San Fu

Duan Feifei didn't speak, just looked at Jiang Kuo.

There is no expression on the face, no fluctuations can be seen, and there is no obvious emotion in the eyes.

Jiang Kuo couldn't judge Duan Feifan's reaction to his words at this moment, and he couldn't even be sure whether Duan Feifei understood his words.

He was a little distressed and a little bit regretful.

It's not that I regret making this proposal, but that I shouldn't say it now. I should make an appointment with him after he has visited his father to give him a little buffer...

But maybe it was because both of them were so troubled by this question, even Duan Feifan, who was so tolerant and calm, would take the initiative to ask, and he answered as soon as he asked.

After being silent for a while, Duan Feifei lowered his head and sighed softly.

Jiang Kuo stared at him, although this decision was made by himself, and the proposal was also spoken out by himself, but in his heart he still hoped that Duan Feifei could give that answer.

Say no.

Duan Feifan said no.

Stop following my thoughts and say no!Said Jiang Kuo, you think beautifully!

You've slept through and you want to quit?There are no doors!

Be selfish.

Say no!

Duan Feifei raised his head, looked at him, and said softly, "Okay."

Jiang Kuo suddenly felt sore in his heart, leaned back in the chair, slid down a short distance, and covered his eyes with his hands.

Now he lost all emotions, not even disappointment, only distressed, especially distressed.

Even in this situation, Duan Feifei didn't relax at all, didn't play tricks at all, and didn't even ask why.

If you want to advance, you can enter, if you want to retreat, you can retreat.

If he didn't know how much Duan Feifei cared about him, he might have doubted whether this person really liked him.

"Jiang Kuo?" Duan Feifei gently touched his hand that covered his eyes.

"It's okay," Jiang Kuo said, "I didn't cry."

"En." Duan Feifei responded, and after a pause, he spoke again, "I know there is a problem between the two of us."

Jiang Kuo didn't make a sound, put his hands on his eyes, sat up straight with the armrests, and looked at Duan Feifan.

"It's stuck here, I can't get up or down," Duan Feifei said, "It won't work unless it's resolved, and... it's mainly me..."

"There is no primary or secondary," Jiang Kuo said, "This thing is mutual, because of me, so you, because of you, so me, if you have to go to the source, it is also me."

Duan Feifei didn't speak.

Jiang Kuo didn't know what to say for a while. He had been thinking about this matter for the past few days, and felt that he had thought clearly in his mind, but after he opened his mouth, he was still in a mess.

Every time he sorted out, he only aimed at himself, and once he faced Duan Feifan, he would be in chaos.

"I don't know when I started to feel this way," Jiang Kuo leaned forward, leaning his arms on his knees, looking at Duan Feifan. The distance is very close, and he can see Duan Feifan's eyelashes and him The self in the eyes, "I pressed fast forward, and you are in a hurry, especially recently, when there are too many things, you will be very tired."

"I might," Duan Feifei tilted his head, "I don't really know how to go... I have never liked someone this much before, and I have never received a response. I just want you to..."

"My personality has been like this since I was a child. I'm not interested in many things, but if I like it, I will immediately want it." Jiang Kuo paused, "I can get anything, I like you, you like me, so in my It seems that we are together, is there any reason not to be together?"

Duan Feifei smiled.

"But liking someone is different from liking something. I don't want to talk about a college student-style love," Jiang Kuo said. , separated in the sophomore year, and then changed to another person and then separated again. When I went to a cafeteria, I could meet three ex-boyfriends and ex-girlfriends..."

"Mr. Hu said you should report my ID number." Duan Feifei smiled.

"He doesn't even have a high school diploma... Although I don't really think about the future, I know what I want and don't want," Jiang Kuo said, "You are not ready, and neither am I. If we don't take this step back, we will break up Yes, until the day when I can't take it anymore and want to break up, I really can't turn back, I can't go back."

"Yeah." Duan Feifei lowered his head and rubbed his hands on his face.

"This period of time... I don't know how long it will be, just let it take its course," Jiang Kuo said, "You don't need to think about whether you want to accompany me, you can do whatever you want, go wherever you want, I am not waiting for you to eat, I am not waiting for you to do homework together, I am no longer the person you need to worry about, be responsible for protecting, but I may still be busy with you, go to the store, run In the factory... how should I put it, do you understand what I mean?"

"Understood." Duan Feifei slowly sat up straight, leaning against the back of the chair.

"You are still very ordinary, and I am still a star." Jiang Kuo said.

"Master." Duan Feifei said.

"Huh?" Jiang Kuo didn't understand.

"Master Xingchuiping Yekuo," Duan Feifan said, "I called you that when I first heard you say that."

Jiang Kuo smiled: "That's right, that's what I said too. The section that called me is very ordinary."

Jiang Kuo still didn't say some things, not because he didn't want to say them, but because he didn't want to say them now, Duan Feifan was always calm, with a smile that made him feel distressed, and he could even joke about it.

When he said to take a step back, Duan Feifei still didn't want him to feel any pressure.

He gritted his teeth and wanted to take this step back, precisely because he didn't want to see Duan Feifan like this, that Duan Feifan who was easy-going, always with a bit of indifference, disappeared because of his eagerness.

Duan Feifei needed time, but he didn't give it to him.

Of course, being together requires change and adjustment. No two people can fit so well, at least they are not, but change is not like this, it is not unconditional cooperation, it is not unconditional follow each other...

He hoped that this step back could make Duan Feifan relax, no longer carry his promise of "go all out without reservation", understand little by little, show little by little, and see little by little.

It is not a surprise to accept this feeling that should be taken for granted, but it should be like this, it should be like this.

Duan Feifan's cell phone rang, and he took a look at it.

"Is there something wrong?" Jiang Kuo asked.

"No, I'm done with today's work." Duan Feifei paused for a while, "Old Fan asked for a drink."

Jiang Kuo was taken aback.

Fan Jiabao, you are fucking looking for death!

Is it interesting to find a drink in the middle of the night!

"Do you want to go?" Duan Feifei asked.

"Huh?" Jiang Kuo was stunned again.

...Excuse me, are you calling us two?

Only then did he realize that what Duan Feifei said was "Old Fan asked me to drink" instead of "Old Fan asked me to drink".

"I won't go," Jiang Kuo said, "I don't know him well."

"En." Duan Feifei nodded, poking his finger on the screen.

"Are you going?" Jiang Kuo asked.

"What am I going to do?" Duan Feifei smiled, "I don't know him very well either."

"He will help you..." Jiang Kuo glanced at the door of the dormitory, "Isn't that familiar?"

"I didn't find him directly," Duan Feifei also glanced at the dormitory door, lowered his voice, "I asked Huzi to help find some irrelevant people, he found Lao Fan."

"Oh." Jiang Kuo responded.

"I finished painting the walls today, and tomorrow morning I'll have someone clean them up," Duan Feifei said, "I'll go and see those electrical appliances in Lao Fan's warehouse, and my dad can move them to the store when he comes back."

"Ask Dong Kun and the others to help?" Jiang Kuo asked.

"Well," Duan Feifei nodded, "See what you want to move."

"All of them." Jiang Kuo said.

Duan Feifei glanced at him: "Okay."

"By the way, I'll send this to your email." Jiang Kuo turned on the computer and clicked on the document in the online store. "If you have time, take a look and see if there is anything you want to change."

Duan Feifei came over and took a look: "I can understand this stuff, it's impossible to change it."

Jiang Kuo turned to look at him.

"Really." Duan Feifei said.

"Then choose what you can understand," Jiang Kuo said, "Just...at this stage of taking a step back, don't be affected by the side of online stores and new stores."

"En." Duan Feifei nodded.

Jiang Kuo sent the document to Duan Feifan's mailbox, then stared at the computer desktop for a while, then closed the computer: "Then I'm going back to the dormitory."

"Well," Duan Feifei responded, "Good night."

"Good night." Jiang Kuo got up, picked up the computer and walked towards the door. He didn't dare to look at Duan Feifan. His voice trembled when he said good night, and he was afraid that if he had to look at it again now, he would have to cry on the spot.

If you want to see it, you can watch it tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, or any day.

After the dormitory door was gently closed by Jiang Kuo, the room was quiet.

Duan Feifei could hear himself breathing heavily when closing the door, it seemed that at this moment he started to really think.

He looked at the door of the dormitory, and it took a long time before he slowly leaned back in his chair and let out a long sigh.

Jiang Kuo didn't say all of what he said, maybe because once he opened his mouth, his mind would suddenly become confused, and it was difficult to fully express what he wanted to say in such a state, maybe because he couldn't bear to speak too clearly at once, After all, Duan Feifei didn't really feel anything.

He is indeed not ready, or even prepared, to get along with each other, and slowly show everything about himself in getting along.

Jiang Kuo tugged at him, but he couldn't bear to let go, so he frantically wanted to protect this feeling he never thought he would have, to protect this person he didn't even dare to think about.

However, although everything came, he realized that he didn't know what to do.

I don't know how to relax and get along with the people I care about, and I can't deal with intimacy. This is the part that Jiang Kuo didn't say.

It's not that it hasn't been mentioned at all. Jiang Kuo once expressed the attitude of the old uncle's family.

He has always been so nervous, always so careful, with his family and the people he likes.

When Jiang Kuo said "take a step back", he couldn't tell how he felt, but in his opinion, at least it was a matter of course.

But what he has been waiting for and afraid of facing is actually what Jiang Kuo said before, "If I have had enough, I will tell you." Before Jiang Kuo opened his mouth, he always thought that what he was waiting for would be a breakup .

Jiang Kuo is much more mature and calm than he imagined.

The real reluctance he felt at this moment hit his heart heavily, and it was only in the few seconds before and after Jiang Kuo opened his mouth that he clearly felt how reluctant he was.

There is also such a trace of ease.

He had to admit that Jiang Kuo was right. If it continued, coupled with the pressure of his father about to be released from prison, he really didn't know how to face Jiang Kuo in his life like this, how to maintain his relationship and life balance between.

Now Jiang Kuo has given him time and space, hoping that he will not be so busy.

And he also hoped that Jiang Kuo would no longer be "careful" like him.

Now they take a step back.

Then slowly and relaxedly, reveal and explore.

The phone rang several times.

Duan Feifei's thoughts were interrupted, he frowned and glanced at his phone.

[Don't call Fan Jiabao] Then you still get the key from the aunt next door

[Don't call him Fan Jiabao] The keys to the two-bedroom house are also placed there

[Don't call it Fan Jiabao] Take a piece and see for yourself

[Don't call it Fan Jiabao] Building 4 303

[Don't call Fan Jiabao] Answer, is it polite?

Duan Feifan had to pull out three locks from his chaotic thoughts to sigh at Fan Jiabao's typing speed.

[Instructions are as follows] I didn't even find a gap to answer

[Instructions are as follows] Thank you

This two-bedroom apartment was casually talked about when discussing the beating of Lu Haobo that day. Dad had to have a place to live when he came out. The previous house was sold when the lame family lost money.

Originally, the old uncle meant that Dad could live in his house first. Anyway, they have been living in the shop, the house is rented out, and they can take it back.

But now the market in Xindian is not allowed to live in, so the old uncle and the others have to live in their house.

When he was talking that day, he casually asked Fan Jiabao if he had any houses besides the facade. It turned out that Fan Jiabao happened to have two vacant houses that were not rented out, and one of them was next to the market.

For Dad, this house is very suitable. He doesn't want to interfere with Niu Sandao's affairs, but the old uncle and the others will live far away from the new store. Even if you don't participate in Niu Sandao, you can relax psychologically.

After replying to the message, he took his mobile phone and sent it in a daze for a while. It was rare that he was so sleepy before eleven o'clock, but he didn't want to get up and go to sleep.

I just want to be so stunned, afraid that if someone moves, my thoughts will be stirred up again.

Some emotions that he hadn't noticed until now were shaking little by little.

Just like a cup of settled water, with just a slight movement, the sediment at the bottom of the cup will be rolled up instantly.

The door was knocked twice at this moment.

He stared at the door.

It wasn't Jiang Kuo, Jiang Kuo habitually knocked on the door three times.

It wouldn't be Jiang Kuo either. He just came back after chatting, and even if he had something to say, he wouldn't come back and say it right away.

The person outside the door knocked twice, and a voice sounded: "Duan Feifan, is he there?"

It was Lu Haobo.

Duan Feifei closed his eyes, the calm he tried to maintain was broken.

He got up and went to open the door. Lu Haobo stood outside the door with a person from the video production team whom he met that day. Seeing the door opened, Lu Haobo raised his leg and planned to walk in.

Duan Feifei raised his arm to prop against the door, holding it against the door, leaving only his face wide enough to see the bruises on Lu Haobo's face that hadn't faded.

"Is something wrong?" he asked.

"That's right," the person from the production team smiled awkwardly, "Fan Fei, I want to explain to you about that video."

"No need." Duan Feifei said and was about to close the door.

Lu Haobo stretched out his foot against the door.

Duan Feifei looked at him: "Take it away."

"He came to apologize." Lu Haobo said.

"I won't say the words a second time," Duan Feifei looked at that person, "If you can't remember clearly, go back and check the WeChat chat records, and recite the whole text."

After speaking, he kicked Lu Haobo's foot away and closed the door.

There was no sound outside the door.

Duan Feifan's tranquility had also been perfectly disturbed, he sighed and went into the bathroom.

brush teeth.

Staring at himself in the mirror.

Wash your face.

Halfway through the wash, he lowered his head and stretched out his head to turn off the tap.

He wanted to hear if it was true.

He cried inexplicably.

He supported the washbasin and could clearly hear himself crying silently.

It is not inexplicable.

He is uncomfortable.

He felt bad for letting a flamboyant and transparent person like Jiang Kuo constantly reflect on himself, and finally made such a decision.

He is also very lucky.

Glad they still have time to come again.

Duan Feifei slept very restlessly that night. The whole night's dream was chaotic and long. When he woke up in the morning, the alarm clock had already rang twice.

He quickly jumped out of bed, quickly put on his clothes, washed up, grabbed the meeting card, and ran out of the dormitory.

When he went out, he habitually glanced at 119.

Tang Li was standing at the door doing radio gymnastics, and Jiang Kuo hadn't gotten up yet at this time.

He walked out of the dormitory building quickly, bought a box of yogurt in the school's small supermarket, and got on the bus.

Dad has been in good condition for the past two months. When my uncle called him a few days ago, he told him about the demolition of the store. Duan Feifan saw him now and felt that he was in a good mood.

"The third one told me," Dad said, "Did you run down the new store?"

"Duan Ling was with me, and I didn't run around much," Duan Feifan said, "It went well, the landlord was nice to talk to, and he gave away a lot of refrigerators that could be used. I'll take someone there to pick them up in the afternoon. "

Dad looked at him: "I'm a bit listless."

"Who?" Duan Feifei was stunned.

"You, is it me? I go to bed early and get up early to exercise every day," Dad said, "Did something happen?"

"No, it's purely worrying." Duan Feifei said.

"Your online store," Dad asked, "is it going well? Your uncle said you will open soon?"

"Yeah." Duan Feifei nodded, "Did the old man tell you this?"

"He said that you should have said it yourself," Dad smiled, "but he couldn't help it, saying that you are very promising, have ideas, and strong abilities. You came to me to show off his nephew to me. What do you say? People are funny or not."

Duan Feifei laughed: "When I come back to see you next time, we will have a finished product. I will bring you a pack. You can try it."

"One bag is not enough, bring more, and the guards will share some." Dad said.

"En." Duan Feifei responded with a smile.

"Go back." Dad said.

"Huh?" Duan Feifei was stunned, "I just came here."

"Go back, you go back to sleep again," Dad said, "Work hard, but don't be too tired, you..."

Dad pointed to his face: "I'm three years older."

"Isn't it?" Duan Feifei touched his face.

"Go back and have a rest, you're too tired to hang your face." Dad said.

After being kicked out by his father, Duan Feifei went to buy a lot of dragon beard candies and mung bean cakes as usual, and it can't be regarded as buying them specifically for Jiang Kuo. Except for Jiang Kuo and Dong Kun, all the shops in the neighbors of the new store are distributed to others. A little bit, the decoration is quite noisy these days.

When he was buying candy, he took another look at the glass in the store, and when he came out in the morning, he didn't pay much attention to what he looked like in the mirror.

But he is not tired, he has been very tired, it should be because he didn't sleep well last night.

If Dad can see it, Jiang Kuo will definitely be able to see it too, he is afraid that Jiang Kuo will be worried...

stop.

This is a matter of course. After talking about such a topic and taking such a step, how could there be no reaction at all? This is inevitable, and there is nothing to worry about.

It's not something to think about now.

"Why do we need to take a taxi? Can't we squat in the cargo compartment?" Fatty Liu protested standing next to the old uncle's car.

"Because it violated the rules," Duan Feifei said, "Hurry up and take a taxi."

Several people took a taxi and followed the truck.

"The seat cushion is at the back," Duan Feifei said to Jiang Kuo, the co-driver, while driving the car, "If your butt hurts, you can use it."

Jiang Kuo took the cushion back and looked at it, and found that it was a new small cushion, which did not look like the old man's style at first glance: "Is this newly bought?"

"Well, it's..." Duan Feifei hesitated for a moment, "Last time you said your butt hurts, so I bought this, and it never worked."

"Oh." Jiang Kuo lowered his head and squeezed the mat.

"Don't you want to pad it?" Duan Feifei asked, "No one has ever used it."

"Cushion." Jiang Kuo put the cushion and sat on it. It was quite comfortable, and immediately he was not so bumpy.

The two of them didn't talk all the way, and Jiang Kuo didn't fall asleep all night. Looking at the receding scenery outside the window was hypnotic, and he almost fell asleep halfway through the drive.

"That's all, right?" Ding Zhe looked at the things in the "warehouse", "There are still a lot, should they all be moved?"

"Move away." Duan Feifei was straightforward.

"I have to have another barbecue tonight," Ding Zhe said. "This is really physical work."

"Just order whatever you want." Duan Feifei said.

"It's all moved here, so you don't need to buy anything in the new store?" Fatty Liu said.

"Yes," Ding Zhe moved his arms and walked to the freezer, "Let's not talk about the new store, the online store for the young couple probably doesn't need to buy anything..."

Ding Zhe probably realized that he was bald in the middle of talking. After all, although everyone knew about this matter, it was not made public.

He paused for a moment, but in order to make this embarrassing scene less embarrassing, he insisted on finishing what he said: "What's wrong."

The six people in the room fell into silence.

"Ah..." Dong Kun didn't know whether he sighed or made a little movement as he wanted to speak.