She comes with light

The brightly lit single ward of the hospital has a faint fragrance of flowers, and the table against the wall is filled with fresh flowers and fruit baskets.

Sending away another friend who came to condolences, he heard the sound of the door opening outside, and the footsteps gradually faded away. Yu Jing put away the smile on his face and slowly lay back on the bed.

The freshly sutured wound on her right arm was in pain because of the anesthesia, and she stared at the crystal chandelier on the ceiling with her eyes unfocused.

Da Wei, who came back from sending people off, ordered Manman to prepare some changing supplies and then opened the door to come in. She was relieved to see that Yu Jing was already lying on the bed.

But when she saw the bandage wrapped around her arm, she was still a little scared. She walked over and half complained: "Tell me about you, how can you get injured after recording a program? In the future, you either don't participate in such dangerous projects, or you call it a double." Is it okay? If something happens to you, how can I explain to grandma."

"I'm fine." Yu Jing forced a smile, "The doctor also said it's nothing serious, and I can get out of bed and move around normally after lying in bed for a few days."

"Do you know if you've been hurt for a hundred days?" Da Wei said unhappily. She looked at Yu Jing's right arm in a plaster cast and her leg wrapped in bandages. Just lie on the bed, call Manman whatever you want, don't move your arm if you can, you must not get wet, you know?"

"Understood, long-winded."

"That's right, if you say a few more words, you'll think I'm annoying." Da Wei waved her hand, "I don't know how the news of your injury got out, and now it's trending all over the place. Fortunately, the security of this hospital is very strong. Otherwise, they would not be able to stop those reporters."

Yu Jing looked at the familiar furnishings in the room, and asked, "Which hospital is this?"

"Taikang."

Taikang, a private hospital, belongs to the Xie Group.

Due to the strong security and privacy, it is a hospital that many celebrities are willing to choose.

Yu Jing was in a trance for a short while, and for a moment, many memories surged in his mind with overwhelming momentum.

Dawei thought she was tired, and thought she still had to deal with public relations matters, so she didn't stay long, and left the hospital after saying hello.

"Sister, I brought a change of clothes." I don't know how long it took, Manman came in from the outside with a luggage bag, "Do you want to take a shower now? Shall I help you?"

Yu Jing's leg injury is not serious at all. He can't use his strength for a short time and needs someone to support him. The main reason is that his right hand is injured and it is inconvenient to take a bath, and Yu Jing is a bit of a clean freak.

"Wait." Yu Jing said, "What time is it?"

"Ten past nine."

"You should go eat."

Yu Jing wanted to be alone for a while, so he sent her away. Manman originally wanted to stay, but then realized that Yu Jing hadn't eaten yet, so she went out to buy food.

Manman didn't leave for a long time, and there was another sound of opening the door outside the room. The inner door where Yu Jing was staying was not closed, and someone walked in at a glance.

It was a woman, she was wearing a mask and a peaked cap, holding a bag of fruit in her hand.

She first looked around in the outer hall, and then turned her head to meet Yu Jing in the room. Seeing the exaggerated plaster cast on her arm, she froze for a moment, and then walked in quickly.

"Yu Jing." Fu Sixue took off her mask and hat, revealing her beautiful face. Because of the coldness on her body, she stopped a few steps away from Yu Jing, "I heard that you had an accident this afternoon. , I rushed over as soon as I finished work."

Her gaze swept over Yu Jing, "How could you be so seriously injured?"

"It's just a few stitches on her right hand. Dawei insists on asking the doctor to apply a cast." Yu Jing said calmly, struggling to sit up, Fu Sixue hurriedly put the fruit on the table and walked over to help her up to lean on back against.

Fu Sixue wanted to say something, but Yu Jing's disapproving attitude was evident. He just frowned and said instead, "Let's eat some fruit."

She took out a small sugar tangerine from the bag. Yu Jing's hand was injured and it was inconvenient, so she peeled off the orange peel to reveal the inner orange flesh. her mouth.

"The Tangerine oranges are just right this season." Fu Sixue peeled them while talking, "I remember you like them."

"I'm fine." Yu Jing said, the person who actually likes to eat is Xie Yaoxi.

She remembered that it was also winter before, and Xie Yaoxi would buy a big bag of sugar oranges, and the two of them would sit on the stand next to the playground in winter and peel the oranges to eat. The sweet oranges made her look satisfied.

But no winter sugar orange can be as sweet as it was then.

Fu Sixue could feel that Yu Jing looked a little absent-minded today, frequently distracted.

"Are you worried?" She couldn't help asking, "Is the wound hurting?"

Yu Jing was startled, then shook his head, "I'm fine, I just remembered something."

"Then would you like to talk to me?"

Yu Jing looked at her, she was silent for a long time, and finally showed an apologetic smile, "Si Xue, I'm a little tired, I want to be alone."

"Okay." Fu Sixue didn't insist, she took a deep look, peeled off another Tangerine, and put the whole one in Yu Jing's hands this time, "Then I'll go back first, there will be an announcement tomorrow."

Fu Sixue was about to leave when Manman came back, and the two took a photo in the outer hall, and after exchanging pleasantries, Manman came in with an insulated box.

"Sister, I bought you porridge, let me feed you some."

"No need." Yu Jing said with a tired expression, "Go back tonight, don't guard."

Manman was worried and insisted on staying, but was persuaded by Yu Jing to go back.

Before leaving, according to Yu Jing's instructions, all the lights in the ward were turned off, only the faint moonlight from outside the window sill came in.

Yu Jing lay on the bed, and the room was completely silent again. Once the silence fell, any sound became extremely clear.

She heard the sound of the air conditioner heating, the rustling of leaves outside the window that was not fully closed, and the increasingly clear smell of disinfectant.

Although Yu Jing acted as if nothing had happened, in the afternoon, when she fell off the stage, countless pictures flashed through her mind.

When she opened her eyes again, she was lying in the hospital, a place that made her feel depressed just thinking about it.

She couldn't sleep, and when she closed her eyes, a face would involuntarily appear in her mind. It was a face full of sarcasm and eyes full of contempt.

The well-groomed woman said to her, "You are no different from those people."

This sentence is like a nightmare. For a long time after that, Yu Jing would often wake up in a dream, and burst into tears at some point after waking up.

If she was asked to choose again, Yu Jing would still make the same choice.

Even though this choice made her painful, she didn't regret it, she couldn't regret it.

This is the place to save her, but also the place where her self-esteem is ruthlessly crushed.

For a long time, Yu Jing often went in and out of this hospital to take care of his grandmother who was being treated.

Six years ago, grandma's illness was far more troublesome than a fall. Given the situation of the Yu family at that time, it was impossible to pay the high cost of treatment. In addition, they could not invite authoritative doctors to see a doctor because they did not have any channels, so they could only use it in the hospital. Conservative infusion therapy.

Just a few days of treatment had already used up all her savings. Yu Jing asked cold-hearted relatives to borrow money, even if he was willing to pay the interest, he was turned away again and again.

Some people even advised her that even after treatment, she would not live for a few years. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Take grandma home and suffer slowly. This is also a kind of burden reduction for college students who are about to graduate.Otherwise, even if grandma's treatment stabilizes, she will have to bear a whole body of debt in the future, which is not worth it.

But for Yu Jing, letting her make such a choice was more painful than letting her die. She couldn't abandon her grandma, who had worked so hard to raise her.

At this time, a woman came to her door, and she expressed her willingness to pay for all the treatment expenses of her grandma, and let her be admitted to Xie Family Hospital to enjoy the most advanced medical technology.

Yu Jing will always remember the situation that day, it was the spring when everything was revived, but it rained that day, and the air after the rain was oppressive and dull.

The woman always has a condescending attitude, as if the person in front of her is a small and humble dust.

She is now facing the most painful choice in her life, even though she knows her choice, Yu Jing still wants to fight for it.

"Madam, I beg you." A proud girl faced the cruel reality, and her arrogance was finally flattened. She knelt in front of the woman, her attitude humbled to the dust, "Yaoxi...I can't leave her. Please. You lend me money... no matter how much the interest is, I am willing to bear it..."

The woman sitting on the chair smiled contemptuously, and she looked at the person in front of her, "You can't borrow the money from my family."

"Either take the money and leave Yaoxi, or just watch your grandma die of illness." The woman said lightly, "But I have to remind you, even if you choose the latter, you and Yaoxi are not on the same journey."

"The one who can step into our Xie's house is not someone like you begging for money."

In order to prevent Yu Jing from going back on his word, Mrs. Xie threw the prepared contract on Yu Jing, "Let me see how much your feelings for Yaoxi are worth."

Yu Jing has never complained about her background, at this moment, only at this moment, she hates herself for not being strong enough.

Seeing Yu Jing turning pale and signing his name on the contract, Mrs. Xie sneered, stood up, and looked down at her coldly, "You are no different from those people."

This sentence became a lingering pain in her heart, and she could never get rid of the embarrassing experience of betraying her lover for money.

Dawei comforted her and said that at this stage, Yu Jing made a reasonable choice, because she had no choice, and her grandma was her only relative, so her choice was not wrong.

How not?Yu Jing told himself over and over in his heart that at that time, he could choose to find a high/interest/loan to borrow money, or any other way to raise money. It was him who chose the shortcut.

A shortcut to never turning back.

She also hurt her closest lover because of her selfishness, what qualifications does she have... what qualifications does she have to make Yaoxi forgive her.

As Mrs. Xie said, I am no different from those people, all for money.