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Sheng Ci believed that it was the most flustered day in his life.

He kissed Mingxu in the movie theater uncontrollably, and after the kiss was over, Mingxu asked, "What do you mean?"

At that time, his mouth was so nervous, his eyes drifted between Mingxu's body and the movie screen, and he asked, "Do you want to be my husband?"

It was only after the words were out of his mouth that he realized that they were inappropriate, so he immediately changed his words, saying "No, no," and asked cautiously, "Do you want to be my boyfriend?"

Ming Xu didn't say yes or no, but said "I need time to think about it".

Sheng Ci's heart hung in his throat.

After the movie ended, Ming Xu sent Sheng Ci back to school.Sheng Ci got out of the car, and when they walked into the school gate, they were all walking together.

Ming Xu watched him from inside the car, and smiled lightly.

Sheng Ci scolded himself as an idiot in his heart, and when he scolded him once, his phone notified him of a text message.

It was just sent by Mingxu, a string of numbers and a few words.

Mingxu: Private number.Mingxu, your boyfriend.

Sheng Ci froze in place, blinked his eyes, and suddenly felt that he was about to no longer recognize the word "boyfriend".After a while, he returned the same way and ran out of the school gate.

Mingxu hasn't left yet.

He ran over and knocked on the window.After Mingxu lowered the car window, Sheng Ci wanted to kiss Mingxu's lips, but because she was too excited, she kissed Mingxu's chin.

Then he moved closer, kissed Ming Xu's lips accurately, and said with a smile, "Got it! Teacher Ming."

At that time, Shengci was pure and innocent, and he naively thought that he and Mingxu could grow old forever.

Holding the phone, Sheng Ci pressed the delete button on Mingxu's text message, and hesitated for a long time on "confirm" or "cancel".

In the end he clicked cancel.

The mood made him irritable, restless and self-deprecating.He didn't understand himself, he was the one who broke up first, and he was the one who never forgot.

On January 18th, Zhang Yang called and asked Sheng Ci to go out to play.Sheng Ci just came out of the school dormitory not long ago and checked into a hotel near the school.

Probably on the way from school to the hotel, his loneliness became more and more intense.As the Spring Festival approaches, groups of three or four, whether family members or friends, go out to buy new year's goods together on the street.

And he is still choosing a suitable place to go during the Spring Festival.

In the past, he spent the Spring Festival with Mingxu.Although it is not lively, it is not lonely.

Only then did he realize that breaking up with Mingxu wasn't just a lovelorn, he also lost a relatively safe belonging.

Sheng Ci walked out of the hotel and wandered around the shopping mall alone.It was at this time that Zhang Yang called to ask Sheng Ci to go out to play, and tentatively said that he was not the only one.

Sheng Ci didn't know what he was thinking, and stayed for a long time without replying.It wasn't until the staff in front of him asked him, "Sir, is this the tie?" that he came back to his senses, said "Yes, thank you" to the staff, and accepted Zhang Yang's invitation again.

He was carrying a bag and stood by the side of the road waiting for Zhang Yang to come and pick him up.The lights in the city are not on, and the winter wind is rampant and bitter in the evening.

Zhang Yang's car stopped slowly in front of Sheng Ci, followed by another car, Sheng Ci only vaguely saw three people sitting in the car in a hurry, and the person in the driver's seat seemed to smile at him.

As soon as Sheng Ci entered the back seat, Zhang Yang and his girlfriend Lin Hua turned their heads excitedly at the same time. Lin Hua said, "Sheng Ci, did you see that?"

"What?" Sheng Ci asked.

Zhang Yang started the car, glanced at the rearview mirror, and said, "Just the car behind, the one who drives likes you very much."

Sheng Ci choked, knowing that he had read correctly just now.

"That's a senior I met in freshman year, named He Xin, three years older than us." Lin Hua looked at Sheng Ci and said, "He saw the picture I drew for you before and said he wanted to know you very much. But I tell him..."

Sheng Ci knew what the second half of the sentence was, and he smiled and said, "It's okay, we can get to know each other now."

Zhang Yang looked at Lin Hua worriedly.He licked his lips and said with ease, "Uh... no brother, are you stimulated?"

The main purpose of their formation this time is to take Sheng Ci away from home for too long to relax, and they don't have the extravagant hope that Sheng Ci can show enthusiasm.Sheng Ci has always been indifferent to those who like him, and will directly reject him like the boys from the same department last time.

But this time I took the initiative to say that I can get to know each other.

"What." Sheng Ci rubbed the corner of the bag with both hands, and smiled, "Isn't that what adults do?"

"You can put it down soon." Sheng Ci lowered his head, let out a light laugh, and asked with certainty: "Isn't it?"

Zhang Yang didn't speak, Lin Hua scratched his forehead in puzzlement, forced a smile and said, "Maybe..."

Zhang Yang said to have dinner first, the restaurant has already been booked in advance.Along the way, Sheng Ci felt more and more familiar, and when he arrived at the destination, he realized that it was near Mingxu's company.

And he and Mingxu have been to this restaurant.

He wanted to go back as if evading, but he thought of the "adult" he had mentioned less than an hour ago, and the evasion now was too slap in the face.

And what he wanted to ask was who booked the restaurant.But Zhang Yang is only interested in Lin Hua, let alone those who don't even know who his ex-boyfriend is.

After parking the car, the six of them walked together.Zhang Yang and Lin Hua walked in the front, and in front of Sheng Ci were a man and a woman in another car.And he and that He Xin fell at the end.

Shengci understands that this is their intention.

He Xin looks quite handsome, his brows and eyes are very gentle, without Ming Xu's usual coldness.After getting out of the car, he was not in a hurry or panic, and walked to Sheng Ci's side naturally, his words and deeds made people feel comfortable.

He introduced himself to Sheng Ci, saying that he was a young lawyer who was struggling, and subtly praised Sheng Ci, expressing his appreciation and liking for Sheng Ci tactfully and implicitly.

Sheng Ci also praised He Xin back.

The staff leads them to the reserved spot.Sheng Ci was not interested in participating in ordering, so he said it would be fine as they wanted.

He Xin sat beside him, and asked him gentlemanly if he had any taboos, Sheng Ci shook his head and said no.

If he wasn't with Mingxu, he didn't need to avoid anything.

During the meal, He Xin talked with Sheng Ci mostly in a low voice, and Sheng Ci responded politely.He Xin's conversation is serious with a bit of humor, and other people at the table are often amused by him.

Except for grand words.

He just smiled along, but he wasn't very happy. Probably this familiar place always disrupted his thoughts intermittently, making him unable to concentrate and blend into the harmonious atmosphere.

Sitting opposite him, Zhang Yang asked him "how is He Xin" with his eyes several times, but Sheng Ci just pursed his lips.

Not long after, Sheng Ci received a WeChat message, and then several more popped up.He glanced at He Xin apologetically, and He Xin said "it's okay", then turned his head and joked with others.

Sheng Ci was pulled into a WeChat group by Zhang Yang, in addition to the two of them, there was also Lin Hua.

Zhang Yang: How do you feel?

Lin Hua: The seniors are really nice, I guarantee that there will be no problem with him.

Sheng Ci held the mobile phone, and it took a while to start typing, and he hesitated when typing.

Words: He's fine.

Zhang Yang: It's gone...? ?

Sheng Ci: On the first day, I don’t understand deeply.

Lin Huaxin said: So cold.

Zhang Yang: Your ex-boyfriend, you can let the good-tempered you leave voluntarily... I think He Xin would be more suitable for you.

Lin Hua: Second!

Sheng Ci turned off the phone screen and concentrated on eating the food in front of him, feeling suddenly helpless and tired.

He feels frustrated with himself, and hates himself who is obviously hopeless but can't forget Mingxu.He said to himself repeatedly that He Xin in front of him is very good, not bad, he is even easier to get along with than Ming Xu, and he should be a very gentle person in life.

But he couldn't give all his sincerity to He Xin.

He felt sorry for He Xin, and couldn't accept that he started a new relationship irresponsibly with his feelings for his ex-boyfriend.He planned to make it clear to He Xin after dinner, telling him that he was actually not as good as he thought and not worthy of his liking.

He was trapped in the dream about Mingxu, and even if it was broken, he humbly chose to pick up the pieces, stick them together one by one, and then continue to dream chaotically.