Younger brother can't be bothered

In the mirror, there was a pale person reflected in the mirror. There was hardly an inch of intact skin on his body. His slender and straight legs were bruised and purple. Shan Mo turned on the shower head as if lost in his soul. It had been cleaned up in the morning, but he Still feel dirty.

I don't know if I think others are dirty, or I think I am dirty.

In the world of adults, how could they only say a few gentle and ambiguous words when they are in love? Fu Siyan came to him last night, and his body seemed to be filled with the smell of unfamiliar perfume.

Shan Mo smiled at the person in the mirror, the thick bitterness gushed out uncontrollably, everything accumulated and weighed so heavily that he couldn't breathe, he is not a saint, he has emotions, he has emotions It belongs to human feelings, and he doesn't want to be a dispensable supporting role in other people's feelings.

Even though he is 29 years old, he is still so fragile. The pretended strength is just a thin layer of paper, which may be punctured at any time.

"Why are you so useless?" Shan Mo asked in a low voice.

Regardless of the wet floor, he sat down, curled up his body and hugged his head tightly.

He was alone in the small space, so there was no need to pretend to be strong, no need to think about the consequences, no need to think about what kind of life he would face tomorrow.

He just wanted to vent.

Shan Mo told himself that there is no hurdle in the world that cannot be overcome, and Fu Siyan is his greatest disaster. However, this disaster has lasted for so many years, and the situation should gradually fade away, but it is heading towards the worst situation.

Fu Siyan should like that woman very much, right?

Otherwise, how could there be such a gentle greeting? It was a look he had never seen before. Fu Siyan only threatened him and vented his anger. The two of them basically never said a few words in a calm manner.

Rubbing the skin of his body red and refusing to give up, he seemed to be particularly persistent today, Shan Mo held up his strength and washed his body several times before leaning against the cold wall and turning off the shower head.

The unpleasant smell in the room has dissipated, Shan Mo tidied up casually, threw the sheets in the washing machine, poured the laundry detergent in a mechanical action, then pressed the switch, replaced the clean sheets and quilt covers, and then lay down bed.

"Xiao Mo, I'm back, do you have time to meet tonight?"

Suddenly received an unfamiliar message on the phone, Shan Mo glanced at it and ignored it.

He doesn't want to talk to anyone now, and he has explained everything that needs to be explained. Jiang Chen should be shooting smoothly now, and Ouyang Hao's appeal cannot be underestimated. When the show comes out, although there will be controversy, the protagonist will be popular.

The times have changed, and people's acceptance of the same sex has also changed. If it was seven years ago, the Internet was not as developed as it is now, and a few entertainment headlines are enough to discredit a person, let alone a newcomer.

In order to avoid the limelight, that person went abroad. At that time, he wanted Shan Mo to be with him, but Shan Mo couldn't worry about his family after all. Of course, he wanted to ask why. He thought he was friends with Fu Siyan, but in the end it was No, Shan Mo didn't understand before, but now he understands.

He thought that Fu Siyan was just indifferent to others, but he didn't know how dark this man's heart was. Fu Siyan had always hidden his identity very well. It was only later that Shan Mo found out about Fu Siyan's family background. Don't be his friend.

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The next day, the sun was still warm, and the eyes were slightly swollen. Shanmo applied cold water for a few minutes before it gradually subsided, but the whole person looked a little weak and unable to lift his spirits.

The familiar campus, where he spent his lonely youth, the edges and corners of the current him have long been smoothed by time.

"Dan Mo!" Someone on the school road called his name.

In general schools, others would call him Teacher Shan, so this person is...?

Shan Mo glanced to the side, probably not seeing it for a long time, and didn't recognize it for a while, but felt very familiar.

"Why, you don't recognize me?" The elegant and mature man smiled at him.

Shan Mo looked carefully, only to find that there was a black vehicle parked next to him, obviously the other party was waiting for him specially.

"...you are?" Shan Mo asked suspiciously.

"I sent you a text message yesterday and didn't reply to me. You have completely forgotten me, but I still remember you." The man joked.

From time to time on the school road, there are students looking this way curiously. Shan Mo is a little sorry for not recognizing the other party. He has not been in contact with many people in these years, but it is definitely not too few. He can not be blamed for occasional face blindness.

"Are you... Yu...?"

"Yu Huai."

"...I'm sorry, I don't have a good memory recently." Shan Mo immediately apologized, he had met Yu Huai no more than five times in total, and various things happened at that time.

Yu Huai was the target of his scandal, which caused quite a stir in the circle.

At that time, Yu Huai was a well-known young director, and he chose Shan Mo. Just a week before the filming was about to start, there was a scandal that a certain student from Z University had an affair with a famous director for the sake of his position. As far as I was concerned, the investor decided to change the director and actor, and the star of the hit drama was replaced by Fu Siyan.

But Yu Huai didn't care about these things, and later went abroad to develop, but Shan Mo's situation was much worse.

"I felt that I was too slow to react at the time. Since the incident has already happened, why didn't I really do something?" Yu Huai lowered his head and smiled, half-jokingly and half-seriously.

"..." Shan Mo was a little embarrassed, and didn't know what to say, not to mention that Yu Huai was in his 30s, and he seemed to be a family man.

Could it be that he has the potential to be spared?Shan Mo had to doubt herself from the bottom of her heart.

"Perhaps I should be grateful for that incident and let myself understand that I like the same sex."

"……what?"

"As far as I know, you are also single, right?"

"..." Shan Mo was a little confused, and he didn't know this person very well before, but Shan Mo was still very grateful that he gave him a chance as a newcomer at that time, even though that incident happened later.

"do you have time at night?"

"Yeah." Shan Mo nodded, he was generally not defensive towards people.

"Then I won't disturb you."

"...Nothing to disturb, I don't have much class today." Shan Mo was not very embarrassed, after all, he didn't recognize the other party just now, and Yu Huai's dress was too artistic at that time, with a little hair tied behind his head, He doesn't fit in with the society, and now he's wearing casual clothes, with neat short hair, and looks extraordinarily handsome.

"I don't have any acquaintances when I go back to City Z, so I have to be the first to find you, don't you mind?" Yu Huai asked kindly.

"..." Shan Mo was a little surprised, he didn't know that Yu Huai would rank so high in his heart, and he had already forgotten about the other party.