Forget the year

Leon stayed in Hong Kong for a few days, and after dealing with the matter, he left without saying hello to Yasi. To be exact, he didn't know how to face her...

Yasi has not visited Xunxun for two days, nor has she appeared in the gallery for two days. Yatong called her, but no one answered.Until the third day, a black car slowly stopped in front of her villa.

"Daddy, do you want... I'll accompany you in?" He Zhenan looked at He Feng who had already opened the car door, and spoke hesitantly.

He Feng shook his head lightly, gathered his suit, and closed the car door behind him.

He rang the doorbell three times, but no one answered, He Feng frowned, took out the key, and opened the door.

In the huge villa, it was empty and silent, there were some magazines scattered on the coffee table and the sofa, and the photos that she had torn up and put together again, He Feng walked over, smiled dumbly, trembling his fingers, Tidy up for her...

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Opening the door of the bedroom, the thick curtains are airtight, blocking the sunlight outside the window, and on the bed, there is a woman with a reddish complexion and pale lips.

He Feng walked to the window and opened the curtains. In an instant, the room was filled with sunshine.Looking back, I saw Yasi frowned and opened his eyes, then closed them again, turned around, and the room returned to silence.

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He breathed lightly, walked over with frowns, leaned against the side of the bed, approached her from behind, and touched her forehead. After a while, he took his hand away.

"Let's go to the hospital, shall we?" There was a kind of distressed persuasion suppressed in his gentle voice. When he spoke, he was cautious. If it wasn't because of illness, she wouldn't stop going to see Xun Xun.

"Please leave...I don't want to see you" Especially when he was so weak, Yasi's voice was completely hoarse, and he remained indifferent in his pathological weakness.

The room returned to silence again, she only felt a light beside the bed, followed by the sound of leaving footsteps... The clock ticked past, the footsteps were clear again, the side of the bed collapsed again, she closed her eyes tightly, no Pay attention to all the changes until the body is picked up by someone, and her upper body is leaning against his arms

"Take some medicine, be obedient..." He finally said in a low voice again, he is very familiar with every part of this house, so it is not difficult for He Feng to find the medicine that has been prepared.

Yasi finally opened her eyes, looked at the white pills and the water glass in his hand, her eyes slowly moved up, the skin on her face rubbed against his suit, making her feel cool, she looked into his eyes and smiled

"Are you so nice to everyone who doesn't believe it?...Martin...tell me the truth and I'll take medicine..."

He Feng pursed his lips tightly, looking at her eyes that were reddened by the fever, there was a faint smile in them, and begging, begging him to tell the truth?  …

"...I...can't" he opened his mouth and answered briefly, after all, lies can't fool her.

"That's good..." Yasi smiled softly again, and with his strength, sat up straight, took the water and food in his hand, got out of the bed with bare feet, and walked forward in a nonchalant way , He Feng was afraid that she would fall, so he got up and followed behind, watching helplessly as she dumped all the pills and water cups into the trash can. She has always been dishonest and untrustworthy.

"These things should not be done by you, because you are no longer the man by my side..." She looked at He Feng beside her, smiled lightly and raised her eyebrows coldly.

He Feng's gaze was always deep, fixed on her as if there were no waves.

Faced with such unresponsive emotions and incomprehensible gazes, Yasi smiled bleakly, turned around and prepared to go back to the bed, but her footsteps were flimsy, and as soon as she took a step, her feet softened, and she was no longer able to fall firmly into the bed. in his arms she said

"You go!......" But slowly wrapped his arms around his waist, tightened his arms, and exhausted all his strength

"Please... let's go!..." She choked up in a hoarse voice, and buried her face in his chest.

Therefore, she missed the deep pain in his eyes, go?How is he going? ...How to leave her like this, almost exhausted all his strength. When he hugged her and wanted to bend over to put her on the bed, he couldn't support himself and fell on the bed with her. In, didn't hurt her...

"Is your kindness to me fake? Is everything about us fake?...Why do you treat me like this, why do you want to separate, please tell me, what are you thinking, okay? ..." She was crying almost pleadingly, buried her face on the side of his neck, bit his shoulder hard, even though she tasted the blood, she didn't let go, and her hands, with the blood on her body, The same high temperature penetrated into his clothes without hindrance, she caressed the scar on her stomach and let go.

From the beginning to the end, He Feng was so deeply, staring at her deeply, until she let go, he didn't change a bit, didn't make a sound.

"Martin, say you don't love me, tell me, I'll go to the hospital... I won't lie to you this time, really..." Like a child, begging and coaxing adults, IELTS With eyes closed, the consciousness is completely chaotic, and the hand is always on the stomach, sliding down the lower abdomen, seeking the simplest and most direct proof.

"Do you... have to hurt yourself like this?..." Do you have to torture him like this?He held her hand tightly and spoke in a hoarse voice, but it wasn't because of □.

"Yes..." If she said she didn't love her, she would go to the hospital, because in that case, nothing would matter... Going to the hospital and getting an answer is also very good.However, if he loves her, then she must let him feel that after she left him, she lived alone in this villa, not afraid at all, not in pain at all, not at all...

Yasi wants He Feng to empathize with him.

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Suddenly, He Feng ruthlessly pulled out her hand and threw it aside.

He said "Okay, whatever you want..." He has never been so heartless, got up, and left without looking back...

Behind him, there are two lines of tears that are different from the body temperature. They are refreshing and cool, piercing the heart and lungs, suppressing the sound of crying, even the lips are trembling, and have no sense of the hand scratched by the belt at the side, even if the wound is right Blood oozes out....

Outside the villa, there was a person who had just come out, leaning against the wall, unable to support himself any longer, and fell slowly, with bone erosion pain, he said

"Call Yatong and the doctor, she has a fever..."

When He Zhenan ran out of the car to help He Feng up, this was the first sentence he heard, and he opened his eyes wide in astonishment

"Daddy! Leave her alone, okay?" He sighed angrily and helplessly.

"Call right now..." Panting heavily, He Feng ordered him in a low voice, with a firm attitude.

Then he calmed down and said in a low voice

"She's been sick for two days, help daddy once, okay?"

"...Okay" Looking at the weak father who couldn't even take care of himself, He Zhenan nodded slightly.

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Inside the villa

"Don't worry, the little girl is already asleep, the doctor gave her an infusion." Yatong held the phone and looked at the black car outside.

"Her hand?" He Feng asked in a low voice.

"It's been bandaged...hand, what's going on?" Yatong asked tentatively.

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After a long time, He Feng's voice came again

"Take good care of her, thank you, Yatong..." He didn't explain, it was he who hurt Yasi, if it didn't come out by then, he really didn't have the strength to push her away.

He has lost the ability to say that he doesn't love her. He watched her so sad, and saw that she didn't hate him as much as he imagined.

He originally wanted her to hate him, and then gradually forget about it, but why didn't she hate him? There is no way to be so selfish.

At the cemetery that day, He Feng heard what Yasi said to Lin Weier. He knew that Yasi said that just to persuade her to get out of the pain sooner, but she didn't really think that way.

He knew that no matter what happened, she was unwilling to leave him.He knew that she loved him very much.He knew that everything he did would hurt her very much, he knew that he knew everything... But what he didn't know was that one day in the near future, when he suddenly passed away, how much she would be... He couldn't bear the pain, and couldn't imagine what she looked like at that time.

If she had been told about this in advance, she would have spent every day with him in anxiety, and then woken up by nightmares every day...

He thought for a long time, hesitated for a long time, and lingered for a long time. He didn't make this decision until he came back from Dong Wang's cemetery. Is there a glimmer of hope to make her hate herself, and then, knowing that when he leaves, the pain will be less, Missing will be less, love will be less...

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