After becoming a blood clan, he did everything possible to seek death

The vampires have a very long history. As early as Genesis, the ranks of vampires were already very large, and their power was expanding every day, so that even the priests in the Holy See might have had dirty contact with the vampires.

Because the methods used by the blood race to seduce people's hearts are indeed very powerful.

Whether it's longevity or magic power, to put it simply, the pleasure/sensation you get when being sucked by a vampire is extremely addictive.

So much so that for a while, the most popular game within the blood clan was to compare how many people who believe in the light have been dragged into the darkness today.

The stronger the blood race, the more humans it can transform, and the more power humans inherit.

The Holy See has come up with many ways to destroy this wanton dark creature, such as washing the captured vampire with holy water, cutting the heart and limbs of the vampire with a silver dagger, and forcing them to be exposed to sunlight, and dispatching a one-in-a-million Holy See The knights formed vampire hunters to hunt and kill vampires, but unfortunately none of them succeeded in curbing the majestic growth of the vampires.

Finally, after the pope—the greatest existence of the light forces—was also transformed by a certain ancestor, the angry god of light finally issued an oracle and gave humans a special metal, which can be used to attach weapons made of metal to human beings. With the power of the God of Light, it can kill all dark creatures.

In this way, the blood race gradually withdrew from the stage of history. The ancestors who were tired of the game chose to sleep, and most of the young blood race who could not get shelter were killed, and only a small part lived in unknown places.Later, only Oz was left in the Blood Race team.

Ozzy is immortal, and sometimes he wonders why he can't sleep until the world is destroyed like the rest of his kind, or simply be killed by a certain hunter.

He just had an inexplicable feeling that he was being imprisoned by some kind of force, and he had to live and guard the world all the time, as if he was atoning for the blood debt committed by the blood race for thousands of years.

So for so many years, he has always walked on the ground, and when he was too tired, he went back to sleep in his fortress, and then at a certain point in time, he suddenly woke up as if arranged by someone.

During a certain trip, Ozzy smelled something bad and met Tanjiro who was killing ghosts.In the process of traveling with them, he even found the legendary rare metal that can kill all dark creatures. The metal was made into a knife, which he wore on his body to kill evil together with the friends he met.

Later, when Tanjiro died, the sword was held by Wuyou and turned into a weapon capable of killing himself.

When Ozzy saw the story that a human being transformed by a vampire can turn back into a human after killing the vampire that transforms him, he even suddenly had a nonsensical idea.

——This may not be a coincidence, I should have been killed at this point in time, so that the blood race will completely disappear from the world.

Oz thought of what happened to Dazai in the future, and he was indeed killed by Dazai in the future.

There is nothing else that can kill him, only the knife in Wu Mi's hand.

Under what circumstances would Osamu Dazai leave a notebook recording his own characteristics?Why did he write those things?

Even if you like it, is it necessary to record yourself in such detail?

To put it another way, ask, is this book Dazai left there for Oz to read, to convey Dazai's feelings to Oz, or is it simply something Dazai left for himself to read?

Under what circumstances would one write these things?

Ozzy's mind was in such disarray that he managed to bring himself into Dazai's perspective.If he left such a notebook, which records everything about Dazai in detail, then there are probably two possibilities.

First, I wanted to record everything memorable.

Second, I am afraid of forgetting these important things.

I had a premonition that I was about to forget Dazai, so I wrote these things to remind myself?

If I change my identity, it will become that some of my plans in the future will cause Dazai to lose his memory. This plan was noticed by Dazai, so Dazai prepared these in advance to prevent himself from doing bad things.But in the future Dazai still restored his human identity by killing me, so Dazai's plan actually failed.

If it really develops according to this guess, what should I do next to cause Dazai to lose his memory?

"Human Saint Yad was attacked and transformed by the vampire Earl Joseph, Saint Yad killed Joseph, and the characteristics of vampires faded away."

Oz suddenly realized a misunderstanding.

Sheng Yade gradually recovered his human identity after killing the person who transformed him.

But the bottle of blood that infected Dazai belonged to the ancestor of the blood clan, and that ancestor had disappeared for many years.

If Dazai really killed himself for this reason, there is only one thing he has to do.

——Embracing Dazai for the first time, using the blood of Oz to re-infect him.

In this way they can do what the scriptures say, being killed by the first embracers.

"Embracing Dazai for the first time, will he lose his memory?" Oz looked at his palm.

There is actually such a possibility, after all, it is to forcibly use the power in one's own blood to expel the power of the ancestor's blood.

Coupled with Dazai's feelings for him, it is absolutely impossible for him to take the initiative to kill himself.

It seems that this is the truth.

Make Dazai lose his memory and be killed.

Oz covered his face and sighed wearily.

It's not that he can't accept death, death is too far away for him, maybe now it's really time for him to leave.

He just thought he was mean and selfish.

Very cruel.

"How could I let Dazai face this kind of thing alone..."

After Dazai recalled everything, how would he think about killing his beloved self?

How hopeless.

When Dazai opened the door, he keenly noticed Ozzy sitting on the sofa in the darkness.

He approached calmly, and when he lit the desk lamp beside the sofa, the distracted blood clan was so startled that he stood up from the sofa.

Dazai watched Ozzy's movements, doubts flashed in his eyes, and soon turned into a smile. He pulled Ozzy to sit beside him, and lazily put all his weight on Ozzy's body , fingertips jumping on the button of the desk lamp, making the whole house in a light and dark look.

Quite dazzling.

Ozzy had no choice but to hold his fluttering hand, and asked in a low voice, "Aren't you tired?"

Dazai dragged out the syllable: "Tired, super tired."

But when you come back, you find that your state is not right.

He didn't say what he said next, but lifted up his sleeves, revealing a scar that hadn't fully healed.

Dazai: "Look."

Oz frowned, just as Dazai thought, all his attention was focused on the wound that didn't even ooze blood.

There were still traces of red stains on the edge of the bandage. Dazai's arm was hanging on Ozzy's hand, and there was a bunch of moans and whimpers of unknown meaning in his throat, but his eyes were calmly observing every expression of Ozzy, trying to find something some clues.

Ozzy got up to find the medicine box, but was stopped by Dazai.

"Do you know," Dazai's tone was light, "Actually, I would deliberately expose many wounds to you before. Most of my showing weakness to you was out of conspiracy, but unfortunately you didn't notice anything."

Oz was puzzled, and looked at Dazai blankly: "Deliberately? Conspiracy?"

Dazai was a bit ridiculous: "Yes, when I didn't know much before, I just wanted to see you in a hurry. In fact, most of the work of the port mafia is not as dangerous as you think, at least there are not so many people who can be easily hurt. My job, all my injuries are just because I'm willing to take them."

"Because I want to show you."

"You will hold my hand like now, coaxing me like a child, as long as you say it hurts, you will breathe into the wound, and every time you get hurt, you will be more likely to compromise on my request, Didn't you find out at all?"

Seeing Ozzy's expression, Dazai smiled and whispered "Idiot".

"But then I didn't really want to show you the wound, whether it was life-threatening or just a scratch, because I found that I don't really want to see you in a hurry anymore."

"I realize that you care about me."

"I will feel sorry for your heartache again, so I will hide many wounds later."

"Stupid and contradictory idea, isn't it?"

"It's ridiculous that I didn't realize the intention of my actions at the time."

Dazai stretched himself, and licked the mark on his arm, it had healed to the point where only a tiny gap remained.

The self-healing ability of the blood race is really amazing.

"What about now?" Oz asked softly, "Why are you willing to show the wound now?"

Dazai replied, "Because you're in a bad state, can I trade my secret for yours? Tell me what's bothering you."

This is probably a strong buy and sell.Dazai never asked Ozzy if he wanted to have this kind of exchange. After telling his own secret, he asked Ozzy to tell his secret.

But just like what Dazai said before, after taking the initiative to show weakness, it is often easier for Ozzy to compromise with Dazai's demands.

Dazai held Ozzy's side face in his arms, and pressed Ozzy's forehead tightly against his own.

He looked into Ozzy's eyes, but when he realized that Ozzy opened his mouth to say something, the house fell into darkness again.

The lamp was turned off by Ozzy.

Dazai couldn't see Oz's face clearly, in the darkness, a cool touch touched the tip of his nose.

He realized that this was a sign of Ozzy wanting to be closer to him.

So he let go of his hand obediently, allowing Ozzy to come closer to him.

Until their lips are lightly pressed together.

Oz wrapped his hands around Dazai's neck. With his eyes closed, he found his target randomly but precisely, and then hurriedly invited Dazai to dance with him.

This is a manifestation of a desperate desire to dominate the intellect.

Dazai was uncharacteristically docile, as if he had understood the anxiety in Oz's heart, and used his own method to comfort the person in front of him meticulously and slightly.

It wasn't until they were about to run out of oxygen that they slightly distanced themselves from each other.

The breathing of the two of them was no longer as steady as before.

In the darkness, Dazai heard Ozzy's slightly disturbed voice.

"I want to hug you for the first time."

Dazai thought, this is probably what made Ozzy anxious.

The author has something to say:

That's it.Um.I don't think so.perhaps?