After becoming a blood clan, he did everything possible to seek death

Dazai Osamu was the first one to leave the scene among all the people. He was a greedy dragon. After hiding the treasure from others, he quickly returned to his lair with the treasure.

He patted the pillow soft, placed the exquisite doll in the center of the bed, then took off the coat for the doll, and then covered the doll's chest with a small quilt, just like a man who is seriously playing house child.

Sticky eyes attached to the doll's body, carving all his appearance on his chest inch by inch. Osamu Dazai sat on the side of the bed, hooked his index finger into the palm of the doll, as if a dragon was patiently counting his gold coins.

In the booklet with the portrait of a rabbit, there is a page that reads: I tricked him into shrinking and putting on my clothes, and he was so shy that he couldn't even lift his head up. Are all vampires this young? PS: Make sure to let him try on a dress next time, if he wants to.

"So this is what you look like when you get smaller?" Dazai Osamu stroked the side face of the doll, and the motionless guy in front of him looked only in his teens, completely different from when he left.

The mature and gentle face has become a lot more childish now, and the expressionless look is even more serious.

There is also the original slender blonde hair, but now there is only a short layer attached to the scalp, and the few strands of hair that have been hanging in front of the eyes are neatly pulled behind the ears, looking like a painting from the Middle Ages. The young prince who came out of it.

"Sleep so soundly."

The broken habit of talking to myself started again.

Osamu Dazai pinched the doll's fingers, his eyes darkened when he realized that his hand was still cold, he put his hand on his lips and kissed it, and then used the temperature of his face to warm it up.

"How can I wake up? Could it be that, as said in the call, the prince put the kiss of true love on the princess's lips to wake up the princess who fell asleep because of the poisonous apple?"

Saying that, Osamu Dazai couldn't help but bend his eyes: "Well, I know it's not a kiss, but this little thing."

He pulled out a pendant from his neck, squeezed it around his fingertips, and listened to the crisp sound of the bottle hitting the seeds.

The next thing to do is to find a place to bury the seeds, wait for the flowers to bloom, and then put the flowers on the princess's chest, it should be able to wake him up successfully.

Osamu Dazai looked around the room, and fixed his eyes on the potted green plant placed on the table.

It still looks half-dead, no matter how much knowledge Osamu Dazai learned about growing flowers from the owner of the flower shop, there is no way to make it look healthier.

If you see me raising it like this, you will definitely scold me viciously.

Osamu Dazai wondered if he had ever blamed him before he lost his memory, but judging from his simple actions in the past, he probably wouldn't have the heart to blame himself.

Osamu Dazai took the potted plant and placed it beside the doll, clasping his hands together with a little apology: "Your family will borrow it from me first?"

Just as he was about to pull out the cork of the glass bottle, the plant that had withstood Dazai Osamu's countless harassments unexpectedly slowly grew an extremely thin green shoot for the first time.

The green bud grows little by little, and every time it emerges, it takes a lot of effort. It stretches out its tentacles limply from the pot, and the target has never changed until it landed on the ground under the gaze of Osamu Dazai. on his wrist.

It was too thin, too weak, giving Osamu Dazai the illusion that his body would be torn off as soon as he raised his wrist.

I don't know what it's trying to do, but Osamu Dazai patiently waited for the green shoot to go all the way up his wrist.

It was probably an intuition, he felt that Lu Ya seemed to want to tell him some information.

When the green shoots had grown all the way to his fingers, the bare vine finally grew its first leaves.

The leaves are extremely thin, and even the veins are so thin that you can only see clearly when you look closely. Osamu Dazai felt that he could see the scenery under the leaves through the thin layer of mesophyll.

The leaf pushed away Dazai Osamu's finger with weak force, covering the mouth of the bottle that had been pulled out of the cork, and then there was no movement.

This is... the meaning of blocking?

Osamu Dazai frowned: "Why?"

Green Sprout couldn't speak, but the leaves shook, and there was no other reaction.

"If it means blocking, then there are two possibilities. First, I shouldn't plant it in this place, and second, I shouldn't plant it at this time."

Staring at the delicate face of the doll, Osamu Dazai muttered to himself: "Why did you come to Yokohama? Is it because someone woke you up here? Who is that person?"

No one could answer his doubts, he just stood up, let the vines hang on his knuckles, and then slowly moved to the side of the puppet, watching the green shoot curled up on the puppet's neck.

Not here, or not now?

A few days later, Osamu Dazai, who had properly hidden the doll, asked President Fukuzawa for a three-day leave, and went to a village somewhere in Japan alone.

Sitting on the train, Osamu Dazai opened the booklet.It is recorded in the booklet that Ozzy in the past was sent to the future by the monster because he met a certain monster, that is, a few days before the present time.

He has a very romantic and bold guess that needs to be confirmed, so the purpose of his short trip is to find that monster.

Fortunately, Osamu Dazai was lucky, and when he got off the bus, he met a kind and enthusiastic citizen.

"You are..." On the side of the street, the man holding a cat stared slightly, his short light-colored hair was blown a little messy by the wind, while the cat in his arms narrowed his eyes and licked his paws slowly.

This strange combination should be the "Natsume Takashi and the cat monster" mentioned in the brochure.

Osamu Dazai mentioned the special product at hand and laughed: "Long time no see."

Natsume Takashi was a little hesitant, instinctively feeling a little afraid of the guy who had half of his face bandaged and smiled evilly.

But looking at his current appearance, it seems that there are many differences from before?

Natsume Takashi can't say what's different, maybe it's because the sense of danger has become less?

Regardless of Mr. Cat's obstruction, he walked in front of Osamu Dazai.

"Long time no see, didn't Mr. Oz come over together?"

"This trip is hidden from him." Osamu Dazai raised his index finger to his mouth, looking a little mysterious.

This natural look made Natsume Takashi not think too much in other directions.

Only the cat in his arms raised its chin and moved its nose. After silently staring at Osamu Dazai for a few seconds, it buried its head in Natsume Takashi's neck.

Osamu Dazai told Takashi Natsume that the purpose of his visit this time was to find the monster who sent Oz to the future a few years ago.

Although Natsume Takashi felt that this idea was a bit difficult to realize - after all, solar and lunar eclipses are rumored images of aimless travel, and they will only stay for a few days when they are taken in by kind people when it rains - but he I still asked the little monsters all over the mountains and plains to help find it.

Teacher Cat gave a hutch, and shrank her four paws under her belly, nestling quietly on the corridor still a certain distance from Osamu Dazai.

This is Takashi Natsume's home. He went to prepare the telecommunications. There are only Osamu Dazai and Mr. Cat in the room.

There is a string of wind chimes hanging on the promenade, jingling. Occasionally, when little monsters come to visit Natsume, they will ring the wind chimes to tell Natsume that they are coming.

From this point of view, Natsume Takashi is quite comfortable living in this quiet countryside.

Osamu Dazai took a sip of tea, and only paused slightly when he heard the cat not far away suddenly speak human words.

"He once said something to me, but I don't think he said it to you."

Teacher Cat shook her body, but she was looking at the motionless person out of the corner of her eye.

"Don't make love, it will only increase loneliness. This is a warning to monsters, because the time of monsters is too long, and the time of human beings is too short, so once the relationship is formed, only monsters will be injured."

Osamu Dazai repeated in a low voice: "You can't form a relationship...? It really is a sentence that contains great truth."

Teacher Mao ignored his yin and yang, and continued: "You don't smell like that guy anymore. It should be said that at the moment he left, in fact, many things in this world have an inexplicable feeling, as if everyone is saying goodbye together. What's the same."

"People are mortal, and so are monsters, but I didn't expect you to send him away."

Hearing this, Osamu Dazai couldn't help but wryly smiled, but his gaze was cold.

The cat monster was right. He didn't even think that Ozzy would leave first.

"So that's why I came here." Osamu Dazai put the cup on the table, and looked at the spring in the mountains and plains outside the house, "I still have one last chance."

"The monster stayed with humans because he found something he wanted from humans. I still don't understand what he wants from you."

"Maybe..." He chuckled softly, "Maybe it's not what he wants, it's what I want, so I will try my best not to let him go."

Isn't it human nature to be greedy?

Later, Osamu Dazai was lucky enough to get the information about the solar and lunar eclipse again. He heard that Natsume-sama wanted to find it, so it came to Natsume-sama by itself.

Osamu Dazai said: "You once wanted to ask human beings whether to choose the past or the future, right?"

The solar and lunar eclipse glanced at the human in silence, and learned the purpose of the human from the strong emotion in his eyes.

Osamu Dazai is sent back in time by the eclipse spell.

This is a moment in his mind. After investigating for a long time, he followed the clues to find a video of a park.

The video was extremely blurry, I could only see a blurry shadow appearing out of thin air in the corner, stood there waiting for a long time, and then slowly walked towards a certain direction.

Although that person has never shown his face in the video, Osamu Dazai can still recognize him at a glance, he is Ozzy.

This tape may record the time when Ozzy first appeared in Yokohama.

After a dizzy feeling of suspension, Osamu Dazai finally touched the ground with both feet, feeling solid.He looked around, and sure enough, he found a surveillance camera hidden among the treetops.

The Yokohama in the past is not much different from the present. The park has become much more depressed because of the "zombie rumors" that have become popular recently. Few people dare to go to the inaccessible places at night, and even the wild dogs sleeping in the open are much less.

Osamu Dazai found the location in the video, and poured out the seed from the small glass bottle hanging on his chest.

The small guy was lying in his palm and could easily be overlooked.This is the most important thing for Osamu Dazai at the moment.

Osamu Dazai lowered his head, bathed in the moonlight, hesitated rarely.

To be precise, it should be panic and fear.

If the seed did not germinate in the end, how could he awaken his doll?

Does he really have another way?

Finally, Osamu Dazai finally made up his mind.He picked up the seeds and carefully placed them in the soft soil.

Even the air was quiet.

He stared at the seed closely, but the seed remained motionless.

Isn't this place and this time...

Osamu Dazai stood aside, his dazed back stretched infinitely by the street lamp beside him.

He has already considered this possibility, maybe he got the time and place wrong, maybe everything he did was in vain, after he saw off Ozzy for the first time, he chose to let Ozzy go for the second time , fate has no intention of giving him a third chance.

But when he really had to face this reality, Osamu Dazai still felt a sense of powerlessness.It was as if all the strength in his body had been sucked away, as if his hands and feet had been tied up by the weeds at the bottom after falling into the water.

He was waiting devoutly for the buds to bloom, but he didn't realize that the whole body was plunged into the cold winter, and the last yellow leaf on the branch shook and fell to his feet.

Pressing the tingling eyebrows, Osamu Dazai felt that he was about to fall into the bushes, but in reality he stood firmly in place, repeating "I still have a chance" over and over again.

A subtle feeling suddenly hit my heart.

The silent night was broken by a soft noise.

The sound came suddenly, as if someone accidentally kicked a small stone, and the sound of the small stone rolling and colliding on the ground.

Osamu Dazai woke up suddenly, and looked in the direction of the source of the voice in disbelief.

At some point, the unresponsive seed had sunk into the soil, and was pushing away the soil, trying to stretch out the branches.

Osamu Dazai couldn't help stretching out his hand, wanting to touch the green shoot that brought him unlimited hope, but he was afraid that his strength would be too strong for the green shoot, and if he was not careful, this soft little green shoot would be touched. Stuff stops growing.

His fingertips stopped not far away, watching with fascination the green buds growing higher and higher, watching the green leaves stretch out under the moonlight, watching a flower bud gradually grow up surrounded by green leaves.

Only when he felt the slight touch from his fingertips did Osamu Dazai realize that a leaf had patted his hand, as if comforting him who was restless at the moment, and he had calmed down miraculously.

Osamu Dazai watched the green shoot grow rapidly until a beautiful flower bloomed.

Is this... the flower that awakens his doll?

Osamu Dazai noticed that his hands started to tremble unexpectedly.

Do you want to dig back with the roots?Will it lose its vitality in such a short time?Has it finished blooming?Should I wait a little longer?

Osamu Dazai was not sure.

Until the air began to twist slightly, this twist made Osamu Dazai realize that his time was running out.

He squatted beside the flower branch, and when he was about to take the flower away, a strange thought suddenly flashed through his mind.He didn't fully capture what the thought said specifically, but he could vaguely remember the feeling, as if fate was guiding him.

When Osamu Dazai came back to his senses, he had already pinched off the buds and hid the flowers in his clothes, leaving only the vines trembling in the wind.

"So..." Osamu Dazai took a deep breath, "So it's you."

A tugging sensation brought him into the air.

Osamu Dazai couldn't see the scene in front of him clearly, he could only protect the flowers in his arms, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I have to keep you here."

The vines shook, as if they heard Osamu Dazai's words.

Before his eyes were almost completely dark, he saw a golden shadow walking out of the void.

Osamu Dazai's eyes froze instantly, nothing could make him look away, just a blurry figure was enough to make his heart beat again.

Ozzy was so close to him, as if he could touch it with his hand.

In fact, when he decided to walk in the direction of the past, Osamu Dazai once asked himself, if he saw Ozzy in the past, would he stop because of this, decide to stay in the past, and decide to hold on to the vampire who is still alive at this moment .

This question appeared for only a second, and Osamu Dazai gave himself a negative answer.

He won't stop for the past, he just feels sorry, just like now.

—So you came here for me.

In the end, Osamu Dazai couldn't help but stretched out his hand forward.

Oz, who was standing in front of the bare vine and put it back into his sleeve, felt something, and looked around blankly.

No one is empty.

"...Mi Douzi?"

In the end, he got no response.

The author has something to say:

In fact, a lot of foreshadowing was buried, such as why the vines showed favor to Osamu Dazai (because Huahua was taken away, and wanted to please the big devil to get Huahua back), for example, Mi Douzi said that she was not the one who woke up Oz. Even when I was writing Chapter 1, I already thought about how Dazai Osamu reached out to him obsessively and desperately in a place where Oz couldn't see, and Oz felt something, but didn't know who that person was.

Without knowing that this flower was planted by Dazai, Ozzy still met him, maybe this is fate.