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Qi Dashen was terrified by his readers' crazy brains, and if his cute little teacher saw this, would it affect his future confession?What if the little teacher feels the same way after reading this?I really don't have any love for Zhang Chenghao and Li Jing, those two idiots!

Thinking of this, he quickly clicked on the reply to that message, and after typing for a while, looking at the pile of content in the reply box, he felt something was wrong again.

Will my own hasty denial reveal anything?Probably not, even if the little teacher has a big brain, he can't think that he is talking about his roommate or him.But I also think it would be great if the little teacher can find out that he is Zhiyuan Qifan?No, I haven't brushed up enough favorability, so I can't expose myself in such a hurry.

Qi Dashen felt that he was going to be driven crazy by this message. After thinking for a long time, he directly closed the message area and decided to pretend that he hadn't seen that message at all, so it's better not to reply and let Jun guess.

The conversation was divided into two parts, and it was transferred to Han Qingyan, who was tutoring the tutor.It is a little girl in the first grade of junior high school who is going to learn Chinese with him on Saturday morning.

In fact, if Han Qingyan were to say it by himself, he really felt that there was absolutely no need for a tutor for such things as Chinese. He was not self-defeating, but he always believed that it would be fine for a person from the Celestial Dynasty to write it out.

But there are always some people who work very hard and like to read novels and like to write things, but in the end, their Chinese scores are still terrible.

The little girl taught by Han Qingyan is a typical example of this kind of character.Even after being taught by Han Qingyan for half a semester, his grades have improved, but compared to the normal level, it is still too bad to bear to look at.

A tutoring class lasts three hours, and you can take a 10-minute break in one and a half hours.It may be because even though Han Qingyan likes to keep a straight face, he is always very gentle no matter what he talks or lectures. During the 10-minute break, the little girl likes to tell Han Qingyan some novels she has read recently.

And what makes her most happy is that no matter what she says, the little teacher with a tutor will listen to her seriously.

From otherworldly fantasy to youthful girls, every time Han Qingyan listens to a little girl tell a novel, he would like to praise from the bottom of his heart that the girl is sincere and accepting.In fact, Han Qingyan also wanted to recommend his male god's book to his little apprentice, but after much deliberation, he still felt that it would be better not to let the child become a rotten girl, so he kept holding back and didn't say anything.

He never expected that after the one-and-a-half-hour class that day, the little girl didn't take the initiative to tell him about the novels that were not normal except for normal sexuality.

This kind of abnormality made Han Qingyan feel quite abnormal, so he took the initiative to say: "Xiao Cheng, what are you thinking?"

The little girl lowered her head and did not speak. After a while, she looked at her serious but gentle tutor and asked, "Teacher, can you accept homosexuality?"

Han Qingyan was taken aback by her question, what the hell is it that the little girl found out that he was gay?No, think about it carefully. What the little apprentice asked just now was whether he could accept it. It was because I was a bit of a loser and always used terms like "homosexuality" and "gay" to myself.

He coughed twice to regain his usual calmness, and said: "Actually, liking this kind of thing has nothing to do with gender. If it's true love, gender doesn't matter."

Cheng Cheng blinked, and she said, "Teacher, you mean homosexuality is not a strange thing, right?"

Han Qingyan nodded, not knowing whether he was telling his little apprentice or himself, he said: "This is not a strange thing, you have to know that there are not many people in the world who are absolutely heterosexual. .Most people just never meet the same sex that makes him fall in love in their whole life.”

As he said this, he suddenly felt that it was not very good to say this, what if the little apprentice could not get it back after he galloped on the road to Lily after accepting this kind of knowledge.Thinking of this, he added: "However, from a social and human point of view, homosexuality is still quite different. So Teacher Xiao Cheng still hopes that you can be with boys in the future."

Cheng Cheng stared at Han Qingyan without saying a word, and she didn't know what she was thinking. After a while, she said again: "Teacher, I read a book yesterday, the name is "Wrong", the author... the author's name is four characters , what is it called Fan..."

The little girl didn't seem to remember it, but the name was not familiar to Han Qingyan.He said almost immediately when the little girl got stuck: "Is the author you mentioned called Zhiyuan Qifan?"

Cheng Cheng nodded after thinking for a while, and then said: "This is the first time I read this kind of novel, teacher, didn't you just say that there is love, why are the protagonists in love, but they still haven't been together in the end?"

After she finished asking this question, the silent person became Han Qingyan. Han Qingyan remembers the novel "Wrong" very clearly. It was because of this book that he fell in love with Zhiyuan Qifan.

The content of the book is not very high-level, and the stalks used are a bit old-fashioned.The two boys who grew up playing together have gradually developed a feeling for each other beyond friendship in the company of more than ten years. When the high school was about to end, the two watched a gay movie together, and opened a new life for themselves. The gate of the world.

They all realized that the friendship between the two had actually turned into love or family affection, so they got together naturally.

The four years of college love even made the two forget that homosexuality is actually a group of people who are not accepted by the mainstream of society.

After work, the urging of their parents, the pointing of troublesome people, and the pressure of public opinion finally led to the complete breakdown of the seven-year relationship between the two.

At the end of the novel, many years later, the two met by chance in the small town where they first met with their wives and children.It's just that no one even said a greeting like "how have you been these years" until they passed each other.

The full text is very bloody and clichéd, but it scared Han Qingyan to death when he just found out that he had a problem with his sexuality.After reading that article, he seems to have added a three-dimensional thinking routine to himself that being gay is a tragedy, that's why he has a good appearance but hasn't found a boyfriend for so many years.

I read that article a long time ago, but now that Cheng Cheng mentions it, Han Qingyan still feels it is still fresh in his memory.

Moreover, it was brought up in a situation where he was being chased by his elementary school brother who was also a male, which made Han Qingyan always have an indescribable feeling in his heart.

He didn't know how to answer Cheng Cheng's question, or maybe he had been avoiding this question subconsciously.So after being silent for a while, he just said to Cheng Cheng in a somewhat disappointed tone: "Continue to class."

Cheng Cheng wanted to ask something else, but seeing that the teacher had no intention of answering her question at all, he finally swallowed the small questions in his heart.

Han Qingyan had more than one tutoring class to teach, but after leaving Cheng Cheng's house, he felt that he couldn't find his way. The ending of "Wrong" is like a barrage that cannot be cleared, repeating in his mind over and over again, as if he is constantly reminding him that as long as he likes men, he can just bury it in his heart forever. It should be spoken out and put into action in three dimensions.

The feeling that I couldn't help but feel a little happier when I thought of my elementary school brother turned into an indescribable sourness.

After taking all the classes back to the dormitory that afternoon, Han Qingyan turned on his mobile phone and checked the male god's column.The male god always keeps his word like this, and it is completely impossible to think that he will update things that are not updated every day.

He was already a little bit lost, but Han Qingyan felt even more lost because there was no update that could turn his loss into joy.

After opening QQ, I found that there were several unread messages on it, all of which were from the same person.Needless to say, that person is the stupid-looking primary school boy who plans to chase him crazily from today.

The contents of those few messages were similar, that is, asking if he was there and whether he had gone back to the dormitory or not.Han Qingyan looked at those messages, and the warmth of being cared in his heart was replaced by a feeling called tragedy. He trembled his fingers on the keyboard, and finally sent a sentence.

[Xihe: Qi Chufan, have you seen Zhiyuan Qifan's "Wrong"? 】

After seeing this reply, Qi Dashen, who was lying on the bed waiting for the teacher to reply to QQ, searched for the main content of this novel written a long time ago in his mind.After thinking about it, he was so frightened that he sat up straight suddenly, but because of the height of the upper and lower bunks, his head hit Zhang Chenghao's bed hard, making a muffled "boom".

Zhang Chenghao, who had already laid down on the upper bunk and was going to sleep, trembled with fright when he hit him like this.He stuck his head out of the upper bunk and looked at Qi Chufan who was crying with his head covered in the lower bunk, with a sympathetic expression.

He said: "Chufan, even if you think I don't like you and want to die with me, you can't do this. Look at you, you were almost killed, brother didn't hurt at all."

"Shut up." Qi Chufan was already frightened to death by the little teacher's message, so he couldn't enjoy Zhang Chenghao's reckless joke.

Only then did Zhang Chenghao realize that his roommate's mood seemed a little off, and he asked curiously, "Chufan, what's wrong with you?"

Qi Chufan swallowed, picked up the cell phone next to him, and read the message sent to him by the little teacher several times, and then said in a faint tone: "I found out, I I might have killed myself."

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