straight to heaven

When I came out of Lao Hu's office, my entire face was completely exposed to everyone's eyes.When my colleagues saw my honor, they were all taken aback, but they were all human beings after all, and they all looked as if they hadn't seen me before.

Only Li Xiaoxiao and Xie Yi, who were close to each other, used gossip as oxygen and clearly expressed their hunger and thirst for knowledge to me during lunch.

I was just talking nonsense, saying that the blue color on the left jaw was pinched by sleepwalking in the middle of the night, and the mouth was gnawed by sleepwalking in the middle of the night as a pig's trotter.

Believe it or not, I don't care--I can't care.

I was tired of coping with the barrage of questions, and I didn't expect that the situation would not subside when I returned to the office.

Someone gave me an unopened box, anonymously, on my desk.From a distance, it looks like the outer packaging of cosmetics, and similar express delivery is often seen at the front desk of law firms.

After opening it, I discovered that it was a bottle of super refreshing men's mint mouthwash.

At first, I didn't figure out who made this inexplicable gift, but soon, I came back to it.Xie Yi was still asking who gave it to him, but his colleagues said they were not at noon, so they didn't know.

I gritted my teeth and thought, you might as well ask me directly.

Oh shit.

There was a burning pain in my heart, and I was about to go to Pei Yanlai's office with the mint green mouthwash.

But when I came to a fork in the road, reason put out the heat. I realized that Xie Yi, with his big mouth, had already made a big noise about the mouthwash, and it was not appropriate to rush to find Pei Yanlai. Passage door.

Climb to the fifth floor, and then go up to the rooftop.I was the only one in the stairwell, and the floor-to-ceiling windows covered with gray were cracked, so that the pale sun could not penetrate in winter.

"Grass."

The roots of my teeth were itchy with anger, I raised my hand to smash the mouthwash, but stopped before I let go.

... It will be troublesome to clean it if it is spilled all over the floor, so I will put it away for now.

With my arm on the railing, I took a deep breath and put my head into the crook of my arm.

I need to calm down, urgently.

What does Pei Yanlai mean?

Yes, he and I accidentally lip-to-mouth.But if he feels sick, it's fine to buy a bottle of mouthwash to disinfect his mouth, why would he give me a bottle?

humiliate me?

It's not that troublesome.

I sneered, thinking bitterly, I couldn't just think that his saliva could make me pregnant and force me to use mouthwash for contraception.

Pei Yanlai, you don't hate me so much, do you?

My eyes were covered by my sleeves, I couldn't see the light, and I was like rewinding back to the chaotic New Year's Eve in the dark.

Above the head is the cheering of thousands of people, celebrating the unknown New Year.

I fell down and pressed the corner of Pei Yanlai's lips aggressively.He didn't move at first, neither turning away from me nor avoiding me.

Maybe he was frightened by me, or maybe he was thinking about how to die.

After the drink, I became surprisingly gutsy.Since he turned a blind eye and mistook it for a sign of compliance, don't blame me for pushing the envelope.

Three times, I remember it well.I leaned forward and kissed him three times.

Good things don't happen in dreams.

It's just a very shallow and short kiss, lips to lips, without even feeling the temperature.The tip of my nose touched his side face several times, I greedily sucked the hormones from the skin and flesh, wishing to swell my chest.

I opened my eyes to see him, and the tears were no longer due to physiological stimulation.

Alcohol temporarily lowered my blood pressure, and in the dizziness, I clearly felt the bluntness of my thinking.

He doesn't resist, does it mean he likes it?

Do it again... what if it happens again?

I mean just in case, is it possible that Pei Yan will come and give me some answers next time?

I don't ask for much.

It's ridiculous, every time I confront him, I seem to turn into a reckless man, a naughty child, a desperate lunatic, or a naive utopian.

I thought so, and so I did.

The fourth time I kissed Pei Yanlai, the desire that had never been filled and fulfilled finally broke through the cage.I was not willing to be close to the lips and touch, so I turned my head, so the kiss fell between his lips.

I stuck out my tongue, my heart beating like a drum, my fingertips were numb, and then I licked lightly on the crevice of his lips.

I thought it was a temptation too far.

But I didn't expect that this was the beginning of the murder.

The sound of breathing in the ear became heavy, and it was from this second that Pei Yanlai became violent.

My throat was suddenly strangled by the palm, and all the veins were bulging.His fingers were long and strong, and he didn't know when he quietly pinched my left jaw to death.I couldn't move, my mouth was half open, and I seemed to be able to hear the creaking of the bone connected to the ear.

The suffocation came violently, and my face was flushed.

I was wrong, I want to call stop.But the right to choose is not in my hands.

Pei Yanlai was too strong, I could only make a "uh uh" noise.

He was interested.

Tears slid down the back of his hand.My vision is dimmed from lack of oxygen.

The sharp pain woke me up again as my face started to go numb.

Pei Yanlai took the initiative to post it, and the tip of his tongue brushed mine.

But it's not a kiss.

He is biting me, like an eagle in a sky burial ceremony, like a wolf that clamps the throat of its prey.My lips started to bleed as I tilted my head back, some of it trickled down to the tip of my tongue and ended up in my stomach.

The blood is bloody, the tip of his tongue is cold, and his sharp teeth are ruthless and unkind.

This is the beast's counterattack—

For my shamelessness, for my elation.

The bite doesn't last long.He let go of my neck and clamped my cheeks with only two fingers. There were still my tears, my saliva, and my blood in the tiger's mouth.

I was finally able to take a big breath, shivered a couple of times, stepped forward and was wet, the tears in my eyes made me unable to see Pei Yanlai's face clearly.

The New Year's Eve fireworks show kicked off.In the night, there are clusters of flowers and stars.

Some cold ashes shook from the sky and were blown away by the wind.

In the last memory of that night, Pei Yanlai's fingers were so hard.

The voice is low and light, similar to the tenderness of a lover, but completely different.He said, "You cry the same as before, it's ugly."

What went wrong?

Maybe everything is wrong.

I unconsciously bit the wound on the corner of my mouth. The scab formed was very thin, and blood would ooze out when I pulled it.The pain pulls me back from the past to reality.

"Pei Yan is here."

I whispered, word by word, gnashing my teeth.

"...Pei Yan is here!"

Finally unable to bear it, I kicked up the stainless steel stair railing.

The handrail was hollow, and there was an ear-splitting echo in the not-so-spacious corridor.It was a big battle, but I regretted it after I played it.

Crazy enough, I want to go downstairs and leave.An empty plastic bottle suddenly tumbled down the stairs and slipped at my feet.

I looked up, and there was an old man with a stooped figure and dry yellow skin standing on the fifth and a half floor.

It's a newly hired cleaner, I've seen it once or twice.

I picked up the bottle and handed it to him.

With one eyelid drooping and his nails thick and yellow, he said, "Thank you."