The scum attack has the ability to chase after it.

Li Huan has been living in the dormitory near Dr. Tian's clinic for a while.

In the past few days, he spends most of his time reading in the library of the clinic.

This is a psychological clinic, and most of them are books related to psychology.

The more I read, the more I benefit.

Recently, he has clearly felt that his condition is improving.

Although the insomnia had not improved much, the habit of taking comfort in overeating had eased somewhat.

If it weren't for being sick, who would want to eat himself until he vomited every day.

Dr. Tian made a healthier diet plan for him.

Among them, exercise and diet are more detailed.

In terms of social interaction, Dr. Tian made a very special arrangement for Li Huan to teach the children how to dance.

The dance club was opened by a friend of Dr. Tian, ​​and the children in it were very special, all deaf-mute children.

Li Huan's dancing skills are good, and he even danced for a while in order to lose weight.

But to teach such a group of children to dance, dancing skills alone are not enough. He also needs to learn sign language and how to let music enter the silent world of these children.

This requires that, in addition to having a strong academic talent, he must also have patience and love.

In the first class, he followed the class to observe.

That class opened up a world for him that he had never set foot in before. Looking at the children with disabilities in the silent world, their smiles were brighter than the sunshine in May outside. For a moment, he felt that he was alive. Not even as good as a child, and I felt a strong sense of shame in my heart.

After returning, he chatted with Dr. Tian for half an hour.

Afterwards, he decisively decided that he was willing to do this "job".

Li Huan is a top student, and sign language is not difficult for him to learn.

And in the first few classes, there are basically sign language teachers on the side to assist.

The children were unfamiliar with him at the beginning, and fell in love with him immediately after three classes.

The assistant teacher next to him told him that the children all said that he was handsome.

When Li Huan returned to the dormitory that day, he took a serious look in the mirror for the first time since he was seriously ill.

The self in the mirror has an oval face, big eyes, and white skin. When he smiles, his eyebrows are curved, which is very pleasing. In fact, he is really handsome.

When going to class the next day, Li Huan wore a set of cartoon jumpers with the image of a cartoon piggy that the recent children like very much. Almost as soon as they entered the classroom, the children jumped up happily.

They compared sign language to him one after another, Li Huan's sign language is not very good, the teacher kept translating, Li Huan knew that the clothes really please the children.

When he went out in the morning, he still felt that he was so stupid. He hadn't worn such "childish" clothes for many years.

But the children like it, which means he is wearing it right.

For a while, Li Huan has learned sign language well, and can communicate with children independently without the teacher.

Childlike innocence and childishness enriched his heart.

He likes children, because the world of children is beautiful and simple, and the world of these deaf-mute children is so incomplete that people love it, but it is also tenacious that people admire it.

It is not so much that Li Huan is teaching them to dance this time, it is better to say that they are healing Li Huan.

Last night, Li Huan went to bed at 10 o'clock, and for the first time, he did not suffer from insomnia.

Waking up at 6 o'clock in the morning, he stared blankly at the ceiling, then sat up suddenly, very happy.

He felt that his illness might be cured.

So as soon as Dr. Tian went to work at 8 o'clock, he knocked on the door of Dr. Tian's office.

After entering, the other party invited him to sit down. He was so excited that he didn't wait for the other party to ask, and directly reported the good news: "Doctor Tian, ​​I fell asleep at 10 o'clock last night, and I didn't wake up in the middle of the night."

Doctor Tian smiled gently: "I'm very happy for you in your current state. Recently, is there any time when you suddenly feel down?"

Li Huan thought about it, and there were still some.

So nodded.

"What about suicidal thoughts?"

Li Huan shook his head: "No more."

"What do you want to do more recently?"

"Choreography, I've been doing choreography recently, I can't sleep at night, so I'm making new dances."

"Not bad." Dr. Tian took a form and began to ask Li Huan.

Li Huan has done this form countless times.

Depression Rating Form.

I did it a few times before, and the final extra points of the options all showed moderate to severe depression.

This time, Dr. Tian finished it with him. Judging from the scores alone, his mental state is indeed developing in a good direction.

"The medicine still cannot be stopped, but the dose can be gradually reduced."

Li Huan has always been against taking medicine, and was very happy to hear that the dose could be reduced: "I will try to stop the medicine as soon as possible."

This is what he hopes for himself.

It was also from Dr. Tian: "Take your time, don't rush."

"Ah."

Li Huan came out of Doctor Tian's office and went to the dance club.

As soon as I entered, I heard noise.

Thinking that something happened, when he listened closer, he heard several parents arguing with the person in charge of the dance club. When he heard the words homosexuality, AIDS, depression, and suicide, Li Huan suffocated in his steps, and his back suddenly turned cold.

The sharp-eyed parents have already seen that Li Huan is not a mean person, and they also know that Li Huan is very good to the children, so they stopped arguing when they saw him. The parent of a child came out and persuaded: "Li Huan Teacher, you have heard it all. We all know your situation. Our children are not healthy children. We try our best to protect them from harm. We understand that you are very kind to children, but we are sorry for some illnesses. It is unacceptable, we are not discriminating against you, but you may lose control of your emotions without your knowledge, and then hurt your child, so..."

He probably felt that he couldn't bear it anymore, so he didn't go on.

Li Huan brushed his hair and smiled freely: "Everyone, I'm sorry to scare your worries. It's okay. I'm sorry for everyone. I concealed my illness at the beginning. Then, everyone is busy, so I'll go first."

"Mr. Li." A parent called to stop Li Huan, "Mr. Li, I'm sorry, don't think too much, your illness is nothing, just treat it slowly."

Li Huan didn't know whether he was talking about depression or AIDS.

Whatever, anyway, just sick.

"Thank you." Li Huan turned around and smiled, and walked out.

When he reached the door, a group of children in dance costumes rushed out of the room, babbling towards him.

One by one hugged Li Huan's arms and legs, and someone blocked the door, anxiously gesticulating.

Li Huan understood that among the children, some of them could read lips. They heard the conversation of the adults just now, and then they knew that Li Huan was leaving and would never come again, so they organized a group and rushed out to keep Li Huan.

Li Huan, who was still smiling just now, suddenly broke down emotionally. He touched the head of one of the children and burst into tears.

The children were quickly dragged away by their parents.

Li Huan tried his best to hold back the tears, wiped away the remaining tears on his face with his sleeves, turned his head, smiled and waved to everyone: "Goodbye."

Then I used sign language to compare with the noisy children: Teacher Li loves you.

Walking out of the gate of the dance club, turn left, and after walking five or six steps, Li Huan couldn't move anymore. He squatted on the ground and buried his head deeply in his knees.

It was as if he had entered a cave.

It's pitch black and you can't see your fingers.

Finally, feel the sunshine.

However, looking up, the entrance to the cave was on a moss-covered cliff.

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if the nail is cut off or the leg is broken.

He will not give up, he will climb up again and again.

However, just as he was just a short distance away from the entrance of the cave, a huge rock completely blocked the entrance of the cave.

He was doomed to stay in the dark for the rest of his life.

And this path was chosen by himself from the very beginning, and he couldn't blame anyone.

Shen Li rushed to the clinic after receiving a call from Dr. Tian.

Li Huan is gone.

I heard what Dr. Tian said about the cause and effect of the incident.

Doctor Tian apologized for not being optimistic about Li Huan.

But Shen Li knew that it was really no fault of Dr. Tian.

Who is responsible for this, Shen Li is very clear.

But now there is no time to settle accounts with that bitch, he has to find Li Huan quickly.

Already called Leng Mobai.

An hour has passed, and there is no news from there.

While Shen Li was in Li Huan's dormitory, he didn't find any clues about where Li Huan would go.

So, you can only look around.

Li Huan's home in the suburbs, no.

In the Jianuo Group, the front desk said they hadn't seen Li Huan back.

Called Xu Ziqian but Leng Mobai said that he searched at Jinxiu Villa, and there was no trace of Li Huan going in and out, and Shen Li didn't think Li Huan would go to Xu Ziqian.

Shen Li was going crazy.

He kept calling Li Huan but his phone was always turned off.

He didn't dare to let the Li family know that Li Huan was missing, but he had to say it.

Because maybe Li Huan left some messages for the Li family.

As Shen Li expected, knowing that Li Huan was gone, everyone either went crazy or burst into tears.

Li Ping said that she would fly over immediately.

The pressure on Shen Li's side is huge, and if something happens to Li Huan, he will be ashamed of the Li family for the rest of his life.

Now he can only hope that the bottle of paraquat locked by Li's father and Li's mother will become the strongest wall on Li Huan's way to Huangquan.

I searched everywhere in the morning, even the cemetery where Li Huan committed suicide by burning charcoal, but he never found anyone.

Shen Li's legs and feet were so painful that they couldn't stick to the ground after running around all day, but as long as Li Huan was fine, he was willing to lose his leg even if it was useless.

Really, don't know where else to look.

Just when Shen Li was about to cry, Xu Ziqian called.

"Shen Li, are you looking for me?"

At this point, Shen Li felt that maybe Xu Ziqian's side was also a hope.

After all, he lived with Li Huan for three years, maybe he would know better where Li Huan usually goes.

"Well, Mr. Xu, Li Huan is gone, do you know where he usually goes?"

Xu Ziqian's voice over there was suddenly tense: "It's gone, what does it mean that it's gone?"

Shen Li was full of anger, but now was not the time to vent his anger, and said, "I can't find it anywhere."

"Where have you been looking?"

The voice over there seemed to wish to come directly to Shen Li from the phone.

Shen Li recounted all the places he had found.

After Xu Ziqian listened, he immediately said: "I'll look for it, if you find him, call me immediately."

"You too."

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happy New Year!

Putting these two sentences together is a bit weird.

Okay, then don't mention it as a slut.

Say it again alone.

It was once.

I won't say much.

happy New Year.

happy New Year.

happy New Year.

Once finished, good night.