How to cough up blood

"Do you know what you're doing, Ji Zhisheng?"

Xi Jin looked away, avoiding the slightly hasty kiss, reached out to caress Ji Zhisheng's face, forcing him to raise his head, and said in a low voice, "Do you know what you're doing?"

"I know, I'm..."

Ji Zhisheng let out a low laugh, with the last sobriety in his mind, he raised his head and whispered in Xi Jin's ear, "Please, Vice Captain Xi..."

Like a merman jumping onto a reef in the deep blue sea, he sang an enchanting voice, luring young people who lost their way by the sea.

The sound of the last two words is low, it is the sound of breath, and it disappears in the ear, with a faint smile, like a small hook that scratches people, but it sets off a huge wave in an instant.

Xi Jin's pupils instantly darkened, and her ears turned red.

But he was extremely restrained, unmoved at this moment, he looked into those brown eyes.

"Professor Ji," he said, "I'll ask again, are you sure?"

Ji Zhisheng's eyes were slightly in a trance, he bit the tip of his tongue, forcing himself to wake up again.Only pain can keep him awake.

Tasting blood in his mouth, he was irritated again.

Ji Zhisheng panted lightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "Trouble the deputy team..."

The strings in Xi Jin's mind were completely broken.

He picked up Ji Zhisheng's other hand, and with a click, the handcuffs were completely locked. The silver handcuffs were tightly attached to Ji Zhisheng's white and thin wrists. rise.

"Professor Ji, you have no chance to go back on your word."

The bathroom door was hastily opened, and Xi Jin carried Ji Zhisheng back to the bedroom.

He didn't turn on the light, because he couldn't find where the light switch in Ji Zhisheng's bedroom was, maybe it wasn't installed in the first place.

But it's not necessary anymore.

Ah Ran under the bed trembled.

……

……

Ji Zhisheng was forced to meet this aggressive kiss.His wrists were handcuffed, and the clothes on his upper body couldn't be taken off, but Xi Jin didn't seem to have any intention of taking off his shirt from the beginning.

Speaking of which, none of them had any experience in kissing.Ji Zhisheng doesn't even have as much theoretical knowledge as Xi Jin.The latter at least went to search for videos to learn.

(Review, this is a kiss. Really, look, the author's writing is a bit rough, but neither the person nor the content is harsh.)

The alcohol-stained body is extremely sensitive, and Ji Zhisheng's silver glasses frame are crooked, hanging on the bridge of the nose, unable to conceal the gradually reddened corners of the eyes and tear-stained pupils.

Sven's ascetic face looked absent-minded.

The suppressed emotions in his heart seemed to have vaguely found a place to vent. Ji Zhisheng couldn't help raising his head, and took the initiative to accept the kiss. The oxygen and temperature in his chest were gradually robbed.

It was indescribably depressed in my heart, and the suffocation brought by the kiss gradually eased.

The buttons of Ji Zhisheng's shirt were unbuttoned far away.Xi Jin let go of Ji Zhisheng, and burrowed her callused fingers into his shirt, caressing the rose tattoo in the middle of the spine.

He even turned Ji Zhisheng over and pulled up his shirt, and in the dark night, he traced the enchanting red rose little by little with his fingertips.

(moderation, this is asking tattoo QAQ)

In the dark night, the senses are infinitely magnified, and even a little bit of tactile sensation will arouse a faint itch, which is enough to drive Ji Zhisheng, who is in desperate need of venting, crazy.

Xi Jin folded Ji Zhisheng's hand over, and tightened the handcuffs in the gesture of detaining a prisoner, with a hoarse voice, "How did this rose... come from?"

"Who tattooed you?"

Ji Zhisheng came to his senses slowly, and laughed lowly, "Mr. Police Officer, when is it time to interrogate the prisoner?"

Xi Jin's ears turned red, and she was on the edge of calmness and madness, feeling like she was split into two people.It seems that Ji Zhisheng has not yet reached the state Qin Yan said.

Confused, what to ask and what to answer.

"Okay, don't ask now." Xi Jin said.

It's not time yet, it doesn't matter, he has a whole night to ask slowly.

Xi Jin picked up his coat that was still on the side, and took out something in his pocket that he didn't intend to use.

(Review, this is like a massage in a beauty parlor, essential oil rubs away tattoo bruises QAQ)

The sweet aroma of essential oils spreads.

After a while, Ji Zhisheng's body tensed quietly.

……

……

Ah Ruan: QAQ.

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It hid under the bed, regretting why it ran into the master's room.

The whole cat was wilting, covering its ears with its paws.

"Deputy Team Xi is very well prepared. This was originally intended to be used on me, or..."

Ji Zhisheng couldn't speak the second half of the sentence, it was cut off, his pupils shrank slightly, he was slightly absent-minded, his sweaty fingers firmly grasped the wrinkled corner of his clothes.

"Professor Ji, relax."

Xi Jin's burning breath fell on Ji Zhisheng's eyelashes.

The silver glasses frames were still crookedly placed on the bridge of Ji Zhisheng's nose, his hands were handcuffed, and he asked Xi Jin to help him take off the glasses many times.

But I don’t know what this person thinks, not only did he not pick it up, but he also helped him to fix it, then bumped it crookedly, and then helped him to fix it... in turn.

The blood became hot little by little, and the alcohol gradually dissipated in his body. Ji Zhisheng gradually felt tired, and his brain fainted, but Xi Jin kept torturing him, and kept asking him various questions.Why didn't he know that this guy talked so much before.

"Why did you go racing today?"

Ears rubbed together, as if a lover murmured, Xi Jin stopped and kissed Ji Zhisheng's ear lightly, not knowing whether it was punishment or torture.

"..."

"Because... I'm afraid of becoming a lunatic..."

Ji Zhisheng let out a low gasp, and a layer of mist covered the glasses.

"Deputy Captain..."

This is what Ji Zhisheng told him in the bathroom just now.Xi Jinren's veins bulged, and he vaguely sensed something. He didn't follow Ji Zhisheng's intention, but kissed his forehead, and asked in a distressed low voice, "Why did you become a lunatic?"

"because……"

Because his emotions piled up to the extreme.

Just after the Rose Kiss case was over, when he was rescued, he took mood-controlling drugs for a month. He realized that the drug dependence was too strong, so he took the initiative to stop.

Then it was his first emotional breakdown, that time when there was no one around him, Ji Zhisheng will never forget that time, he curled up on the ground alone, and endured waves of despair.

He seemed to be split into two halves, one half was on the ground with empty eyes, suffocated and wept, and made meaningless squeezing sounds from his mouth, while the other half stared indifferently at his own embarrassment in the air, indifferent, even mocking.

"Because... I don't want to cry..." Ji Zhisheng said.

and.

No one will hear him cry.

"It's okay," Xi Jin patted Ji Zhisheng's back reassuringly, wiping the sweat from his brow.

"What about the tattoo on the back, where did it come from?"

Ji Zhisheng's reaction became more and more sluggish, and his subconscious mind had an inexplicable trust in Xi Jin's voice. He opened his mouth, but swallowed the words that came to his lips at a critical moment, and a layer of sweat had already formed on the back of his beautiful hands.

He bit on his phalanx, trembling unconsciously.A gesture of resistance.

Xi Jin saw it clearly, stroked her wet hair thoughtfully.

It seems that consciousness is not vague enough.

"It's okay, relax..."

Ji Zhisheng's glasses still fell off, so everything in front of him became more blurred, and Xi Jin's eyes looked extraordinarily wild and deep in the dark, like a beast king patrolling his territory.

Drowsiness and joy are like surging waves, revealing the past hidden underground under the cover of night.

The numbness of being bitten came from the tattoo on the back again, in a trance, it made him think that he had returned to a year ago, and it seemed that it was also at this time.

He was lying powerlessly on the cold tattoo bed, his eyes were blindfolded, and the pungent smell of blood lingered from the tip of his nose. Someone stroked his skin and whispered softly. He carved this flower on his back after washing it many times. A rose that cannot be washed away.

The time when he was on the verge of going crazy, he even wanted to cut off all the skin on his back with a knife, but later Qin Yan bumped into him, and he was found to have a tendency to self-harm, so all the knives were taken away, and nothing happened.

He felt like a branded prey, struggling in vain.Later, he gave up and even started to put more tattoos on his body, as if this would paralyze himself.

In fact, no one wants to die if they can live. Ji Zhisheng is working hard to live.

He actually didn't want to leave, he went to see T alone, and accepted the invitation that was destined not to come back.But if he doesn't go, someone else is doomed to die.

It's not that he didn't think about telling this matter, but even if the police station is involved, so what, the seven people who Rose kissed to death are still dead, and Rose Thorn is the same, he will do the last one, and let this matter stop here.

That's it.

Ji Zhisheng felt suffocating pain in his chest again, and he couldn't help trembling due to the pain.

In a daze, someone kissed the corner of his eyes with pity, and said softly, "Why are you crying?"

Ji Zhisheng barely opened his eyes, they were all wet, and said in a hoarse voice: "I didn't cry..."

"Okay," Xi Jin sighed, her gentle voice was like coaxing a child, her tone was slow and serious, "Professor Ji's tears are very precious, they are invisible, and when they fall, no one can see them."

Xi Jin was keenly aware of Ji Zhisheng's emotional changes, and guided him to express all the suppressed emotions.

He uncuffed Ji Zhisheng's handcuffs, hugged him around his waist and sat him up, put his five fingers in Ji Zhisheng's hair, and coaxed him softly.

"It's okay, no one saw it."

"No one will see..."

As early as the last time at the hotel, he felt that Ji Zhisheng was too depressed.

Xi Jin's overly gentle voice was obviously soothing, but like the last snowflake before the avalanche, it landed on the edge of Ji Zhisheng's emotional collapse.

In an instant, the embankment burst.

Ji Zhisheng bit the shoulder of the banquet, his teeth sank into the flesh, and it was the first time he didn't feel sick from the spreading blood, so he desperately suppressed the sobs in his throat.

Not very loud.

But it makes people easily aware of the despair that hits their faces.

It was in Xi Jin's ears, but it was like a small hammer, hammering his heart dull and painful.By this time, the person in his arms was still suppressing himself.

Xi Jin stroked Ji Zhisheng's trembling back, "It's okay to cry aloud."

"No one will hear..."

Ji Zhisheng let go slowly, and leaned against Xi Jin's neck, and after a while, his tone was blank and helpless.

"Why didn't anyone hear my cry..."

"Why... no one heard me, I was crying..."

No one heard him cry.

With a sudden stab in Xi Jin's heart, she instantly understood what Ji Zhisheng wanted to express, as if a stone was blocked in her throat, her eye circles were slightly red, "I heard it."

He said, "I hear you crying."

"I heard..."

"You heard..." Ji Zhisheng repeated.

His tone changed suddenly, his voice was very light and thin, with the sound of weeping, light and airy, but contained a trace of hatred and resentment squeezed out, when he listened carefully, there was nothing, as if he had fallen into a bewilderment illusion.

"Why did you come..." Ji Zhisheng said.

You heard it all, so why did you come here?

You obviously heard it all, why did you come here.

Xi Jin followed him and apologized in a low voice: "I'm sorry."

"Ji Zhisheng, I'm sorry, I'm late."

If he could have known Ji Zhisheng earlier, a year ago, or even earlier.Could he be otherwise.You don't have to carry so many unspeakable things, you don't have to bear the pain alone, and you don't have to think about the current situation, and you have to be tempted to cry.

"sorry Sorry……"

Ji Zhisheng's body became tighter and tighter, he seemed to have forgotten how to breathe, Xi Jin noticed that Ji Zhisheng's strength in holding him was gradually weakening, his heart tightened, and he hurriedly turned him over to look.

Ji Zhisheng's face was pale, his eyes were tightly closed, his lips were tightly pressed, and his whole body was trembling slightly.

Xi Jin lowered her head and kissed him, forcefully pried open Ji Zhisheng's lips and teeth, and patted his back at the same time, her muffled voice fell into Ji Zhisheng's ears: "Professor Ji, breathe, breathe..."

After a long time, Ji Zhisheng's eyelashes trembled, his brown eyes reflected Xi Jin's shadow in a daze, and his gentle and indifferent face was a little dazed.

He didn't know what he was thinking, or maybe he didn't think anything at all.

Instinctively, Ji Zhisheng stretched out his hand, grabbed Xi Jin's back firmly, kissed desperately, gasping mixed with weeping, not like him in a hurry.

Xi Jin...

Xi Jin.

Inexplicably, he believed in this man.

Like trusting himself.

The night has only just begun.

Xi Jin always likes to touch the tattoos on Ji Zhisheng's body, as if he can't make it through, he asks over and over again: "How did you get the tattoo?"

The folds of the blanket were caught, and the thin finger bones were unable to tighten.Ji Zhisheng bit his wrist, gasping for breath with difficulty, his eyes were blurred, and it took him a long time to realize what Xi Jin was asking.

There was a flash of struggle in the brown eyes, and he was smashed to pieces in an instant.

"It's T..."

"It's T-shaped."

He was so obedient that he asked easily.

Xi Jin's heart sank, and when he looked at the rose tattoo blooming in front of his eyes again, his eyes gradually darkened, he stopped, and pressed down with some force with his callused fingertips.

Easily press a fingerprint on the edge of the rose.

"How did you get the T tattoo?"

"On... on the tattoo bed, it hurts, I can't see..."

"What else did T do to you?"

"he……"

Ji Zhisheng suddenly stopped talking, as if he was trapped in some kind of memory, and a look of pain floated between his brows.

"He made me... let me..."

Sensing that Ji Zhisheng's fingers were getting colder, Xi Jin skillfully dug into his fingers, and leaned on Ji Zhisheng's back, her eyes were deep and terrifying, but her tone was soft and outrageous.

"Don't ask, don't tell."

Emotional catharsis is not a small burden on psychology and physiology.

When Ji Zhisheng became dazed again, Xi Jin breathed a sigh of relief, kissed his tired eyes, and planned to ask one more question before it was over, "Why are you planning to go abroad?"

He touched the red mark on Ji Zhisheng's wrist from the handcuffs, feeling a little distressed, and bowed his head to kiss it.

I thought the result would be nothing more than 'want to go abroad for relaxation' or 'advanced studies', but I didn't think so. Ji Zhisheng reacted for a moment, and said in his ear unconsciously:

"Because... T..."

Xi Jin stared.

"T said, I will make the last sacrifice, and he will stop killing people."

"The psychiatric hospital in City D is the sincerity he gave me, and it is also a threat..." Ji Zhisheng paused.

Xi Jin's heart felt as if a piece of ice had been soaked, and the blood all over her body became cold.

There is an explanation for Ji Zhisheng's unusual behavior these days.

Because he wanted to disappear by himself, he arranged everything, resigned, dealt with Ah Ruan, and even explained Qin Yan's report.

No wonder the test results show that the desire for sex is only [-]%.

No wonder his mental test report suddenly dropped below the critical line.

It turned out to be the case.

Xi Jin was silent for a moment, then suddenly asked again: "So you go racing, but... are you really looking for death?"

He leaned over and pulled the distance between the two back to a negative number, forcing Ji Zhisheng to respond to him again, with no emotion in his tone.

"Ji Zhisheng, you are really looking for death."

Ji Zhisheng didn't deny it, and even nodded, "Yes."

"What else did T tell you?"

"I promised him. I set off blue fireworks on the artificial lake in Tianxi Garden, which is a signal of agreement..." Ji Zhisheng asked and answered, obediently repeating everything T said to him.

"He gave me seven days, and in a few days, I will disappear..."

After Xi Jin listened, she didn't respond for a long time, she was extremely silent, melting into the dark night outside.In the dark night, he couldn't see the expression on his face clearly, but the atmosphere around him became suppressed.

"Ji Zhisheng."

Xi Jin whispered, "Have you ever thought about me?"

He remembered the blue fireworks that he set off with his own hands before, and smiled like a fool.

The heated room suddenly became silent, and for a while, only the disordered panting of the two of them could be heard. Ji Zhisheng didn't understand what Xi Jin was talking about, and he felt uncomfortable, so he moved instinctively.

The red lips that were kissed uttered two words hoarsely: "Xi Jin..."

His eyes were blank, but his fingertips subconsciously caught the corner of Xi Jin's shirt, and he grabbed it in his palm, slowly tightening it.

Xi Jin let out a deep breath, suppressing all the complicated thoughts in her heart.

"Professor Ji, you probably won't have the strength to go racing in the future."

The pity and tenderness that filled his heart were torn apart by the impact of anger and fear.

Xi Jin didn't dare to think about it, if he hadn't asked this question tonight, if Ji Zhisheng hadn't dragged his car, no one from the club would have called him... He would never have known that Ji Zhisheng had done such a thing in private Decide.

He must have believed what Ji Zhisheng said like a fool, and then smiled, watching him walk into the darkness that he could no longer see, disappearing into his world.

Silently.

The more I think about it, the more frightened I become.

Xi Jin was even a little out of control. There was a faint thought in his mind, and he even wanted to handcuff Ji Zhisheng to the head of the bed forever, so that...he couldn't go anywhere.

The consequence of losing control is that Ji Zhisheng tried to break free countless times, but was pulled back by his ankle again and again.It wasn't until he fainted that Xi Jin recovered from the state of fear.

Ji Zhisheng closed his eyes tiredly, his breathing was a little short, and he had already lost half of his strength.

"..."

Xi Jin calmed down for a moment, then used her arms to hug Ji Zhisheng, and walked out.

The lights in the living room, dining table, guest room, study room, and even the kitchen were all turned on by him, and it was brightly lit.

Then he carried Ji Zhisheng into the bathroom.

……

The shower was dripping down, and at the same time, the water in the bathtub was gradually filling up. Xi Jin put Ji Zhisheng in and washed it slowly.

The water mist slowly fills up and surrounds.

Ji Zhisheng's body was covered with the sweet aroma of essential oils, and he fell into a deep sleep, letting Xi Jin toss about.

As the warm water flooded over her skin, Xi Jin calmed down and realized how many marks he had left on Ji Zhisheng's body... a little bit out of proportion.

He checked, slightly relieved.

Fortunately, no injuries.

There is a deep bite mark on Xi Jin's shoulder, which is still oozing blood, it looks quite scary, her back is in disarray, and there are many scratch marks.

After tidying up, Xi Jin directly threw away the bed sheet, removed the quilt cover, and then stuffed Ji Zhisheng into the dry quilt, carefully wrapped a layer of gauze around his wrist, and then found the handcuffs he had thrown aside, and locked them in the bed with one hand. Locking Ji Zhisheng on his own wrist.

After he was done, he fell into a deep sleep with the person in his arms.

Noon of the second day.

The sun outside was shining in warmly, Ji Zhisheng's eyelashes trembled slightly, he raised his hand to cover it, blocking the sun, and slowly opened his eyes.

The scene in front of him changed from blurry to clear, Ji Zhisheng blinked.

"..."

The chaotic memories of last night were in a mess in his brain, and his thinking stopped, and he couldn't figure it out for a while.

Glances to the window, where the curtains have been drawn.Ji Zhisheng frowned, he never had the habit of opening the curtain.

He was alone in the room.

Excessive exercise, the symptoms of hypoglycemia faintly appeared, Ji Zhisheng's face was slightly pale, and he sat up slowly with support, the soreness that was about to fall apart became more obvious.

Apart from the heaviness in his body, he felt his whole body relaxed.

The quilt slipped off his body, and the underwear and shirt he was wearing now were changed, clean and fresh, and the exposed skin was marked with traces of last night.

wow.

Ji Zhisheng was taken aback for a moment, looked down, and found that his right wrist was handcuffed to the head of the bed.

"...?"

He tugged, and the noise he made woke up Ah Ruan under the bed.

The fat cat with white and blue eyes came out, barked at him, and then jumped up wagging its tail.

"...What did Xi Jin do?"

As soon as Ji Zhisheng opened his mouth, he froze, his voice was so hoarse, he frowned and coughed, but found that it was of no obvious use.

Ah Ruan: "Meow."

It looked a little happy, and sniffed its owner to make sure that the depression that was about to explode was gone.

Ji Zhisheng squeezed the aching brows, trying to recall what happened last night.

He went racing last night...and was taken away by Xi Jin.

And then, before he was on the verge of emotional collapse, he tasted the blood on his finger...and asked Xi Jin to help him.

The memory of last night gradually became clear, and pictures flooded into my mind.

"..."

Ji Zhisheng's complexion changed again and again, he hated himself why he kept taking pictures after drinking.

Why did you say it all.

Ji Zhisheng sighed silently, took the glasses beside the pillow and put them on.

Last night was too much, and when he recalled it now, his fingertips were numb.

He couldn't get out of bed now, not to mention his hands were locked, Ji Zhisheng looked around, but he couldn't find where his pants were.

At this moment, Xi Jin was dressed neatly, pushed open the door and came in, holding a packing box in his hand, spread out the bed table in front of Ji Zhisheng, and then served breakfast.

His expression and tone were extremely calm, no different from usual, "Breakfast, eat quickly."

Ji Zhi paused, "I can't eat it."

Xi Jin handed him a spoon, "Use this."

The left hand can also use a spoon.

"Deputy Captain Xi, I..."

"eat first."

The porridge with pickled vegetables and poached eggs is very light.

Ji Zhisheng frowned slightly, and ate half of his breakfast with difficulty.Seeing that he couldn't eat anymore, Xi Jin cleaned up the small table and threw the rest of the food into the kitchen trash can.When he came in again, he had a can of medicine in his hand.

Ji Zhisheng leaned on the pillow behind him, his hair was disheveled, and his gentle face looked cold.

"Deputy Captain Xi, when will you let me go?"

Xi Jin looked very calm, and glanced at him: "Take the medicine first."

"Need not."

"Take the medicine first."

"……I will do it myself."

Ji Zhisheng reached out to pick it up, and the next second his pupils shrank, and he was turned over and lay on Xi Jin's lap.

"Xi Jin!"

He couldn't help being a little annoyed.

Although he was the first to choose last night, after all, it can only be done if both of them are willing, and he is the one who accepts it.

Xi Jin carefully applied the medicine to him, and then removed the gauze from his wrist, wiped the medicine around and wrapped it up again.

For a while, only the sound of applying medicine could be heard, and Ji Zhisheng slowly calmed down.

He glanced at Xi Jin's blushing ears, raised his eyebrows, smiled, lowered his eyes to suppress all emotions, and returned to his usual indifferent appearance.

"Deputy Captain Xi, your ears are red."

Xi Jin froze, and the strength in her hands became a bit heavier, and Ji Zhi hissed.

"..."

Xi Jin almost turned her cold face, redness spread from behind her ears to her neck.He quickly took the medicine, put Ji Zhisheng away, and then planned to go out.

Ji Zhisheng called to him: "Deputy Captain Xi, let me go."

Xi Jinliang tilted her head: "When will the seven days that T left for you pass, when will I let you go."

really.

Ji Zhisheng had a slight headache, and he couldn't help but touch his forehead: "You are illegally detained. Deputy Captain Xi, you know you are breaking the law..."

Xi Jin was unmoved, "The definition of illegal detention is not like this, Professor Ji, I am here to protect your personal safety."

"I will report the following matters to the Municipal Bureau. I will follow the formal process. I don't need you..."

"Xi Jin," Ji Zhisheng interrupted him.

Xi Jin pursed her lips, it seemed that she didn't intend to change her mind.

Ji Zhisheng was helpless, "Even if you don't loosen it, you have to find me a pair of pants to wear first."

He adjusted his glasses, "Let's have a good talk."