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Sheng Ci moved back to the dormitory, and the roommates thought it was strange.

He usually stays with Mingxu, and occasionally he will go to the dormitory when Mingxu is on a business trip, but not many times.

Because Mingxu rarely travels for several days in a row, and rarely travels on weekends.

Exam week is approaching, all the roommates light up the lights to study, only his next-door bed Huang Zhi is still on the phone with his girlfriend.

Huang Zhi's tone was very soft and a little anxious, and the most repeated thing was "stop crying, baby, I was wrong".Sheng Ci was sitting on the bed and reading a book, but his ears were always pricked up.

The call time is very, very long.

Two of the roommates ridiculed Huang Zhi and said, "Why do we quarrel every now and then?"Huang Zhi smiled, made an apologetic gesture to them, and then continued to talk to his girlfriend in a low voice.

During their long conversation, Sheng Ci thought that Mingxu would never coax him like Huang Zhi coaxed him, would not call him "baby", and would never say "I was wrong".

Mingxu is nine years older than him, and he speaks and acts like a stricter parent or teacher to him, with good sense of proportion and never loses his mind.

But what Sheng Ci wants is not rationality, what he wants is Mingxu's shining tenderness and love.

He doesn't want to fall in love with "parents", nor does he want to fall in love with "teachers".

After waiting for about half an hour, Huang Zhicai ended the call, and then let out a long breath of relief.

Sheng Ci couldn't hold back his curiosity, and slowly moved towards Huang Zhi, wanting to know why Huang Zhi's girlfriend was angry and how Huang Zhi coaxed her back.

Huang Zhi got out of bed, took a sip of water from the table, then slowly got up, approached Sheng Ci, and said softly: "Sometimes I don't know why she is angry, but it's all about coaxing, right?" , otherwise she will only get angrier."

Huang Zhi thought for a while and said, "But this time, she should be angry with me because I always like to reason with her."

Sheng Ci had a feeling in his heart, so he kept silent and continued to listen to Huang Zhi.

"Didn't she come to be my aunt, she curled up on the bed crying because of menstrual pain, and we are in a different place, so I can't take care of her." Huang Zhi sighed regretfully, and continued: "I told her that a few days before menstruation You shouldn’t eat so much spicy food, tell her she’s disobedient, tell her you shouldn’t eat this or that, and she says I’m scolding her.”

As a boy, it is difficult to understand the pain of a girl's menstrual period.Huang Zhi only felt that it was wrong for his girlfriend not to stop eating a few days before her menstrual period, so he said a few more words, and explained the truth to his girlfriend earnestly, and expressed the hope that she would not do the same wrong thing next time, but The girlfriend hung up the phone directly.

"I called her again, and she started crying, feeling so sorry for me." Huang Zhi casually propped up one leg, put his elbow on his knee, and rested his head on his palm, "Long-distance love is too difficult."

Shengci can neither feel the pain of a girl's menstrual period, nor the difficulty of a long-distance relationship.Although the origin of Huang Zhi's girlfriend's anger is different from his, the reason for anger can still capture a little bit of similarity.

He asked, "How did you make her happy?"

Huang Zhi rolled his eyes and thought for a while, then said: "First of all, I didn't make her happy, but she wanted to be happy."

He went on to say: "She values ​​sincerity and attitude the most, because my sincerity is sufficient and my attitude is good, so she is willing to choose to forgive me."

Sheng Ci bit her lip and asked, "Then do you think you did something wrong?"

Huang Zhi smiled and said, "I think I did it for her own good. I didn't realize that I was wrong, but when she starts to get angry and starts crying, then I did something wrong."

Sheng Ci asked again: "Then do you think she did anything wrong?"

"It's wrong not to pay attention to your body." Huang Zhi said: "But first of all, I used the wrong method, just change it."

Sheng Ci listened to these words.He lay on the bed and slowly began to reflect on himself.

He reflected that there was something wrong with him, but he still wanted to hear Mingxu speak soft words to him, to see Mingxu rushing or childishly coaxing him in order to make him happy, and to give him a little romance and peace. gentle.

But Sheng Ci felt that it was good for him to think about it for himself, because there was a high probability that Ming Xu would not find out the problem of their broken relationship.

Therefore, he would not understand that whenever Shengci wanted to express himself, he hesitated to speak, because he was afraid that Mingxu would not be interested in listening, and he was also afraid that Mingxu would say that he still needed to grow up.

Sheng Ci was woken up by his roommate the next day and asked him to wash up and have some breakfast. The exam was about to start.

He opened his eyes in a daze, never thinking that he would fall into such a deep sleep.The roommate was still urging him, so he had no choice but to get up and wash up quickly, and finally he didn't even have time to comb the hair on the back of his head.

After the exam, Sheng Ci thought about it, and felt that it was still necessary to talk to Mr. Huo about his confused future.He stopped on his way to the dormitory, greeted his roommates, and prepared to treat Mr. Huo to a meal.

When he arrived at Mr. Huo's office, he realized that Mr. Huo was not the only one in the office.

There are other teachers among them. Sheng Ci knows each other, but they are not familiar with them. Among the teachers, he can talk to Mr. Huo.

And next to Mr. Huo, Ming Xu was still sitting.

Sheng Ci regretted that he didn't listen carefully to the movement inside after knocking on the door.With his hand on the doorknob, it was awkward to enter, and it was impolite to retreat.

So he still bowed and said "Hello, teacher", and walked in.

Huo Lao moved to the side and said, "Old Yang, sit a little closer", then patted his seat, waved to Sheng Ci, and said, "Come here, this seat is for you."

Sheng Ci and Mingxu looked at each other, as if they could see their embarrassment and panic from Mingxu's calm eyes.He walked around the table, walked around Mingxu, walked by the aisle where several teachers were seated, arrived at the seat next to Mingxu, and finally sat down.

Mingxu's eyes darkened a little, and she said to Sheng Ci in a light tone, "Here we come."

Sheng Ci didn't speak, just nodded.

Several teachers were chatting in full swing, and the most focused eyes were on Mingxu, who had learned a lot. Sheng Ci sitting next to Mingxu lowered his eyes and played with his fingers. His lowered head made people notice that the back of his head was tilted. up hair.

Ming Xu took a look, but Huo Lao took the first step when he wanted to touch Sheng Ci's hair.Mr. Huo lovingly stroked the back of Sheng Ci's head, pressing down the curled hair like playing.

That was the first time Mingxu saw Sheng Ci laughing in the past few days.

"Mingxu," that Teacher Yang looked at Mingxu and said, "People often say that young people can be feared, that's right."

Ming Xu looked at Sheng Ci's fingers that were scratching at random, and said after a while, "Mr. Yang, thank you."

Gossip is an attribute that everyone will have. Teacher Yang made the foreshadowing, and the remaining two teachers asked with a smile: "The career is established, and the family is not yet established."

Sheng Ci picked his fingers harder.

Huo Lao took a sip of hot tea, put down the cup, and said, "Nonsense."

The rest of the teachers seemed to have heard such exciting news, laughed for a while, and then thought about getting the certification from the reticent Mingxu, so they asked again: "Ye Li, family success?"

Ming Xu looked down at Sheng Ci, said "hmm" lightly, and said, "I'm sure."

Sheng Ci's middle finger was gouged out with a little blood again.

The pain transmitted to his brain this time made him feel comfortable, because it was too painful, so he could temporarily forget Mingxu's answers to those teachers.

But there was still a voice echoing in my heart: they had only broken up for four days.

He wanted to get into Mingxu's head, wanted to see how he could forget a person who had been in love for more than two years in a short period of time, and wanted to discuss with him a way that would not make him feel sad.

He felt like he was suffering from a heart attack at the moment, and the throbbing of the heart made him ignore the wound on his finger.

This kind of pain stimulated the nerves of his whole body, reminding him of a few years ago, when his parents divorced after he finished the college entrance examination.

At that time, when he returned home from the English test, his parents were sitting in the living room, their backs straight as if they were going to announce something important.

He was sitting opposite his parents, and the smiling faces of his parents made him think that things might not be that bad, but the twitching right eyelid told him that things might be terrible.

But he thought at the time that it seemed that few good things happened to him since he was a child.My father is running around for money, and my mother always has a sad look on her face.Later, the family's economic conditions gradually improved, but the family relationship gradually changed from weak to estranged.

Perhaps it was because his parents felt that his life was too smooth, so when he just finished the college entrance examination and just entered the adult world, his parents gave him his first adult birthday gift.

His parents divorced, and they only got divorced during his college entrance examination.

They endured not getting divorced all these years, saying that they were afraid of affecting his studies and fearing that he would not be admitted to a good school.

But seeing their relieved smiles, Sheng Ci knew that these were not the real reasons.

It's that none of them really want him.

He often vaguely heard his parents quarreling with each other at home.My father often excuses himself to be busy with work so he doesn't come home at night, and my mother often brings friends to the house to play, both men and women.

He didn't like it, but he didn't want to express his dislike, because his mother would reprimand him for being rude.So he applied for accommodation when he was a sophomore in high school, and he didn't often go home on weekends.

He feels his dorm is more of a home than his home.