After becoming a blood clan, he did everything possible to seek death

The entire hot spring hotel was emptied under Dazai's arrangement. The chefs quietly put a table of delicacies in the room, and left without making any noise.

The sound of Osamu Dazai's footsteps had gradually faded away, and Ozzy lay down on the spot and waited for a long time before sneaking out half of his face from under the quilt.

The completely enclosed thin quilt was full of Dazai's breath.

Oz was terrified, even breathing carefully, for fear that those trembling things would hit his chest again.

He lifted the quilt by a small corner, and the bathrobe that he changed last night had already been ripped off in half, and his snow-white chest was almost completely exposed in the air, which was in stark contrast to the hot feeling under the quilt.

But fortunately, there was this cool feeling to wash Ozzy's mind, otherwise he might have remained dizzy for a long time.

The toes touched the wooden floor, making a creaking sound. Ozzy was so frightened by the movement that he immediately lifted his feet, as if he was just poking his head out of a hole, watching the surrounding rabbits vigilantly.

When the room returned to calm again, he hunched over to the door, squatted in front of the door, held the handle, and pushed the door open a small crack.

The hallway was as quiet and dark as he had imagined.

But that's exactly what Oz wanted.

Dazai should go to his own room.

Ozzy breathed a sigh of relief, and his whole body was about to collapse to the ground.

He didn't want to meet Dazai so soon.

It is not accurate to say that I don't think too much.

Oz squatted on the ground, resting his face on his knees, and took a deep breath.

Because the two of them slept in the same quilt all night, his body was tainted with the smell of Dazai.

--It's so fragrant.

He likes this fragrance, so he actually wants to meet Dazai, and even wants to turn Dazai into a small pendant and put it in his pocket, or turn himself into a cloak, lying on Dazai's back day and night, Then stick your face to the back of the opponent's neck.

This longing was constantly infecting Ozzy's brain.

But his nerve endings were trembling, and they were all giving out fearful warning sounds without exception.

This kind of fear has no reason, but it actually occupies half of his heart.

Ozzy couldn't think of the reason for his fear of Dazai for a moment.

No, maybe not Dazai.

Oz thought, touching his chest, wondering.

Maybe he was afraid of something else.

"What are you doing--"

Deliberately prolonged syllables and a smiling tone sounded from behind.

Ozzy was startled by the movement, and the surrounding wind could not be controlled properly and his hair was blown away.

He subconsciously leaned forward, and when he was about to fall face down on the ground, someone grabbed his collar.

Osamu Dazai bent down to straighten Ozzy, then raised his eyebrows, folded his arms around his chest with interest, and watched Ozzy's silly movements.

Ozzy, who was frightened by his back because of distraction, turned rosy again, and the temperature after calming down increased again.

Dazai's fingertips tapped lightly on his arm.

It has to be said that in Dazai's eyes, Ozzy's half-unbuttoned bathrobe was hanging on his body, revealing half of his shoulders, and his hands were still tightly grasping the collar, trying to block the beautiful scenery that was not covered by the clothes, terrified. There were faint tears in his eyes, and the rosiness on his face still remained——

Really nice response.

Dazai applauded from the bottom of his heart, but on the face he looked friendly. He even squatted in front of Ozzy, stretched out his hand at an extremely slow speed, and while arranging his clothes, he admired that Ozzy wanted to retreat but had no way out. Back in a panic.

Just when Ozzy discovered that Dazai's movements were simple and not as he thought, his beating heart began to learn what brakes are.

Seeing that Ozzy breathed a sigh of relief, Dazai's bad thoughts resurfaced again.

"Huh? Now I know I'm afraid? Why don't you think about what you did last night?"

Ozzy trembled when he heard the words, stared at Dazai with wide eyes, and stammered his answer: "Just, just soaked in a hot spring together, it's okay..."

In the end, even Oz couldn't help but look away guiltily.

"When you say that, it seems that there is nothing wrong with it." Osamu Dazai nodded thoughtfully, pulled Ozzy up from the ground, and then smiled brightly, "Then treat it like a normal bath."

--Very good.Oz thought, at last he escaped—

Weird.

"Do you think I would say that?"

Dazai narrowed his eyes, took out Ozzy's clothes from the cabinet in the room, and put them on his tatami.

Ozzy's smile froze on his face: "Huh?"

Dazai: "Actually, we just slept together for one night. It's not the first time we slept together, so don't worry about it so much."

After finishing speaking, Dazai stretched his waist and went out without waiting for Ozzy's reaction, not forgetting to tell him to change his clothes and come to eat.

As soon as he walked out of the room, Dazai paused, leaned back to look into the room, and as expected, his actions made Ozzy's shoulders tremble again.

Osamu Dazai smiled: "Of course, I lied to you just now."

You want me to let you go so easily, is it possible?

Dazai looked at the long corridor with an unconscious smile on his lips.

Of course not, get ready for revenge.

Under the impact of the strange desire to win, Osamu Dazai is full of thoughts on how to toss Ozzy, how to make Ozzy show a different side from the past, and how to make Ozzy dye his own color.

Just thinking about these things makes people feel extremely excited.

When Ozzy appeared again, Dazai was staring at the small pond outside the window in a daze.

The sunlight refracted from the pond cast a gleaming light on the clean roof.

Oz remembered that when he was alone, he would take something reflective and put it in the sun, and let the sun shine into his room.

It's boring, but it's nice to watch.

And if he operates it confidently, the light can be slowly projected into the palm of his hand.

The sun without temperature is a very precious existence for a vampire who looks forward to the sun but is afraid of being hurt by the sun.

Although Ozzy later discovered that the sun would not cause substantial damage to him, he treasured objects that could reflect sunlight during that period of time into small boxes.

Oz couldn't wait to show Dazai the beauty he discovered.

He trotted to Dazai's side, and twisted Dazai's head towards the corner of the ceiling: "Look at that!"

The projection of the water surface of the pond is clearly irradiated into the ceiling, and the sparkling light is shaking. Occasionally, a group of small red-tailed fish can be seen appearing in the light, and then they jump up, splash the water, and play After a while, he hid in the water again.

Dazai maintained his awkward movements, allowing Ozzy to put all his strength on his back.

"There are fish in it." Oz was in high spirits, saw the rice prepared on the table, picked up a small piece, and prepared to go to the pond to feed this lovely koi.

But Dazai grabbed his sleeve and let him sit beside him quietly.

Dazai knocked on the bowl with his chopsticks, looking more mature than Ozzy, and said, "Can't we go play after eating?"

Oz clasped his hands together: "I really will be right back! Please, Dazai!"

Probably because of being with Dazai for too long, Ozzy has vaguely learned his tone of voice.

For example, skillful coquetry.

Dazai picked up his teacup to cover the smile on his lips.

After taking a sip of hot tea, he let Ozzy sit where he was just now, and looked at the pond in the yard.

Various flowers and plants are planted in the beautifully planned yard, and there is also a set of running water devices made of bamboo.

But it doesn't make a crisp and rhythmic sound like a normal device that hits the pebbles under the influence of the water flow.

Oz stood in front of the window, staring at the scenery outside for a moment.

And Dazai had already stood up and stuffed a piece of sushi into his mouth.

"what……"

Oz chewed the food in his mouth dully, looked at the pool, then at the ceiling.

The pool in the middle of the yard is not as beautiful and clear as Ozzy thought, and there are no small koi playing in it.

Not even water in the sink.

Yes, the surroundings of the pool are covered with dust, and fresh green shoots grow from the bottom of the pool, and the pool walls paved with small round stones can be seen at a glance.

This is a dry pool.

Oz looked back at the ceiling, and the little koi seemed to have discovered something, quietly floating on the water and wagging its tail.

He finally understood why Dazai was in a daze when he came in.

It turned out that he had seen this vision a long time ago.

Ozzy threw a few grains of rice in his hand into a small dish, and sat down silently.

"Is it so sad that you can't feed the fish? Even food can't attract you?"

"It's a little bit, and..."

Ozzy paused, and he didn't continue to say the following words.

It didn't occur to him that Dazai could also see youkai.

Dazai's physique is being changed little by little by the blood of the vampire, from the thirst for human blood, to the growth of fangs, to the ability to see things other than humans.

If it drags on, sooner or later Dazai will completely turn into a vampire.

And the arrival of that day means that he has completely destroyed Dazai's dream.

He did hope to change Dazai, but not in this way.

"Ozzy," Dazai called out to the man with downcast eyes, "will you go to the amusement park later?"

Seeing Ozzy's confused expression, he guessed that this vampire had never been in contact with this kind of entertainment venue.

"Amusement park, underwater world," Dazai counted the places he had heard of but never been to with his fingers, and he was delighted by Oz's smiling eyes again, "Let's go together later."

"You can go anywhere you want."

The simple promise turned out to be the happiest thing Oz heard these days.

He hadn't heard of those places, but he could vaguely perceive their beauty from Dazai's tone.

Ozzy's eyes sparkled: "When is it later!"

Dazai laughed, "I'm going to go out to do some errands later, and I won't be back until the afternoon."

He looked at the time: "It's three o'clock in the afternoon. Can you stay here alone during this time? No one else will come to the hotel. If you're bored, you can soak in the hot spring and take a nap."

Oz flicked Dazai's forehead, and said with some dissatisfaction: "Am I a child or you are a child, do you need to explain these things?"

"In short, I will wait for you until three o'clock, right?"

Ozzy paused for a few seconds, and asked hesitantly, "Are you going to solve the Mafia matter?"

Dazai didn't deny it: "It's just some trivial matters that are not worth mentioning. Don't worry, I won't kill people. The company under the name of Hong Kong gangsters seems to have a branch here. I will go to see if there are any lazy employees for Mr. Mori."

By the way, embezzle a batch of public funds to go out to eat and drink.

Dazai smiled, after all the salary card was about to be spent by Ozzy.

When Dazai went out, the sunlight was already covered by thick clouds.

It’s already summer time, but I don’t know why it’s been cold and rainy lately. Ozzy sighed involuntarily looking at the sky filled with gray and dark clouds outside the window. Rainy days always make people feel inexplicable With a sense of loss, the tourists passing by in the distance have already held up various umbrellas.

After Dazai left, the inn was extraordinarily quiet.

Ozzy sat by the window, staring at the scene on the ceiling in a daze, not knowing what he should do for a moment.

It seems that without Dazai, his whole body stopped.

Come to think of it, Oz didn't seem to have this strange feeling before.

Maybe the two have lived together for too long, Oz thought, before meeting Dazai, he was either sleeping or going out with the members of the Demon Slayer Squad, no matter what time he seemed to have no free time.

At that time, because there were always people around me, I didn't feel lonely.

But now, he only had Dazai by his side, so when Dazai left, his loneliness was multiplied several times immediately.

He took out his mobile phone and looked at the only string of numbers in the address book.

That was Dazai's communication number.

Originally, apart from Dazai, he also had Odasaku's number and Chuya's number, but after Dazai saw their names by chance, he deleted them immediately.

Ozzy didn't have much reaction. After all, the short number can be memorized at a glance, and there is really no need to save it in the address book.

But Dazai seems to be happy with his number alone.

So Oz acquiesced in the existence of this situation.

Now it seems that Dazai really has the foresight.

He must have known that just by looking at the words Dazai Osamu, he could relieve the loneliness a little bit, so he did such a seemingly childish thing.

Ozzy held the phone above his head and looked up in a daze.

"How about... let's plan where to go later!"

Ozzy sat up straight, and the loud noise made the koi on the ceiling jump into the water in fright.

There were still a few naps until three o'clock in the afternoon. Ozzy moved a small table, found an angle where he could see the koi carp, and sat obediently in front of the table.

Holding the mobile phone with great care, Ozzy opened the browser in an unskilled manner, and searched for knowledge with keywords such as "amusement park" and "underwater world" intently.

In the colorful amusement park, human smiling faces can be found in every photo.

The underwater world is even more magical. Although you are on land, you can get in close contact with marine life through glass.

Either one looked very interesting, and Ozzy couldn't help looking forward to it just by looking at the photos.

It's one o'clock in the afternoon.

Ozzy sat up straight, and his writing movements were extremely correct, but from the smile on his face and the movement of swiping the screen of the phone from time to time, it was not difficult to see his inner excitement at the moment.

Go to the amusement park first, and find the bear at the entrance to get a free balloon——Ozzy doesn't know that not every amusement park has a bear at the entrance, and he doesn't know that those balloons are specially given to children.

Then go to line up to ride the roller coaster. Almost every article about amusement parks mentions the word roller coaster. This should show that the roller coaster is actually the front of the amusement park!

He can also go boating in the Lake Park, and he should buy ice cream and cotton candy for Dazai, because he saw many children holding these two things in the photos.

They must be sweet, and Dazai is enjoying those sweet treats.

There is also the aquarium. I heard that the dolphins in the aquarium can spit bubbles to make people happy. Maybe they can buy a pair of dolphin pendants together as souvenirs. Where should they hang them?

It's two o'clock.

Ozzy's pen tip flicked back and forth on the paper, and in a short while the paper was filled with a whole page of plans.

It is as big as the sorting of each play item, and as small as going to the bench next to the item to sit for a 5-minute rest.

Maybe they will stand shoulder to shoulder, look at the Ferris wheel in the distance together, and then recall the games they played before.Perhaps Dazai, who behaved badly, would find an opportunity to make fun of himself——

A long horizontal line was drawn on the book, and Ozzy's pen tip trembled on the paper, drawing crooked marks. He took a deep breath, stood up the book to block himself, and then he couldn't bear it anymore, and the whole person lay on his stomach On the table, I buried my reddened face and ears in my arms, and after a while, I put away my smile and raised my head to continue writing.

Not only can't be teased!Dazai must also be educated to be a responsible person, and he must apologize when he does something wrong.

Of course, he himself would apologize for his behavior last night—he shouldn't be unable to restrain his thoughts and attempt to stain Dazai's blood.

After all, Dazai must have been terrified of his hideous face when he shook like that last night.

It's 02:30.

Ozzy’s slow but firm notes filled a whole page of plans to play with Dazai. Considering that if there were too many plans, Dazai might dislike his mother-in-law, he decided to look for opportunities to implement the remaining things that he found interesting. .

Ozzy tore off his notes, carefully found scissors from the drawer, and cut off the side with fibers along a straight line drawn with a ruler, turning it into a neat piece of paper.

After staring at the paper for a while, he drew a few small flowers and hearts in the blank space with dissatisfaction. His drawing skills were really not good, but he felt that these flowers and hearts were Like a portrayal of his current mood.

Oz folded up the paper and put it in his pocket. He raised his head and narrowed his eyes smiling at the little koi.

"Will you bless our trip this time smoothly?"

The little koi jumped up from the water and swam around twice.

The koi, which is not a big monster, can't even transform itself and speak, and can only express its inner joy with simple movements.

Ozzy stood up, put all the objects he had brought back to their original places, then stretched his hands on his feet and tried to play with the little koi for a while, and even ran to the kitchen to study whether he should bring some food to play .

The time when Dazai is not around is too difficult.

He looks at the clock.

In the past, you only need to sit down and open a book to kill the whole day.

But once there was a time limit and the "three o'clock" that he was waiting and looking forward to, everything became different.

How strange.Is this, Ozzy thought, a sign of his closer human nature?

If so that would be great.

Oz lowered his head, Dazai should be back in less than 10 minutes.

At that time they will set off and realize what Oz has planned.

He sat in the corridor, closed his eyes, and let the sun shine on him.

It's too warm.

Three in the afternoon.

In the shrine in the center of the city, the witch rang the big bell that had survived for an unknown number of years.

Ozzy's heart trembled with the faint bells coming from afar. He raised his head in a daze. Something receded unstoppably like a tide. He felt unprecedentedly calm, and he couldn't even remember sitting in the corridor. what to look at.

It's just basking in the sun, what's so strange about that?

Oz felt baffled. He stood up from the floor, and for a moment he didn't know what he should do. The feeling of bewilderment and emptiness attacked his brain almost instantly.

If he looked down, he would find a piece of paper full of his familiar handwriting, painted with unsightly little flowers and hearts falling to the ground, and then blown by the wind to the grass not far away.

Dazai came back on time, he opened the door the moment the bell rang, he brought with him the car exhaust that could only be smelled from the city, and a box of exquisitely packaged snacks.

"Oz? I'm back." Dazai, who was standing at the door, called inside.

The long corridor gave his voice an echo effect.

Oz poked his head out from a certain room, showing a smile that was different from usual.

"You're back."

Inexplicably feeling hot in his chest at this scene, Dazai scratched his face with his index finger, coughed twice to relieve the itching in his throat.

"Dazai?" Oz looked up and down at the person standing at the door, "Come in without changing your shoes?"

Dazai was startled: "Come in? Shouldn't we go straight away?"

Oz's puzzled expression made Dazai's smile fade away, he stood in the shadow, the sunlight outside was blocked by the gate, which made Oz a bit unable to see Dazai's expression clearly.

But he vaguely felt that Dazai was in a bad mood at the moment.

Oz asked softly, "What's the matter? Work is not going well?"

"Did you forget?" Dazai stood there motionless.

Oz: "Forgot? Forgot what?"

Dazai: "...No, nothing."

Dazai took off his coat and hung it on the hanger by the door.

He stared straight ahead, passing Ozzy with a sense of coldness.

Oz instinctively felt that something was wrong, and Dazai was really happy before going out.He thought about it carefully, these two days they just stayed in this hotel normally for two days, he read as usual, chatted with Dazai, yes, they even talked about that koi monster together during dinner today --

It seems...or is there something wrong?

Oz wanted to grab Dazai, he controlled the wind that had been surrounding him, and hooked Dazai's wrist.

But Dazai withdrew his hand from the gap, walked into his room without looking back, and closed the door tightly.

"... Dazai?"

in the room--

Dazai's back was facing the door. In fact, he only needed Ozzy to go one step further, and he would be successfully left behind by Ozzy.

But Ozzy didn't come.

"How's your day feeling?"

A female voice came from behind Dazai.

"I am the god of love, and I can see what is deepest in your heart."

Venus smiled softly.

"Look, you are actually enjoying this kind of happiness. If you stop inserting my affairs, then I can continue to stimulate those dark but beautiful desires in your heart."

"Actually, you really enjoy being loved, don't you?"

"Me too, I was destined to be a couple with him, just because he didn't remember me after reincarnation, he still loves me, can you understand?"

"Love? What an unheard word."

When Dazai turned his head, Cupid was floating in mid-air, with a faint red light emitting from her translucent body, and her face was full of longing and despair that could not be concealed in the darkness.

"You call those disgusting desires love?" Dazai raised a malicious smile, he emphasized the word "disgusting", and snorted mockingly at the moment Cupid's face twisted.

"What qualifications do you have to say love? You just turned into the appearance of that person's favorite person, and then hid his original favorite."

"You are a thief. When I think of the despairing vomiting appearance of that person after knowing the truth, I think this farce is really boring."

"You can leave now. If you continue to kidnap woman B, I will make you disappear from this world tomorrow."

Dazai walked to the yard with the dry pond.When he turned his head, he realized that Cupid had disappeared at some point, and there was an illegible piece of paper left in front of the lawn.

The signature and some contaminated patterns can barely be seen.

He stepped forward, squeezed the piece of paper in his hand, and stuck it to the place where his chest was beating.

- You also enjoy the taste of being loved.

The words of Eros rang in Dazai's ears.

loved?By who?Oz?

does he love meNo, he was just bewitched.

Dazai lowered his head, the canthus of his bare-exposed eye was tearing apart, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was fierce and distorted.

The author has something to say:

Today, I, Osamu Dazai, will let you know what the underworld is! (fierce

I forgot to wish the babies a healthy Dragon Boat Festival yesterday qwq I'm sorry, because I went to Fuyuki to participate in the Holy Grail War last night!

That's right!I!It is the contemporary archer!marksman!Shoot the little apple on the tree from eight hundred miles away!