After becoming a blood clan, he did everything possible to seek death

Osamu Dazai began to feel that not only his body had become a monster, but also some not-so-beautiful changes had taken place in his mind.

Otherwise, why just seeing the white neck exposed when the person in front of him lowered his head, he couldn't help but start to wonder how his lips would feel when they were covered with that layer of moistness?

It's soft, with a subtle sweetness.Osamu Dazai asked and answered by himself. When he stayed at the crest of this guy's neck, he could still hear the sound of the other's sudden rapid breathing and the sound of blood flow getting faster.

The vampire's ears are so powerful, can they even hear this kind of thing?

He felt a little out of breath.

It's a bit like the feeling after entering the water before, familiar and not so familiar.

The man who called himself Ozzy was being kissed so that his eyes were hazy and full of water, and his chin could only be forced to look up because he was pinching it, revealing the small and delicate Adam's apple.

Osamu Dazai has never been a person who will take the initiative to control his desires. He is used to being unruly. When a thought moves in his mind, his body begins to move faithfully. When he hears a slight gasp in his ear Yes, he had already begun to bite the position that made him ready to go with his teeth.

At some point, Osamu Dazai had spontaneously clasped Ozzy's hand, and gently rubbed the back of the other's hand with his fingertips.

He squeezed Ozzy into the tiny space between himself and the sofa.Even though there was only such a small space, a grown man shrank in aggrievedly, and he didn't know how he did it.Osamu Dazai sighed in his heart, but his body was lowered even lower, depriving Ozzy of the thin gap between him and him.

Ozzy, who was sunken in the sofa, opened his moist eyes, struggled to pull his hand out, and pressed it against Osamu Dazai's chest.

The ends of his eyes were dyed bright red, and he didn't dare to look at Dazai Zhi, so he could only squint and look elsewhere, trying to push Dazai away with vague strength: "You, don't you!" ..."

Ozzy's voice trembled, his Adam's apple rolled uncontrollably, and he was breathing heavily, but he desperately wanted to regain his sanity, and spent a lot of perseverance to maintain his position.

He can no longer be taken away by Dazai, now is not, not the time to do such a thing...

Dazai Osamu's breathing was heavy and hot, and Oz's whole body was almost scalded. His hand was clearly separated from Dazai's body by a layer of fabric, but at this moment, there was a steady stream of heat flowing from the palm of his hand to him. every corner of the body.

"Why don't you look at me?"

The voice of pretending to be wronged and sad is obviously hoarse. Ozzy shouldn't be used to this kind of voice, but under the deliberately prolonged ending, he can clearly understand the desire/desire contained in it .

That tone was bewitching and mixed with certain emotions.

Osamu Dazai repeated it again. The difference from last time was that this time he tremblingly called out "Ozzy" at the end.

This call seems to be the same as before, with intimacy and love, and it seems to be different from the past. Osamu Dazai should not know Oz now, he will not love someone easily, Oz thought, either I listen Wrong, or he pretended.

But what is the use of such thinking?Whether he misheard or pretended, Ozzy was still bewitched and looked into those eyes.

Osamu Dazai covered the back of his hand with his palm and squeezed his hand towards his chest.

It was a heartbeat.

Ozzy trembled, his mouth was slightly opened, and he looked a little dazed.

"This place seems to have been rolled by magma," Dazai Osamu whispered, the vibration from his chest was conveyed to Ozzy's heart along his hands, he didn't know the emotion in his eyes, and only instinctively wanted to shake Ozzy Put it where I can see it, but over and over again I forced those beautiful eyes to hold only my own shadow, "Are all vampires like this? When the appetite comes up, I want to eat The prey is shredded and eaten clean from the inside out, leaving nothing behind that could be stolen."

No, Oz turned his face sideways and bit his lip. He wanted to tell Dazai that the vampire would not be like this. The vampire was more gentleman than he imagined and knew how to restrain himself.

only... only you...

The complicated thoughts were like a tide, making Ozzy confused.Osamu Dazai was like a magnet, attracting him desperately to move forward. He said that his chest was rolled over by magma, so why not his own?

And how many people can drive the vampire who is famous for his cold blood, and make his heart surge along with him, which is about to bloom like fireworks.

But Dazai Osamu was still not satisfied, and his eyes staring at the prey became more and more dangerous as time went by. Every inch of Ozzy's skin that his eyes passed by, he burned those parts into bright red, trying to burn Ozzy's remaining sanity .

"What should I do..." Osamu Dazai spoke slowly, as if he was chewing each word, tasting the taste, he was really confused by this question, "How can I make you..."

The rest of the words were chewed by him in the back molars, and then swallowed into his stomach.

Only the possessive desire that cannot be hidden in the eyes is shocking.

Under the effect of "Disqualification in the World", any abilities should be invalid.Osamu Dazai thought to himself, he was thinking silently, but his intimate movements with Oz did not stop.

This emotion so strong that it cannot be described is not an illusion. It cannot be ruled out that something other than the supernatural power has affected his brain, making him not like his former self.He had tried many things in his quest for the perfect way to leave this world, but none of them could make him lose control as much as he did now.

If you must give this emotion a definition...

Osamu Dazai supported the back of Ozzy's head, closed his eyes and kissed him, trying to infuse his breath into this guy's soul.This desire came so urgently that Osamu Dazai felt a little surprised.

Surprise, and fear.

He is attributing this kind of emotion to liking.

like.

A stranger whom I've met a few times, a guy who seems to have been confirmed as the one who turned him into a monster.

Who would believe such absurd things?Is there really such a beautiful fairy tale as love at first sight in this world?

impossible.

So it cannot be ruled out that this guy played tricks on me.

Otherwise how could I become like this.

Osamu Dazai raised his head slightly, opened the distance between himself and Ozzy, and also broke the ambiguous thread connecting their lips and tongue under the other's bewildered gaze.

He licked his lips, never concealing his turbulent thoughts, and decided to fight the conspiracy of the person in front of him head-on.

Although the place close to his skin has been continuously emitting electric sparks, even though the numbness from the back to the tailbone has never disappeared.

"You turned me into a monster and you gotta get some punishment."

Osamu Dazai was keenly aware of the dim light in Ozzy's eyes when he said the word "monster". He thought that he was very skilled in seeing people, and he almost instantly recognized that Ozzy was not in this emotion. False, the other party is really guilty and regretful.

He hasn't remembered when, where, and why he changed. There must be some conspiracy he once knew, so someone tampered with his memory.

Will it be Oz?

Could it be this person who made himself want to possess at the first meeting?

Or, was it really their first meeting in Lupine?

These questions have answers when they are asked.

Lupine's boss's strange expression and attitude towards himself at that time suggested that he should have known this guest before, or that they had some kind of close relationship in the first place.

From this point of view, the chain hanging on his hand should or may have come from Oz.

Dazai carefully observed the person in front of him again. Apart from his pleasing appearance, he even dressed very carefully, with the taste of an English gentleman from the last century.

There was also the round ring between his fingers when they interlocked with his fingers.

The coldness of the ring made it feel a lot stronger, at least every time Osamu Dazai noticed its existence, he would feel an unwarranted anger.

Now that you are bullying him, let's bully him all at once.

He grabbed Ozzy's neck and forced him to look up: "Are you married?"

Oz didn't hear what Dazai said clearly at first, but after he fully understood the interrogative sentence, his expression became blank: "What, what marriage?"

"Why do you wear a ring if you're not married?"

The dazed adult didn't know what to think of, his pupils trembled and looked away, and a touch of rosiness rose quickly on his cheeks: "Wearing, wearing a ring means getting married?"

Osamu Dazai was surprised: "You don't even know the meaning of wearing a ring, so you accepted the ring given to you by others? This is too easy to deceive."

"He didn't lie to me..."

"I didn't lie to you, why didn't you tell you the meaning and then gave you a ring? A fool like you is the material for being targeted and cheating."

"He didn't lie to me! He just, just..."

The suddenly angry man retorted loudly, the firmness in his eyes and the obvious love almost hurt Dazai Osamu's eyes.

"...He just likes me." Ozzy was a little shy, but insisted on finishing the last half of the sentence.

He didn't know that this kind of affirmation was like a ignited bomb for the current Dazai Osamu, which was about to blow up Dazai Osamu's volcano that was about to erupt.

Always say annoying things.

Osamu Dazai frowned, he hadn't realized that his heart, which had been sad and joyless since he became a vampire, was being stirred by the person in front of him. He only instinctively wanted to refute the uncomfortable words from Ozzy's mouth.

He said calmly, "So you put a ring on him too?"

Ozzy paused for a few seconds, and asked carefully, "Should I wear it for him?"

"Tsk, the rings are all in pairs. He gave it to you but didn't let you wear it for him. It's obvious that you were cheated. Throw away this ugly thing, it's an eyesore."

Ozzy patted Dazai Osamu's hand away: "Don't touch it."

In an instant, Osamu Dazai's expression disappeared, and his aura became completely gloomy. He squeezed Ozzy's hand more tightly, and warned, "There is nothing here that I cannot touch."

Ozzy shrugged his shoulders in pain from doing this.

He was a little wronged, and a little bit at a loss, the Dazai in front of him was a little strange, but very familiar.Dazai is as willful as before, but he shouldn't be so willing to let his pain.

But he thought again, Dazai has forgotten that it is correct to be different from before, so Dazai will indeed show such an expression to himself.

But, but...

Osamu Dazai let out an irritable "tsk", his fingertips trembled and he instantly relaxed his strength, and pulled back a little distance in a panic.He hid all the tension at that moment very deep, so deep that Ozzy couldn't detect it, and so deep that he almost couldn't find it himself.

"What are you doing?! Don't cry."

"Who's crying!" Oz took a deep breath, and retorted fiercely in a nasal voice: "I, we blood races don't cry!"

Won't cry, why are your eyes red, why are you wronged?Osamu Dazai pursed his lips, the irritability in his heart still didn't dissipate at all.

In his guess, the way to calm Oz now is to stay away from Oz, but it is absolutely impossible for him to adopt this method.

So he could only slow down his voice as much as possible: "Then don't feel bad."

"How can I not feel uncomfortable?" Oz's throat was a little sore, he blocked his eyes with his arms, blocking his longing eyes glued to Dazai's body, "You obviously don't know me, and you still treat me Lie to the hotel to do that kind of thing, and say that anyone can do it...you are too bad, you are too bad..."

The more he talked about Ozzy, the more sad he felt. His eyes were full of strange feelings, which made him very uncomfortable. He could only keep rubbing his eyelids with his palms, trying to alleviate those feelings.

How can you say you like me while saying that anyone is fine...

"You still said that he lied to me! He didn't lie to me at all! He would never lie to me! You are the one who lied to me. You are a bad thing. You are not good to me at all. I don't want you anymore!"

Hurry up and bring Dazai back!

Osamu Dazai tightened his hand, and his nails instantly pierced the palm of his hand.

——I don't want you anymore.

It was difficult for him to breathe, and he felt that his neck was being caught by something invisible, and his heart was also hung with a heavy object, and it was falling down at an extremely fast speed.

This feeling shocked him.

It also caused almost half of his body to step into the realm of madness.

Osamu Dazai gritted his teeth viciously, as if the flesh and blood of Ozzy was between his teeth. At this moment, the cruel thoughts grew rapidly, as if he was bewitched by a demon, and he was about to transform into an executioner , clear all the things that displeased him in front of him.

I want to gag Ozzy's mouth, want him to take back what I just said, want him to hide under my body, be forced to get involved in love/love, want him to be penetrated by myself, want him to choke and beg for mercy, I can only call own name.

Such crazy thoughts could not dissipate for a long time, forcing Osamu Dazai's pupils to become even redder, and his scalp was about to explode in pain.

How can you say such a thing?How can you not want me? !Osamu Dazai suppressed his anger, his body began to tremble.

The other half of the body beyond the madness firmly grasped the few clearness in the soul. He was strangled by the neck and asked not to rush up to do things that might hurt Ozzy.

Why is this happening?

An invisible force lowered Osamu Dazai's head, causing him to fall heavily and tiredly into Oz's chest.

"sorry."

He apologized in a breathy voice.

Can you...

Can you stop saying those words?I really can't seem to bear this curse.

Osamu Dazai was gasping for breath, his whole body was trembling with a splitting headache.