Perfect Two

No matter what a person's expectation looks like, her wish cannot be taken seriously, it is just an outlet for her own emotions.Facts will not change, what the most real world looks like, that will not change.

She wants to be with the one she loves.

When it can't be realized, she hopes that she and that person will have a crystallization of love.This proves that they were together once and had a happy time.

So she stubbornly put Fu Zhou's affiliation on Yang Tian's head, she would rather bear a bad name, would rather be hostile by her children, and didn't care about her father's attitude towards her.This is no match for her wishful thinking, which is to give, as long as she makes sacrifices, this feeling makes her very satisfied.

Hmm... Fu Zhou is right, there is still a big difference between him and his mother.He will not be like this woman, adding a halo of the Virgin to himself, pretending that he is the most tragic and pitiful person, and then complaining about himself and loving himself.

Fu Zhou is not such a person.Fu Zhou has the strongest heart, standing on top of this world, his roots are upright.He grows upwards, trying his best to stretch his spine, to get close to the sunshine above, to break through the haze and cover, to touch the clear and fresh air——

Even though his feet were in the mud.

What happened later is easier to imagine.Teenagers approach a strange man with a purpose, to observe that man, and to see everything related to him.At first it was hatred, or hostility, or just curiosity.It was a driving force that forced him to move forward, to enter the man's life, and to stop.

He saw a lot of fresh qualities from that man, which was different from the man he imagined, and even beyond the scope of what he could think of.Outside of the vision and experience of a teenager, Yang Tian showed a wider world.The sky is high, the sea is magnificent, and there is an endless universe beyond the starry sky.

It was a novelty for a teenager trapped in a small and complicated family.It is completely different from the life he experienced in the past. There are two extreme patterns, the contrast between a house and the space route, the collision of old and new feelings, and constant resistance.In the end, Yang Tian won.

The vast new world won.

"I have been with Yang Tian since then."

"The old man doesn't care? You always don't go home, and stay at an outsider's house."

Fu Zhou pursed his lips: "At first he would take care of it. Then he got annoyed. He thought I was just a troublemaker, and it was a headache to deal with my affairs. Yang Tian is very good at dealing with 'parents'."

Well, Cheng Xirong knows this.Yang Tian used to take those little boys out to play, and he was always able to convince the parents of the children, comforting them submissively, never feeling dissatisfied.Back then, Cheng Xirong always went to Jiuben to find him. Yang Tian not only persuaded his parents to come down, but also became good friends with them.

You must know that the two of the Cheng family were indifferent to each other, and they didn't have much friendship with their neighbors. They always locked the door without saying a word.But when they meet Yang Tian, ​​they will still chat with Yang Tian, ​​and they will also come to say hello during the New Year and holidays.

It can be seen that Yang Tian has reached a state of perfection in this respect.

Fu Zhou said: "He told the old man that I was learning photography. There are many people there, and I can get in touch with them more. He really knows how to talk, and he also said that I am a teenager, and it is normal to be emotionally unstable. There is a favorite To do things, to delve into it, and you can take it easy. How good is he at coaxing? He took money out of the old man’s pocket to buy me equipment, and coaxed the old man to chase him for the money.”

Yang Tian is not someone who is short of money... Nine borrowing is just one of his entertainment projects, making money is secondary, mainly for having a place to play.He also has other profitable investments, and it is not a problem to borrow for ten nines to lose money.

He is not careful when it comes to spending money at ordinary times, and throws it out lavishly, regardless of you and me.In his words, he has no children, his parents are gone, and he has no close relatives.The money is not spent now, it will be left to the country after he leaves for a hundred years.

It would be better to fill in the holes and fill the vacancies for these little guys, and the problem will be solved, and he will feel at ease.

If he wanted to buy equipment for Fu Zhou, he could fully afford it, and he should be happy to pay for it.After all, people have been taken care of by their side, and after spending energy and time, do they still care about some money?Turning around but thinking about going to the old man's pocket, it can be seen that his heart may not be very smooth, and there are some knots in his heart.

But because he wanted to stay with Fu Zhou, he had to face things decently, and he couldn't challenge the old man openly.You can only vent in this way, pretending that you have been satisfied.

Speaking of which, among those people, the one who was willing to make concessions for Fu Zhou in the end was actually Yang Tian.

It's no wonder that Fu Zhou got close to him and was willing to stay with him.Children's minds are very sensitive, very alert, and can perceive the attitudes of people around them towards them.Is it good or bad, how good is good, and what kind of bad is bad.

Yang Tian, ​​as an outsider with no blood relationship, raises his little wolf cub without a name, and fights wits and courage with the adolescent child.I don't expect him to repay my kindness, and I don't plan to let him provide for myself in the old age.It is completely unrequited, but also tried their best.

Fu Zhou regards Yang Tian as his father.Even after Fu Zhou did the comparison secretly and was knocked back to reality by a paper result, he still stubbornly regarded Yang Tian as his father.He thought about staying with Yang Tian in the future, and when Yang Tian was old, he would take care of this person himself.

I thought about it for too long, and thought too deeply, so that the feeling had a different taste.

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"I don't know either." Fu Zhou rubbed his face, exhaled with a heavy look, "When I knew him, there were already many different boys around him."

Yang Tian's habit started quite early. When Cheng Xirong acted with him, I saw him recommend small group performances to the director.At that time, Cheng Xirong was still young, and he only thought those children were his relatives, and entrusted them to him in order to take a chance.

Later, when they became familiar with each other, Cheng Xirong also saw all kinds of colorful scenes in the circle, and only after hearing about the world outside the door did he know the role of those children.

At the beginning, I will definitely not be used to it, the sense of substitution is too strong, on the one hand, I am also a man, and on the other hand, because of my age, I am similar to those people.However, Cheng Xirong had a big heart, and became addicted to playing with Yang Tian, ​​so he only felt refreshed in his heart, and didn't care about other awkwardness.

When he thought about it and started to pay attention to whether there was any connection between himself and this problem, the two of them had already become familiar with each other to the degree that uncle and nephew were, which was very natural.Yang Tian used his actions to show that he would not do anything to Cheng Xirong, and they could communicate normally without any problems.

This is to look at Yang Tian as an outsider first, and then get in touch with him. At most, he just feels that it shocks the three views and feels that it is rare.If it was Fu Zhou, what would it be like to see Yang Tian's behavior after having emotions?

"At first I thought he was disgusting, but I thought he was a scumbag. He fucked with other women, and turned around like a child. It's shameful."

Fu Zhou gritted his teeth a bit as he spoke, as if he had returned to the original emotion, stuck in the mud, unable to pull out his legs.

"Later I found out that I was wrong. I misread him." After a pause, Fu Zhou hesitated, confused and at a loss, "But I don't know what I was thinking. He took those children out to play, but Never take me. I know it's because of my identity, with old men and cheap dads standing behind me, I can't mess around. But..."

Still get jealous.Envy to a certain extent is envy, very envy.So much so that the whole person has a sour smell, which is broken from the bottom of the heart and emanates from the root, and there is no way to hide it.

"Then he played on that little bastard's head."

It was the kid who approached Yang Tian on his own initiative.In fact, if you carefully analyze each component of the whole incident, it is not difficult to find that Fu Zhou is not the only victim.As the child of a third party, that child was no less affected than Fu Zhou.

The degree to which his character is distorted affects his whole life, runs through every action of his, and becomes a symbol of him.

At that time, Fu Zhou was still at home, and the child would try every means to frame Fu Zhou and try to take it from Fu Zhou.No matter what it is, as long as it is owned by Fu Zhou, he will grab it, even if it is just a dessert.

When Fu Zhou lived with the old man, he would go home occasionally, but he still had to face the situation of being threatened and missed.Later, he lived with Yang Tian, ​​and he never went back, completely severed from the past.

Fu Zhou thought that he could get rid of the quagmire by doing this, and could sail along the sea of ​​stars without being bound any more.It's a pity that he underestimated the dark side of people's hearts too much. When he saw the child standing beside Yang Tian smiling at him, he felt that the blood rushed to the top of his head.

"He provokes me. Every time he provokes me, I can succeed, and I will be irritated by him. It was like this when I was young, and it was even more so when it came to Yang Tian. I can't bear it at all."

Cheng Xirong's heart shuddered, feeling that Fu Zhou's tone was not quite right.Already out of the level of paranoia, to another, more extreme level.

"what have you done?"

Fu Zhou was silent for a while: "He is dead."

Cheng Zi knocked on the door outside, and the girl's clear and bright voice came in, with the joy and jump that only happened in the early morning: "Little boss? Brother Fu Zhou? Are you going to sleep again?"

"No..." As soon as he opened his mouth, Cheng Xirong found that his voice had cracked, so he stopped his voice and coughed twice, "No."

The voice is still a little stiff and hoarse, probably because of the loss of water during sleep at night, and the half glass of water in the morning has not been replenished.Of course, the more likely reason is horror.

Cheng Zi chattered outside, making small complaints such as "Then what are you doing in there" and "Why don't you come out?" The girl's innocent happiness seemed to never know sorrow.

That's great... Orange is 20 years old, right?To maintain such a beautiful nature, her living environment must be very wide and free.Usually there is no negative atmosphere to affect her, she does not see the dark side of life, and has never experienced hardships, so she does not know how to be afraid.

20-year-old Fu Zhou... No, Fu Zhou in his teens already lost this instinct.People who have been involved with "death" have seen the deepest darkness in this world, and it is the end of life.If that person's death is still related to me...

Cheng Xirong didn't dare to continue thinking about it.He believed that Fu Zhou could control himself in principle, and would not touch the law, nor would he test his conscience.He will definitely not kill people, his paranoia and fierceness are always on the right path and will not go astray.

But even if there is no direct connection, there will be some indirect connections.This accident is a link in the whole incident, it is the direct cause of his fall into the current situation, and it has a very close relationship with his life trajectory.

Before that, there were dots of cosmic routes in his life, and there were lights flickering to guide him in the dark.And now, his whole body is gray.Just like Cheng Xirong has always felt, he felt that this young man was covered by a veil, he was in the shadow, and it was difficult for him to walk.

Life and death are great matters and the heaviest of burdens.

Cheng Xirong was still clearing his throat, but Fu Zhou had already stood up and went to open the door.He put his hand on the doorknob, and his body blocked half of the door frame, unconsciously making a gesture of "repulsion".

It's a pity that Chengzi is a thick line, and he didn't see the meaning conveyed by this body movement at all, and he still stood firmly in front of the room door.She finally found someone to confide in, so she rushed forward in a hurry: "Are you talking heart-to-heart early in the morning? Aren't you hungry?"

Fu Zhou's face was not good-looking, but he usually had a sullen face and no expression. No matter how bad-looking he was, it was just some very subtle emotional changes, which were hard to detect.At least Chengzi didn't see it, and was still foolishly concerned about stomach and stomach problems.

Cheng Xirong was afraid that Fu Zhou would get angry, so he couldn't control himself for a while, so he used the orange as a vent bucket, and hurriedly raised his voice to respond: "What's the matter? Oh, I feel a little uncomfortable, and I will get up after a while."

Cheng Zi poked his head and looked inside: "Are you okay?"

"Well, it's okay. What's the matter with you, are you hungry?"

"No, no. I just asked, can I go back to school?"

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Cheng Zi's Department of Acting has taken over the group performance of a large-scale historical drama. Many of the seniors and sisters in the senior grades have taken over the filming of the play, and there is no time to spare, so the lower grade students like Cheng Zi are asked to fill in the vacancies.

"Hey, do you think the school's regulations are annoying? You said that you can't take a job before the junior year, and you have to stay in school to attend classes honestly. As a result, the plays they took over by themselves are not considered jobs, so they can act. ?”

Cheng Xirong pulled his shoes and walked over, calmly pushed Fu Zhou aside, and squeezed Fu Zhou's wrist.As he walked out, Cheng Zi consciously followed behind him, muttering: "Isn't this slapping yourself in the face?"

Cheng Xirong turned his head to look at Fu Zhou, and saw that his expression was normal, standing by the door frame without moving, and he didn't seem to plan to move.This is his normal reaction, always a dull gourd, and there is no particularly violent reaction.

Cheng Xirong tried his best to suppress his worries, and joked with Chengzi: "You are content. This is the school creating opportunities for you."

Cheng Zi pouted: "How should I put it? It's obviously pulling us to do coolies."

"Look, you all think that this is doing coolies. Are those seniors willing to do it?" Cheng Xirong added a little hot water into the cup and turned it into warm water, and then continued, "From the junior year onwards, I can take over the job. , one-third of the people have their own way. The remaining one-third are waiting for a better way, disdain to be a group performer. Do you think those tutors in the school don't know?"

Chengzi still didn't care, and retorted disapprovingly: "How do you say that you are not my classmate? Don't you know how anxious the seniors and sisters in the school who can't get good resources? Someone has already moved the bench to drift Yes, I’m very happy to be able to play in the group.”

"Then the opportunity was delivered to me. Historical dramas, big productions, famous directors, and major creators are all in charge of traffic. Are you still lucky?"

Chengzi wrapped herself in, was stunned for a moment, and then argued angrily: "But I have my own resources! It's enough for me to be by your side. I can play the heroine with you, and I have to serve tea to people when I go back. No matter how many times you shoot, you may not be able to leave a single shot. It takes a lot of effort."

Dare to say such things directly, it can be seen that it is a thing for this girl to be careless, and she really regards herself as one of her own, and is not afraid to express it directly.Cheng Xirong thought it was funny, and asked her back: "Then do you want to go or not?"

Cheng Zi's eyeballs rolled around, and he asked Cheng Xirong slyly, "No, why didn't you receive the notification?"

"I have an agreement with the school. I will come out and do it on my own. Just go back and take the exam."

Cheng Zi instantly became envious, blinked at Cheng Xirong, and discussed with Cheng Xirong as if flattering: "Can you help me find a way to make it like this? I also want to come out to act, and I can take care of the courses. Absolutely will not fall."

"You tell the instructor about this. I didn't open the school, and it's useless if I agree with you."

Cheng Zi was discouraged again, and lowered his head and said to himself: "Okay, definitely not. You have the blessing of Boss Cheng's halo, you have been a popular topic several times, and you still hold a book that everyone is jealous of. The school is a must. Open a back door for you."

Silly girl, dare to say anything.

Cheng Zi thought about it, and asked sullenly: "Then can I go back? There shouldn't be any danger, right? There are so many people, who can touch me? But little boss, I thought about it all night, but I didn't feel that I was with anyone. Enmity. Is it just an accident? What kind of rascal bastard thinks I’m good-looking—so to speak, it’s a compliment to me!”

Cheng Xirong: "..."

Those who have big intentions, but those who are so big are really rare, isn't it too optimistic?Is this a good thing?Knowing how to have fun while suffering, at least you can keep your emotions in a positive state, always positive, and rarely have negative effects.

But the defense is too weak, there is no sense of crisis at all, and there is no way to know that potential dangers will appear at any time.This kind of person is the easiest to deceive and the most vulnerable.

Cheng Zi added: "I was thinking, if someone is really eyeing me, little boss, is there someone who wants to rule me? Does this mean that I am still very valuable? I am no longer an unknown elementary school student! "

Cheng Xirong: "...you shut up!"

It's impossible to expect her to change her personality immediately, I can only hope... stupid people have stupid luck... There is no other way, such a big girl can still watch her every day, so that she won't get caught Playing nonsense?

Cheng Xirong was so angry that he couldn't figure out if the girl was teasing herself, so he simply ignored her.He looked back at Fu Zhou and asked for Fu Zhou's opinion: "What do you think?"

Fu Zhou replied absently: "No one would dive like this."

Cheng Xirong: "..."

Who asked you if it was an unspoken rule! ?Why are you discussing this seriously!Moreover, it's too straightforward to say this in front of Chengzi, right?Orange is not an eye-catching and stunning type, but it is also quite attractive. It has a very comfortable appearance and is pleasing to the eye.

Although it's not a good thing to be unspoken...but it's not so good to be cheap like Fu Zhou!How impolite!

Cheng Xirong first complained for Cheng Zi, and felt that Fu Zhou had gone too far, and he should be taught a lesson.In the end, Cheng Zi actually cooperated with Fu Zhou very much, and nodded in agreement: "Is that right? Actually, I think so too. I guess no one will want to sneak into me for a while."

Cheng Xirong: "..."

Girl, where did your focus go?Is this something you should focus on?

Forget it, do whatever you want.

Cheng Xirong put down the water glass and went to the bathroom, and said, "You two discuss it."

When Cheng Xirong came out after washing up, Su Minglin had already arrived, carrying some steamed stuffed buns and soy milk, put several plastic bags on the dining table, and said "good morning" to Cheng Xirong.Cheng Zi was poking his head out of the plastic bag and asked, "Senior brother, don't you have any custard bag?"

"Are you a child?"

"Who said only children can eat that? It's obviously delicious!"

"Put a pig's nose and stick two pig ears. Isn't this something to make children happy? I can eat two in one mouth, and it's as if I didn't eat it. Where can I find meat buns to enjoy?"

Chengzi glanced back at Su Minglin: "The meat bun hits the dog!"

Su Minglin laughed angrily: "Hey!? What are you talking about? You don't have breakfast today! Save me!"

When those two people started arguing, the atmosphere in the house became much more lively, and the previous dullness and depression were swept away.With popularity, it seems a bit difficult for Fu Zhou and Cheng Xirong at the current time.

Cheng Xirong looked for Fu Zhou, and when he saw the person on the balcony talking on the phone with his back turned to him, an idea suddenly came to his mind.

"There should be children at home."

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Cheng Xirong was taken aback by his own thoughts, panicked for a moment, and instinctively looked around to see what the people in the house were doing.It seems that I am afraid of being seen by others, afraid that my thoughts will break through the limit, and inadvertently express it through my mouth, so that they can hear it.

Sneaky like a thief.

Cheng Xirong thought, where did the child come from?I and Fu Zhou are two big men, who can give birth to each other?

After thinking about it again, I think this question is quite funny.Taking ten thousand steps back, even if you go for adoption, you can pick a predestined child and take it home, but why do you want to raise a child with Fu Zhou?Why do I want to think of such a topic similar to "retirement"?

Are you and him the kind of relationship where you can talk about children?Are you going to stay together for a long time?Are you going to live with each other like this, and not separate when you are old and trembling and unable to walk?

Obviously not.Now at most, there is an extra layer of sleeping friend relationship besides the partner... Well, I have heard his past and know the heavy experience he has carried.He also saw through his own secrets and learned the unbelievable facts that happened to him.

In this way, it is more intimate than ordinary partners, and it is beyond the relationship of sharing a pillow-normal 419 will not have such deep communication.

So... what is the relationship between the two?What kind of result is it to deviate step by step from the original direction and be forced to enter the current situation?

Cheng Xirong is really a little confused, unable to draw a clear and definite dividing line to distinguish each other's worlds.He has always been muddle-headed, and rarely distinguishes clearly when interacting with people. He has the same temper as Yang Tian, ​​and doesn't care so much about "you or me".The first time I developed a heart to maintain subtle boundaries with others, I failed in the end.

After thinking about it carefully, Cheng Xirong suddenly discovered that his senses all along were wrong.He thought that he was in the dominant position in this relationship, and Fu Zhou always cooperated with him and followed his own wishes to develop.It wasn't until reaching such a corner that Cheng Xirong realized that he had no way to retreat any further, so he realized that he had been passive all along.

Fu Zhou will not lead the direction of this relationship in the front, he will not take the initiative, nor will he stand on a high ground and attract attention.But he will delineate a range, and after setting a point, he will plant a flag.Then, he forced Cheng Xirong, who was outside the circle, to step back, step by step, and finally entered his territory and stood under the flag.

He just won.

Now he has won.

Cheng Xirong raised his hands to cover his face, and rubbed vigorously on his forehead and eyelids, all the moist water vapor left by washing his face was wiped off, and his whole body became dry.He covered his face with his hands and thought, "I was thinking about the child just now."

Unbelievable, unexpected thought, came too suddenly.

When Cheng Xirong put down his hands, Fu Zhou had already disconnected the line and was staring at the phone screen.As if aware of someone behind him, he turned his head while holding the phone, and met Cheng Xirong's eyes.

Cheng Xirong felt a little guilty.

If...just if, Fu Zhou knew what he just thought, how would he react?Will you be particularly excited, happy to the point of fuzziness?Do you want to act immediately and start preparing to adopt a child now, decorate his room, and buy things that children like?

I kind of want to try...

Such an impulse wandered around in his mind, and Cheng Xirong's words turned into a well-regulated question: "What's the matter?"

Just don't take that risk.If I don't have the will in that regard, at least I don't have a very strong and deep urgent need right now, so I don't want to tease Fu Zhou.This guy likes to dig into corners, and it's easy to take it seriously.If there is a real fire, and there is no way to put out the fire, it will be very difficult to end.

It's better to think about it for a while, and wait until I figure out the relationship between two people and how to get along with each other before talking about other things.Now you have to be very cautious about raising a kitten and puppy, and you have to be mentally prepared for the time and energy you will spend in the future, and have the expectation of welcoming a new life.What's more, children are not pets, so it is even more troublesome.

My own affairs have not been settled yet, where do I have the leisure to think about them?

Cheng Xirong turned around half-disguisedly and pointed to the outside, staggered the contacting eyes, moved his eyes to the picture without Fu Zhou's presence, and finally relaxed in his heart: "Su Minglin is here, and brought breakfast."

"There's no problem with the orange."

"Huh?" Cheng Xirong immediately turned back, puzzled, and asked, "Who is calling?"

Fu Zhou was silent for a while, then reluctantly said: "That woman."

Cheng Xirong: "???"

There are many women in this world, and there is one outside, just like a child, complaining about why there is no custard bun for breakfast.

Originally, he wanted to say, "It's impossible for people to understand what you're referring to." As soon as the words came to his lips, Cheng Xirong suddenly came back to his senses and asked, "Your mother?"

"……Um."

It's really... Is this that you don't even bother to call it by name?Simply use such an ambiguous way to address her, do your best to keep a distance from her as if you are a stranger, neither familiar nor familiar, and you can only describe her with gender characteristics.

When you meet a real passer-by on the road, you also need to add restrictions such as "short hair", "dark skin", "tall", and "wearing a flowery skirt".But his mother seemed to be transparent in his eyes.He couldn't see those features, and he couldn't notice anything about her.

It can only be said that it was a woman.

He was hurt so badly back then.Being a victim by the mother is equivalent to being given up by her in a decision.He became another man's consumables, grinding away his own life to make up for that man.

Even in later life, he admired that man and regarded him as a very important person in his life.But this is a matter between their men, and has nothing to do with the relationship between him and his mother, nor does it affect the pain his mother caused him.

Glad he reacted like this.Be indifferent, this is the reward, let it out.Human energy is conserved. There are too many heavy things in the heart, and it must be an act of self-consumption to carry every heavy burden.

Otherwise, like his mother, she would be shrouded in the halo of the Virgin all her life, taking self-sacrifice and giving as glory, and pulling herself and the people around her into the whirlpool.

Can forgive those who do evil to themselves, but deprive loved ones of happiness.

Cheng Xirong was very pleased that Fu Zhou was not like his mother.

Maintaining a superficial calm, Cheng Xirong tried his best not to show surprise or curiosity, and just took it as a perfectly normal thing.He asked, "Is it about Chengzi?"

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Fu Zhou responded and explained: "I went to see Yang Tian. Maybe Yang Tian told her."

Cheng Xirong instantly connected these things: "When you go out with He Ruosheng, you are going to see Yang Tian?"

Fu Zhou didn't make a sound, and acquiesced.Obviously I have done it, but I still resist it instinctively, unwilling to admit it, and don't want to face it.It seems that silence is useful, as long as you don't respond positively, you can pretend that this incident has never happened.

A person who is always very mature at ordinary times, his reason is always online, and he will not lose the chain.As a result, every time I encountered a topic related to my original family, I acted like a child, always trying to escape, so naive as hell.

But judging from this reaction, he should have not seen Yang Tian for a long time?Occasionally, this time, I am still not used to it, and I haven't had time to adjust my mentality.So... Did he take that trip with He Ruosheng specifically for the matter at hand?

It may be for the approval of the film project, or it may be simply for Chengzi.It would be too slow to take other paths to solve the problem, and there would be detours, and I don't know where to find out.It's better to go directly to see Yang Tian, ​​which is more convenient and quick, and can compress the time in the middle, which is more convenient.So even though he was very reluctant and didn't want to have any involvement with his previous life, he still went.

When I think about it this way, I am a little touched...

Cheng Xirong felt that Fu Zhou had been wronged in this matter. He was wronged so much, so he thought, "When the matter is over, we should reward him well."At least to give some comfort, to make up for his unhappiness when he forced himself in the process.

Fortunately, Fu Zhou is quite easy to satisfy, and he has always been very good at filling the vacant part of his heart.Before, he would be secretly excited because of a question he asked about his whereabouts, as if he had won some big lottery, he was almost insanely happy.

It's quite simple to make him happy, you don't need any famous watches, luxury cars, and you don't need to take him out to hunt for sex.The simplest thing is, if you say nice words, you can keep the bottom, and you should be able to take his emotions to the top.It's even more innocent than a child.The child wants a candy or a Lego building block, but he doesn't want anything, he just pursues a spiritual and psychological satisfaction.

It must have been too serious before. The intimacy and bonds that should be obtained from parents have not met the needs of puberty.So now we put more emphasis on emotional needs, drop by drop, and when they reach the dry and cracked land, they are immediately absorbed and disappear without a trace.

I feel more and more that this is a poor child, and I feel more and more compassionate.I thought that it would be great if I knew him earlier, and it would be great to have had direct contact with him in Jiuzhan back then.That was the most lost life in his life. He had nothing, was immature and thin, and couldn't grab anything when he stretched out his hands. He could only watch the things in his palm slip through his fingers.

At that time, it would be nice to hold his hand.

No matter whether I can give him what he wants, no matter what I can give him.As long as you can hold his hand, let those fingers dangling in mid-air feel some warmth, and touch real objects.

that's enough.

For Fu Zhou in that state, this is already a lot.At that time, there was a second person other than Yang Tian, ​​and he would not be paranoid and radical to such a degree, nor would he waste his heart into a dry wasteland.

It was too little, the warmth and kindness he could feel in his youth was really too little.The only person around him who really cared about him was Yang Tian, ​​who was willing to listen to him and communicate with him with a low profile.Yang Tian's identity is still very special, and the relationship with him is slightly distorted. It can't be said that it is a pure father and son or a year-end friendship.

He is consuming himself.

After so many years, I couldn't grow up with him, and I couldn't comfort him by his side.

Fu Zhou lowered his head and tapped a few times on the phone, probably saving the previous number, but he didn't type in the name or address, and quickly completed the whole series of actions.When he looked up again, he was a little strange, and asked Cheng Xirong, "What's wrong with you?"

Cheng Xirong immediately opened his mouth, did not respond to Fu Zhou's words, and brought the topic back to the previous matter: "Did you meet Yang Tian because of oranges?"

"Not all." Fu Zhou had a cigarette in his hand, unlit, and habitually tapped the cigarette butt with his fingertips, "I don't know if that nominal father is still staring at me, I need to make sure."

"Is there any?"

Fu Zhou's fingertips stopped, and only his hands froze all over his body, showing his emotions.And the expression is exactly the same as before, even the voice has not changed, it is still calm and calm.

"There is no evidence that he did the orange thing. However, he often has consumption records there in the pockets of the clothes he wears home. In the past year, one of the places he frequented was the KTV."

It's not stated explicitly, but the meaning is almost literally conveyed.Although there is no evidence, [-]% of it was done by that person, and the remaining [-]% ​​may be a coincidence—is there such a coincidence?It happened to be where he was active, and there were people he disliked.

Cheng Xirong was silent, changed his tone, and persuaded: "But this also shows a coincidence. He didn't just stare at you and followed you to the KTV. He was active in the KTV by himself, and just happened to meet us and went too Over there, he made a move on a whim. This is a good thing, Cheng Zi was only injured by accident, not being targeted by someone."

This reassurance was considered useful. Fu Zhou stuck the phone on his forehead, scratched his nose and rubbed it down, and said a muffled "um", which was considered a response.

Cheng Xirong laughed at him: "Isn't that fake nose of yours? Don't damage it, you have to fix it."

Fu Zhou froze, half aggrieved and a little bit unwilling, and stressed, "It's all true, okay?! It's just an injury, it was repaired, and no prosthesis was put in."

After he finished speaking, he realized that Cheng Xirong was teasing him on purpose.In the past two days, Cheng Xirong has been teasing him a lot, and it can be regarded as a lot of effort, always thinking of some teasing and joking jokes, trying to liven up the atmosphere.Before, I wasn't in the mood to respond to him at all, so I just listened to him, the left ear went in, the right came out, and I couldn't keep it.

At this moment, I heard Cheng Xirong say: "It seems to be much better? It's not the lifeless look before about to jump off the building."

When Fu Zhou was actually ashamed, his aura weakened, his voice became softer, and he couldn't defend himself: "Who wants to jump off the building?"

Cheng Xirong answered, "I, it's me. That's all right, go tell Cheng Zi that it's all right. If she wants to go back to school, just pay more attention to the people around her."

382

Cheng Xirong didn't ask too many questions.What did Fu Zhou say when he met Yang Tian, ​​what did he talk about on the phone call just now, what is the specific situation of this matter, and what will happen next.

Although this is a matter related to myself and the studio, it cannot be denied that a considerable part of it falls under the category of "family affairs".Cheng Xirong didn't doubt Fu Zhou's sincerity, and he definitely wouldn't exclude himself from asking questions.But this is his business after all, even if he is unwilling to face it and always avoids it, it is his private matter.

Judging from the current situation, the way the two get along is still somewhat delicate, they have slept through, and the deception has been exposed.There have been intersections, and some connections have been made, but they have been re-acquainted.They hold each other's secrets and know the big truth about what happened to each other.

Now there is still one most critical question that has not been clarified, he has not asked it yet, and he has not asked it yet.So it was more or less embarrassing to be stuck in mid-air like this.

It's better not to ask too many things about him.Unlike the previous idea of ​​wanting to keep a distance, there is a small change.Cheng Xirong feels that now is the time to stand still, because there are too many unknowns ahead, he doesn't know what he will face next, and he is not sure what he will encounter if he continues to walk.

So just avoid it for a while, um, temporarily.

When the thought came to this point, Cheng Xirong sighed secretly, laughed at himself in his heart, and asked himself: "I'm thinking about the past, but it's a pity I didn't meet him earlier, and we didn't get to the present together. At this level, I still think about him." To put aside the distance and remain independent later in life?"

No matter how you think about it, you are deceiving yourself - in the end, you can't even deceive yourself.

Cheng Xirong had to admit that there was some emotion in his heart, a very small green leaf with a sharp point, just sprouting from the soil.It is still very delicate, and the wind and rain may break it.But after all, it already exists, and it has taken root in the bottom of my heart, giving birth to vitality, and rushing towards the goal of thriving and flourishing.

It doesn't matter if it's crumbling now, the first shoots are all shaken.It will be safe when its root system penetrates into the flesh, swims along the blood, and clings to the bones.Afterwards, it wraps around the spine and will give birth together with itself, one prosperous and one damaged.

Cheng Xirong planted it once before, and it grew for nearly ten years.