After wearing the spare tire, I was with Bai Yueguang

04.

Yan Guiqiu stretched out his hand to cover his face, and whispered "Yes".

"Huh?" Jiang Xuehe didn't seem to hear clearly.

"Yes, yes, yes." Yan Guiqiu repeated it again, his cheeks flushed, but he had to admit that it was the truth.

Among all gifts, the most valuable thing is never the price itself, but the heart contained in it.

And compared to those thoughts used on gifts, what Yan Guiqiu wanted more was Jiang Xuehe himself.

The companionship of a lover is the best, most precious, and most surprising gift.

Even if Jiang Xuehe really appeared in front of her empty-handed, she would still feel satisfied.

The same goes for Jiang Xuehe.

Compared with those formal gifts, she hopes to see Yan Guiqiu sooner.

It would be best if she had time and spare time to carefully prepare surprises, but she would never put the importance of herself or Yan Guiqiu above those gifts and forget them in a hurry.

Yan Guiqiu turned around, leaned over, hugged Jiang Xuehe in an awkward position, and murmured in her ear, "You are my favorite and most precious gift in the whole world."

Jiang Xuehe seemed satisfied when he heard the words, and kissed Yan Guiqiu's side face, then turned back to put on his seat belt, started the car, and talked to the person next to him about the business trip.

There was nothing wrong with the business trip itself, and it could even be said that it went too smoothly. When it came to going to the hospital later, Jiang Xuehe hesitated for a while, and then briefly talked to Yan Guiqiu.

On the one hand, it was because she didn't want to keep her movements during this period of time secret, and on the other hand, it was also a reminder to Yan Guiqiu.

Yan Guiqiu has a clear path since he graduated from a university. He went all the way to study, went abroad for two years, and finally returned to his alma mater to teach.

Jiang Xuehe naturally stayed in Yunhua City most of the time.

Compared with Jiang Xuehe, who is often on business trips, Yan Guiqiu's life is much more regular, but she is not a person who is keen on health preservation.

Sometimes when something goes wrong with the Yan family, or Jiang Xuehe needs help, Yan Guiqiu will do his part.

Coupled with the fact that there are sometimes a lot of trifles in school, when Yan Guiqiu is busy, he is not as relaxed as Jiang Xuehe.

After coming out of the hospital and confirming that there was nothing serious, the first thing Jiang Xuehe thought of was Yan Guiqiu.

Generally speaking, Yan Guiqiu's physical fitness is probably better. In addition, he is younger and rarely gets sick. He looks very healthy.

But when Jiang Xuehe went to the hospital for a follow-up examination, he also saw many young people in their twenties with bad inspection reports, like a bolt from the blue, with haggard and dispirited faces, and their families were crying together beside them.

There are even younger children who have been admitted to the terminally ill ward early.

After entering the hospital, I realized how fragile life is and how precious it is.

Be sure to take good care of your body in the future.

It was the first time Jiang Xuehe had such a strong thought spontaneously.

Naturally, such a wish also includes the return of geese to autumn.

"...I can't stay up late anymore." Jiang Xuehe repeated the doctor's advice while thinking, "Eat on time, and exercise well..."

Yan Guiqiu still remembered what she didn't tell him when she went to the hospital for an examination, and listened with a serious face.

She knew Jiang Xuehe was hiding it because she didn't want to worry her.

However, even though he already knew that the test results were all right, when Jiang Xuehe said that he almost passed out after work, his heart skipped a beat, and he couldn't help feeling a little scared.

Facing the potentially unfavorable test results alone, I was secretly anxious for a few days, but I couldn't tell anyone about the suffering.

Yan Guiqiu was a little angry, but more distressed.

Jiang Xuehe was keenly aware of the emotional changes of the people next to him, and when he stopped in front of the red light at the next intersection, he stretched out his hand to cover the back of Yan Guiqiu's hand, and shook it firmly.

"Don't worry, it's really all right." Jiang Xuehe reassured, "I have three reports there, if you are worried, I will show you when I go back——I just..."

She wanted to explain why she had concealed it at the time.

Naturally, the first reaction was that he was worried that the other party would be worried, and then he went for a reexamination as soon as possible. From the doctor's reaction, he vaguely realized that it might be a misdiagnosis, and he became a little more determined to continue to conceal it.

However, thinking about it in another way, if she knew that her lover was facing this kind of thing alone, she would not care more about concealing the matter itself.

Jiang Xuehe paused for a moment, and finally said: "There will be no next time, I promise."

Yan Guiqiu turned to hold her hand, and said seriously: "In the future, if you encounter such a thing, you must tell me."

Jiang Xuehe said, "Okay."

She frowned and smiled a little, knowing that Yan Guiqiu was not really angry, so she went on to talk about what happened in the hospital.

"When I came out of the hospital, I realized that I was actually quite afraid of death." Jiang Xuehe turned his head to look at Yan Guiqiu, and said slowly, "When I was young, I felt that people were mortal, and now I talk about these topics Instead, I feel a little scared.”

But in fact, after careful study, there is no more obsession than when I was young.

The relationship between his parents is shallow. Jiang Xueyang was kicked out of the company a few years ago because of a mistake. In the past two years, he said that he wanted to start a new business from scratch, but he didn't see much improvement.

Although Mr. Jiang was still in charge at the time of the accident, and Jiang Xueyang was encouraged by his friends to commit suicide, Father Jiang and Mrs. Jiang still inevitably blamed Jiang Xuehe as the beneficiary.

Jiang Xuehe didn't care about their opinions for a long time. During the holidays, the old man's side was the one who walked around the most. When he had time to go back to the headquarters, he would always have a meal with the old man, but he seldom contacted his parents. I can't even see each other during Chinese New Year.

Compared with Jiang's family, Yan's family is more like Jiang Xuehe's family, which made her feel the long-lost "family affection" clearly.

There are also bumps and bumps in the career, but generally speaking, it is smooth.

Jiang Xuehe is gifted and talented, and it is much easier than others to make achievements.

Some things are rare and precious, but they are not things that can really hold Jiang Xuehe back.

It was probably when Jiang Xuehe had just entered the thirtieth mark that Jiang Xuehe really began to experience and feel awe of death.

Yan Guiqiu was four years younger than her, and was only in her twenties at the time, so it was still a little early to say that she was in her third year.

Although such an age difference is not that big in the future, and Yan Guiqiu's maturity will not bring much generation gap to their relationship, but when it comes to age, there are always more associations. I started to tease myself "I'm old", and as I grow older, more and more sadness and helplessness will be mixed in.

Among the peers, some got married and had children, and some left quietly.

There were two sudden deaths due to overtime alone.

At that time, what Jiang Xuehe thought was, what would Yan Guiqiu do if she was gone one day due to an accident?

And now, looking at the lover sitting beside him who is sulking because of his concealment, what Jiang Xuehe thinks in his heart is——

I can't bear her.

Time flies so fast, it seems that it was yesterday when Yan Guiqiu suddenly rushed up to confess to her, and they have been married for many years in the blink of an eye.

In my thirties, I haven't reached the age to talk about "old", but when I think back to the past, I always feel that there is not enough time.

How many decades can life be?

The future is unpredictable, but Jiang Xuehe always hopes that there will be as many "a few" as possible.

I want to grow old with her, see her gray hair, reach out and touch the wrinkles on her face, sit in the sun with each other in the yard, and recall the past when we were young...

If there is such a person around all the time, it seems that "aging" is not a regrettable thing.

That should be called "consummation".

Yan Guiqiu's temper also went away quickly, and he nodded slowly when he heard Jiang Xuehe talking about his worries and thoughts in the hospital.

Jiang Xuehe held her hand tightly in the end, and those words entered her heart.

"So you have to be good too," Jiang Xuehe said, "I want to stay with you longer."

05.

From afternoon to evening is the time for dating.

Yan Guiqiu took a nap in the car for a while, and when he woke up, he was refreshed. Both of them had just escaped from the tedious affairs, and they hadn't had time to specially plan the dating process, so they only followed the most routine The process comes.

I went to see a movie in the afternoon, and when the time was right, there was only one niche literary movie left. The two of them didn't choose anything, bought movie tickets, went in with two cups of milk tea, and hardly saw a few people.

The main theme of the movie is a bit depressing, and the ending is also a tragic ending. The protagonist who was young and frivolous and wanted to make a career was betrayed by his friends one after another. After being overwhelmed by reality, he became terminally ill, and finally lay alone on the hospital bed, looking out the window The scattered dead branches serve as the curtain.

The reviews of the film are not high, the only positive reviews are praises for the heroine, she is pretty and her acting skills are not bad, but the logical rhythm of the plot and the ending are not flattering.

It's no wonder that in such a lively festival, almost no one cares about this movie.

Yan Guiqiu was a little regretful, and after leaving the movie theater, he was annoyed in a low voice, saying that he must read the reviews carefully before buying tickets next time.

Jiang Xuehe echoed with a smile, compared to Yan Guiqiu, who was obviously full of complaints after watching it seriously, she lost her mind after watching it less than a third of the time.

Yan Guiqiu's serious profile looks much better than the movie.

Except for the depressing but pretty ending scene at the end, she didn't know anything about the middle part of the plot, and she hardly left any impression, and naturally she didn't have much feeling.

If you have to ask her how she feels, she probably can only hold Yan Guiqiu's hand and sigh: "It's a very lucky thing to have someone by my side all the time."

Yan Guiqiu was stunned for a moment when he heard the words, subconsciously turned his head away, smiled again after a while, and said, "Yes."

Passing by the trash can, Yan Guiqiu casually threw the empty milk tea cup into it.

The temperature has gradually picked up in the past few days, and with several consecutive sunny days, the evening wind in the evening is no longer as cold as a blade. The air conditioner in the movie theater is too hot. Fairly comfortable.

It’s past the time when elementary school students leave school, and many young couples can be seen walking along the river with their children.

Jiang Xuehe went to a nearby shop to buy hot drinks, while Yan Guiqiu sat on a bench by the river bank and waited for her, while turning on the camera of her mobile phone to focus on the sunset on the river.

The light and shadows on the river surface, the orange-red color seems to come alive, reflecting the colorful sunset glow in the sky, no matter from which angle you look at it, it is a very beautiful landscape painting.

Many people also stopped and turned their heads, looking at the beautiful scenery on the horizon in amazement.

Yan Guiqiu had just taken a few photos when she felt a weight on her feet, as if something had bumped into her suddenly. She put down her phone and turned her head to look.

A young girl stood not far away, about five or six years old, biting her finger and looking at her... the little ball at her feet.

After the little pink ball hit Yan Guiqiu's foot, it was bounced into the nearby bushes, and got stuck between the branch and the wall of the flower bed.

The little girl looked at the ball, then at Yan Guiqiu, hesitated to go forward.

Yan Guiqiu put away the phone, leaned over to remove the small ball stuck not far away, and waved to the little girl.

Seeing that she was not angry, the little girl walked up to her slowly, said "I'm sorry" in a low voice, took the little ball and said "Thank you" happily.

Yan Guiqiu looked up and looked around, but didn't see an adult looking at her, so he asked her involuntarily, "Where are your parents?"

The little girl tilted her head and bit her fingers, looked back, a little dazed: "...I don't know. They were still behind just now..."

As she said that, she felt a little wronged for no reason, and her eyes were a little moist.

Yan Guiqiu reached out and touched her head, and comforted her in a low voice: "Did you run too fast, and your parents didn't catch up with you. My sister will take you back to find them, okay?"

The little girl hesitated for a few seconds, then nodded slowly.

Yan Guiqiu stood up and held the little girl's hand, and glanced in the direction she was running towards. Before she could take two steps forward, she saw a young couple looking around anxiously.

As they walked towards here, they asked passers-by what to do.

Yan Guiqiu leaned over to pick up the little girl, motioned her to look over there, and asked her in a low voice, "Do you know them?"

The little girl glanced blankly at the direction she was pointing at, and then her eyes lit up, and she opened her mouth and called, "Mom! Daddy!"

The young couple seemed to have heard their daughter's cry, they paused, and their eyes subconsciously turned around.

Yan Guiqiu hugged the little girl up again, and waved at the couple.

The young couple trotted over, shouting, "Huanhuan!"

Yan Guiqiu paused.

The father took the daughter from Yan Guiqiu's arms, and the mother stretched out her hand to touch her daughter's face, she was relieved to see that she was fine, and turned her head to thank Yan Guiqiu.

Yan Guiqiu came back to his senses, smiled and said it was all right, and subconsciously asked again: "The kid's name is Huanhuan?"

"Yes, it's Qin Huan, happy joy." Mom was obviously not on guard against the kind passer-by, and she kept saying thank you, "Just now when I went to the bathroom, she clamored to buy ice cream. The head child is gone..."

While talking, the mother couldn't help stretching out her hand to pinch the flesh on her husband's waist and twist it half a circle.

The father turned his head guiltily, twisted his face to endure the pain, and patted his daughter on the back with some fear, so he didn't dare to refute at the moment.

Yan Guiqiu also felt that the parents were really big-hearted, but it was not because of negligence that they lost the child, so he couldn't help reminding: "It's best to remind the children not to go with strangers casually, there are too many bad guys now. "

If the child meets those who are not right-minded, he might be able to deceive her away by putting on a kind smile.

Xiao Qin Huan understood what she said, and quickly said: "A beautiful sister is not a bad person!"

Yan Guiqiu laughed, stretched out his hand and lightly pinched the child's cheek, and said, "There are villains among the older sisters who are prettier than me. If you are kidnapped and never see your parents again, how sad it would be."

Xiao Qin Huan frowned and thought.

The child's parents also reacted, and explained with a little embarrassment that they had reminded them before, but maybe the child didn't take it to heart.

But when they turned their heads, they coughed a few times, and said thank you to Yan Guiqiu several times, and said that they must educate more in the future.

Jiang Xuehe stood for a while at the door of the shop not far away with two cups of hot milk in his hand. Seeing Yan Guiqiu waving goodbye to the family of three, he walked over slowly.

"Like children?" Jiang Xuehe's voice came from the side.

As soon as Yan Guiqiu turned her head, a cup of hot milk was stuffed into her hand.

"I just feel that it's destined." Yan Guiqiu smiled.

When she turned her head to look again, the child lying on her father's back did not forget to wave to her.

Yan Guiqiu also waved his hands twice.

Jiang Xuehe drank the milk and looked at it for a while, and he also thought that the child who was not fussy was cute.

She also didn't miss the moment of envy and loneliness on Yan Guiqiu's face.

Thoughts that had flashed across his mind once again came to mind.

"If you like it..." Jiang Xuehe said slowly, "We can also adopt one in the future."

It took Yan Guiqiu a while to realize what she meant, but she still shook her head: "Let's talk about it in two years."

These two years are the busiest time, and they don't have too much energy.

In the future, maybe there will be different ideas.

Jiang Xuehe just said it casually, and he hasn't made any serious plans yet, and he doesn't even have a strong idea of ​​raising a child. Thinking about it, now is really not a good time.

But they chatted briefly about it on the way to the restaurant.

From the time, energy and money cost of raising children, to various problems in spiritual education, after a serious chat, I found that there are indeed many problems.

Yan Guiqiu blinked, and finally came to a conclusion: "Let's live together for a few more years."

Jiang Xuehe nodded in agreement.

So much for the topic of children. It is not uncommon for same-sex couples to adopt children, and it is even more like a customary norm. However, this is the first time Jiang Xuehe and Yan Guiqiu have discussed this matter seriously.

However, this kind of thing cannot be decided on a whim, and it also represents a responsibility in the sense of family.

--family.

Thinking of this, Jiang Xuehe was slightly taken aback, then couldn't help but smile again.

Ten years later, before she met Yan Guiqiu, she never thought that she would have a day when she would seriously think about these two words, and it was not out of regret and pain, but with endless joy and love. expect.

Yan Guiqiu in front of him stopped and looked back at Jiang Xuehe: "What's wrong?"

Jiang Xuehe regained his senses, quickened his pace to follow, and stood side by side with Yan Guiqiu, shaking his head slightly.

"It's nothing." She took Yan Guiqiu's hand, interlocking her fingers, shaking it slightly, walking briskly like the young lovers walking around.

"I just suddenly felt that it was great to meet you."