"Is this really good?" Lu Jin sat on the sofa in Ye Chuguang's bedroom, "Xue Yinghuo has never been to this room, has he?"
"He came in."
"Huh?" Lu Jin's eyes lit up: "Did something happen?"
"What can happen?" Ye Chuguang was a little distracted: "It's almost Chinese New Year, and you're free again."
Lu Jin: "...I remember you were the one who asked me here! Boss Ye!"
Ye Chuguang: "I've dreamed about the radio again these days."
Lu Jin: "After so many years, I still haven't let go."
"I can't let it go, that's my savior." Ye Chuguang frowned: "I feel like I'm such a scum."
"Huh? Brother, why did you say that?"
"I can't put down the radio, and I fell in love with Teacher Xue again. I feel like I'm cheating..."
Lu Jin: "..."
"These two, which one of you has been on the track?"
Ye Chuguang glanced at Lu Jin: "I won't think you are dumb if you don't speak."
Lu Jin couldn't help laughing for a long time: "Fuck, you are really terrible!"
"My suggestion is that you don't put too much thought on an illusory person. You have made a lot of efforts over the years and asked so many people, but you haven't found it so far. You can only say that you have no fate."
"Is Mr. Xue not good? He treats you so well, and there is no harm in trying with him."
"I know." Ye Chuguang lowered her eyes, her long eyelashes covered the emotion in her eyes, "I understand."
But it is precisely because I have worked hard for too many years that I am not reconciled.He knew that he would not have any chance with the radio. After all, people who do this kind of job, how can they be gay so coincidentally, even if they were, they would hide their sexual orientation and mix into the ordinary world. Although he does not It is shameful to find a same-sex wife, but in the circle of gays, this happens a lot.
Maybe that person got married and had children a long time ago, or even turned into a middle-aged man with a pot belly, or maybe he changed to other more family-oriented jobs to take care of his wife and children, otherwise, why couldn't the TV station find him so far?
He knew his thoughts were unhealthy and stuck in an impasse.Now that I can get so close to the voice circle top stream, what is there to be dissatisfied with.He feels stupid even to be attached to a man who was separated from the radio years ago.
However, it's easy for people to get into a dead end, isn't it?
If he can't settle this matter well, he will think that his liking for Xue Yinghuo is impure, and that would be unfair to Xue Yinghuo.
"I'm sleepy." Lu Jin glanced at the clock on the wall: "Baby, it's eleven o'clock, it's time to go to bed. My mother sent me a message the day before yesterday, saying that a girl born in the 90s stayed up late for ten years and had age spots on her face." .”
"But you're not a girl."
"I'm a boy!"
"Recently, I fell in love with the breakfast at Xinkai's. Eating all night is not ritualistic. I have adjusted my schedule for now." Lu Jin stood up and saw Ye Chuguang curled up on the sofa, "tsk", "Why didn't I realize you were so milky before?"
Ye Chuguang looked up at him, "What nonsense?"
Lu Jin: "..." It really is an illusion, he is so soft only when he is confused by Xue Ying.
"When you met Qi scumbag before, you didn't know how cold you were. Good guy, that's a human-shaped refrigerator. But fortunately, that person is not a good thing. Let alone refrigeration, it's not a loss to freeze to death."
"Yes." Ye Chuguang smiled, "Is he with Zhuang Yue?"
"I didn't pay attention, but I heard that I still keep in touch every day, how could the scumbag refuse."
Ye Chuguang was too lazy to ridicule, Lu Jin walked over and bent over to look at him, "Depression?"
Ye Chuguang: "My life is better than yours. You are not depressed. Why am I depressed?"
"Damn it..." Lu Jin: "You brought me here just to ask me which one to choose between the radio and Mr. Xue, don't you have the answer in your heart?"
Ye Chuguang drooped his eyelids and gave a perfunctory "hmm".
"Cheer up, I'll carry you to bed?"
Ye Chuguang opened his eyes and looked at him: "What are you talking about? Are you crazy or am I crazy?"
Lu Jin smiled and said: "Understood, I'll find Teacher Xue and let him come and hug me."
After he finished speaking, he turned around and made a gesture to leave, but Ye Chuguang grabbed his arm: "Brother, where should I go on New Year's Eve this year?"
Lu Jin meal.
"What about him?"
Ye Chuguang shook his head: "He's been too busy these days, so he didn't mention this matter at all."
"I don't want to mention it to him, for fear that he will be distracted from work." Ye Chuguang sighed: "Brother Lu, I feel that if I am always inattentive, I will put pressure on him."
Lu Jin sneered: "It's just you, if you put pressure on him, I don't mean to look down on you."
"It's not that he doesn't pay enough attention to you, but that pressure, for a strong person like Xue Yinghuo, is at best a flavoring agent for life."
"Don't worry about those things all the time, let alone him, even you, you are a man anyway, if you can't have a pretty face, just treat yourself like a girl!"
"It doesn't matter if you're a girl or an old man... young man, when did you start supporting yourself, and you worked hard to get into a good university. You were financially independent in your teens. Are you financially free now?"
"I donate money to welfare homes and various charities every year, and I can also buy the best cemetery for the old man who adopted you. Baby, don't you know how strong you are?"
"It's a good thing he's Xue Yinghuo. It would be a lot of pressure to change another man. As for your awkward little thoughts, it's normal. When you're in a relationship, it's still the first love in the true sense. You always worry about gains and losses. This kind of thing should be hypocritical. Otherwise, why are you hypocritical? You can earn money, you have abilities, and your face is so pretty..."
"Brother, stop boasting, stop boasting!" Ye Chuguang said, "It's a pity that you have said so much and no one heard it except me. You should remember these words well and talk about them someday when there are many people. .”
Lu Jin rolled his eyes, "I'm going to the guest room. If there is no accident, Mr. Xue should be sitting in the living room. He should be worried if I don't go out again."
After Lu Jin left, Ye Chuguang picked up the book "A Piece of Armor Does Not Leave a Name" and began to read it.
He likes this story very much, and has even cried a few times, especially after being substituted into Hualin, the indescribable sadness that lingers in his chest makes him almost unable to hold back.
He is naturally delicate and easy to empathize with, even if it is this kind of immortality novel that has nothing to do with the real world.In Ye Chuguang's view, no matter what kind of world, human nature is interlinked, feelings and emotions are the same, but the background is different.
There are too many obstacles between Hualin and Siqian, their love is destined not to be smooth sailing, and even a happy ending will make people feel uneasy.
They were wrapped in the torrent of the world, and they collided in one place with scars.Ye Chuguang intersects fantasy and reality, substituting himself and Mr. Xue, the more he feels that the reality is easier, the more he will feel melancholy, the fullness of sourness fills him up, and he doesn't know how to excuse it.
Definitely get this role.
Just take it...just take it as his best sincerity to pursue Xue Yinghuo.
"Mr. Lu."
"Hey! Hey, you are being polite!" Lu Jin was taken aback.
Xue Ying laughed confusedly: "I want to ask, how does Xiaoye spend the Spring Festival every year."
coming!
Lu Jin sat down across from Xue Yinghuo, and for the next 10 minutes, he tried his best to write horror novels, describing Ye Chuguang as a homeless, miserable little pity.
In fact, Ye Chuguang was indeed like this in his early years, but he exaggerated it.
Xue Yinghad a complex expression.
He could clearly feel that Lu Jin's language was exaggerated, because no one was beaming with joy, spitting, and calves shaking when recalling.
But he didn't interrupt, no matter how much verbal embellishment there is, there is a factual basis, and what he wants is the few truths.
"The first year I knew Ye Zi, I didn't know that he had such a hard life. After all, he looked very fair and beautiful. Who would have thought that he could not even have a full meal at that time."
Xue Yingzhuo opened a bottle of wine for him, and poured it into the glass when he woke up. He made simple fine-tuning, the wine was not strong, and the taste was mild and not irritating.
Lu Jin readily accepted it, picked it up and drank it unceremoniously. He was not keen on tasting, but he also knew that Xue Yingzhuo's products must be high-quality products, so he didn't have any left, so he took a gulp. "Hi~"
Xue Yinghuo wanted to pour it for him, but Lu Jin hurriedly said: "If I can't, I'll do it myself!"
"It's alright, keep talking."
"Hey, good!"
"I went to their house once, and the house was leaking everywhere, and the temperature inside and outside was almost the same. After staying for a while, I almost froze to death. Alas, looking back on it now, it seems like a lifetime away. I especially don't understand, like leaves. How did such a beautiful child survive those days."
"I sent him a plate of dumplings at the time, and he gave it all to the old man. Do you know the old man?"
Xue Ying nodded confusedly.
"He just kept two for himself, and told me that he was just curious about the taste of dumplings." Speaking of this, Lu Jin's eyes suddenly turned red, and tears came down, "I swore at that time that even in this life, even Raise him and let him live a good life."
Xue Yinghuo didn't speak, picked up the wine glass, and touched Lu Jin's wine glass.
"I'm not gay, and I don't think people should be treated specially if they are good-looking, but Ye Zi is different."
"Do you know? I saw with my own eyes that in the twelfth lunar month, he picked up a piece of cake in the trash can. The cake was as hard as something. His eyes were starved from hunger. Just as he was about to eat it, a stray dog came by... ..."
"You know that at that moment, he was no different from a stray dog. Human life is like this, and fate is like this." Lu Jin wiped his tears, "He crushed the cake bit by bit and fed it to the dog. The innocence I have never seen before."
"I didn't know that such a pure expression could appear on a human face. It's so vivid! He made me see more possibilities in the world. Brother Xue, no one advertises kindness anymore, but do you know how precious kindness is? That kind of The kindness of the situation, I was starving to death, no one saw him, he was starving to death, he went to feed the dog, such a good person and good deed, who the hell knows? Only God knows!"
Xue Ying patted him on the shoulder in confusion, and a few streaks of red blood climbed up in her black and white eyes.
"He is good, Ye Zi is good. I have never admired anyone in my life, but him, you know? I feel like an angel."
"Among the many ugly and dark human natures, he is shining."
"I am willing to guard such an angel for the rest of my life. I feel that I am guarding a treasure, a sacred object that I never want it to be tarnished or profaned!"
Lu Jin's face turned red, and he said loudly: "Mr. Xue, if you are together in the future, you can't bully him! Even if you have power and power, if you make him suffer, I, Lu Jin, will not let him go even if I am a ghost." Pass you!"
Xue Ying's hand patting his shoulder stopped suddenly: "..."
He is afraid of ghosts.
The author says:
Manuscript box: Lao Ku said that he cried while writing this chapter, and wanted to ask his wives if they could give him a hug full of love (you can report x harassment here), but the tears are real
"He came in."
"Huh?" Lu Jin's eyes lit up: "Did something happen?"
"What can happen?" Ye Chuguang was a little distracted: "It's almost Chinese New Year, and you're free again."
Lu Jin: "...I remember you were the one who asked me here! Boss Ye!"
Ye Chuguang: "I've dreamed about the radio again these days."
Lu Jin: "After so many years, I still haven't let go."
"I can't let it go, that's my savior." Ye Chuguang frowned: "I feel like I'm such a scum."
"Huh? Brother, why did you say that?"
"I can't put down the radio, and I fell in love with Teacher Xue again. I feel like I'm cheating..."
Lu Jin: "..."
"These two, which one of you has been on the track?"
Ye Chuguang glanced at Lu Jin: "I won't think you are dumb if you don't speak."
Lu Jin couldn't help laughing for a long time: "Fuck, you are really terrible!"
"My suggestion is that you don't put too much thought on an illusory person. You have made a lot of efforts over the years and asked so many people, but you haven't found it so far. You can only say that you have no fate."
"Is Mr. Xue not good? He treats you so well, and there is no harm in trying with him."
"I know." Ye Chuguang lowered her eyes, her long eyelashes covered the emotion in her eyes, "I understand."
But it is precisely because I have worked hard for too many years that I am not reconciled.He knew that he would not have any chance with the radio. After all, people who do this kind of job, how can they be gay so coincidentally, even if they were, they would hide their sexual orientation and mix into the ordinary world. Although he does not It is shameful to find a same-sex wife, but in the circle of gays, this happens a lot.
Maybe that person got married and had children a long time ago, or even turned into a middle-aged man with a pot belly, or maybe he changed to other more family-oriented jobs to take care of his wife and children, otherwise, why couldn't the TV station find him so far?
He knew his thoughts were unhealthy and stuck in an impasse.Now that I can get so close to the voice circle top stream, what is there to be dissatisfied with.He feels stupid even to be attached to a man who was separated from the radio years ago.
However, it's easy for people to get into a dead end, isn't it?
If he can't settle this matter well, he will think that his liking for Xue Yinghuo is impure, and that would be unfair to Xue Yinghuo.
"I'm sleepy." Lu Jin glanced at the clock on the wall: "Baby, it's eleven o'clock, it's time to go to bed. My mother sent me a message the day before yesterday, saying that a girl born in the 90s stayed up late for ten years and had age spots on her face." .”
"But you're not a girl."
"I'm a boy!"
"Recently, I fell in love with the breakfast at Xinkai's. Eating all night is not ritualistic. I have adjusted my schedule for now." Lu Jin stood up and saw Ye Chuguang curled up on the sofa, "tsk", "Why didn't I realize you were so milky before?"
Ye Chuguang looked up at him, "What nonsense?"
Lu Jin: "..." It really is an illusion, he is so soft only when he is confused by Xue Ying.
"When you met Qi scumbag before, you didn't know how cold you were. Good guy, that's a human-shaped refrigerator. But fortunately, that person is not a good thing. Let alone refrigeration, it's not a loss to freeze to death."
"Yes." Ye Chuguang smiled, "Is he with Zhuang Yue?"
"I didn't pay attention, but I heard that I still keep in touch every day, how could the scumbag refuse."
Ye Chuguang was too lazy to ridicule, Lu Jin walked over and bent over to look at him, "Depression?"
Ye Chuguang: "My life is better than yours. You are not depressed. Why am I depressed?"
"Damn it..." Lu Jin: "You brought me here just to ask me which one to choose between the radio and Mr. Xue, don't you have the answer in your heart?"
Ye Chuguang drooped his eyelids and gave a perfunctory "hmm".
"Cheer up, I'll carry you to bed?"
Ye Chuguang opened his eyes and looked at him: "What are you talking about? Are you crazy or am I crazy?"
Lu Jin smiled and said: "Understood, I'll find Teacher Xue and let him come and hug me."
After he finished speaking, he turned around and made a gesture to leave, but Ye Chuguang grabbed his arm: "Brother, where should I go on New Year's Eve this year?"
Lu Jin meal.
"What about him?"
Ye Chuguang shook his head: "He's been too busy these days, so he didn't mention this matter at all."
"I don't want to mention it to him, for fear that he will be distracted from work." Ye Chuguang sighed: "Brother Lu, I feel that if I am always inattentive, I will put pressure on him."
Lu Jin sneered: "It's just you, if you put pressure on him, I don't mean to look down on you."
"It's not that he doesn't pay enough attention to you, but that pressure, for a strong person like Xue Yinghuo, is at best a flavoring agent for life."
"Don't worry about those things all the time, let alone him, even you, you are a man anyway, if you can't have a pretty face, just treat yourself like a girl!"
"It doesn't matter if you're a girl or an old man... young man, when did you start supporting yourself, and you worked hard to get into a good university. You were financially independent in your teens. Are you financially free now?"
"I donate money to welfare homes and various charities every year, and I can also buy the best cemetery for the old man who adopted you. Baby, don't you know how strong you are?"
"It's a good thing he's Xue Yinghuo. It would be a lot of pressure to change another man. As for your awkward little thoughts, it's normal. When you're in a relationship, it's still the first love in the true sense. You always worry about gains and losses. This kind of thing should be hypocritical. Otherwise, why are you hypocritical? You can earn money, you have abilities, and your face is so pretty..."
"Brother, stop boasting, stop boasting!" Ye Chuguang said, "It's a pity that you have said so much and no one heard it except me. You should remember these words well and talk about them someday when there are many people. .”
Lu Jin rolled his eyes, "I'm going to the guest room. If there is no accident, Mr. Xue should be sitting in the living room. He should be worried if I don't go out again."
After Lu Jin left, Ye Chuguang picked up the book "A Piece of Armor Does Not Leave a Name" and began to read it.
He likes this story very much, and has even cried a few times, especially after being substituted into Hualin, the indescribable sadness that lingers in his chest makes him almost unable to hold back.
He is naturally delicate and easy to empathize with, even if it is this kind of immortality novel that has nothing to do with the real world.In Ye Chuguang's view, no matter what kind of world, human nature is interlinked, feelings and emotions are the same, but the background is different.
There are too many obstacles between Hualin and Siqian, their love is destined not to be smooth sailing, and even a happy ending will make people feel uneasy.
They were wrapped in the torrent of the world, and they collided in one place with scars.Ye Chuguang intersects fantasy and reality, substituting himself and Mr. Xue, the more he feels that the reality is easier, the more he will feel melancholy, the fullness of sourness fills him up, and he doesn't know how to excuse it.
Definitely get this role.
Just take it...just take it as his best sincerity to pursue Xue Yinghuo.
"Mr. Lu."
"Hey! Hey, you are being polite!" Lu Jin was taken aback.
Xue Ying laughed confusedly: "I want to ask, how does Xiaoye spend the Spring Festival every year."
coming!
Lu Jin sat down across from Xue Yinghuo, and for the next 10 minutes, he tried his best to write horror novels, describing Ye Chuguang as a homeless, miserable little pity.
In fact, Ye Chuguang was indeed like this in his early years, but he exaggerated it.
Xue Yinghad a complex expression.
He could clearly feel that Lu Jin's language was exaggerated, because no one was beaming with joy, spitting, and calves shaking when recalling.
But he didn't interrupt, no matter how much verbal embellishment there is, there is a factual basis, and what he wants is the few truths.
"The first year I knew Ye Zi, I didn't know that he had such a hard life. After all, he looked very fair and beautiful. Who would have thought that he could not even have a full meal at that time."
Xue Yingzhuo opened a bottle of wine for him, and poured it into the glass when he woke up. He made simple fine-tuning, the wine was not strong, and the taste was mild and not irritating.
Lu Jin readily accepted it, picked it up and drank it unceremoniously. He was not keen on tasting, but he also knew that Xue Yingzhuo's products must be high-quality products, so he didn't have any left, so he took a gulp. "Hi~"
Xue Yinghuo wanted to pour it for him, but Lu Jin hurriedly said: "If I can't, I'll do it myself!"
"It's alright, keep talking."
"Hey, good!"
"I went to their house once, and the house was leaking everywhere, and the temperature inside and outside was almost the same. After staying for a while, I almost froze to death. Alas, looking back on it now, it seems like a lifetime away. I especially don't understand, like leaves. How did such a beautiful child survive those days."
"I sent him a plate of dumplings at the time, and he gave it all to the old man. Do you know the old man?"
Xue Ying nodded confusedly.
"He just kept two for himself, and told me that he was just curious about the taste of dumplings." Speaking of this, Lu Jin's eyes suddenly turned red, and tears came down, "I swore at that time that even in this life, even Raise him and let him live a good life."
Xue Yinghuo didn't speak, picked up the wine glass, and touched Lu Jin's wine glass.
"I'm not gay, and I don't think people should be treated specially if they are good-looking, but Ye Zi is different."
"Do you know? I saw with my own eyes that in the twelfth lunar month, he picked up a piece of cake in the trash can. The cake was as hard as something. His eyes were starved from hunger. Just as he was about to eat it, a stray dog came by... ..."
"You know that at that moment, he was no different from a stray dog. Human life is like this, and fate is like this." Lu Jin wiped his tears, "He crushed the cake bit by bit and fed it to the dog. The innocence I have never seen before."
"I didn't know that such a pure expression could appear on a human face. It's so vivid! He made me see more possibilities in the world. Brother Xue, no one advertises kindness anymore, but do you know how precious kindness is? That kind of The kindness of the situation, I was starving to death, no one saw him, he was starving to death, he went to feed the dog, such a good person and good deed, who the hell knows? Only God knows!"
Xue Ying patted him on the shoulder in confusion, and a few streaks of red blood climbed up in her black and white eyes.
"He is good, Ye Zi is good. I have never admired anyone in my life, but him, you know? I feel like an angel."
"Among the many ugly and dark human natures, he is shining."
"I am willing to guard such an angel for the rest of my life. I feel that I am guarding a treasure, a sacred object that I never want it to be tarnished or profaned!"
Lu Jin's face turned red, and he said loudly: "Mr. Xue, if you are together in the future, you can't bully him! Even if you have power and power, if you make him suffer, I, Lu Jin, will not let him go even if I am a ghost." Pass you!"
Xue Ying's hand patting his shoulder stopped suddenly: "..."
He is afraid of ghosts.
The author says:
Manuscript box: Lao Ku said that he cried while writing this chapter, and wanted to ask his wives if they could give him a hug full of love (you can report x harassment here), but the tears are real
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