The scum attack has the ability to chase after it.

Shen Li felt that he seemed to have found something fun.

Looking sideways at Leng Mobai with interest: "Don't tell me, you insisted on me sending the dog away because you were jealous."

"if not?"

Leng Mobai's answer was frank.

With the relationship between the two of them today, he does not want to hide his vinegar attribute at all.

"Then what about the flowers and plants I raised before? You say they attract bugs, so don't let them grow."

"Just for a while, I was angry when I said it. I was so busy at the time, I went to your place when I was free, but you just threw all your heart and soul into your broken flowers. Would I be happy?"

Shen Li didn't remember what he looked like at all.

"Why don't I just tell you if I don't move? Every time you come, when are we not... very busy, how can I have the time to tell you about my flowers?"

"You don't remember? OK, let me remind you, did it rain while you were doing it?"

Shen Li had no memory at all.

"Did you say that the balcony window is open, you can't water your broken flowers, you have to close the window quickly? And that time, what were you doing when I came over?"

"I, how do I remember which time."

"You actually forgot that time when your hands were covered in mud and there was mud under your fingernails."

With such a reminder, Shen Li really remembered: "That time, when I changed the pots for my flowers, you didn't say you were coming, I knew you were coming, and I wouldn't choose that day to change the pots." of."

"It seems that you remember, don't you know that I have a cleansing habit?"

"Didn't you wash your hands afterward? Use a toothpick to carefully pick out the nails."

"What about after the fact?"

"Afterwards? What happened afterward?"

Ahead, red light.

Leng Mobai parked the car and waited for the light, looking sideways at Shen Li's expression, he gritted his teeth.

"Get out of bed, are you going to dump your pots of broken flowers again?"

Sorry, Shen Lizhen, I don't remember.

So why, he can remember so clearly, it's obviously a trivial matter.

"It seems that you don't remember again. Tell me, what do you remember in those four years?"

Seeing that Leng Mobai was dissatisfied, Shen Li still wanted to complain.

"I remember that you didn't come once for ten days and a half a month later, and I still remember that you didn't come for half a year at the end."

As soon as he finished speaking, the air in the car suddenly became quiet.

The red light turned green, and Leng Mobai started the car.

The silence in the car made Shen Li embarrassed, he was just talking casually, he didn't mind anymore.

He was afraid that Leng Mobai would think that he was pursuing, complaining, and blaming.

"ink……"

"Xiao Li, at that time, I couldn't leave you anymore."

Shen Li was startled.

The cold white hand took his hand.

"When Lin Xinyin came back, I thought I still loved her, but every time I was with her, all I thought about was you. At that time, I was really afraid. I was afraid. I didn't just treat you physically. I asked for it, but I was moved. I am the only son of the Leng family, and I have responsibilities that I need to bear. At that time, I foolishly took this responsibility as the first priority in my life. I didn't go to you, because I thought I was I'm just too used to you, as long as I slowly distance myself, I will completely forget it."

It was the first time for Shen Li to listen to Leng Mobai seriously explaining the reasons for neglecting him back then.

All of a sudden, those years of grievances and sorrows turned into sweetness.

If time can be turned back, he will definitely tell Shen Li at that time, don't wait for Leng Mobai foolishly there, come on, go find him, don't leave no matter how you drive him away, cling to him, cling to him, He said ten thousand times in his ear that I love you, I need you, and I want to spend my whole life with you.Shake his will, disintegrate his sense of responsibility, let him completely sink for you.

However, after all, they still missed so many years.

Fortunately, in the end, they still held each other's hands tightly.

Shen Li leaned on Leng Mobai's arm, and rubbed it affectionately, with a rare coquettish tone: "Forget it, my baby forgives you."

Leng Mobai chuckled, put his face on the top of his head, and rubbed it.

In front of the zebra crossing, a shared bicycle suddenly popped out.

Shen Li screamed: "Be careful."

Leng Mobai slammed on the brakes and narrowly avoided the car.

Shen Li sat in the car, still in shock, his face pale.

He didn't come back to life until Leng Mobai carefully held his face and called him several times.

"Just now, it was too dangerous."

Leng Mobai looked worried: "Xiao Li, are you alright?"

Shen Li shook his head, fell on the back of the chair, his chest was still heaving and rising with high frequency.

"It's okay, that is, I thought of it...it's okay, it's okay."

If we say, Shen Li has been able to face it calmly in the past.

Then those two car accidents will still be taboo words between him and Leng Mobai in this life.

He didn't intend to make Leng Mobai blame himself.

But Leng Mobai still couldn't control himself and blamed himself.

Stretching out his hand, he pulled Shen Li into his arms, and he kissed his forehead lightly: "I'm sorry, Xiao Li, I owe you too much."

Shen Li fought back, hugged Leng Mobai, and stroked his back: "It's all over, I'm really fine."

"I owe you all my life."

Shen Li: "Stop talking stupid things, Mo Bai, I don't blame you, I don't blame you for the first time, and I don't blame you for the second time."

In the first car accident, Leng Mobai's brakes failed, which was not what he thought.

As for the second time, even if it was a car accident intentionally made out of jealousy, it was Lin Xinyin's fault.

Shen Li didn't blame Leng Mobai, not at all.

The car behind started honking its horn.

As if changing the subject, Shen Li patted Leng Mobai on the shoulder: "Mobai, hurry up and drive, I'm hungry."

Leng Mobai started the car, even with Shen Li's relief, he seemed preoccupied throughout the second half of the journey.

I went to a Sichuan-flavored hot pot restaurant and asked for a private room.

Shen Li said a lot of witty words, trying to make Leng Mobai happy.

His spirits, however, remained low.

Shen Li was not without worries, but he was afraid that Leng Mobai would be caught in self-blame and unable to extricate himself.

Therefore, special measures had to be used.

After the dishes were served, Shen Li locked the door, drew the curtains, and then straddled Leng Mobai.

Leng Mobai was slightly startled: "Xiao Li."

Shen Li lowered his eyes shyly: "It's a bit hot."

Leng Mobai instantly understood that this little fool wanted to use himself to comfort him.

If he really is, there is nothing like a lower body animal that can't be solved by sex.

Although, he looks really attractive.

"Come down and eat obediently."

"Isn't it better for me?" Shen Li continued to seduce.

"Are you sure you want to be here? See what that is?"

As soon as Shen Li raised his head, he immediately wanted to die.

Why is there a camera installed in the private room of a hot pot restaurant, why.

A face instantly flushed with embarrassment.

"Still going down?" Leng Mobai smiled.

Shen Li immediately climbed off him, complaining: "Is there anything to steal in this room? There is also a camera installed."

"Are you disappointed?" Leng Mobai teased on purpose.

"You are the one who disappoints you." Shen Li was angry.

"Of course I'm very disappointed, the hot hot pot, the delicate beauty, the fresh and tender little..."

"Shut up." Shen Li forbade him to speak.

Sure enough, if you can't give him color, you will have to open a dyeing room.

He deserved it, and he felt ashamed and depressed there.

Whoever plans to comfort him with his body next time is a dog.

"Eat, eat and drink enough, go home—do it."

Shen Li: "Be your head."

Leng Mobai: "You want me to help you with my mouth, yes, I am very happy."

Shen Li: "..."

So, what the hell is he dating.

After dinner, everything returned to normal.

Leng Mobai didn't really take Shen Li home right away—do it.

Instead, Shen Li was sent to the hospital.

This filial son in front of the hospital bed cannot be done by Shen Li alone.

The whole afternoon, Leng Mobai stayed with Shen Li at Father Shen's place.

Shen Li was very moved.

In the evening, Leng Mo's leucorrhea, Shen Li, asked Shen's father's doctor in charge. The doctor suggested that he should undergo another chemotherapy to see the effect. If the control is good, the life expectancy can be extended by a month. It is recommended to give up treatment, because for this disease, at the end of the treatment, one more day of life is one more day of pain for the patient.

Shen Li came out of the doctor's office with a heavy heart.

"Mobai, if I go back to my father earlier, will his illness be treated sooner? Is my unfilial conduct delaying his illness?"

As long as Shen Li thinks that his father's lung cancer was detected early, but he has been procrastinating because he has no money, he feels a dull pain in his heart and cannot help but blame himself.

Leng Mobai held his hand: "I don't allow you to think like that, and I don't think your father will let you think like that either, Xiaoli, you've done a good job."

Shen Li's eyes were red, and his voice was choked up: "Actually, when I was a child, I was really happy. My parents loved me very much. Mo Bai, I shouldn't be angry with them. I shouldn't have left them cold for so many years. I actually know that. As long as I give them a chance, the relationship between me and them can go back to the past. I really regret it, I really regret it, why do I always do this kind of thing that hurts me and doesn’t make it easier for others.”

Looking at his red eye circles, Leng Mobai was heartbroken and took him into his arms.

"Xiao Li, your father's illness was not caused by you, and the delay in treatment is not your fault. Don't take everything on yourself."

Shen Li sniffed, and finally the tears fell uncontrollably.

How can you not take it on yourself.

His parents have given him at least ten years of kindness in his birth.

But because he was angry with them, he turned himself into an orphan.

In fact, he didn't know that donating bone marrow to his younger brother back then was an opportunity to reverse his relationship with his mother, but he took it as a use and deception, and hated his mother thoroughly.

He also didn't know that every new year, as long as he was willing to go back and spend time with his father, his father would definitely be overjoyed, but he had never given his father such a chance to be happy.

A few days ago, his father wrote him a long letter.

The letter said that the "abandonment" and mutual evasion of him in the divorce back then were to treat him as a tool to get angry with the other party.

It has to be said that he is really their child.

For more than ten years, he was completely angry with them.

How could he not yearn for fatherly love and motherly love.

But this anger, stupefied, missed more than ten years.

I want to do it all over again, but there is no second or third ten years.

Half a year, half a year at most, too little, really too little.

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