After becoming a blood clan, he did everything possible to seek death

Along the way, the kind-hearted Atsushi Nakajima introduced the current situation to Oz.

A former member of the detective agency, who was squatting at home, fell in love with a beautiful woman at first sight when he was struggling to go out to the laundry room to wash clothes one day.

I heard that the woman has long pure black hair, a warm smile, shining eyes, and even the movements of taking clothes out of the washing machine are very elegant, it is simply the modern Yamato Nadeko alive.

All in all, the goddess pursued by the dead house finally appeared.

The former member was stunned because he looked at the woman, and didn't notice that the clothes in his hand had fallen off. The woman who noticed his gaze was not angry, and stepped forward to help him pick up the clothes.

"Your clothes fell off," said a former member named Huadai, who was clasping his hands together, looking at the sky at a 45-degree angle, with a bright and melancholy expression, imitating that woman's voice in a thin voice, "Her voice is so cute , so cute that I can't describe it in barren language."

"It's fine to be cute, please don't do such disgusting actions."

Kunikida felt cold, and in the eyes of passers-by looking at garbage, he led the others away from the flower bag by three meters.

A big man talking in a thin voice is already very tormenting. He goes out with a quilt on his feet, with cross slippers on his feet. If it is a sack, it is exactly the same as the uncle who collects waste.

Hanakura didn't pay much attention to Kunikida's words, he waved his hand: "Forget it, I don't make it difficult for a virgin guy in his 20s to understand the feeling of being in love."

Hearing a "pop", Kunikida broke one of his pens: "My plan is to fall in love in two years, before that I won't think about—"

"That's not a virgin."

"Aren't you a virgin yourself?! Why do you look at me with such disdainful eyes?!"

Seeing that the two were about to quarrel in the street, Atsushi Nakajima hurried up to block between them, and even took time to apologize to passers-by who had even weirder eyes.

Osamu Dazai, who was watching the show, laughed, leaned into Oz's ear and explained softly to him: "One of them is staying at home and hasn't seen a woman for several years, and the other is to record all their requirements for women in a notebook. On the Internet, even the dates of dating, dating, and marriage are accurate to the hour for a man with a strong desire for control."

"Did you see the book in Kunikida's hand?" Dazai pointed to Kunikida's arms, "That's called the Ideal Handbook, and he listed a total of 58 items about the requirements for female lovers, even when it snows, he has to go out to pile them up. The snowman was all written out as a single point request."

Oz was shocked: "No, I didn't expect Mr. Kunikida to be so childlike?"

"Hey! Dazai, don't talk nonsense!" Kunikida turned around and roared at Dazai in his busy schedule.

"Exactly! Only Osamu Dazai doesn't want to be complained by a guy like Osamu Dazai who invites others to die in love when he meets a woman!" Hanakou also chose to truce with Kunikida at this time, and together they turned their artillery on Dazai who secretly spoke ill of them.

Although he knew that these were all jokes as a colleague, when Ozzy heard "died in love with a woman", his mood was still a bit complicated.

Especially when Dazai didn't mean to explain at all, and kept saying words like woman and tenderness.

"..." I always feel that something is not right.

The inexplicable soreness in his chest came so suddenly that Ozzy was stunned for a while before slowly letting go of his clenched fist.

This feeling was a bit strange, he stood there thinking, could it be that there is something wrong with a certain organ in his body?Or in fact, when he was not paying attention, he had already been attacked by the enemy.

Oz stood aside, silently looking at the other three big men. They had already started discussing how a man's clothes and actions could impress a woman's heart.

"Ah, they seem a little unreliable, don't they?" The only one who can chat with Ozzy now is Atsushi Nakajima, who is also unable to intervene.

He came to Ozzy's side full of apology, touched the back of his head in embarrassment, and said, "But don't look at them like this. In fact, everyone is very reliable when they are in danger."

"Ashamed to say, before I met Mr. Dazai, I even had the idea of ​​being a robber, standing on the bank of the river and waiting for an unlucky guy to pass by. But before the robbery, I fell into the water Mr. Dazai, after I pulled him up, he took in me who was homeless and about to go astray."

"Not only did I have a full meal for me who hadn't eaten for several days, but also introduced me to such a good job as the Armed Detective Agency, and after that, I also solved the trouble caused by my ability."

Speaking of this, Atsushi Nakajima's expression was visibly dimmed for a moment.

Ozzy didn't know what his purpose was for saying this, maybe he just wanted to find someone to express his gratitude to Dazai, or maybe he wanted to restore Dazai's image in his own eyes.

But Oz knew that the child in front of him was a kind guy.

And Dazai, just as he expected, has changed from a perpetrator to a person who helps others.

That's fine.

Oz lowered his eyes and exhaled deeply from the bottom of his heart.

"By the way, since Mr. Oz is a friend of Mr. Dazai, you must know his previous occupation, right?"

Atsushi Nakajima thought of something, and his eyes lit up instantly.He pulled Oz to a corner away from the other three, looked at them vigilantly, then lowered his voice, looking mysterious.

"Actually, there is an event in the detective agency, as long as you can guess Mr. Dazai's previous occupation, you can get a bonus of 70 yuan!"

"70!" Oz exclaimed, and was infected by Atsushi Nakajima's nervous expression, quickly covered his mouth, and deliberately looked in Dazai's direction to see if he noticed him.

Atsushi Nakajima's eyes sparkled: "Yes! 70! So far no one has guessed what Mr. Dazai used to do. From teachers to doctors, from grassroots workers to government and government officials, I have guessed everything. No answer!"

Atsushi Nakajima's point is that he didn't get the answer right, while Oz is surprised that Dazai's career is worth so much money.

The eyes of the two poor countrymen who had never received more than 10 yuan in their hands widened.

"Although, it is immoral to do so, but if Mr. Oz can give me a little hint about Mr. Dazai..."

Atsushi Nakajima hesitated, clasped his hands behind his back, and couldn't stop tapping each other with his index fingers.He stood behind a stone pillar, rubbing his toes on the ground.

"I, I will take you to eat the best snacks in Yokohama!"

Shouting out the conditions he gave, knowing that it was not something attractive, Atsushi Nakajima almost blushed, closed his eyes and bowed to Ozzy.

"Let me take Ozzy to eat delicious food by myself."

A deep voice came from behind.

Ozzy and Atsushi Nakajima immediately shook their heads, shutting their mouths at the same time like two children who have done something wrong.

Dazai still had that smile on his face, but in Atsushi Nakajima's view, this kind of smile inexplicably carried an inexplicable threat.

The vigilance of the small animals made Atsushi Nakajima realize who is the one standing at the top of the pyramid.

"Atsushi, although it's not something that can be put on the table, cheating is absolutely prohibited." Dazai hinted at Atsushi Nakajima with a smile, and his eyes drifted to his pockets, "Besides, the salary of interns is not high. You're as full as you can imagine."

Atsushi Nakajima shrank his neck, shouted sorry, and fled behind Kunikida.

Then it was Ozzy's turn.

Oz pursed his lips and winked at Dazai, indicating that he had absolutely nothing to do with this matter.

Dazai naturally took Ozzy's arm, pushed him against the wall, lowered his head and rubbed against his neck.

"Ozzy is too much, so I'm only worth a snack in your heart? It's so sad, it's so easy to sell people."

Dazai's tone seemed to be the same as before, he was very skillful in coquettishness, and his aggrieved tone sounded pitiful, and anyone who heard it would soften their hearts a little.

Oz is no exception.

Knowing that Dazai was making trouble for no reason to torment him again, he could only turn his eyes to other places, and then gently pinched Dazai's palm.

"Don't make trouble."

"Ah, up to now, Ozzy is still complaining about me. When it's over, tears are streaming out."

What are you doing!Really!

Ozzy gritted his teeth, obviously he hadn't done anything yet, and he was about to be cornered and accused by Dazai like this, but the other party was proficient in pretending to be pitiful!

"I, I haven't promised him yet..."

"Sure enough, you're really moved, right! It turns out that Dazai Osamu's status can't compare to a guy you just met! I knew that Ozzy was partial to children, and I lost Ozzy's favor after I grew up, woo woo Woo."

"What nonsense are you talking about! Get up!"

Oz was so anxious that he stuttered, he patted Dazai's shoulder, but unexpectedly, he was hugged even tighter by a pair of hands around his waist.

His chest fits almost perfectly against Dazai's.

The smell at the tip of his nose was dominated by Dazai again, which made Ozzy think that that night, Dazai also forced himself to squeeze into his side with such a posture, and then did those intimate things.

As a result, today I learned about Dazai's past romantic affairs from Dazai's colleagues.

So, so those actions of Dazai are actually just because of being drunk, right?

Ozzy gritted his back molars, and began to feel depressed unconsciously.

He didn't know what this depression meant, he just instinctively felt that he was very uncomfortable and his throat was thirsty.

Like a fish out of water.

And Dazai, who felt that the struggle in his arms became smaller, also sensed something was wrong.

His original plan was to tease Oz.

In the end, he just got a taste for watching Ozzy and Atsushi Nakajima whisper intimately.What they talked about, how Oz would reveal his identity to Atsushi Nakajima, these were beyond the scope of what he wanted to know.

He just...

He just didn't want to see Ozzy get along well with anyone else but himself.

It's so ugly to be so selfish.Dazai suddenly understood why people are always afraid of giant dragons, probably because of the selfishness of monopolizing gold coins.

Dazai loosened his grip slightly, and Ozzy slipped out of his embrace, turned his back to him, without saying a word.

Just like what he once feared, as long as he let go of Ozzy's hand a little bit, this magical vampire will leave his world completely.

Dazai's eyes are extremely deep, if anyone stands in front of him and sees his expression clearly, he will be shocked by his constricted pupils and the dangerous aura on his body.

There is a reason for comparing yourself to a dragon.

Osamu Dazai wants to monopolize Oz's mood, no less than the dragon guarding the treasure.

It took almost all of his strength to resist the urge to lock Oz by his side.

Everything that is wanted, will be lost in the end.

And those who have already got it will be even more unbearable to lose.

Dazai stood behind Oz.

"I'm sorry, I'm just a little scared. Ozzy and Dun got to know each other so quickly. I'm too much. I'm already an adult, but I still want to make trouble in front of you."

"Because as long as Ozzy is a little far away from me, I can't help worrying, maybe one day Ozzy will go to someone else's side, and I can't catch you no matter how hard I try to catch you."

"Ozzy, even if the whole world is dark, you are my only ray of light."

"Why are you talking about this..."

Ozzy felt his heart beating fast, which he had only had when he was very young when he flew too high.But now he is standing on a flat bottom, surrounded by people he likes, there should be nothing that can stimulate his heart so intensely.

There was a distance between him and Dazai, but for no reason he felt that he was being hugged by Dazai.

"You know how to act like a baby."

In the end, Ozzy finally decided to turn around and took this man who was complaining and sad into his arms.

"Why are you still the same as before, obviously you have grown so tall."

He already had to raise his hand very high to touch Dazai's head.

Dazai didn't speak, just dropped his hands, silently comforted by Ozzy.

"I won't leave." Oz whispered in Dazai's ear.After these words, he finally felt Dazai enveloping him with the same strength.

Dazai's voice was very low, with a smile, but he was very tired. He said, "Although I know Ozzy is a liar, I can't help being happy when I hear this kind of thing. I only look like a fool at this time." .”

"I didn't lie to you!"

"Ah."

"And I know that child really admires you, so I will chat with him."

"I know, I just wanted to throw a tantrum and get Oz to notice me again."

"Since you have admitted your mistake, then I will forgive you one more time."

"Thank you."

At least now Dazai's tone sounds sincere.

Oz sighed softly.

Dazai looked happier, his eyes flickering against the sky again.

The colleagues of the detective agency saw that the two of them seemed to have something to talk about, so they simply separated from them and went to find the woman Huadai admired by themselves.

There were a lot of people in the square, Dazai bought a bag of pigeon feed, and sat beside the fountain with Ozzy.

The combination of two men is not common, and at least five couples have been secretly watched in the 3 minutes they have been sitting.

Dazai poured the pigeon feed into Ozzy's palm, but there were no pigeons around them to snatch the feed.

Dazai said that they were probably full, but Oz knew that his blood would make these unintelligent animals feel instinctive fear, so they would not approach him easily.

Dazai threw the feed one by one to a place far away, and watched the pigeons swarming in quietly.

"Aren't Ozzy asking me why I don't want you to have contact with others?" Dazai's expression was indifferent, and his heartbeat couldn't be seen at all.

Before Oz could answer—Dazai knew that Oz would not answer, and he probably didn't think about the meaning behind what he said—he answered the question himself: "Because I'm jealous."

As if he was afraid of being seen through, he stubbornly turned his head to an angle that Ozzy couldn't see, completely covering up the emotions on his face, but his mouth was unambiguous, even though the suffocation in his chest was even worse, and the pain in his fist Feed is also crushed by pinching.

Because if he didn't say it, Ozzy might never ask, and never think in the direction he expected.

"I thought that after the kiss, when you heard the stories between me and other women, you would at least show a little discomfort, and you might even ask me why I did that kind of thing, but you just..."

Dazai paused, his fists gradually loosened, with a mechanical smile on his face.

"When I turned around, Dun was whispering in your ear."

"I should be more confident. How can a person who meets for the first time reach the height between us?"

"But I also thought that this height is only stamped by me, maybe it's just my wishful thinking."

"Oz," Dazai turned his head back with difficulty. This may be the most difficult thing he has ever done in his life. He must tear up all his emotions and thoughts, and spread all his weaknesses in front of another person. "I say so, do you understand?"

Dazai's voice was melancholy and gentle, but it made Oz feel as if his throat was blocked by something.

He seemed to understand nothing, and seemed to understand everything.

All the nerves in his body were sending him vigilant signals—someone was coveting something important to him.

Oz thought, maybe summer is here, the weather is too hot and stuffy, otherwise how could he have the same sore eyes feeling as humans?

Must be an illusion.

He looked up at the sun, even though it was hurting his eyes.

——Even in the world, you are my only light.

Such words continued to play back in my ears, like an old-fashioned record player, the sound was intermittent and hoarse.

But he is not human.

Ozzy's heart was in a mess, and he wandered around aimlessly, but he didn't dare to stay by Dazai's side.

He is not human, and he will leave sooner or later.

He's just, he's just been sent to the future timeline by the magic of the eclipse, and maybe in two days, maybe in two hours, he'll be back in the right place again.

At that time, what will the current Dazai do?

These words should not belong to the old Oz.

But why so restless?

Oz's long silence still made Dazai couldn't help sighing, he relaxed his shoulders, kneaded the space between his brows, and leaned back on the chair.

Even though he was exhausted, he still had a smile on his face, trying to relieve Oz's anxiety at the moment: "It's okay, if it still doesn't work...then just wait."

"Can I hold your hand?" He stared straight ahead, and put his hand five centimeters away from Ozzy, as if if Ozzy didn't agree, he would never break through this short distance.

Ozzy, Ozzy's hands tightened violently, his Adam's apple rolled, and he was speechless for a while.

He wanted to ask Dazai, they had often held hands before, and Dazai had never asked himself that way before, why did he suddenly ask such a question of whether it is possible now.

It's as if you need to make some important decisions by yourself.

On the one hand, he felt that this gesture of crossing fingers and pressing palms together was what he and Dazai were used to doing in daily life, and on the other hand, he also felt that the degree of intimacy in this gesture seemed to have broken through the limit he thought.

He enjoys the contact with Dazai, but fears that this contact will bring more harm to Dazai in the future.

Until Dazai took that step first, gently and humblely, touching Ozzy's fingertips with his fingertips.

Even if there is an abyss ahead, he will take this step.

Then Ozzy understood that no matter what Dazai wanted, whether he knew it or not, he couldn't refuse Dazai.

From a long time ago, before he himself realized it, he had already accepted everything about Dazai.

"What you like will disappear if you don't catch it in time."

Dazai chuckled, as if sighing.

He didn't say the second half of the sentence.

--Did I catch you?

They shook hands again.Everything is much easier than imagined.

"Dazai," the people around him were silent for so long, almost as long as a century, Oz couldn't help lowering his voice, "Why did you put those books in the bookcase, why did you commit suicide?"

Oz didn't understand that Dazai had already moved in a good direction, and now he has become a savior in the eyes of others, but what Dazai pursued has not changed from the beginning to the end.

"Is it really tiring to live?"

"Very tired," Dazai didn't want to hide or pretend anymore, he expressed his feelings in the simplest language, he felt his hand being grasped, so he patted the back of Ozzy's hand reassuringly, "He who came out of the Mafia It’s tiring at times, and it’s also tiring when trying to enter another character design, but the most tiring thing is not these, but the previous experience can be called ‘together’, and the current experience can only be called ‘one person’.”

"But luckily I'm patient enough, otherwise I might miss the reunion with Ozzy."

"Speaking of which, Mr. Tan Tian from the Ability Secret Service Division is willing to redo a file for me. It turns out that Oz's credit is in it."

It was obvious that Dazai wanted to change the subject, so Ozzy smiled with him and said, "At that time, I thought that sooner or later I would pull you out of the mafia, even if I broke my leg."

Dazai kicked his legs: "I'm really glad that my movements are faster."

The two looked at each other and smiled, and there was another silence.

"However, suicide was not due to exhaustion. I still have unfinished business, so I will not leave this world easily."

Oz was stunned and said "ah".

Dazai looked at him, shaking the chain with his hand.

"Lucky stone, you gave it to me."

"I've always had a thought that your appearance was so sudden, like a dream, you disappeared when you opened your eyes."

"There was a time when I lay in bed and wondered if I was dreaming or waking up."

"Thanks to it later, I was able to confirm that Ozzy used to exist, and we did have a lot of time together."

"Every dive, poisonous mushroom, or whatever, every time I've been lucky enough to wake up, they've allowed me to relive the feeling Ozzy was still with Osamu Dazai."

"Like a drug, I can't resist this feeling."

Later, Dazai took Ozzy to the pile of pigeons, scaring them into flying around in the square, leaving feathers all over the place.They also visited the fountain and ate marshmallows and ice cream from the cart next to the fountain.They bought different flavors of each and everyone got different flavors.

Oz had met the two children who had been staring at him when Dazai was going to paint a double portrait of them with a portrait painter on the other side of the square.

A girl with long black hair, and a boy with a deep frown.

Ozzy looked around and confirmed that the two children were looking at him, so he nodded to them friendly.

Maybe a child the future Oz knew.he thought.

Unexpectedly, the two children walked towards him seriously.

There was a trace of urgency on the boy's expression, and before he reached Oz, he couldn't help but said, "Didn't you be—"

Before he could hear the rest of the words clearly, Ozzy was covered by someone who came.

It was Dazai's smell, so he didn't struggle.

He saw shock in the boy's and girl's eyes.

Dazai repeated the same words in his ear.

-- don't listen.

-- don't listen.

Ozzy then pulled Dazai to prepare to leave here.He didn't know these two children yet, but fortunately, those two children had no intention of catching up.

"It's okay," Ozzy pulled Dazai's cuff carefully, and comforted him, "I didn't hear what he said."

Dazai didn't speak, but grabbed Ozzy more forcefully.

His expression was very similar to what Oz hadn't seen before, but now there was a subtle sense of panic and coldness.

Extra people appear in his scripts.

And is Oz in better shape than Dazai?

Although Dazai covered his ears and covered the boy's voice with his own voice, his eyes read the boy's words.

The shock of the two children did not seem fake, so Ozzy believed what he said without hesitation.

——Didn’t you get killed by Mr. Dazai?

The boy asked such a strange question.

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