My mirror is fine

He leaned on the mirror and looked at the person in the mirror, and the figure in the mirror also looked at him. He was very calm at the moment, so calm that it was almost scary. Is the effect of the medicine so short?An idea flashed through his mind.He walked out of the door indifferently and went to eat the New Year's Eve dinner, a New Year's Eve dinner that only he could enjoy.The meal was completely cold, so he sat down and started to eat without paying attention. He was used to waiting alone.So boring, he thought, as if something was missing.He picked up the phone, and suddenly a voice rang in his ear: "Shen Zhao, come play with me!" Ah, is it a hallucination again?He thought lightly, but felt an inexplicable pain in his heart.He is greedy for this bit of tenderness in the mirror.

Accompanied by fireworks and cheers, the new year is here again, but it's someone else's new year, and has nothing to do with Shen Zhao. He personally buried himself in that person's coffin, and trapped himself forever in that coffin. bitter summer.Shen Zhao looked indifferently at the fireworks outside the window and at himself alone in the reflection, he suddenly hooked his lips, and smiled bitterly, "It would be great if you were still here." His eyes were rarely covered with sad snow, and he suddenly I also think of the days of Zeng Jin: a warm sun illuminates the pale sky, and I walk to school with a young man. The young man always talks and laughs with him, bit by bit smearing that period of youth brilliantly, but he is making the relationship with himself When he joined hands to grow old, he passed away suddenly, marking an abrupt end to his youth.

Gu Xi, you still like to leave without saying goodbye so much.

Unwilling to be reconciled, he weaves a fairy tale for himself, but when he wakes up, he feels like a dream in a garden, and when he wakes up, he still has some regrets.He looked at the blank medicine bottle, and there was a secret desire for the rising point in his heart.As long as he takes another piece, he can... sink or wake up from the dream, it is difficult for him to choose.Reason told him he shouldn't do this, but he really missed it.

"Shen Zhao." In the dream, Gu Xi smiled picturesquely, calling his name, he ran towards Gu Xi, but couldn't touch him no matter what.A thick fog came indistinctly, obscuring his vision.Confused memories are intertwined, and it is difficult to distinguish reality from fantasy.Gu Xi's voice became farther and farther away, and he was almost desperate.No, his tears rolled down gently.

He woke up in the dawn wind and waning moon, and the sunlight slid down coldly, like the stains of tears on the pillow.I don't want to forget you, Gu Xi.

He went to Yan Zhen again, this time Yan Zhen did not directly agree, but said, "Think about Gu Xi." Shen Zhao's figure paused, and after a while, he said softly: "But, he is no longer here " Yan Zhen watched him leave, both of them clearly knew that he was lost, soberly lost in this winter.

I want everything I like to remain, even in an illusion.