The scum attack has the ability to chase after it.

Li Huan put down his chopsticks and hit his face.

"It's too hard to die, Xiaoli. My parents said that if I die on the front foot, they will drink pesticides and follow me on the back foot."

He let go of his hand, and looked sideways at an iron cabinet under the stairs: "See, that locked cabinet contains paraquat and all bank card passwords. It is prepared that if I leave, they will follow Go, leave it to my sister."

Shen Li was shocked.

"I can't die, but I want to be free. Living is too difficult for me."

When he said that, his eye circles were completely red.

Shen Liben guessed that Li Huan might not have gotten out of the mire of depression, but he never thought that he was still in such a deep depression.

He is a normal person, so he can't empathize with Li Huan's world-weariness and pain.

However, this disease is not curable, it can be overcome, but Li Huan's current environment is really bad.

Shen Li reached out and held his hand: "Huanzi, come stay with me at my house for a while, and see if the situation can be alleviated. Also, do you still have contact with Dr. Tian?"

Li Huan shook his head: "No more."

"So, before going back to my house, let's go to Dr. Tian first, what do you think?"

"it is good!"

"Brother, it will pass. If it is an illness, we will treat it. We will learn medicine by ourselves. Don't be afraid of this illness."

"Xiao Li, tell me, can I still be alright?" Li Huan asked with blank eyes.

However, Shen Li saw the struggle from this daze, like the last ray of desire for survival of a dying person.

Shen Li knew that it was the locked paraquat in the cabinet that put a heavy mental shackle on Li Huan, and he dared not hope for his own well-being.

"Don't worry, it will be fine."

When I woke up in the morning, Li's father and Li's mother were all over the place.

For the birthday banquet, the dinner is arranged in the evening.

But at noon, everyone was called to eat.

However, it was almost 11 o'clock and no one came.

Father Li called one by one, and saw his face getting worse and worse.

Turning around, she still smiled and said to Li Huan: "Your uncle and your second uncle's family went on a trip without saying in advance that your uncle and aunt will come over at night, but they said they would deal with it at home at noon, but they won't come. Your uncle's family is on their way now, and you, Uncle Zhang and Aunt Qian, are sick and can't come."

Li Huan listened quietly, and responded quietly: "Oh, I see."

Father Li turned his head, the fist beside him was tightly clenched.

On Li Ping's side, she was in charge of contacting Li Huan's classmates, colleagues and friends, but after contacting them one by one, her expression was not very good.

It seems that either "tourism" went, or "sickness".

Shi Hongsheng sent Shen Li a message after 11 o'clock, saying that he couldn't make it through.

Shen Li got up, went to the stairwell outside, and called him.

"Stone, why don't you come here?"

"It's not a temporary business trip, I can't make it through."

"Don't, please take a leave of absence, come here no matter what."

Immediately wake up over there: "What's the matter? Huanzi is unhappy?"

"Some things are inconvenient for me to say. I will send you a message. You will understand after reading it, and then decide whether to come or not."

"Row!"

Shen Li hung up the phone, stood in the stairwell and edited a message to send.and.Hee.彖.right.read.Chia.

He told Shi Hongsheng that Li Huan was accused of "AIDS", that everyone shunned him, that few people came to the birthday party, and that his depression seemed to be worsening but not improving.

Shi Hongsheng was the only one among his college classmates, besides Shen Li, who knew that Li Huan was seriously depressed and committed suicide.

After reading over there, I immediately replied: "Why is this happening, I will definitely go there, don't worry, I can't make my brother feel uncomfortable."

Shen Li was very moved.

Just about to go back, through the staircase door, I heard the sound of arguing in a low voice outside.

"If you want to come, come by yourself. Why are you dragging me? A child celebrates his birthday with such a big face. Did you see him come back on your [-]th birthday? You are still your own uncle. They say that uncle is the biggest, I think His nephew is probably the biggest."

"Don't say a few words, you, from home, are you annoying?"

"If you find me annoying, don't get involved with me. You don't know that outsiders are saying that Huanzi has...that dirty disease, and you are not afraid of infecting it."

"To shut up!"

"You, why are you yelling? Believe it or not, if you go in after a while, no one will come except you, a fool. It's not like you don't know how scary the disease is."

"I told you to shut up, you old woman, believe it or not, I'll slap you."

"Smack, smoke, if you have the guts, smoke."

The two quarreled.

In the midst of the quarrel, Li Huan's voice suddenly sounded: "Auntie, AIDS is not transmitted through saliva. Let's have a meal together and everything will be fine."

"Brother, what nonsense are you talking about?" It was Li Ping's anxious choked up voice, "You don't have that disease, you're clean, don't come if you don't want to, no one is begging you."

"Huanzi, Xiaoping, your aunt..."

"I don't come here very often. Your uncle dragged me, big or small. No one cares about your face. Let's go."

Outside, the noise was extremely unpleasant.

Shen Li saw Li Huan's expression through the glass window of the safety door of the step ladder, standing there quietly, with a faint smile on his mouth, as if he was a theatergoer, not the party involved.

But Shen Li knew that the eyes of outsiders were like sharp knives, each cut was deeply inserted into Li Huan's heart.

He must be in great pain.

The person who arranged for Li Huan to have AIDS does not know what kind of heart he has.

If he could be caught, Shen Li really wanted to trample that man under his feet and beat him up severely.

Li Huan's aunt left, and his uncle was distressed and sorry for his nephew, and it was obvious that he really loved Li Huan.

For a lunch, everyone had no taste.

Dinner was the main meal, and three tables had been prepared.

Now it seems that including the members of the Li family, there is not enough room for one table.

The colorful lanterns and colored silks hung there, looking beaming.

But in the room after lunch, it was extremely quiet.

No one spoke, this quietness was like a thick black cloud, firmly pressing down on everyone's heart.

After Li Huan got up and went back to his room for an afternoon nap, Li Ping finally couldn't help it and started crying.

Mother Li's eyes were also red.

Father Li reprimanded: "Why are you crying, don't cry, do you have nothing to do this afternoon? There are so many vegetables waiting to be picked."

"What to pick? No one came." Li's mother wiped her tears, angry and wronged, "Those brothers and sisters in your family can really pick the time to go out for a trip, huh, every new year, we Huanzi don't give their children lucky money, or There are fewer New Year gifts."

Because my natal brother came, and Li's father and his brothers and sisters all found excuses not to come, Li's mother had the confidence to feel resentful towards Li's father.

Li's father "Huo" stood up: "Wait, even if I beg, I will beg them."

At 4 o'clock in the afternoon, the Li family became lively.

Relatives from Father Li's side came one after another.

After meeting, they were not at odds, and chatted enthusiastically.

And Shi Hongsheng arrived at a quarter past five.

What moved Shen Li and surprised him was that he brought his whole family here together, calling it Cengfan, but in fact Shen Li knew that he just wanted Li Huan to feel the perseverance and tenderness from his friends. .

There were three tables for dinner, but in the end there were no empty seats, and the children had to sit around the TV table at a small table.

Where there are children, it is always lively.

Everyone was giggling and running around.

In a trance, there is a New Year's atmosphere.

Li's mother is busy with her pregnancy, Li Ping is helping in the kitchen, and Li's father is responsible for accompanying the wine and dinner.

Li Huan, on the other hand, looked very happy and drank a lot.

"Huanzi, come, uncle, I'll have a drink with you." A middle-aged man stood up with a friendly expression on his face.

Li Huan quickly picked up his wine glass: "Uncle, I should respect you."

"Today is your birthday, you are the oldest, Huanzi, what should I say, uncle, I'm sorry, uncle..."

"Dad, don't say a few words." The uncle of the Li family may have drunk too much, and seemed to be about to talk about some sensitive topics, but was stopped by his son next to him.

He understood and said with a smile: "Anyway, Huanzi, you will always be uncle's good nephew."

After drinking a glass of wine, Li Huan's eyes were a little red, and he also raised his head and drank it all.

That night, Li Huan drank quite a lot. After the banquet was over, it was almost Li's father and Shi Hongsheng who resisted him upstairs.

It was very late, and once Shi Hongsheng's family left, Shen Li was left to help clean up the mess.

"His father, what have you told your brother and the others? Why do people who don't come here suddenly change their attitude so quickly?" Mama Li was curious.

"It's nothing, I won't lose face if I come to the door in person!" Father Li replied lightly.

Li's mother kept asking: "Don't fool me. I won't talk about the two younger ones in your family. Is it easy for your eldest to be hired? Tell me, what did you tell him?"

"They said nothing."

"His father, don't hide it from me. Why did you beg him?"

Father Li was really annoyed by the question, and said: "The bowls are all brought in for you, the old lady talks a lot, I'll go downstairs to throw out the trash."

Said and hid out.

Facing a pile of bowls that looked like hills, Li's mother lost her mind for a while, and said to herself, "I won't kneel down."

Kneel down!

No way!

Shen Li wouldn't know that Father Li was real, kneeling down to his elder brother's family.

He swore a poisonous oath, saying that if Li Huan was sick, he would be hit by a car and killed if he went out, he would choke to death if he drank saliva, and he would be killed if a thunderbolt struck him on the head.

The more I talked, the more I felt wronged, the more I talked, the more sad and indignant I was, and at the end I cried out emotionally, crying out all the sadness, heartache, grievance, and anger that I had been holding back for the past few months.

After all, they are blood relatives. His uncle understood that he had gone too far as a real brother and uncle in his father's collapsed emotions, so he almost made a sensitive apology at the banquet later.

Of course, the truth was deeply buried in his heart by Father Li.

Maternal love is like water, gentle and delicate.

Father's love is like a mountain, silent but resolute.

At this moment, Mama Li was washing and playing in the kitchen, but her eyes were always looking upstairs.

Shen Li looked at her, his eyes fell on the locked box under the stairs.

What is locked is not pesticides, not bank card passwords, it is the love of parents for their children.

Looking upstairs, Shen Li only hoped for Li Huan, once he sobered up, let the past go with the wind!

The author has something to say

During the menstrual period, the mood is at a low ebb.

Come, come, let's try to cheer up tomorrow.

How Li Huan and Xu Ziqian will follow up, I have a headache to ask my friends.

Then what did she say, she said you let him die, and then he was reborn on the white lotus that slag Gong likes, and then ruthlessly dumped slag Gong.

I'll go, it's such a simple and crude operation.

I just replied: The concubine can't do it! ! !

Think about it, let Huanzi become Chenglin, I think, I will be the first to strangle him to death.

Who spread rumors about Huanzi's illness? All the judges know it well when they think about it.

Cheng Lin is too cheap.

Slap him a hundred times angrily, and slap him with a shoehorn, or my hands will hurt.