How to break the old attack

Lu Yan put the dishes on the table, filled the rice and came out of the kitchen, and then called Lin An who was playing with his mobile phone on the sofa to come over for dinner.

Lin An put down her phone, came over with her slippers on, and looked at the food on the table.Three dishes and one soup, one meat and two vegetables, and the meat is boiled shrimp, all of which are light and not heavy oil dishes.

It fits Lin An's taste very well. It seems that Xiao Chen has told Lu Yan about his taste.

Lin An opened the chair and sat down, Lu Yan put the soup in his hand, and looked at Lin An expectantly with his black eyes reflecting the light halo.

"I don't know if it suits your taste. If you don't think it tastes good, don't force it." Even though Lu Yan has tried every dish for fear of problems, and there is no problem with the taste, he is still worried that it does not meet Lin An's taste.

Lin An is not a dissatisfied person. Lu Yan is just like Xiao Chen. They don't care about the hard work and oil fume to cook for him. Even if it is not very delicious, he should give the meal the respect it deserves.

Every dish on the dining table is delicious, and with Lu Yan's proficiency in cooking just now, he doesn't think these dishes are difficult to eat.

Under Lu Yan's expectant eyes, Lin An took a spoon and took a sip of the tomato soup made by Lu Yan.

The rich tomato flavor spreads in the mouth, sweet and sour stimulates the taste buds, and a few tiny potato grains mixed in the tomato melt in the mouth.

Lu Yan waited until Lin An's Adam's apple moved slightly and swallowed before asking, "Is it good?"

Lin An boasted without hesitation: "It's delicious."

As he spoke, he drank a few more sips, and the bowl of soup bottomed out: "The craftsmanship is good."

"Then try this dish quickly." With Lin An's affirmation, Lu Yan's tense heart relaxed, and his black eyes became brighter. The gloves peeled the boiled shrimp for Lin An, "You eat, and I will peel the shrimp for you."

The white rice is steamed just right, neither wet nor dry, the meat of the boiled shrimp is very tender, and even the other two dishes taste good.

Lin An doesn't like talking very much when eating.

Seeing the shrimps in the bowl, and Lu Yan who didn't eat and just peeled the shrimps for him, after swallowing the food in his mouth, he couldn't help saying: "I can't eat that much, you don't need to peel it."

"you eat first."

"Okay, I'll listen to you." Lu Yan obediently took off the plastic gloves, wiped his hands with a paper towel on the table, and then picked up the chopsticks to eat.

Lu Yan's eating speed is not as slow as Lin An's, but every movement of eating is not so superfluous, and there is an air of luxury from his bones, which is very pleasing to the eye.

Lin An looked at it calmly for a moment, then lowered his head and ate quietly.

After eating, Lu Yan cleared the table and took the bowls to the kitchen to wash them.Taking advantage of the spare time, Lin An went to the cabinet in the storage room to find a quilt, put it on the sofa and covered it for Lu Yan to sleep in later.

Others go to digest food or rest after dinner. Lin An likes to go to the study when he is full. The feeling of fullness after eating and the energetic brain after eating sugar are the best times for his creation. .

Even if he has no desire to create, he is used to going to the study to empty his mind.

Lin An went to the kitchen before going to the study.

The sound of water came from the kitchen from time to time. Lu Yan bent over and washed the dishes neatly without pause, because when Lin An came in, there was no sound, and it happened to be covered by the sound of water, so he didn't notice Lin An who came in.

Lin An didn't bother him to wash the dishes, but went inside and opened the upper cabinet. In the top compartment of the cabinet, there were scented tea bags that he would drink every time he was empty.

The outer coffee bag blocked the scented tea bag inside, so he could only touch his feet to look for it.

After reaching out her hand, she tugged at the hem of his clothes, and the pulled up hem of the clothes exposed the skin around his waist, flawless white, and tight lines, which were unconsciously outlined, like a subtle attraction.

This is what Lu Yan saw when he turned his head.

The dinner plate he was washing in his hand almost slipped from his palm and fell into the sink.

Fortunately, he was only stunned for a moment, he looked away holding his breath, put down the dinner plate, rinsed his hands clean, then turned off the water hole, and wiped his hands clean.

Walking behind Lin An, staring deeply at the back of Lin An's neck: "What do you want to take?"

"The chrysanthemum tea bag inside." Lin An subconsciously blurted out, and an arm stretched out from the corner of his eye before he realized it.

Lu Yan was a little taller than Lin An. Seeing that there were different scented tea bags inside, he found a bag that looked like a chrysanthemum tea bag and took it out. With his arms around Lin An, he handed the scented tea bag in front of Lin An and gave it to him. look.

"This?" he asked.

The scorching breath sprayed on Lin An's ear, burning him so much that he wanted to hide to the side. Lu Yan behind him, even though he didn't touch him, still had a strong sense of presence.

Lin An was a little stiff: "Well, thank you."

He took the scented tea bag, and when he turned to avoid Lu Yan, Lu Yan held his wrist, facing Lu Yan's bottomless black eyes, Lin An's back became even stiffer.

However, he still looked at Lu Yan calmly.

Looking at his eyes that seemed to be asking what to do, Lu Yan spoke with a tone full of helplessness: "Lin An, this is the third time you have said thank you to me."

Lin An was puzzled: "Is there any problem?"

There was no problem, but he didn't want Lin An to be so polite and alienated to him, so he followed Lin An's wrist and held Lin An's hand.

Lu Yan lowered his voice: "No problem."

He explained: "However, our current relationship does not need to say thank you all the time. Saying thank you will only keep you and me at a strange distance."

Lin An lowered his eyelashes, staring at his hand held by Lu Yan, as if lost in thought.

"I'm your boyfriend." Lu Yan said.

He leaned over slightly and noticed Lin An's eyelashes trembling slightly because of these words, and he said in a slightly bewitching voice: "So, you want everything I do, and all the good things I do to you, you It can all be taken for granted.”

Lin An's heart beat a little faster.

He leaned back on the swivel chair, with his two slender legs bent, and stepped on the edge of the chair, allowing the chair to slowly rotate in circles.

He felt that it was impossible to empty his mind when he came to the study, and now he just felt distraught.

After a while, he closed his eyes, got off the chair, walked to the bookcase, and found a book without a title in a row of books.

You don't need to flip through it deliberately, just turn to the page with the photo as soon as you open the book.

The background of the photo is the playground of the high school campus. Two teenagers hooked their shoulders and laughed wantonly in the photo. The teenager on the left is Lu Yan in high school.

Seeing the person in the photo, Lin An's memory appeared fragment by fragment, no matter how blurred or unclear, there will always be a moment when he remembers it.

When he was a teenager, Lu Yan had impeccable looks, and his grades were among the best. On campus, he was called a male god by the students.It is such a person, but he is not a good student.

Skipping classes, fighting,...everything that doesn't conform to the image of a good student, Lu Yan did.

He always occupies an obvious position on the praise list of good students and the criticism list of bad students. The teacher loves and hates him, and more or less can only turn a blind eye.

The first time Lin An noticed the name Lu Yan was on the praise list and criticism list.

The other boy in the photo is Lin An's cousin Li Xingshou, and almost everything he heard about Lu Yan after that was from Li Xingshou.

Li Xingshou and Lu Yan are classmates, and they are also well-known good brothers in the school. If Lu Yan participates in anything, Li Xingshou will not be missing.

Li Xingshou's parents divorced when he was a child, and the divorce was given to his father, so Lin An hadn't seen this cousin much since he was a child, and he didn't know him very well.

Later, when Li Xingshou's father wanted to go abroad, he left Li Xingshou to his mother, Lin An's aunt, who went to the same high school as Lin An, and Lin An got to know him better.

But it just stays at meeting and saying hello, and if you don't meet, you won't mention the familiarity of the other party.

Lin An is someone who will not get close to others unilaterally. He has no intention of getting close, and no one will have the opportunity to get close to him.

Until, once Lin An went to his aunt's house for dinner and met Lu Yan in a hurry, the curiosity rooted in the boy's heart was aroused.

A young man who is almost calm and indifferent to everything around him is curious about a young man who has everything and is called perfect, but is not restrained by these, wanton.

Lin An knew that Li Xingshou and Lu Yan had a good relationship, so he, who had always maintained a relationship with Li Xingshou, took the initiative to get acquainted with Li Xingshou.

After Lin An and Li Xingshou got acquainted, the one Li Xingshou mentioned the most in his ears was his good brother Lu Yan.

Lin An's feelings for Lu Yan probably started from Li Xingshou's family and the campus, when Li Xingshou repeatedly talked about Lu Yan in his ear.

But it stopped there, and the feelings became stronger and stronger, but Lin An never thought about getting closer to Lu Yan, and finally stopped in the third year of high school, when Lu Yan disappeared.

Lin An closed the book and put it back on the shelf together with the photos and the book. He glanced at the clock on the wall.

It was getting late, he left the study.

The light in the living room was turned off and replaced with a mild orange desk lamp beside the sofa. He didn't see Lu Yan's figure, but saw a little toe protruding from the sofa.

Lin An walked behind the sofa, and saw the figure on the sofa by the dim light of the desk lamp.

Lu Yan was lying sideways on the sofa, with his arms propped under his head, and the quilt was covering his abdomen. When tracing the quilt, he could see that his legs were bent.

The light dimmed his whole body with gentleness.

The sofa at home is indeed a bit wronged for Lu Yan's two legs.

When Lin An saw Lu Yan's heartbeat when he was young, his mood didn't fluctuate too much, which can be described as strange.

He thought that the palpitations of the past were just blurred with memory and the past.I think that the indifference to feelings in my heart now is because those heart palpitations were given to me when I was young.

When Lin An was in a daze, Lu Yan noticed something, turned over and looked over, and saw Lin An clearly under the halo, with a smile as soft as the orange light.

"Lin An, good night."

"OK, good night."

Lin An thought, these are just his thoughts.

Now, because of Lu Yan's words, he still has some palpitations from his youth.

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