straight to heaven

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The hospital closest to the coal plant is the new location of the Municipal Second Hospital.

I don't know if every tertiary-level hospital will build a small garden at the entrance of the inpatient department.

There are few flowers in this season, so the flower beds are mostly evergreen shrubs with dark green and thick leaves.The cool wind rolled over from north to south without making any sound.

I sat on a bench beside me and looked up at the sky for a while.My left wrist was aching, so I buried my head in the palm of my right hand.

Before he had time to think about anything, the back of his hand was frozen by the mineral water just taken out of the freezer.

I looked up, and standing beside me was the driver of Wuling Bread.

"Damn it, I thought the second meeting would be in court." He obviously still remembered the rear-end chase in May, and he greeted: "I bought an extra bottle, you, what are you, drink a couple of sips."

Really dry throat.I froze for a moment, then took it: "Thank you."

He didn't sit down, but stood aside, looking into the distance.I also looked along and saw nothing special, only caught the dilapidated Wuling at the end of my sight.

"Thank you." I said again, this time in a solemn tone.

10 minutes ago, I was devastated by a broken Lexus, a bad signal and a kid with a twitching torso.

——But the van, which I regarded as an imaginary enemy, fell from heaven.

The debtor, whom I mistook for a desperado, was sweating all over with anxiety, and drove me and Nao Nao to the nearest hospital with rattling noises.

Fortunately, the situation quickly stabilized, and Hu Chunman's cousin had already arrived quickly, so I was finally able to go downstairs to catch my breath.

The driver choked on the water, touched his face with his hands, and said, "No, you're too polite. Human life is a matter of fate...I didn't expect such a coincidence to meet an 'acquaintance'."

As the old saying goes, the kindness of a drop of water will be repaid by a spring.

I had a plan in mind, so I shook my head: "The money for repairing the car last time...don't worry about paying it back."

In the creditor's rights relationship, "not in a hurry" means postponement, and postponement is often equal to infinite delay.What's more, as far as I know, this person was originally a small loan, and he still has more than one debt.

Although verbal agreements in practice are usually easy to get cold feet, but I am still a principled person, and I don't have this kind of thinking.

The driver was stunned for a moment, and said, "Isn't that your boss's car? Can you count it if you say it? Buddy, it's not worth offending the leader for me."

Time passed, and I laughed for a moment.

Today is not a working day, I turned the plain ring on my ring finger and told him: "Don't worry, it's a small matter."

The driver froze for a moment, then took a cigarette from his pocket.It happened that the old lady in a wheelchair was being pushed by the nurse. I reminded him that she was in the hospital at the right time.

He coughed twice dryly, thanked him, and after a few seconds of silence, asked again: "What's the child's condition?"

I pressed the center of my eyebrows, and replied: "...photosensitive epilepsy."

The driver scratched his face, frowned and asked, "What light? What kind of epilepsy?"

I recalled what the doctor said, and explained it in a plausible way: "Epileptics caused by strong stimuli such as light sources are common in children, and today is his first seizure. The buildings near the coal factory have serious light pollution, probably because of that."

"Oh... oh." The driver was a rough man, trying to understand, but failed, he just said: "The child has suffered."

I hmmed.

The driver rubbed his fingers, his eyes were empty, and suddenly said: "My daughter is younger than him..."

He stands and I sit.

I looked up at him, maybe the situation was very different, and this face was also very different from the first time I saw him.The face is tired, but the expression is quite complicated, like pain, but also like bewildered, the emotions are mixed together, it is difficult to distinguish.

Instinctively, I didn't speak to break the silence until the driver's cell phone rang.

It's an alarm clock.

He stood there in a daze for a long while before he realized the sound and turned it off.He covered his eyes with one hand, and then wiped it heavily: "That's fine, I still have something to do at home, so I'll go first."

"Okay." I wanted to stand up, but my legs were a little weak, so I just sat there.

The driver took two steps, and I sighed, thinking of the charcoal push I saw in the trunk of the Wuling car just now, I called out again.

"Mr. Zhao."

He paused.

"...Maybe I misunderstood, but I still have to say something more, please forgive me." I hesitated for a moment, and said: "Parents have no right to virgin life, and self-termination is not the best solution. Please think twice."

Three sparrows are circling the garden.

He froze for a long time before continuing to move forward.

I looked at him until his back and the Wuling van disappeared from sight.

It's as exciting as James Bond in the morning.

I let out a long sigh of relief, leaned against the back of the bench, and looked up.

The daylight was pale and relentless, the temperature mild but harsh.I covered my dry eyes with my hands, my nerves were obviously tense, but my brain was chaotic.

Time is an abstract unit, and it is difficult to measure body sensation.

Maybe after a long time, or just a few breaths, I close my eyes and fall into a light sleep, letting the faint tinnitus occupy my senses.

——Until the familiar footsteps approached.

The adrenaline returned to normal and I was sluggish.Before he could open his eyes, he was strangled head-on.

I opened my mouth and took two breaths with difficulty. The skin behind my ears felt tingling at this moment. I could only raise my right hand to grab the hand stuck on my neck.

Too familiar feel - I know every vein.

I struggled to open my eyes. The lack of oxygen was not strong, but it was enough to make me shed tears. The familiar middle and low notes awakened my sense of smell, and I could see Pei Yanlai's face clearly.

"Pei...cough cough...Pei..." I wanted to call his name, but my throat was too dry and I could only make a dry cough.

"Why didn't you contact me when you got to the hospital?" In my field of vision, Pei Yanlai's face was calm and beautiful, but I knew that this was the first time he lost his composure like this.He laughed in a low voice, his voice was very soft: "You know? Seeing that the car was hit like that, I thought something happened to you."

I want to explain.

But also unable to explain.

It was my fault first, and I really forgot to contact you in time.Thinking in another way, I would not be much better than him.

The hand on the neck is not so much tormenting me as it is proving existence.

The ring on his hand made a piece of skin numb. I had some difficulty breathing, but I heard it clearly.

Strangely enough, I was not afraid at all, and was even moved by unspeakable passion to kiss him.

I tried to lift my neck, but only then did the back of my neck and behind my ears burn and sting.

Helpless, I blushed, abruptly pushed away his left hand, and kissed him on the root of the ring finger.

Like a code word to turn a devil back into a man—

Pei Yanlai instantly relieved the strength from his hands, and I regained the ability to breathe smoothly.

The cold air of early winter poured into my nasal cavity, I turned my head and coughed violently.

"Where's the person?" He pressed his palm against the side of my neck and asked.

"Who?"

I quickly reacted, and continued: "Oh, the driver... It has nothing to do with him. He helped me, but I misunderstood."

Pei Yanlai frowned quickly.

I explained: "He has gone back. I am worried that he will burn charcoal with his family. I will ask Xiaomi to contact him later. If he cannot be contacted, he will call the police."

It's a pity that Pei Yanlai was not distracted by me, and asked: "Did the car hit the tree by itself?"

After hesitating for two seconds, I only told half the truth: "It's the brake failure, we have to sue the maintenance center."

Pei Yanlai lowered his eyes, I couldn't see his eyes clearly.

"anything else."

"..."

I know his temperament too well, whether it is intentional or not, in short, he will be punished by his relatives for denying him. The bartender Lin Hui's like Siwang Haotian is a lesson from the past.

But this time is different.

No one could have predicted the first epileptic seizure. Coupled with poor language communication, no matter whether it was Hu Chunman and his wife or the troublemaker himself, subjectively there was nothing to blame.

"Pei Yanlai," I had no choice but to raise my left hand and interrupt with a wooden face: "My wrist hurts."

It's not a lie.

A few minutes ago I just felt incredibly tired.After calming down, the pain gradually returned.

Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva vowed not to become a Buddha if the hell is not empty, and now I also give up my life to feed a tiger in martyrdom.

Pei Yanlai was obviously in a very bad mood.

He didn't make any expression, showing a pure and beautiful coldness at the moment.He rubbed my Adam's apple with his thumb, and gradually exerted more force with his palm.The sense of oppression is exceptionally clear.

Unlike the bewilderment after being attacked just now, now I understand why he is abnormal, so I quickly have a countermeasure.

I opened my mouth to breathe, the breath I exhaled was hot due to the rising inflammation, but my eyes were calm.

I looked at him and then pressed against his hand, and it was a difficult movement to make a sound in this situation, but I had to do it.

"Pei Yanlai..." I can easily do this set now, "Hands are so cold, I'm hot... I'll cover them for you."

Pei Yanlai was really easy to coax.

I was scratched behind my ear by shards of glass, and the cut was stinging and bloody.

When he looked at me, he was strangely silent, and his breathing was chaotic, and I could feel it.

Then he switched to rubbing, and suddenly squatted in front of me, lowered his head, and stuck to the side of my neck.

The heartbeat is very lively, and he is measuring my pulse with his lips and teeth.

It was always the same thing that made him waver, fear, and restlessness, that made him hesitate, consider, and hold back.

Pei Yanlai needs me, but he is used to being quiet.

—I've never been so sure.

Few sufferers are so happy as I am.

I just wanted to touch Pei Yanlai's hair, but at this moment, Hu Chunman and his wife ran past me in a panic. Then, a familiar smart flicked to a stop in the parking lot, and the brakes were screeching.

People come and go...but it's a shame not to do something.

So I planted a kiss on Pei Yanlai's temple.

When I looked up again, in addition to the frequent medical and patient patients in the hospital, I also saw three familiar faces, as stiff as corpses, with extremely strange expressions.

While stroking the ends of Pei Yanlai's hair, I upheld the principle of breaking the pot and even smiled at them.

It's a pity that Xie Yi, Li Xiaoxiao, and Xiaomi just met my eyes, and they scattered like frightened birds. Soon, they fought and hid in the car.

There was no movement at all.

But I didn't want to spoil Pei Yanlai's hard-to-see fragile moment, so I didn't say anything.

Then?

then……

I was dragged to the hospital for a full-body examination.

Thanks to a seven-figure Lexus, I'm fine.Abrasions, soft tissue contusions, and fractures of the left wrist and radius were unavoidable, but fortunately there was nothing wrong with the brain and spine.

For the convenience of cleaning the wound, Pei Yan came to help me push a sideburn, and the hairstyle unexpectedly suits me very well.Pei Yan came to watch for a while, he should have thought the same.

When I was forced to stay in the hospital for observation by Pei Yanlai, Hu Chunman sent several text messages telling me that I wanted to come to apologize, but Pei Yanlai refused all of them.

In the end, Hu Chunman insisted and knocked on the door of the single ward without saying hello.

When the door rang, Pei Yanlai had just wiped my body and put on my hospital gown.He looked calm, but I knew that there was a huge fire in his heart, and things would become very ugly when it burned out.

I shook my head at him.

He looked at me, said nothing, got up and opened the door of the ward.

Hu Chunman carried a few large boxes of skin care products, and was obviously surprised when he saw Pei Yan coming: "What a coincidence, Mr. Pei is also here to visit?"

Pei Yanlai smiled at her, the smile was very light and polite.

"roll."

The words were so shocking that Hu Chunman didn't react at all, he was stunned and said, "What?"

"To be honest, I can't control my emotions right now. So, before I get angry..."

Pei Yanlai looked at her with a gentle voice and an elegant and gentlemanly posture, but there was no warmth in his eyes, as if he was dormant, choosing to eat someone.

"roll."

Two beeps.

There was a heavy sound, and it was Hu Chunman trembling, and the skin care box fell to the ground; the second sound was softer, and it was Pei Yan who came and closed the door with one hand.

At the end of the second weekend of the injury leave, on the day when the maintenance center paid the huge compensation, I removed the plaster cast, and the muscles inevitably atrophied for a while.On the day I fully recovered after the reexamination, I was approved by the doctor for strenuous exercise.

I thought the incident had come to an end, but I didn't expect that the negative emotion of "Lin Xiaoshan was almost killed" hadn't passed since Pei Yan came here.

This night, because of the irresistible entertainment, Pei Yan came to drink some wine.He became ruthless, as if he wanted to chew me up and swallow me into the temple of five internal organs when he kissed, and asked me, who do you love?

I was a little helpless, but something was growing vigorously in my chest, and I said to him, you, only you, without you I will die.

I did not lie.

Chasing him has become a kind of subconscious, more subjective than instinct, so it is more difficult to peel off.

If one day Pei Yan came to abandon me, I would really die socially.For example, find a rental house, become one of those sad people in TV dramas who are dying for love, and when he wakes up one day, continue to secretly spy on his every move.

Damn, it's so crazy, thinking about it, Pei Yanlai and I really have a pot with a lid.

He went mad, I was in a febrile hallucination, and nearly shattered—but I remember every word he said, and I won't forget it.

"Me too."

Pei Yanlai said this to me.

It was very late at night.The curtains are ajar and there is no moon tonight.

I stuck to the cold wall and heard him say to me, "I love you the most, I only love you, Lin Xiaoshan. If you want to leave me, I will die with you."

This guy always knows how to get me out of control.

No exaggeration, when I turned over and pressed him under me, I cried.Then, like a deflated beast, it blankly takes the world into its abdominal cavity.

Well, this clam was finally cracked open by me, and I spoke the truth.

If he wants me to die now, I will also cook for him without saying a word.

I lowered my head, leaving a deep tooth mark on his Adam's apple, the pain accompanied by pleasure, almost tore me apart - we are two lunatics.

A lunatic should stay with a lunatic so as not to harm others.

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