She comes with light

It was within Yu Jing's expectation to be rejected by Xie Yaoxi, but today, and only today, she hoped to be comforted by Xie Yaoxi.

Even if it's just a duplicity.

But the other party didn't have the patience to listen, so she didn't say anything.

After finishing grandma's funeral, Yu Jing declined the concern of all his friends and returned home alone.

After handling everything calmly in front of outsiders, but returning to the empty home, the depressive pain in my heart is like a giant beast breaking out of a cage dancing wildly, and I am really only myself.

She sat in front of the grand piano and played the piece that had been memorized in her heart countless times, but she only knew half of this piece, which was only complete if she played it with Xie Yaoxi.

The notes that pop up are all so harsh.

Forget it.

She got up and staggered towards the backyard like a lonely soul without a master, and didn't care if she bumped her leg on the way.

Looking at the night sky above my head, I can't see a single star tonight, only a crescent moon hanging alone in the sky.

Until now, she has not been able to recover from the fact that her grandma has left. The illness is coming like a mountain, and her grandma's health is getting worse day by day. In fact, she has long been prepared for it.

But at this moment, Yu Jing realized that everything he had done was useless.

No matter how much money she earns, she can't protect her family. Grandma left, and Yaoxi was hurt by her own choice, and she resisted and refused to accept herself.

With no one to protect, the money is just a pile of useless waste paper.

She even thought of giving up on herself, and simply retreated to find a place where no one knew her, and just lived alone for the rest of her life.

Perhaps without her own intervention, Yaoxi can live a better and more comfortable life.

Pessimistic thoughts spread wildly like seeds in her heart, and before they grew into towering trees, a voice interrupted all her thoughts.

"Yu Jing."

Someone is calling her name.

Yu Jing was stunned, was he hallucinating?But the voice was very clear in this quiet night, and she turned around slowly.

Xie Yaoxi was standing behind her, facing the light of the living room, she couldn't see the other person's expression clearly, but she knew that the other person was looking at her.

She wanted to calmly ask why she was here as usual, but she opened her mouth as if she was dumb, and she couldn't make any sound.

The reaction of her body was faster than anything else. She walked over quickly and couldn't wait to reach out to grab Xie Yaoxi within reach. He staggered because of her actions, and then fell into her arms.

"Yaoxi..." Yu Jing was afraid that this was a dream, so he hugged her very hard until his chest hurt from being squeezed.

Fortunately... you are here.

Yu Jing just called her name, but Xie Yaoxi could sense from her body that Yu Jing was very disturbed and insecure.

She raised her hand slightly, paused in the air, and finally lowered it again, silently letting the other party hold her.

The night wind was mixed with the unique smell of grass mixed with dew. She didn't know how long Yu Jing had stood in the night, but she felt the coolness on her skin.

The yard was so quiet that there was only the sound of the wind blowing through the leaves. It was so quiet that no one spoke.

After an unknown amount of time passed, she felt the strength holding her gradually relax.

"Yaoxi..." Yu Jing opened her mouth. During the period just now, she felt as if she had come back to life. No matter how the giant beast roared behind her, it was finally swallowed by the swamp, and a ray of light entered the forest , she slowly walked into the beam of light.

Xie Yaoxi was the light she wanted to catch.

"Thank you for coming." Yu Jing closed her eyes, the redness at the end of her eyes gradually faded, and she smiled with what she thought was invulnerable.

But this smile seemed weird and dazzling to Xie Yaoxi, she took a few more glances at Yu Jing, then turned and walked into the house.

Yu Jing immediately followed, her body perception was very clear after recovering, and she felt a stabbing pain in her knee. She looked down and saw that her knee was bleeding for some reason, and the blood stain had already solidified.

Seeing Xie Yaoxi walking away, Yu Jing hurriedly followed her into the house without caring about anything else.

"Close the door." Xie Yaoxi said.

Yu Jing closed the door, turned around and saw that Xie Yaoxi had already started to pick up the banknotes scattered on the table.

Xie Yaoxi didn't ask why there were so many banknotes scattered in the house, and he could guess the general reason without asking.

She worked hard to make money mostly to give her grandma a high-quality life, but now that her grandma is gone, it is reasonable for Yu Jing to be sad and lose his temper.

There was only the slight sound of picking up money in the living room, Xie Yaoxi didn't speak, and Yu Jing didn't know what to say, so he could only pick up the money and put it away.

As she bent over and bent her legs, the blood stains that had been solidified on her knees split open, and the wound beneath that clamored for her own sense of existence.

She hissed slightly, Xie Yaoxi turned to look at her, and then noticed the injury on her knee.

Compared with the fair skin, the deep red blood stains seem to have a strong visual impact.

"Sit down." Xie Yaoxi frowned and ordered her.

"Okay." Yu Jing was originally upright, but when Xie Yaoxi said so, she supported the back of the sofa chair and dragged her "remnant leg" to move over slowly, her body bent slightly, and she didn't know how much pain she had endured.

Xie Yaoxi just watched someone perform quietly for a minute, until Yu Jing sat down, looked at her innocently and said, "It hurts."

There was a conspicuous medicine box on the cabinet in the living room. It was obvious what someone meant. Xie Yaoxi walked over without saying a word and brought the medicine box over, and took out the medicine for cleaning the wound from it.

The whole process was very silent, and Yu Jing naturally saw that something was wrong with her. She supported the sofa cushion with both hands, and looked down at the person squatting on the ground to treat her wound.

The question was straightforward: "Are you angry?"

Xie Yaoxi answered "um" from his nose.

She knew she shouldn't come here, and she persuaded herself countless times in her heart, but she still came.

She was angry with herself for not being up to date, why couldn't she be more cruel.

"How can I coax you?" Yu Jing said, "Tell me, okay, how can I coax you."

She knelt on one knee on the ground, eye level with Xie Yaoxi, hugged her tenderly, and said softly: "As long as I have, I want to give it to you, really."

Xie Yaoxi raised her eyes and met Shangyu Jing's eyes. Her eyes were as sincere as six years ago, but hidden in her eyes was the familiar tenderness and love.

Would such a person really betray himself?

She didn't answer because Yu Jing kissed her.

Xie Yaoxi subconsciously raised his hand and put his arm against her, but Yu Jing seemed to know that she would do this, so he grabbed her wrist first.

He didn't use any force, just clasped it lightly, and his fingertips lightly rubbed against the inside of his wrist, as if feeling her pulse.

At the same time, he bit Xie Yaoxi's lower lip lightly, and then gently swept it with the tip of his tongue.

Just like six years ago, Yu Jing always liked to tease her like this before kissing her passionately.

Then she saw Xie Yaoxi's eyelashes tremble, and even the resistance in her hands softened.

It has been a long, long time since they had such a lingering kiss, as if there was only each other left in this world, they kissed until the end of their eyes turned red, and they wished they could melt into each other's body.

"I'll show you around my house, okay?"

Sensing that Xie Yaoxi's emotions had gradually calmed down, Yu Jing smiled and extended the invitation.

Xie Yaoxi was a little embarrassed. She didn't know why she had made a mistake and didn't push her away. Fortunately, Yu Jing changed the subject directly. In order to ease her embarrassment, she could only respond casually.

Apart from the living room on the first floor, the most conspicuous thing is naturally the grand piano in the piano room.

The price of a piano is never cheap, and this 'decorative' piano is worth more than the sum of all the furniture in the villa.

Yu Jing's slender fingers crossed the black and white keys casually, and the piano issued melodious notes.

She leaned on the piano, looked at Xie Yaoxi and said, "I haven't heard you play the piano for a long time."

When they were dating before, she would often accompany Xie Yaoxi to the piano room to practice the piano, and the boring practice became very sweet with the company of her lover.

Xie Yaoxi also taught her a song "To Alice".

They would play this piece in an empty piano room, and the melodious notes would stop abruptly the moment they met their eyes, leaving only a lingering kiss.

But now, Xie Yaoxi has not shown his talent in playing the piano in front of everyone, and even has a label of 'incomplete tone'.

Xie Yaoxi raised his eyelids, always feeling that he could predict the other party's next sentence: "So?"

As a successor of the group, he pays more attention to education than ordinary people, but Xie Yaoxi has not been interested in boring elite courses since he was a child, and prefers some entertainment courses such as music, horse riding, and golf.

At the beginning, she chose to enroll in music because she didn't like the majors her mother chose for her, so she picked one that was slightly interesting and less boring to learn.

Since she entered the entertainment industry, she rarely touched the piano. One is that she has no time, and the other is that although she is a music student, she has been tired of playing the piano since she was a child.

Especially after experiencing the days of being accompanied by others, it is always boring to practice the piano alone.

Yu Jing looked at her and smiled, and said, "My birthday is coming soon, can I ask you for a birthday present?"

"No." Xie Yaoxi said directly.

This answer was completely expected, Yu Jing did not give up, and continued to talk about her birthday present: "I want to hear you play a piece of music for me."

For someone's 'confidence', Xie Yaoxi was angry, helpless and funny, "Do you think it's possible?"

"I don't know." Yu Jing touched the end of his eyebrows, "You can think about it slowly."

Xie Yaoxi snorted, and said arrogantly: "Don't think about it, I'll reply you now, it's a good idea."

Although Xie Yaoxi said so now, as we all know, flags are used to pour...

Yu Jing didn't discuss with her whether it was beautiful or not, and led her away from the piano room to visit other rooms.

The first floor is the public area, and there are two guest rooms. The cleaning staff will come to clean the house regularly, so even the unused guest rooms are very clean.

The second floor is completely Yu Jing's private domain, with only two doors, and the outermost one is Yu Jing's room.

Yu Jing just reached out and grabbed the doorknob to open the door, but Xie Yaoxi's gaze was attracted by the innermost door, and he looked at it without blinking.

No wonder Xie Yaoxi was curious, but among all the modern-style decorations, the pure Chinese-style wooden door is too unique, similar to the design of a hollowed-out screen, the hollowed out part seems to be covered with white paper, and a big The word 'quiet'.

For some reason, Xie Yaoxi thought of the ancient temples, and the door of the temples usually says 'Zen'...

"The tea room, do you want to take a look?" Yu Jing let go of the doorknob and changed his mind about taking her to the room for a visit.

Usually when she is alone at home, Yu Jing spends more time in the tea room than in the room, and the smell of agarwood makes her feel very peaceful.

Of course, the tea room seldom entertained guests, and there were some important documents inside. Even if Dawei came, he would only enter the tea room when Yu Jing was present.

Yu Jing used interrogative sentences, but at the same time he was taking Xie Yaoxi to the tea room.

The moment the door was opened, there was still a faint smell of agarwood in the room.

Yu Jing smelled it, and the people around her could smell it too. She turned her head and asked, "Agarwood is usually lit in the tea room. Is this smell acceptable? Do you want to turn on the exhaust fan?"

People who can accept agarwood will feel comfortable smelling it, while those who hate woody fragrance will smell it like the reaction when they smell pungent perfume.

"No." Occasionally, when they were very close, Xie Yaoxi could vaguely smell a different smell from the violet fragrance, but the two smells mixed together made her unable to distinguish what kind of smell it was.

Now I finally understand that the co-authoring is smoked, and it smells faintly, but it's not unpleasant.

The furnishing style in the room is pure Chinese design like the door, but it is not the dark mahogany color that looks depressing and dull, but a brighter and refreshing color, which coincides with the modern style outside.

There are several collection cabinets against the wall, and there are different types of things in them, including red wine, ornaments, and limited luxury goods from various endorsements. Under the illumination of the cabinet lights, they exude the breath of money.

"Just look at it." Seeing Xie Yaoxi showing interest for the first time in her own home, she felt a little happy. Fortunately, there was one thing that could attract her attention, and they could have something to talk about.

"Take whatever you like." Yu Jing acted extremely naturally, habitually sitting down at the table and preparing to print incense seals, not caring about her movements, as if letting her spy on her private territory at will.

When she said this, Xie Yaoxi had already walked past the collection cabinet. At the end was a desk with two pens and a notebook, and the documents were also folded and placed on the table casually.

Xie Yaoxi glanced at a document with a project plan written on it, and his eyes were quickly attracted by another small jade object. The jade grew into a square column, and red traces could be seen at the bottom.

She knew what it was, and had seen a private impression of something similar in her father's study.

Some entrepreneurs will have their own private seals, which have the same legal effect as signatures, so entrepreneurs with private seals will basically lock them in a safe together with valuables to prevent criminals from taking advantage of them.

And Yu Jing has his own studio and can be regarded as the boss, so it is not uncommon to have a personal seal.

She picked up the personal seal, and when she heard Yu Jing's words, she turned to look at the man, and teased, "Including this?"

It is no exaggeration to say that as long as you get the private seal and use some special means, you can empty out Yu Jing's property.

Yu Jing looked up and followed the sound, and saw the seal on her hand, the expression on her face didn't change at all, she just glanced at it, then lowered her head and was busy with the matter at hand.

"Of course, I said you can have anything you want."

The tone is light and fluffy, as if saying that the weather is fine today.

"..." Boring.

Xie Yaoxi put the seal back to its original position, and she walked in the direction of Yu Jing, wondering what could be more important than the seal.

A small incense burner in the shape of a pine cone was placed in front of Yu Jing, and she scooped up a small spoonful of powdered incense powder, spread it on the hollow mold in the incense burner, and then carefully pressed it tightly with a tool.

"Would you like to try it?" Looking up, he saw Xie Yaoxi slightly interested, and Yu Jing handed her the tools in his hand.

Xie Yaoxi has seen similar videos on the Internet by chance, and he roughly knows what it is. As long as the texture is pressed and lit, it is the same as ordinary incense sticks. It’s just that making it yourself is more interesting, but it also tests patience.

She sat down opposite Yu Jing, and Yu Jing pushed the small incense burner in front of her, "Shovel off the incense powder and flatten the incense ash again."

Xie Yaoxi followed Yu Jing's instructions and began to write the seal script, and Yu Jing started to play with the tea set when he had time to make tea.

As soon as the boiling water rushed into the tea leaves, the tea leaves burst out with a strong tea fragrance in an instant.

After all, beginners, when Yu Jing pushed the teacup over, Xie Yaoxi was just about to press the incense ashes, and she hadn't started writing seal characters yet, so she was a little impatient with such delicate work.

As a contemporary young man, Xie Yaoxi, to be honest, this is the first time he went to other people's house to drink steaming tea.

"Why are you still drinking tea..." Xie Yaoxi muttered, gently blowing on the tea noodles, and then took a small sip of tea. She was still not used to drinking it, and unconsciously frowned.

"I'll make you a cup of honey passion fruit." Yu Jing wanted to get up, but Xie Yaoxi stopped him, "No more, I'm not thirsty."

She took a few more glances at Yu Jing. It was difficult for the person sitting in front of her with an elegant posture and a calm complexion to be combined with the female college student she remembered who loved to drink milk tea and like to study various delicacies.

Speaking of which, this is also the first time after the reunion to see the change of Yu Jing. It is very serious, so serious that it is completely moving towards the "sister line".

The "sister" girlfriend is completely Xie Yaoxi's ideal type. Of course, Xie Yaoxi will not admit that his ex-girlfriend is her ideal type.

Probably because his gaze was too obvious, Yu Jing tilted his head and gave her a familiar smile, "What are you thinking?"

"I didn't think about anything." Realizing that she was thinking too far, Xie Yaoxi quickly looked away. How is Yu Jing, and any changes are none of her business.

The interest in playing seal script stopped here, and Xie Yaoxi pushed the small incense burner back in front of her.

Yu Jing asked, "Aren't you playing?"

"I won't play anymore." Xie Yaoxi was not a patient person, frowning and half-complaining: "It's not good."

"Skills are needed." Yu Jing got up, walked to Xie Yaoxi and sat down, held her hand, and led her to compact the incense ash in the stove little by little.

They got very close, and the smell of violets flooded into the nostrils. Yu Jing didn't know whether it was intentional or not when he spoke, and his breath faintly sprinkled on her ear bones, causing the hairs on the back of her neck to stand up.

She tried her best to concentrate on Xiangzhuan, but after all, she had a young heart. After a while, her 3-minute enthusiasm dissipated, and she couldn't control things that required patience.

"I don't want to do it anymore." Xie Yaoxi withdrew his hand, "Boring." He retorted casually: "You are obviously a young man, but your tea is also fragrant, and your hobbies are really strange."

Rarely, Yu Jing was stunned for a moment, showing a slightly embarrassed expression, "It's boring..."

The atmosphere is a little frozen.

Yu Jing put back the pine cone-shaped top of the small incense burner, "Since you find it strange, then I'll find other interests."

"Don't." Xie Yaoxi hurriedly stopped her, "I'm not interested in your personal hobbies, let alone my opinion, it's up to you."

Something that I am not interested in does not mean that it is really boring. Since someone likes it, it must have its charm, but it is just that I cannot appreciate it.

"But." Yu Jing turned his head to look at her, and said seriously, "I care about your opinion."

The air was silent for a few seconds, Xie Yaoxi breathed a sigh of relief, but was still defeated.

"People who make changes because of other people's three or two sentences are very uninitiated."

"You are not someone else." At this time, Yu Jing had read her subtext, sighed deliberately, and said, "I think it's better to change a hobby."

"Why don't you go to work on the construction site if you are so good at talking." Xie Yaoxi heard the other party's intentions, and laughed angrily. She gave her a slight push, and then got up to leave.

Yu Jing chased after him, "It's hot now, and the bricks on the construction site are hot. I plan to wait until winter."

Xie Yaoxi had no choice but to laugh and curse: "Nervous."

Coming out of the tea room, next is Yu Jing's bedroom.

She thought, this is probably the most private room in the whole house, and there will be no less luxuries than the tea room.

But until the door was opened, the furnishings in the house were quite different from her idea. It was in a minimalist style, and the light-colored bedding gave off an extremely cold impression.

A set of tables and chairs for one person was placed near the balcony, and a box was placed on it, while the French door connecting to the balcony was wide open, the wind blowing in from the outside, and the pure white gauze curtain fluttered with the wind.

Yu Jing walked over quickly to tie up the gauze curtain with straps, and then looked at the night outside.

"It might rain tonight." She turned to look at Xie Yaoxi, "It's getting late, go take a shower."

Xie Yaoxi almost forgot the reason for coming tonight. Yu Jing's mood was not as bad as she imagined. She looked outside the balcony and said, "I didn't say I would stay."

Originally, tomorrow's work was postponed due to going to meet Director Zhang, and now the audition is in vain. I think there is a high probability that I will be able to rest for a day tomorrow, but Xie Yaoxi is worried that Qin Chuan's uneasy tomorrow will suddenly attack him, so looking back, it is better choice.

But after she finished speaking, Yu Jing didn't reply her quickly, but looked at the things in the box on the table and fell silent for a while, and said, "That's fine."

Rarely, Yu Jing didn't insist on keeping her, but said, "I'll see you off."

"No need." Xie Yaoxi took a step back, "I'll go back by myself, I don't need you to send me, I'll go first."

Yu Jing just opened his mouth, but didn't say anything in the end, he just stood there and watched her off.

Xie Yaoxi left the room alone. She walked slowly and walked all the way to the stairs, but she didn't hear footsteps behind her.

She stood at the top of the stairs, holding on to the handrail, and after a short hesitation, she turned back.

The door was not closed when it came out, and Xie Yaoxi didn't go in either. He just stood at the door and looked inside silently.

Yu Jing didn't notice the person at the door, but quietly stared at the things in the box. After a while, she took out a ginger sweater from inside.

Then he sat down slowly, put the sweater on his lap, and slowly stroked the texture of the wool on it.

The things in the box are grandma's relics, and this sweater was completed in the last few days of the old man's life.

In the last few days, Grandma could barely sit up, but she insisted on finishing the sweater nonetheless.

But this sweater is not for the granddaughter.

The old man grabbed Yu Jing's wrist with his haggard hands, and when he was dying, he was still thinking about his granddaughter.

"Ah Jing... I haven't seen her for a long time." Grandma Yu looked at her with a lot of emotions in her eyes, more guilt. "I know, it's grandma who dragged you down."

The granddaughter never brought her classmates or friends home, but one day, she brought her 'friends' back.

Grandma Yu always remembered that she was an optimistic and kind girl, very polite, and would tell some jokes to make herself happy.

She could clearly feel that her granddaughter was happy from the bottom of her heart when she was with this 'friend'. During that time, her granddaughter seemed to have changed into a different person, with a radiance all over her body; she began to mention a person's name frequently, I also planned my plans after graduation, and worked hard to make money so that my family can live comfortably.

Grandma Yu just smiled and agreed, also looking forward to the future, but all the peace came to an abrupt end when she was injured and hospitalized, and the small family of only two was almost crushed by this sudden accident.

After that, the granddaughter became very silent and didn't mention the girl's name anymore. When she asked her anything, she just smiled and said it was okay, but she could see that the light in her granddaughter's eyes disappeared.

She handed her last sweater to her granddaughter, and her voice became weaker and weaker: "If you have a chance to meet again, give it to her, it's grandma's kindness..."

"Grandma is useless, she can only knit a sweater... Ah Jing, grandma is sorry for you."

Xie Yaoxi clearly saw that a tear fell on the back of Yu Jing's hand. She was just sitting there, but her fragile figure seemed to be blown away by the wind.

She took half a step forward, and the thought of going in was suddenly stopped by her.

Yu Jing doesn't want to be seen by her vulnerable side, some things need to be completely released through tears after all.

She thought so in her heart, but she didn't leave directly after she came out of the villa, but stood at the door with her back against the door panel, and the hand hanging by her side unconsciously tightened, looking at the night sky and wondering what she was thinking.

Suddenly, bean-sized raindrops hit the ground, forming a pool of small water stains, and then more and more water stains soon wet the ground.

Xie Yaoxi came back to his senses, looked at the sudden rain outside the eaves, and pulled the corner of his mouth helplessly.

It's really raining.

But she didn't bring an umbrella, and the car was parked a few meters away, but it seemed out of reach in the heavy rain.

And the rain is getting bigger and bigger, accompanied by the wind, it doesn't seem like it will stop in a short time.

Just when Xie Yaoxi was thinking about how to go back, the sound of opening the door suddenly sounded behind her, and a large light flooded out, casting her shadow on the ground.

Xie Yaoxi turned around in surprise, only to see that Yu Jing was holding an umbrella in his hand, and he didn't change his shoes. He seemed to have come out in a hurry.

Come out and give her an umbrella.

"It's raining." Yu Jing's hand was still holding the doorknob, she was a little surprised when she opened the door and met Xie Yaoxi's eyes unexpectedly.

Yu Jing thought that Xie Yaoxi had gone far away, but when he saw the rain, he quickly chased him out without thinking.

There was still some moisture on her eyelashes, and the redness around her eyes hadn't completely disappeared.

Xie Yaoxi looked away, looked at the umbrella in her hand, but didn't pick it up.

"I'm staying tonight."