then asked us to attend her and other engagement banquets. Are they trying to humiliate us in public?! And that wild goose returning to autumn, thanks to me I thought she was really sincere towards Xixi, but I didn't expect her to be a goofy white-eyed wolf!"
Engagement banquet...
Tan Xiangxi remembered the invitation that she accidentally put on the coffee table in the living room.
It was actually sent to her by Jiang Xueyang.
Naturally, the intention was not to humiliate her, or to embarrass her.
Perhaps it vaguely meant to tell her to give up completely, but the main purpose was that he wanted to reveal his girlfriend at his sister's engagement banquet.
Jiang Xuehe's engagement banquet was personally attended by Mr. Jiang, and the whole Jiang family gave a lot of face, but they would try their best to cheer for anything that was not so important that they had to be done on that day.
Naturally, it will be far more lively than her welcome banquet.
For Jiang Xueyang, this is the best opportunity to announce their relationship.
Letting more people know Tan Xiangxi's identity is not only respect, but also to let others know that the Jiang family stands behind her, so that they will not dare to bully her at will in the future.
Jiang Xueyang even began to consider whether to announce his engagement to Tan Xiangxi along the way.
However, since receiving the invitation, Tan Xiangxi has been hesitant and has not been able to make a decision so far.
Marrying Jiang Xueyang has many advantages.
At least in this life, she tried to dissuade Jiang Xueyang from using the relatives of the Qin family at will, stop thinking about Jiang Xuehe's feelings, and be her Mrs. Jiang peacefully, so she can naturally live a stable and prosperous life.
If there is any crisis in the Qin family in the future, the Jiang family will also be able to help.
The most important thing is that Jiang Xueyang is the only person in this world that she feels "familiar with". She appeared in front of her like a life-saving straw, she grabbed it subconsciously, and dared not let go.
Moreover, she felt ashamed of Jiang Xueyang in her previous life, so she couldn't help thinking of making up for it in this life.
No matter how you look at it, this is the best path she can take.
And there was only one reason for her hesitation——
She doesn't like him.
Qin Xiangxi knew that she would still go to Jiang Xueyang in the end, but maybe it was unwillingness, or maybe it was a faint hope deep in her heart, as long as that time was not reached, she would rather be deaf, blind, or foolish for one more day.
Outside the door, Father Tan comforted his wife in a low voice. After a few minutes of silence, Father Tan slowly revealed some compromise.
"Jiang Xueyang is also better than Jiang Xuehe, at least he is a decent heir to the Jiang family." Father Tan held down his excited wife and reasoned with her in a low voice, "Look at the current Mrs. Jiang, who married into the Jiang family penniless. And without any ability, isn't she living a decent life now? Our Xixi is much better than her..."
Qin's mother was a little shaken when she heard the words, but she was worried again: "No, no, no, if you marry in, Mrs. Jiang will become Xixi's mother-in-law. What if the relationship bullies our Xixi? It's not like you don't know how much she dislikes Xixi."
Father Qin also fell silent.
"You forgot that she called Sang Sang and scolded Huai two days ago, as if we cared about their son, obviously her son was stalking us Xixi..."
Just as he was talking, the doorbell rang.
Mother Qin got up to open the door. After a brief silence, the air pressure in the room became low.
Standing outside the door was Mrs. Jiang, and after a cold snort, she cut straight to the point: "I'm here to talk to the two of you for the last time about your daughter's education—a young girl should have a sense of shame, don't spend all her time talking about it." I just want to stick to our Jiang family, our Jiang family can't compete with your little princess..."
Mrs. Jiang was very aggressive, and her words contained pent-up anger.
In her eyes, Tan Xiangxi is a wayward girl who has no self-respect, no self-love, and loves to stalk her. The incident with Jiang Xuehe had already made her angry, but now it has not been a few months, and this girl doesn't know how to turn around. Head hooked on her son again.
When she first found out about this, Mrs. Jiang was furious, and even thought it was a provocation from Tan Xiangxi.
At first she wanted to ignore it, and just wait for her son to get bored before stepping on it a few more times.
However, what she never expected was that Jiang Xueyang not only didn't get bored, but became more and more superior. Not only did he push back several jobs for Qin Xiangxi, he came in late and left early, he also declared that she was his true love, and recently he wanted to consider getting engaged.
Mrs. Jiang could realize from her husband's words that many people in the company have expressed dissatisfaction with Jiang Xueyang's recent performance.
Jiang's father asked Mrs. Jiang to persuade his son to calm down recently, but he had no idea that Jiang Xueyang had become so "infatuated".
After persuading her several times but almost quarreling with Jiang Xueyang, Mrs. Jiang finally couldn't sit still.
The son who has always been sensible and motivated has suddenly become so careless, so he can only be led astray by others.
As for Tan Xiangxi, family background, appearance, ability, character...none of them are outstanding enough.
More importantly, she was rejected by Jiang Xuehe.
Not to mention how she suddenly moved on and changed from liking women to men, Madam Jiang found it unacceptable just to be rejected——
How could Jiang Xueyang treat someone whom Jiang Xuehe despises like a baby?
Tan Xiangxi must have played something secretly.
However, several phone calls suggested that the Qin family seemed to be deaf and silent.
Two days ago, Jiang Xueyang even wanted to announce that he had a girlfriend at his sister's engagement banquet.
Although Mrs. Jiang prefers her son, she naturally prefers her daughter compared to Tan Xiangxi.
At the younger sister's engagement banquet, who did she want to slap in the face by bringing with her the woman her younger sister had rejected?
And when the time comes, Mr. Jiang will definitely be there. If you look closely, you will disrespect your sister and be arrogant.
The old man was already biased towards Jiang Xuehe, and if Jiang Xueyang made such a fuss, if he got angry, he might not be able to step down on the spot, and the consequences would be borne by himself.
In case Jiang Xueyang's future was affected because of this, Tan Xiangxi would have to bear the blame even if he died.
Mrs. Jiang naturally couldn't allow this possibility to happen, so after a few phone calls hinted that there was no result, she simply went to the door directly.
Listening to Mrs. Jiang's accusations, mother Tan, who was also eager to love her daughter, couldn't bear it, and couldn't help but scolded back before the door was closed.
The neighbors around secretly opened the cracks in the doors and poked their heads out to watch the excitement.
Tan Xiangxi in the room listened to the noise outside, but felt dizzy in her head, as if some invisible heavy object was suddenly pressed down, making her feel out of breath.
There seems to be such a scene in the previous life.
Mrs. Jiang was dissatisfied with her son's rejection of a higher-status marriage partner, so she turned around and married Tan Xiangxi, who was in trouble.
He came to the door several times to scold Tan's family members.
However, Tan Xiangxi was always well protected. When she was at home, her parents would come forward. After she got married, except when there was trouble at the end, Jiang Xueyang was always there as a peacemaker.
Tan Xiangxi doesn't want to repeat the same mistakes, but the direction of things is still gradually moving closer to the previous life.
But this time, when she couldn't take it anymore and ran out of the house, no one would rush to her side all the way to accompany her to comfort her.
Tan Xiangxi gradually fell asleep, and his consciousness was hazy, as if he saw another self.
In the dream, she was also reborn after jumping off the building.
But she was reborn in a familiar world——
Jiang Xuehe was still like a flower in the high mountains, elusive and elusive, Yan Guiqiu still followed her step by step, and even became more nervous towards her after she passed out once.
Just because of a nasal voice during a phone call, Yan Guiqiu was able to put down all the work in his hands and rush to her side as quickly as possible, just to confirm that she was still safe.
Once after drinking, she made a slip of the tongue, she revealed what Jiang Xuehe had done to her and her family in the future, and Yan Guiqiu started to follow Jiang Xuehe from then on. The two companies that had no connection to each other repeatedly ran into each other, which caught Jiang Xuehe by surprise. Less dark loss.
Yan Guiqiu never doubted Tan Xiangxi's words, or cared very much about her every word.
As long as she expects something, Yan Guiqiu will always do her best to achieve it for her.
Tan Xiangxi, who was reborn in the dream, after hitting a wall a few times, gradually came out of her infatuation with Jiang Xuehe, and finally saw the goodness of the people around her.
One day she suddenly discovered that the person who really took her out of her childhood nightmare was not Jiang Xuehe who woke her up from her sleep, but Yan Guiqiu who risked her life to save her.
She is annoyed, regretful, guilty...
But fortunately, there is still a chance to start again.
In the end, she let go of her obsession completely, and threw herself into Yan Guiqiu's arms, only to find that Jiang Xuehe had also fallen in love with her at some point.
But at that time she didn't like Jiang Xuehe anymore.
On the eve of her engagement with Yan Guiqiu, Jiang Xuehe came to her in private, but she didn't look sideways and put her hand into Yan Guiqiu's embrace.
Jiang Xuehe stood in the same place facing the wind and snow, quietly watching their backs holding hands go away...
……
"Xixi, Xixi—"
Tan Xiangxi was awakened by the familiar voice, she opened her eyes, and saw Yan Guiqiu's face in front of her in a daze.
Just like in the past, every time she felt sad and sad, Yan Guiqiu was always by her side with concern.
Sometimes she felt that Yan Guiqiu was like a dog's skin plaster, and she couldn't shake it off, but then gradually it became a habit.
Only when facing Yan Guiqiu, can she confidently pour out all her anxieties and fragility, and then get all the responses she wants.
But she usually only thinks of Yan Guiqiu when she is sad and lonely.
But at this time, she also felt pain because of this world.
However, before she could smile, she felt a gentle but irresistible force helping her to sit up on her back, and a bowl of bitter medicine was handed to her mouth.
The bitter taste rushed into the nostrils, Tan Xiangxi frowned subconsciously, and suddenly became conscious.
——Yan Guiqiu would never force her to eat such a bitter thing.
Tan Xiangxi finally recovered, opened his eyes, and saw Jiang Xueyang's concerned eyes in front of him.
There is no shadow of Yan Guiqiu in front of my eyes.
Tan Xiangxi was startled, and subconsciously looked outside the door.
It was still the familiar door, and she was still in this strange world.
Qin's father and Qin's mother spoke in a low voice outside, their voices were so low that they could not be heard clearly, but it was obvious that they were not arguing, but were discussing something.
"My mother has already gone back." Jiang Xueyang noticed her gaze and explained, "There must be some misunderstanding. I will try to persuade my mother later."
Jiang Xueyang sat next to him and said, "I'm sorry Xixi, I didn't think carefully, Xuehe and Yan Guiqiu's engagement banquet, if you don't want to go, then rest at home."
When he came back from shopping, he saw his mother arguing with Qin's father and mother.
You and I said the same thing on both sides, but the only common argument was that they should not attend the engagement banquet. The Tan family thought it was deliberately humiliating their daughter, and Mrs. Jiang felt that the Tan family wanted to mess things up.
But Jiang Xueyang looked back and thought about it carefully, and found that Tan Xiangxi was really not too keen on the engagement banquet.
After calming down and thinking about it, he felt that he was negligent and didn't take care of Tan Xiangxi's mood, so he actively admitted his mistake at this moment.
"But it's my sister's engagement banquet after all, so it would be shameless if I didn't go. But fortunately, I don't have anything else to do, so I will appear at the banquet on that day, and I will go to you as soon as I am done." ..."
Before he could come up with a compensation plan, Tan Xiangxi tugged on his sleeve lightly and said something in a low voice.
Jiang Xueyang didn't hear clearly, subconsciously stopped, and asked her again: "What did you say?"
Tan Xiangxi lowered his head, avoided the bowl of bitter medicine soup, and said in a low voice, "...I want to go."
end of june.
The weather gradually started to heat up.
Tan Xiangxi returned to Yunhua City after half a month, but she already felt as if she had passed away.
The surrounding area of the hotel where the engagement banquet was held was also contracted to provide accommodation services for the guests who traveled long distances.
Qin Xiangxi insisted on coming alone, and without telling Jiang Xueyang, she got on the plane one day earlier, and she could have stayed in the hotel with the invitation in her hand, but she stood outside the door for a long time, then turned around and went to find another hotel near the school.
It's like a feeling of being close to home, or maybe it's just an instinctive escape.
After putting down the luggage, the sky had already darkened, and the wind outside the window finally brought a bit of coolness. Tan Xiangxi stood at the window and looked out at the busy traffic on the ground. She was dazed for a long time, until all the lights on the side of the road were turned on, and then turned and went downstairs Go find a restaurant for dinner.
It wasn't the first time she went out alone and ate alone.
However, from her previous life to this life, she has never really felt lonely for a moment, but after returning to this city again, she felt a sense of loneliness.
She took out her mobile phone and didn't know who to call. She didn't even know how many classmates in her class stayed in Yunhua City, and she didn't know where her roommates who had been together for four years were going after graduation.
Naturally, no one can rush to her at the fastest speed because she can travel thousands of miles with just one phone call.
Sitting alone in the corner of the restaurant, walking alone on the bustling downtown street, watching the endless traffic on the road, she suddenly felt that she was small.
Nothing in the world will stop because of her thoughts, her desires.
Only when she stands alone and refuses to move, refuses to face reality, and stands up after being left alone, will she be at a loss.
But who can blame it?
She can't blame anyone.
On the way back, Tan Xiangxi began to regret taking a detour because she didn't want to see the bustling street outside.
She saw Yan Guiqiu and Jiang Xuehe at the end of the road.
They stood at the entrance and exit of a small park, not noticing Tan Xiangxi at the other end of the path.
Yan Guiqiu squatted on the ground, he didn't know if he was looking at the flowers and plants on the ground, or he was just tired from walking, so he decided to squat down to rest temporarily.
Jiang Xuehe stood beside her and stretched out his hand towards her.
Yan Guiqiu raised his head, looked at her smiling, but shook his head.
Jiang Xuehe bent down and whispered something to her, the tips of his noses bumped into each other, Yan Guiqiu held back for a while, and finally couldn't help laughing out loud.
Tan Xiangxi originally wanted to avoid it, but when he heard Yan Guiqiu's laughter, his footsteps were firmly fixed in place.
She saw Jiang Xuehe reaching out to pull Yan Guiqiu up, and then the two of them never let go of their hands, slowly shaking their hands like children playing, and walked slowly into the park.
When they walked into the light of the street lamp, the two of them only looked at each other in their eyes, which were so bright that they seemed to be glowing.
You can still hear their voices faintly.
"Let's go back to eat in a while." Yan Guiqiu said, "The vegetables I bought two days ago are still in the refrigerator. If you don't finish them, it will be a waste."
"Okay, let's stop by the door later and buy some side dishes." Jiang Xuehe glanced at his phone and said, "The weather forecast says there will be rain at night, remember to take back the sheets when you go back."
"Oh, the weather forecast has never been accurate... But it's true, it seems to have been in the sun for several days..."
"Do you still have to go to school tomorrow? What does the instructor say..."
"These days are holidays, I can leave all the time before school starts to you..."
"When it's over here, go back to Ningcheng and stay for a few more days, maybe there won't be so much time in the future..."
……
The voices of the two gradually faded away, and disappeared into the shadows in the distance together with their backs.
Tan Xiangxi stood under the street lamp, staring blankly at the direction they were leaving.
No matter in her previous life or this life, or in that illusory dream, she had never seen them in such a "daily" appearance.
——Maybe there was once, but it didn't leave any deep imprint in Tan Xiangxi's memory.
Just like those ordinary couples who go out for a walk together after dinner in summer, chatting with each other while walking slowly around the path round after round.
It's not unusual, and it's not profound, but it has a kind of aura that outsiders can't get involved in.
It seems that only the two of them are standing in the same world.
Envy.
It took a long time before Tan Xiangxi dared to face his true thoughts deep in his heart——
She felt envious.
But she didn't know who she was envious of.
Do you envy the geese returning to autumn?She chased after the goddess she had been in love with for many years.
Do you envy Jiang Xuehe?The tenderness and focus that once belonged to Tan Xiangxi alone were all poured into her.
It was as if all her unwilling obsessions had collided into one place, and a little bit of it mixed into something bitter, flowing slowly in her heart.
Pedestrians coming and going around are all unfamiliar faces.
They looked at the young girl standing blankly at the gate of the park with doubts on their faces. An enthusiastic aunt was about to ask her if she was in any trouble, but she saw her squatting down slowly first.
Tan Xiangxi covered his face with his hands, his eyes were sore, and the moment tears rolled down, the first thing he thought of was Yan Guiqiu's face——
If it was that "Swan Goose Returning to Autumn", he would never run to another person or hold another person's hand in front of her, but he would even give her a stingy look.
How could Yan Guiqiu not discover her existence in the first place?
Tan Xiangxi thought in a daze.
Those torn memories swirled in her mind again——
Half of it was "Yan Guiqiu" standing in front of her with blood on her head, anxiously telling her to run away, her face full of worry and concern, her voice trembling, but she refused to retreat an inch, because behind her was Tan Xiangxi.
Half of it was Yan Guiqiu passing by her without changing his face, so indifferent as if he didn't see her at all, she felt pain, she started to cry, Yan Guiqiu would only back away, then turned around, and turned her head to the other He smiled like a little girl who is good at acting like a baby.
It wasn't until this moment that Tan Xiangxi suddenly understood where the blunt stinging pain and the slight unwillingness in his heart came from——
The person who once loved her so much will never appear in front of her again.
There will never be someone who loves her like that again in this world.
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