straight to heaven

Xie Yi stayed up all night and wanted to take advantage of his lunch break to go home and rest for two hours. I was kind enough to take care of the intern for him for a while.

For lunch, I took Xiaomi to Ajimi Noodles downstairs for a makeshift meal.

Xiaomi's full name is Mi Xiaoshan, which has the same pronunciation as my name but different characters.Graduated from Minda University with a major in law, his professional grades are among the best. He passed the law examination in his third year and just graduated this year.Indeed young.

I didn't talk much, and his face was flushed with embarrassment, and the rice noodles had bottomed out. The two of them didn't talk more than five sentences, and the atmosphere was still awkward.

As a last resort, I spoke first and asked, "Why don't you go to graduate school? Can you tell me?"

He didn't expect me to ask a question suddenly, he choked his throat with a mouthful of hot pepper, and now even his eyeballs were red from coughing.I handed over a piece of paper, he said thank you, and replied in a hoarse voice: "No, no, Fang, it's convenient. It's because of the family. My mother takes care of me and my sister alone, and she is not in good health. I, I want to go early Come out and work."

boy.This reason is not uncommon, at least for me.

Although I am used to it, I still have a question in my heart: "If you submit your resume just after graduation, who will accept you?"

Dingrun is a big red circle, and it is not easy to get in.Just as soon as the words came out, I thought that I was the real relation, and immediately regretted asking such an offense: "I'm sorry, my words are annoying, not aimed at you...Forget it, just pretend I didn't ask."

Xiaomi shook his head quickly: "No, no, it's thanks to Pei Lu." He put down his chopsticks, touched the side of his neck with one hand, shy and green: "I, I don't know why, I didn't think of it either."

I was taken aback.

In fact, there was still half a bowl of rice noodles left in front of me, but I put down my chopsticks.

...Xiaomi, with delicate eyebrows and a good temper, is indeed quite painful when she blushes.

Different names with the same name.

After swallowing a sip of soy milk, I went to pay. Listening to the prompt sound of "Alipay credited to the account of 56 yuan", I felt quite disgusted.

It was nearly two o'clock when we returned to the office, and Xie Yi had already returned.

I can't say I was very energetic, but I changed my clothes and washed my hair.

I went to the toilet with him to drain the water, but when I came back, I found the office area was in a mess.

Xie Yi randomly picked someone up and asked what was the matter, his colleague replied that Li Yangming and his family had just arrived in the reception room and came to thank them.Halfway through the conversation, my colleague saw me and answered, oh yes, Pei Lu just asked for you, Lin Zhu.

I didn't have time to put on my coat, so I nodded and ran downstairs to the reception room.

Li Yangming is just over 1.7 meters tall. He grew up doing farm work, with a dark face and strong limbs.Next to him is his daughter, with wheat-colored skin, phoenix eyes, and ponytail, she is energetic and beautiful.

I have met her a few times before, she is not very old, and I have the impression that she has only been an adult for a few months.

When he entered the door, he found Xiaoxiao was there, standing beside Pei Yanlai, the father and daughter did not sit down, neither the chair nor the teacup moved.

Li Yangming and Pei Yanlai shook hands.

"The kid's mother was tired and sick after running, so only Nan Nan came with me today... Thank you very much."

When Li Yangming let go, Pei Yanlai said: "You trust Dingrun, and Dingrun will definitely go all out. It should be done."

Li Yangming sighed, "We all know how much pressure you have taken on the case and how much you have relaxed in terms of fees." He shook his head, then turned his hand to pat his girl: "Come on, Nan Nan."

Li Nan looked over one by one, bowed together, thanked him, then raised his head, his eyes finally fell on Pei Yanlai, and stayed for a while.

She smiled and asked, "Is the girl still in high school?"

Li Nan recovered from the daze and nodded: "This year is the third year of high school."

Smiling: "Ah, the college entrance examination will be next summer? What major do you want to study?"

Li Nan glanced at Pei Yanlai again.

The man's mask never showed any flaws.With a faint smile, sexy and handsome, he cast his gaze, very few people would not blush.

Li Nan's young girl Huaichun's age, her ears were even redder, and she quickly dodged and looked away.

"Well, I have a goal." She coughed softly, "I want to study the Fa."

She glanced at Pei Yanlai again, "It's very handsome to be a lawyer."

I'm not good at expression management, and I'm easy to hang out with. I don't know if the father and daughter opposite will see that my face is unhappy.

Pei Yan came to this vixen.

Up to eighty, down to eight years old, regardless of gender, when you meet him, it will be spring in Antarctica.

Only I know that Pei Yanlai's appearance is different, his body is warm, but his inside is cold.But I have long bowed to his shrine, wishing to monopolize the evil aspect of false gods.

It's so bad.

Pei Yanlai chuckled twice: "There are difficulties in every line of work. If you only look at the bright side, you will be blinded. Think carefully, there is still time, don't worry."

"Pei Lushuai, because he is Pei Lu." Li Xiaoxiao winked at her: "Sister, this kind of fairy can't represent the spirit of our entire industry."

Li Nan blushed again, pursed her lips and smiled, but said nothing.

I'm not a bad guy.But it is my duty, Lin Xiaoshan, to save the girl who was cheated.

"That's right." I heard myself say, "Don't be tricked into studying the Fa. You should be cut into pieces."

Perhaps because I seldom talk too much on such occasions, Li Xiaoxiao gave me an extra look.

I looked at Pei Yanlai.

Pei Yanlai ignored me, he shook hands with Li Nan.

After sending off the father and daughter, Geng Zong's invitation arrived.

He heard that I had finally finished this section, and told me to eat at the newly opened Internet celebrity Hunan cuisine restaurant in the new department store.I didn't agree at first, but he said he would pick me up by car and invite me.

It is difficult for us grassroots legal migrant workers not to succumb to the temptation of capitalism. At 05:30, I was standing by the front desk waiting for someone.Someone patted my right shoulder, I sighed silently, and looked to the left, it was indeed Li Xiaoxiao.

"Beauty." I straightened my clothes, "Very childish."

She was carrying a bag and stepping on high heels, only half a head lower than me: "Thank you for the compliment. I have such a young mind."

"..."

Li Xiaoxiao: "What are you doing? Waiting for someone? Date?"

"I just want to start a career." I replied: "Wait for a friend, that was the last time."

After saying this, the girl at the front desk gave a weird look.It seems to be thinking of the embarrassing old incident that Geng kept asking about gloves.

Li Xiaoxiao sneered: "...to engage in a career? Lin Xiaoshan, I don't know who it is, he is obviously very smart, but he is just being a squib every day, and 27 can live to be 72."

I shut up and didn't answer.

She was especially chattering today: "Seriously. Nine out of ten Fa-students are competitive. What about you? You have no preference for subjects, nor are you materialistic. Why are you?"

I looked down at WeChat, 10 minutes ago, Geng kept saying that he would be there in 5 minutes, and I don't know where I am stuck now.

"Let me guess." She was very excited, and lowered her voice: "Is it talking about yourself this afternoon? 'Been tricked into studying the Fa'... Tell me, who fooled our little cool brother?"

I put my phone away, expressionless: "Congratulations, you guessed wrong."

She spread her hands and declined to comment.

My thoughts drifted away, and Lin Hui's face flashed in my mind.It was the last time we met, under the dim light of the bar, his nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and his face was hideous, far less decent than a four-legged beast.

"I am for justice, do you believe it?"

Li Xiaoxiao patted me.

With a pair of passionate eyes, this lady certainly doesn't believe in half-bad excuses.

I was tired of playing the game, and I was wondering why Geng Zong didn't come, when I heard the front desk call out, "Pei Lu."

My reaction is faster than Li Xiaoxiao's. Before my brain is connected to the line, my eyes are glued to it first.

Other people's clothes are wrinkled after working all day, but this person obviously stayed up all night, still wearing a suit and leather shoes, with a neatly tied tie, and a gray coat draped over his arm, not in the slightest bit of distress.The pace is fast but steady.

"Pei Lu." Li Xiaoxiao and I spoke almost at the same time.

He nodded, smiled, and said hello, his face was calm and beautiful, and his eyes stayed on Li Xiaoxiao for a short time to show respect.But he didn't look at me.

The door was pushed open, and Pei Yanlai walked into the dark evening against the wind.

This treatment is too special.

I look out through the glass.Pei Yanlai walked farther and farther, I wanted to keep up, just like hundreds of days and nights before.I took two steps, but the lights flickered and the engine started. I couldn't even catch the exhaust with my legs.

In the absurd and embarrassing adolescence, I was also like this, like a monkey looking through the bottom of a lake to fish for the moon.Sometimes it is far away, and sometimes it seems very close.

Humans are also animals prone to hallucinations.

Get too close, believe it is true, and then push forward.So the moon in the water shattered into a light-transmitting high-pressure cloud. When I looked up, the moon in the sky was still hanging light-years away.

Maybe I really stayed in a daze for a long time. Li Xiaoxiao asked me something, but I didn't hear it, so naturally I didn't answer.Looking back, people don't know when they have left.

In front of my eyes was only Geng's silly face stuck to the glass door.

I knocked through the glass and walked out, but what I thought in my heart was: he is not stupid.What are you stupid?The stupidest one is obviously me.

After a full meal, Geng drove here all the time, so he didn't drink.But when I got in the car, the air conditioner in the car turned on, and the blood rushed to my stomach, and the sleepiness came to me irresistibly.

In the beginning, Geng was still chattering, but I only heard the last sentence clearly: "... Hey, are you going back to celebrate the New Year this year?"

Geng always only said "go back", not "go home".I don't have a family, and my brother is always ironic and meticulous in these details.

I didn't think about it, I yawned, waved my hands, and my vision became blurred: "I'll sleep for a while, call me when I arrive."

I hadn't just driven 500 meters, and I was trapped by a big dream.

Thinking by day and dreaming by night.I dreamed of Pei Yanlai, and dreamed of the evening half a month before the college entrance examination, when the head teacher notified the parents that they planned to apply for volunteers.

After marrying Gao Kai, my mother seems to care more about me than before.I'm not used to it, but I have to admit, back then, it was hard for me to harden my heart on her.

She called me, one didn't answer, so she called the second one.She asked me how I planned to apply for volunteering and what major I wanted to study. I just said, I didn't think about it, and I didn't know.

Ms. Xu was emotionally unstable during that time, and her voice was a little angry: "Xiaoshan, it doesn't matter if you fool me, but don't fool yourself!"

"..."

I hung up the phone at the bathroom corner.

To be honest, I'm not throwing a tantrum.

I've lived a long time in a muddle-headed way. The only clear goal in the first 18 years was to try to have sex with Pei Yanlai.

I really didn't think about it, and I really didn't know.

After school that day, I followed Pei Yanlai. This year, he seemed to be taller again.

The impulse comes suddenly.

"What do you want to do in the future?" I blurted out without beginning or end: "Actor? Business?... You are very suitable for wearing a suit."

He stopped suddenly, and the bridge of my nose hit his back. Although it was not as straight as his nose, it still hurt a lot.

Immediately, my eyes became sour, and I half covered my face with my hands, and my physical tears were about to flow down.

Pei Yanlai looked at me condescendingly, glanced at my disheveled hair from the corner of the eye, and said without emotion: "You talk a lot."

Here you go, Grumpy.

While I was masochistically happy that only I could see him like this, I couldn't help grinning at the pain in my nose, and the expression on my face was probably wonderful.

Fortunately, I covered it in time, Pei Yanlai didn't see it.

I raised my eyes, and there were still tears in my eyes that I wanted to shed but didn't flow: "Oh, then I will say less."

In the eyes of outsiders, I am a person who is more than cold and not gregarious—if Pei Yanlai is classified as my wife—so there is nothing wrong with him thinking so.

I like him, so a lot of inner words slipped out of my tongue like a machine gun. Although I didn't want to use this to attract his attention, I wanted to be more vivid in front of him.

That would probably be more interesting.

But if he doesn't like me running naked like this, I can force myself to get dressed in front of him.

As long as he likes, as long as he likes.

Pei Yanlai lowered her eyes and met my gaze, as if she was looking at my ugliness, but she didn't.

If I had to describe it, it was more like the eyes of a wild beast when hunting.Sombre, focused, but there's something else simmering underneath.I can't understand.

Ignoring me, he turned around again and continued walking forward.

I covered my nose and followed, silently reaching the fork in the road.The street lights were bright, and flying insects the size of rice grains could not see under the light, one after another bumped into the lampshade to die.

The wind blew the hem of his clothes, holding up a soundless airflow, which slid past me.

"Yeah." At first glance, he didn't know the beginning and the end, like choosing a concubine, he said: "Let's be a lawyer."

He walked away, and his back gradually disappeared from my field of vision.

I stood still and didn't move, and after a while I realized that this was actually a response.

In fact, when I was at the door of the office, I once heard Pei Yanlai and Li Kui talk about it, saying that they seemed to have plans to study finance.

Students are recommended, majors can be chosen at will.Where there is an idea, there must be a result.

I don't know if he changed his mind just now, or if he is most likely just talking nonsense.

It's okay, I don't care.

The green light turned red again.I'm still standing where I am.

I took out my phone and called my mom.

I said, I've thought about it.I want to study the Fa.

The dream has no more to say here, it was Geng who stopped the car at the gate of the community and woke me up.

Opening the car door, the cold wind scrambled to get in between the nails.

It's not without desires, I want to buy a car.

Being frozen, I am sober and think so.