Perfect Two
Chapter 372
Go back to the sofa, remove all the messy pillows, and tidy up the couch to make room for people to lie on.
Over there, Fu Zhou held Cheng Xirong's arm with one hand, and put his other arm around Cheng Xirong's back, wrapping his arms around Cheng Xirong's body.He bent down slightly and lowered his head, frowning and asked, "What's the matter?"
Cheng Xirong was also not polite to Fu Zhou, and directly distributed more than half of his body weight, relying on Fu Zhou.Only then did he let out the pent-up breath, and there was a short "hissing" sound between his teeth, and his shoulders trembled slightly, showing how he felt at the moment—it was still painful, and he had tried his best to endure it, but it was not It is not easy to completely cover up the past.
This can make "some people" feel bad.
Usually, Cheng Xirong eats less than two mouthfuls of food, and Fu Zhou is always nervous. He is worried that his lack of appetite is caused by his heart discomfort, and he is afraid that his nutrition will not keep up, which will be even worse for his heart.It can be said that Fu Zhou cared too much about Cheng Xirong's health, to the point of being very hypocritical.
Su Minglin had seen that scene before, his jaw dropped to the ground, and he almost doubted his life.He also half-jokingly asked Fu Zhou if his brain had been invaded by aliens, and his current behavior was not voluntary, but only under the control of aliens.
After all, he was too different from the Fu Zhou that everyone knew, and he didn't look like a person at all—or in other words, normal people wouldn't behave like that, he wasn't a person at all.
Right now it's not a matter of eating less, Fu Zhou suppressed his voice, and warned Cheng Xirong in a cold voice: "Call me if you go to the toilet, and go back to lie down if you have nothing to do, and don't get out of bed for a few days."
"Okay, it's not that serious, it's just a few blisters." Cheng Xirong leaned in Fu Zhou's arms, indicating the direction of the living room, "Help me there."
Fu Zhou didn't move.
Cheng Xirong smacked his lips and swallowed the rest of the words before he finished saying "You..." and shook his head helplessly, "Then I'll go there by myself."
As a result, Fu Zhou held him down, and the hand on the upper arm tightened instantly, and the hand on the back went down, pinching his waist directly.Cheng Xirong was trapped in half of Fu Zhou's arms, unable to break free at all.
Cheng Xirong couldn't laugh or cry, and he didn't want to argue with Fu Zhou in front of others.He didn't want to embarrass Fu Zhou, make others think too much, and leave a bad impression for nothing.He could only raise his head and stare into Fu Zhou's eyes, full of warnings.
The two stood in a stalemate for a moment, without speaking or making a sound, their eyes met, and they fought for several rounds.It was Cheng Xirong who won, and Fu Zhou lost to his heartache, and Cheng Xirong just stood like this because he didn't want to part with it.
Fu Zhou bent down, carefully supported Cheng Xirong's waist, and passed his other hand behind Cheng Xirong's leg.He avoided the red mark on Cheng Xirong's leg, and carefully picked him up, his arms were firm and wouldn't shake at all.
Cheng Xirong instinctively turned to look in the direction of the living room, thinking that this kind of horizontal hugging gesture was too feminine, and it was strange to put it on a man. "Princess Hug", the name reveals a certain atmosphere, and I am not a "princess".Let outsiders see it, and I will feel very embarrassed and embarrassing.He has always regarded this kind of behavior as the fun of the intimacy between two people, when it's time to close the door and play shamelessly, it will only happen at that time.
But each took a step back. Fu Zhou didn't directly carry himself back to the bedroom. For him, it was already a great sacrifice.I also have to be patient a little bit, pretending that there is nothing, and cooperate with Fu Zhou's mood - after all, his mood has been broken by myself more than half, and he has no choice but to obey himself.The remaining small part should let him be satisfied.
Fu Zhou walked steadily to the sofa, put Cheng Xirong down, and picked out a large pillow from the pile of pillows on the imperial concubine's bed.Holding Cheng Xirong's ankle, he carefully placed the pillow under Cheng Xirong's feet, moving slowly out of the sky.
Cheng Xirong grabbed the back of the sofa, adjusted his posture, and finally heaved a sigh of relief.
The pain was really painful. When the boiling water poured down, his scalp exploded.This body is much more sensitive to pain than before. Before, he could still keep up with the progress even if the skin was broken and bleeding. Now, with this body, the bruises on his arms can make him unable to sleep.
At a certain moment, Cheng Xirong felt himself trembling and twitching uncontrollably.All the strength in my body was taken away, and I used it to resist the pain.
But it doesn't seem so unbearable when you are with some people and are silent with each other.Cheng Xirong found it funny.He has always felt that the saying "love can heal pain" is fart. How can physical pain be resolved with love?Are those who are terminally ill and struggling without love?Are they cured?
But in fact, at that moment, I really forgot about my physical discomfort.The whole body is relaxed, touching the body temperature of this person, the smell of this person in the breath, close to him, and then forget everything.
Fu Zhou was still at the end of the sofa, bending over to check the ointment on Cheng Xirong's feet.
Cheng Xirong was half lying down, looking at this person's profile, thinking.
"I just fell in love..."
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What can be done.Emotions cannot be controlled, they all come from the heart and are the most instinctive impulse.Who can control his own heart?Cheng Xirong didn't know, at least, he couldn't control himself.
Good or bad, that's all.It is the fruit that you plant, the tree that grows from the bottom of your heart, so you have to bear it yourself.The future... No matter what the future looks like, take the road in front of you first and take this step firmly.Let's talk about the future.
Cheng Xirong thought he would never feel this way again.He died in the explosion, and the pain of his skin being burned still lingers deep in his soul, and the last expression he saw on Feng Yi's face also echoed in his mind.
It can't be eliminated, it can't even be made lighter or lighter, and it will always be frozen in that moment.This is a situation condensed from living for more than 30 years in the previous life, turning the time of more than 30 years into gray, only at that moment the fireworks are extraordinarily bright and bright.
Like a knife, it has been hanging in the depths of my soul and above my head.From time to time, it will fall, bringing up a piece of blood dripping.
The piercing pain will be with me for the rest of my life.
Cheng Xirong thought that it was very difficult for him to trust a person again—to trust a person to the extent he once had.It's funny to think about it, that's my pillow person!I have slept with myself for so many years, what I saw before I closed my eyes was that face, and the first thing I saw when I woke up was also the world where that person existed.
This should be the most trustworthy person in the world, right?
Even if this person betrayed him, who else could he trust in that person's lifetime?
Cheng Xirong couldn't figure it out, and didn't plan to try the so-called "love" again, and never thought about finding a new partner.Once bitten by a snake and afraid of well ropes for ten years, he admits that his thoughts are pessimistic and negative, and it is too extreme to generalize.It's just that this kind of "extreme" can bring a sense of security, and that is effective.
If you live a new life, love is irrelevant. Anyway, the sincerity you give is not reliable, and it is very likely to devour yourself in turn.What he wanted was no longer the satisfaction of those lusts.
This kind of thinking has been hovering in his heart, although he hasn't said it out, but it's also shown in his behavior.He slept with Fu Zhou, and he stopped before the act of "sleeping", refusing to make any further developments.He wants to draw a line, stand on the inside of the line, and put everyone on the opposite side.Then you can keep a safe distance and never be violated.
Unexpectedly, it was Fu Zhou who was provoked by this... one-sided dull gourd, who was terribly serious, so serious that it made people shake.Cheng Xirong watched helplessly as he approached, watched him erase the line between the two of them bit by bit, and then stepped into his territory.
There is no way out now.
The young man's face was still youthful, but his eyes had settled down, very firm and unwavering.He is willing to give everything, he can take out all the world he has, and put it all in front of him without reservation.He is also willing to try, strive for, and recreate those things that he cannot master.
He didn't hide, and he didn't set a bottom line.Just being so naked, opening myself up and presenting it all.
This kind of feeling... In fact, it cannot be said that "I thought I would never have this kind of feeling again". In fact, Cheng Xirong has never had such an experience.Yes, this is a kind of love that I have never obtained from Feng Yi.I have never been treated like this before, being held in the palm of my hand is being pampered.
It might sound like a joke.Cheng Xirong has lived for more than 30 years, and he has been sought after by people all the time. There are always people showing affection to him, and he receives confessions from others every day.He is a proud son surrounded by stars, but at this moment, it seems that he lacks love.
Then like a middle school student, just because the other party regards himself as important, he fell into a trap.
Never thought it would be like this...
I have carried too much, always propping up a situation and raising a flag for everyone.When I was with Feng Yi, I had to take over Feng Yi's share together. After so many years, I was really tired.Now someone else is standing beside me, lifting those burdens for me.When I relax, my mind becomes alive and I have different feelings.
I thought I liked being the leader.It turned out that it was just a habit, and I got used to it until I became numb, and I got used to it without resistance, and I kept this habit.
Cheng Xirong couldn't help sighing, always felt that Fu Zhou had broken a certain balance he had created for himself, and brought him a brand new experience...and life in various senses.
It is completely different from the past, even the mentality is changing, the principles are quietly rewritten, and the whole person is developing in another direction.
I don't know if it's a good thing.
But whether it is good or bad, I can only accept it and bear it.
Hearing Cheng Xirong's sigh, Fu Zhou turned his head, frowning more and more tightly: "What's wrong?"
Well, this guy is in a period of sensitive nerves, and he can be shocked by any movement of his own.If I told him what I was thinking... I don't know how he would react.
Cheng Xirong smiled, shook his head, and said it was nothing.
Like middle school students, that is just "like", not real students.After all, they have lived for so many years, and the soul in the shell has been around for some years, so things like mutual love are still too naive.He couldn't do it, and he didn't intend to.
Some emotions, just taste it yourself.You should also experience it slowly.
Fu Zhou was still staring at Cheng Xirong, with doubts in his eyes, and he still looked into it to the end, as if he would not stop until he got an explanation.Cheng Xirong had no choice but to shake his legs and change the topic: "Don't touch me, the more you touch me, the more painful it will be."
Fu Zhou hadn't had time to speak yet.He Ruosheng interjected from the side, still from the previous point of view: "It hurts badly? I know the director of the Provincial People's Hospital. I asked him to help contact the doctor of the burn department. I'll go there now. I still need to go to the hospital for an examination. Don't delay. "
Visible to the naked eye, Fu Zhou's face turned gloomy - it wasn't very good in the first place, but now it's even uglier.The wind and rain are coming, and with the humidity, there will be heavy rain at any time.
Even Su Minglin noticed it. He glanced at Fu Zhou, then at He Ruosheng, the source of the black face, hesitant to speak.
Cheng Xirong didn't answer He Ruosheng's words, but said to Su Minglin first: "Go back to school first, and call if you have anything to do."
This is obviously a see-off, which means that the next conversation between the three of them cannot be heard by the fourth person.Su Minglin also had good eyesight. Although he felt a little disappointed at being excluded, he could still see the situation clearly and knew what he should do.
There are some things that a small fish like myself can't get involved in.
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Su Minglin is very sensible, he knows when to make jokes, and also understands which occasions he should avoid.It is also because he has a lot of eyes, he always sees things very thoroughly, and can understand the root and core.
In the past, I just felt that the little boss was not easy.But if you really want to say, in this college, the most indispensable thing is "not simple people".Those who dare to take the road of film and television entertainment are not because their dreams are too shining and can suppress all realistic factors, or because their background is not simple and they can walk on this road.
The second generation in the school, whether it is the second generation of the rich, the second generation of the demolition, or the second generation of the official, catch a lot of them.There are even many invisible second-generation stars, with a lot of resources in front of them, just waiting for the school's ban to be lifted, and they will be able to step into the circle immediately.
In comparison, the "not simple" of the little boss seems a bit too simple.He just has a relationship with Boss Cheng, but this relationship is still a bit unclear and ambiguous.He took Boss Cheng's token, and that was the only token. Besides, what else?
nothing left.Boss Cheng is no longer here, so no matter what the truth is, it all depends on the little boss's mouth, what he says is what he says, and no one can refute it.Besides, when Boss Cheng was still alive, he didn't show any signs of it.Boss Cheng didn't mention the world situation of sponsoring students, and no one in the school knew that this freshman had something to do with Boss Cheng.
Not that no one suspected it.Not only on the Internet, but also many people in the school discussed this matter. A considerable number of people thought that the little boss was talking nonsense and hyping himself under the banner of Boss Cheng.
Su Minglin has also heard about it, and the gossip crowd is waiting for someone to come out and expose the little boss, who can tear off his disguise and reveal his true face.
What happened after that was very embarrassing.They waited for a long time, but no one came out to clarify and explain, and no one talked about it publicly.Boss Cheng's friends in the circle seemed to have collectively lost their voices, and as if they had discussed it, they all acquiesced in the little boss's activities and allowed him to use Boss Cheng's name to hype himself.
Even Feng Yi, as Boss Cheng's friend, didn't say anything.He didn't come forward to express his position publicly, but in fact, the media and gossip people know about the things in private.His attitude towards the little boss is very subtle, which makes people catch some ambiguous atmosphere, and he can analyze many details.
No matter what the relationship between the little boss and Feng Yi is, at the very least, Feng Yi's attitude is put there, which is a bit of a gesture of goodwill.Feng Yi seemed to be trying to get closer to the little boss, which also added some chips to the little boss invisibly, making him stand firmer.
Many people said that the little boss turned around and his status as "Cheng Xirong's apprentice" was firmly established, so no one could doubt anything.
In Su Minglin's view, it was not so easy.The halo given by Boss Cheng is, after all, a past tense and a consumable.After a long time, people get used to this title and don't think there is anything new about it.At that time, the little boss is just an ordinary actor, and the prefix may be "very good at acting", "has never been popular", etc., but it has nothing to do with Boss Cheng.
After all, Boss Cheng is gone, so I can't give him future support.What's the use of having a background and no follow-up resources?
Su Minglin felt that compared with those second generations in the academy, the background of the little boss was really nothing.His advantage is only in himself, he has good acting skills, has an aura that students of this age should not have, and his thinking and planning are beyond the level of his peers.The notebook left by Boss Cheng is just a stepping stone for him.If he can use it well, he can become a blockbuster.If he can't use it, then he is doomed to be a passer-by in the future.
But looking at it now, I was still too naive.
If the little boss really had Cheng Xirong's background, how could he rely on Cheng Xirong's name to get around?Not to mention the position of this student, just look at Cheng Xirong, what level is that person?How extensive is your network in the circle?How could there be no one to take care of the closed disciples he accepted?
Cheng Xirong is gone, but his friends are still there!He left behind such a single child, and even handed over his most valued token to this child. This level of intimacy is self-evident, and the hope and sustenance contained in it are also very strong-if he can't make those books , let the kid do it.
This hint can be felt with a little thought.How can those people who are on good terms with Cheng Xirong remain indifferent, why don't they come to help?
Even if you haven't been in contact with it before, you haven't heard of this child, and you don't know the existence of this child.Thinking about the old love, and aiming at the idea of "fulfilling Cheng Xirong's last wish", there must be some expression.
Besides, Cheng Xirong has lived half of his life without any children, and he has never even raised a pet, except for such a child.At any rate, it was a "living creature" he had raised, a little thing he had put his heart and soul into, and he was regarded as his "orphan" on the road of acting. The helpless "orphan".
If there is no one to protect him, in this bloodthirsty and meat-eating industry, he doesn't know what it will be like to be crushed.Don't talk about being famous, even self-protection is very difficult.
If you have the heart, you won't let the little boss run around on his own, and you won't watch him make detours and get into a desperate situation.Most of the people who have good friends with Cheng Xirong are also seniors in the industry, with status and qualifications, and a word is very useful.It would not be difficult to help such a young rookie.
Who is not helping?Why not help "our own people"?
Isn't He Ruosheng coming now?
Su Minglin thought, and the former Chen Jingtian, wasn't that because of Cheng Xirong's face, he was willing to join a newcomer crew?It was all aimed at the little boss, and wanted to see what kind of people Cheng Xirong left behind, and whether they were malleable.
If Chen Jingtian was the public's test of the small boss, then He Ruosheng was the beginning.Su Minglin always has a feeling that there will be more and more people like this in the future.With the little boss at the center, more people will gather to stand behind the little boss and become the strength he can rely on.
Thinking of this, Su Minglin's footsteps became lighter and full of strength.The road ahead is bright, and every step is towards a better future.
At the same time, the three people confronting each other in the living room have their own concerns and different expressions.The atmosphere is eerie, with silence drifting between each other, neither of them wanting to speak first—and not knowing where to start.
The stalemate lasted for a long time, and the anxiety gradually rose, which made people uneasy and began to agitate.
In the end, Cheng Xirong couldn't bear his temper, he sighed helplessly, and said to He Ruosheng, "Do you have something to ask me?"
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As expected, He Ruosheng should be more excited.Cheng Xirong could understand his shock at the moment, he could also feel the doubts and contradictions that existed in his heart, and he also knew how strong his uneasiness and anxiety could be.
I have also experienced this stage, from surprise to self-doubt, and then to be at a loss.This seems to be an ultimate path. Everyone who finds out the truth must have these experiences, and they will never fall.
Not long ago, Fu Zhou also experienced it.
It's just that people react slightly differently, and the stages of staying are also slightly different.For myself, it is difficult to adapt to the new identity.Before getting used to using the new body, there was a long period of confusion, when I was at a loss, and my speech and behavior were restricted.
As for Fu Zhou, it's probably because of his personality. He is used to being a boring gourd, and he is used to withdrawing no matter what happens.After seeing through such a shocking secret, he also held his breath and said nothing, secretly doubting and researching for a long time.
Now it's He Ruosheng's body... Cheng Xirong felt that the other party should be a little more shocked.
Should be shocked too.After all, the resurrection of the soul is beyond human cognition, and it is not within the scope of scientific explanation. It seems to be a joke when it is said.Who would have thought it could be true?Those who accept it calmly and without disturbance may be out of their minds.
But unexpectedly, just as Cheng Xirong said those words, before He Ruosheng could react, Fu Zhou spoke first.
"I've told you all."
Not only did he stop He Ruosheng from talking, but his face smelled terrible, and the corners of his mouth drooped, as if someone owed him eight lifetimes of food and hadn't paid it back.She usually has no expression, and dangles with a paralyzed face, no matter how teased she won't have a big reaction.At the moment, the expression is vivid, and the three words "annoying" are vividly displayed.
Cheng Xirong squinted over, and asked Fu Zhou in a negotiating tone, "Why don't you go and play with Su Minglin for a while?"
Fu Zhou: "..."
It can be seen that Cheng Xirong's attitude is very firm, he must have a talk with He Ruosheng, no matter what obstacles are used, it will be useless.Fu Zhou can interrupt their conversation at this moment, but there will always be more opportunities for them to chat in the future. Can Fu Zhou look at Cheng Xirong every day without falling behind for a second?
Don't say it can't be done.Even if Fu Zhou really didn't do anything and stared at Cheng Xirong 24 hours a day, then the relationship between the two of them would be over by then.Fu Zhou knew Cheng Xirong's temper, and he also knew that in front of Cheng Xirong, no one should be arrogant.Now he intends to give in, but it doesn't mean that his bottom line is gone, allowing others to interfere in his life.
Fu Zhou would not take this risk.
Instead of letting those two people sit together to reminisce about the old days, it is better to follow Cheng Xirong's wish at this time and settle the matter on the spot - at least I was still there and could hear what they had to say.
It's better than when that guy He Ruosheng said something bad about him to incite Cheng Xirong when he didn't know it.
Fu Zhou closed his voice, closed his eyelids, hid all his grievances and unwillingness, and went to the side to make a background board.Cheng Xirong thought it was funny, thinking that this guy was still insecure and scared.
I am afraid that I will want to return to my original life, and I am afraid that I will leave by myself.He was afraid that the relationship during this time was just a dream, and now that the person who broke the dream came, the dream was about to wake up.
He didn't want to wake up.
So he rejected the person who was about to puncture the dream, and wanted to wave the hand that was outstretched.He protects his shell, hides the dream in a deep corner, and tries in vain to continue the beautiful dream in the ball.
He still has no confidence in his heart... He didn't believe in himself. After doubting his identity, he began to doubt his intention to stay.
In fact, it is completely unnecessary.He didn't have to use this kind of smack and roll to build up his courage, and he didn't have to express his uneasiness so eagerly.Cheng Xirong understands it well, he doesn't need to force him to stay, and he doesn't need to be anxious.
The ending is already doomed, no matter what the process is in the middle, it will not change.
We can't wait for the day of the end now, then...or it's better to leave it to time.After getting along for a long time, there will be more and more details together, tacit understanding can be cultivated, habits can also be established, and a sense of security can always be accumulated.
Give him a kiss instead of words.
Write down one first, and distribute it together when you save enough.
Cheng Xirong withdrew his eyes from following Fu Zhou, drew his attention back, and said to He Ruosheng: "What do you want to ask, just ask."
After a pause, he glanced at the gloomy Fu Zhou from the corner of his eye, and Cheng Xirong added, "If I can answer, I will try my best to answer you."
I don't know if he tried his best to answer the questions. Anyway, Cheng Xirong tried his best to take care of Fu Zhou's emotions.Fu Zhou didn't want to communicate too much with He Ruosheng, for fear that He Ruosheng would take him away.But this kid has overlooked a very important point: the relationship between him and He Ruosheng for more than ten years, whether it is the length of time or the amount of friendship, is more than the few months with him.
Too nervous and confused.If you want to put yourself on his territory and label him as his own, you will exclude everyone else thousands of miles away.
Following Cheng Xirong's gaze, He Ruosheng also glanced in Fu Zhou's direction with an unpredictable expression.He Ruosheng's mood at the moment is also very complicated, and he doesn't know what attitude he should put on, so it's hard to ask something.
There were too many questions to ask, and they all crowded together, pushing and shoving in their minds, and finally smashed into a ball of paste.
He had doubts and guesses, and basically came up with an answer.But this conclusion is very difficult to accept. It really hits his inherent point of view. It shocked him until now, and he still hasn't recovered.
Obviously, he was the one who raised the question first, and he asked Fu Zhou on his own initiative.Now I don't want to believe it anymore, I'm so contradictory, I can't reconcile my mood.
For a while, he became a dumb, dumbfounded, unable to speak.
Fortunately, Cheng Xirong knew this friend well, knew He Ruosheng's character, and could predict his behavior pattern.Now he must have made up a lot of things in his brain, the content is complicated, and he doesn't know where he will digress.Let him pick a question he wants to ask the most, and that is to make things difficult for him.
Cheng Xirong sighed, and said straight away: "At your birthday party at 26, you were given alcohol by that surname Liu, and the room number you got afterward was 3026, which was at the end of the corridor. I got in through the window. The bottle of good red wine fed that bastard's head."
Fu Zhou raised his head and looked over meaningfully.
He Ruosheng's expression changed instantly.
Cheng Xirong thought for a while: "Oh, it wasn't at the birthday party, it was the second time we played together, it was late at night. I was cut by a wine bottle and injured my ligament, and it was uncomfortable for a long time. You also said that if I am useless, you will be my little wife in the future, serving tea and water to feed me."
He Ruosheng finally spoke, and murmured, "It's really you... Xirong?"
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Just talking about this one, Cheng Xirong can prove his identity, no more evidence is needed.He Ruosheng only listened to this one thing, his original doubts were all dispelled, his vacillating thoughts finally settled down, and he stepped firmly on the soil.
The shock must still be there, and it will not go away for a while, and it will take time to get used to it.After all, the image seen in front of my eyes is so different from the person left in my memory that it can be said that they have nothing in common.Even if you start to build a bridge now to connect the two people you see with the memory, you still need to use some thought and energy.
After all, there is no doubt.Cheng Xirong put his seal on He Ruosheng's heart, made a conclusion for him, and there was no way to change it.Cheng Xirong unilaterally gave the notice, telling He Ruosheng "The next thing you have to do is to adapt", and you can't have other thoughts - if you have any, then you are deceiving yourself and others.
Cheng Xirong finished his speech, he was straightforward and very neat.But for He Ruosheng, it was not so easy.He Ruosheng was thrown on the frying pan, always wanted to say something, wanted to express his mood at the moment, wanted to pour out all the complicated thoughts in his head.
It's a pity that his mood is too complicated, entangled, and he can't tell what it's like.I also have a lot of ideas, fragmented, and if I really want to talk about it, I may have to talk about it until tomorrow.
In the end, He Ruosheng choked out a sentence: "How could this happen..."
This is his own conclusion, a complete acquiescence to this reality.It wasn't Cheng Xirong who pressed his head to make him admit it, but he himself admitted it from the bottom of his heart, no longer vacillating, and only wanted to investigate the root cause.
Fu Zhou was stunned for a while, surprised that He Ruosheng had such an experience, yet he didn't reveal any news.Seeing that He Ruosheng just accepted it without seeking any more evidence, it was too fast.After thinking about the details, Fu Zhou instantly understood.
There are many people surnamed Liu, but using "the one surnamed Liu" as a reference, this person's status is definitely not ordinary, at least not a standard that a random passer-by can meet.Coincidentally, Fu Zhou really knew a high-ranking official surnamed Liu. He had seen him a few times when he was a child. He was a short wax gourd with a fat head, big ears, and a shiny face. He wheezed a lot when he walked.
When He Ruosheng was 26 years old, that was more than ten years ago, almost the time when Fu Zhou met him.At that time, that person's position was still higher than Fu Zhou's father, only one level behind Fu Zhou's grandfather.That person controls key departments and has real power in his hands.
Even Fu Zhou's grandfather was polite when he saw that person, and never treated him like a subordinate.It can be seen that this person's status is high and has enough weight.If he wanted to walk sideways, no one could stop him.
It's not uncommon for a little actor to sleep.But if another young actor was beaten up, it would be like pulling out the tiger's beard and breaking ground on Tai Sui's head.
It's no wonder that there are no rumors in the circle, not even a corner has been heard, if it wasn't for what Cheng Xirong said, there would be no shadow.If it was that high-ranking official surnamed Liu, these two people must have found a way to suppress them if they offended each other.
If you are in this circle, you are most afraid of getting involved with the powerful.The relationship is fine, at least there is a chance to be happy, being dumped in the future is also a matter of the future, and before that, you can enjoy privileges.But if it is a contradiction, it is often avoided by everyone, and they are not willing to touch it.
If other people found out that the two of them took eye drops in front of that surnamed Liu, then just hiding would be enough to isolate the two of them.At that time, there is no need for high-ranking officials surnamed Liu to block them by themselves. People in the circle will not cooperate with them, and they will be trapped to death.
So there must be very few people who know about this matter.
At that time, Cheng Xirong climbed the window by himself, so it can be seen that there is no second person around He Ruosheng who is willing to jump out to help him.In other words, no one else knew about it, and the confidentiality of this matter is still very good.
As for Cheng Xirong, he has always been a man of action. He does everything within his capacity by himself and rarely uses others.It's this kind again... Matters involving a person's reputation, he will definitely not let others get involved - saving He Ruosheng is a good thing, if it is a step late, wouldn't it become a scene?
Can that be seen by others?
Fu Zhou thought about it, maybe only the two of them knew about it, and Cheng Xirong's company and agent might not have heard of it.Plus those conversations, no doubt, took place in the presence of only the two of them, without the knowledge of a third person.
So Cheng Xirong picked this matter to talk about, and He Ruosheng believed it after hearing the details.
Thinking of this, Fu Zhou sorted out the relationship thoroughly, and also realized the problem he had been neglecting all the time: the relationship between Cheng Xirong and He Ruosheng... No, it should be said that the relationship between the two of them is much better than he imagined.
This is really for the sake of friends, not afraid of offending high-ranking officials, and deliberately hurting others, if a friend is in trouble, he must take action.To be able to do this, it is not as simple as mixing circles and socializing with peers.Are they real brothers who share weal and woe, or...brothers who want to be a daughter-in-law?
He Ruosheng also said such a thing?Want to be Cheng Xirong's daughter-in-law?He was willing to do it, and he didn't want to see if Cheng Xirong would accept it? ?
Fu Zhou looked at He Ruosheng with even more hostility.If the eyes could concretize the reality, it is estimated that He Ruosheng would be pierced into a sieve by a knife by now.
However, He Ruosheng was still digesting this shocking fact, and all his attention was on Cheng Xirong, it should be said, on this frail student.After his gaze landed on Cheng Xirong, he never took it away, and carefully looked up and down the person in front of him.
Even with a real knife sticking to his skin now, he might have to say "wait a minute" and he doesn't have the heart to deal with it.He could only see Cheng Xirong in his eyes, and he only wanted to look at Cheng Xirong.
Fu Zhou became more and more unhappy, wishing he could make a move, he pinched He Ruosheng's eyes, pulled him away and threw him into the trash can next to him.He Ruosheng's gaze on Cheng Xirong was so intense that even he, a bystander, could feel the ecstasy and excitement hidden in the depths.
This is the emotion Fu Zhou once had.Not too long ago, he too had been thanking God, thanking God, thanking everything he could think of for this surge of emotion.
Intellectually, He Ruosheng's reaction was normal.Anyone who really valued Cheng Xirong would behave like this when he heard the news.But emotionally speaking...
Fu Zhou hoped that Cheng Xirong belonged to him.Only belong to oneself.
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Fu Zhou felt more and more uncomfortable in his heart, and the phrase "little daughter-in-law" kept echoing in his ears, hitting his nerves one after another.He remembered some past events, what he saw in the bar, what he heard from the entertainment news, and what existed in other people's conversations...
His thoughts became clearer and clearer, and after catching a clue, he pulled out a complete line along the way.So, he finally saw the reality clearly and realized his innocence.
For many people, Cheng Xirong is a very good friend.There are always people around him, and he himself has always been the focus surrounded in the center, attracting attention.Even if he encounters great changes and is brought into the current situation by such a disaster, he will never be "down and out".
He can call the wind and the rain if he wants to.He opened his mouth to ask, and crowds would come after him, circle around him, and offer him whatever he needed.It all depends on whether he is voluntary or unwilling, as long as he is willing to take the initiative to do it, there will be no possibility of being rejected.
But for so long, I have always regarded him as downcast, desperate, and have no other choice.I used to be complacent about this, thinking that only I could provide him with a reliable environment, give him a firm backing, and give him a brand new life.
He wants to stay by his side and make an end to the past by himself.He wants to use his own knife to cut off the past grievances and resentments, and to recover all the debts.
Fu Zhou is willing to make such a knife and be his tool.
However, it turned out that I was completely wrong, very wrong, and very thorough.
He has many options.The road paved under his feet leads to all directions, and there are many, many paths.Each of the roads can be unimpeded, and can smoothly reach the destination he wants to go. It is wide and flat, and there will be much fewer thorny jungles along the road.
No matter what choice you make, it's better than staying by your side.
He wasn't forced to, he didn't need me that much.I'm not that important either.
The deeper Fu Zhou thought about it, the more frustrated he felt. Pessimistic and negative emotions penetrated into the bones, making a "creaking" sound of weight bearing.Extending it further, I think of Cheng Xirong's life by his side, his illness, his embarrassment when he lacks money and contacts, and the thought he has spent trying to bring this group of newcomers...
Those embarrassments, those difficulties, those realities that haunt people's steps.Everything seemed to confirm He Ruosheng's thoughts, which were completely consistent with what He Ruosheng said.
Suppose, when Cheng Xirong came back, he chose not himself, but He Ruosheng... No, not to mention He Ruosheng, if Cheng Xirong chose his past friends, no matter which one, it would be better than now life, right?
No matter which friend he is, he will definitely be able to provide him with a comfortable life, so that he will have no worries about food and clothing, and will not be tortured by illness.It can also help him in his career, no matter what form it takes, can bring him back into the industry, and give him recommendations and resources.
It will definitely be better than the current life, much better.
This is the reality that makes Fu Zhou most desperate
Over there, Fu Zhou held Cheng Xirong's arm with one hand, and put his other arm around Cheng Xirong's back, wrapping his arms around Cheng Xirong's body.He bent down slightly and lowered his head, frowning and asked, "What's the matter?"
Cheng Xirong was also not polite to Fu Zhou, and directly distributed more than half of his body weight, relying on Fu Zhou.Only then did he let out the pent-up breath, and there was a short "hissing" sound between his teeth, and his shoulders trembled slightly, showing how he felt at the moment—it was still painful, and he had tried his best to endure it, but it was not It is not easy to completely cover up the past.
This can make "some people" feel bad.
Usually, Cheng Xirong eats less than two mouthfuls of food, and Fu Zhou is always nervous. He is worried that his lack of appetite is caused by his heart discomfort, and he is afraid that his nutrition will not keep up, which will be even worse for his heart.It can be said that Fu Zhou cared too much about Cheng Xirong's health, to the point of being very hypocritical.
Su Minglin had seen that scene before, his jaw dropped to the ground, and he almost doubted his life.He also half-jokingly asked Fu Zhou if his brain had been invaded by aliens, and his current behavior was not voluntary, but only under the control of aliens.
After all, he was too different from the Fu Zhou that everyone knew, and he didn't look like a person at all—or in other words, normal people wouldn't behave like that, he wasn't a person at all.
Right now it's not a matter of eating less, Fu Zhou suppressed his voice, and warned Cheng Xirong in a cold voice: "Call me if you go to the toilet, and go back to lie down if you have nothing to do, and don't get out of bed for a few days."
"Okay, it's not that serious, it's just a few blisters." Cheng Xirong leaned in Fu Zhou's arms, indicating the direction of the living room, "Help me there."
Fu Zhou didn't move.
Cheng Xirong smacked his lips and swallowed the rest of the words before he finished saying "You..." and shook his head helplessly, "Then I'll go there by myself."
As a result, Fu Zhou held him down, and the hand on the upper arm tightened instantly, and the hand on the back went down, pinching his waist directly.Cheng Xirong was trapped in half of Fu Zhou's arms, unable to break free at all.
Cheng Xirong couldn't laugh or cry, and he didn't want to argue with Fu Zhou in front of others.He didn't want to embarrass Fu Zhou, make others think too much, and leave a bad impression for nothing.He could only raise his head and stare into Fu Zhou's eyes, full of warnings.
The two stood in a stalemate for a moment, without speaking or making a sound, their eyes met, and they fought for several rounds.It was Cheng Xirong who won, and Fu Zhou lost to his heartache, and Cheng Xirong just stood like this because he didn't want to part with it.
Fu Zhou bent down, carefully supported Cheng Xirong's waist, and passed his other hand behind Cheng Xirong's leg.He avoided the red mark on Cheng Xirong's leg, and carefully picked him up, his arms were firm and wouldn't shake at all.
Cheng Xirong instinctively turned to look in the direction of the living room, thinking that this kind of horizontal hugging gesture was too feminine, and it was strange to put it on a man. "Princess Hug", the name reveals a certain atmosphere, and I am not a "princess".Let outsiders see it, and I will feel very embarrassed and embarrassing.He has always regarded this kind of behavior as the fun of the intimacy between two people, when it's time to close the door and play shamelessly, it will only happen at that time.
But each took a step back. Fu Zhou didn't directly carry himself back to the bedroom. For him, it was already a great sacrifice.I also have to be patient a little bit, pretending that there is nothing, and cooperate with Fu Zhou's mood - after all, his mood has been broken by myself more than half, and he has no choice but to obey himself.The remaining small part should let him be satisfied.
Fu Zhou walked steadily to the sofa, put Cheng Xirong down, and picked out a large pillow from the pile of pillows on the imperial concubine's bed.Holding Cheng Xirong's ankle, he carefully placed the pillow under Cheng Xirong's feet, moving slowly out of the sky.
Cheng Xirong grabbed the back of the sofa, adjusted his posture, and finally heaved a sigh of relief.
The pain was really painful. When the boiling water poured down, his scalp exploded.This body is much more sensitive to pain than before. Before, he could still keep up with the progress even if the skin was broken and bleeding. Now, with this body, the bruises on his arms can make him unable to sleep.
At a certain moment, Cheng Xirong felt himself trembling and twitching uncontrollably.All the strength in my body was taken away, and I used it to resist the pain.
But it doesn't seem so unbearable when you are with some people and are silent with each other.Cheng Xirong found it funny.He has always felt that the saying "love can heal pain" is fart. How can physical pain be resolved with love?Are those who are terminally ill and struggling without love?Are they cured?
But in fact, at that moment, I really forgot about my physical discomfort.The whole body is relaxed, touching the body temperature of this person, the smell of this person in the breath, close to him, and then forget everything.
Fu Zhou was still at the end of the sofa, bending over to check the ointment on Cheng Xirong's feet.
Cheng Xirong was half lying down, looking at this person's profile, thinking.
"I just fell in love..."
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What can be done.Emotions cannot be controlled, they all come from the heart and are the most instinctive impulse.Who can control his own heart?Cheng Xirong didn't know, at least, he couldn't control himself.
Good or bad, that's all.It is the fruit that you plant, the tree that grows from the bottom of your heart, so you have to bear it yourself.The future... No matter what the future looks like, take the road in front of you first and take this step firmly.Let's talk about the future.
Cheng Xirong thought he would never feel this way again.He died in the explosion, and the pain of his skin being burned still lingers deep in his soul, and the last expression he saw on Feng Yi's face also echoed in his mind.
It can't be eliminated, it can't even be made lighter or lighter, and it will always be frozen in that moment.This is a situation condensed from living for more than 30 years in the previous life, turning the time of more than 30 years into gray, only at that moment the fireworks are extraordinarily bright and bright.
Like a knife, it has been hanging in the depths of my soul and above my head.From time to time, it will fall, bringing up a piece of blood dripping.
The piercing pain will be with me for the rest of my life.
Cheng Xirong thought that it was very difficult for him to trust a person again—to trust a person to the extent he once had.It's funny to think about it, that's my pillow person!I have slept with myself for so many years, what I saw before I closed my eyes was that face, and the first thing I saw when I woke up was also the world where that person existed.
This should be the most trustworthy person in the world, right?
Even if this person betrayed him, who else could he trust in that person's lifetime?
Cheng Xirong couldn't figure it out, and didn't plan to try the so-called "love" again, and never thought about finding a new partner.Once bitten by a snake and afraid of well ropes for ten years, he admits that his thoughts are pessimistic and negative, and it is too extreme to generalize.It's just that this kind of "extreme" can bring a sense of security, and that is effective.
If you live a new life, love is irrelevant. Anyway, the sincerity you give is not reliable, and it is very likely to devour yourself in turn.What he wanted was no longer the satisfaction of those lusts.
This kind of thinking has been hovering in his heart, although he hasn't said it out, but it's also shown in his behavior.He slept with Fu Zhou, and he stopped before the act of "sleeping", refusing to make any further developments.He wants to draw a line, stand on the inside of the line, and put everyone on the opposite side.Then you can keep a safe distance and never be violated.
Unexpectedly, it was Fu Zhou who was provoked by this... one-sided dull gourd, who was terribly serious, so serious that it made people shake.Cheng Xirong watched helplessly as he approached, watched him erase the line between the two of them bit by bit, and then stepped into his territory.
There is no way out now.
The young man's face was still youthful, but his eyes had settled down, very firm and unwavering.He is willing to give everything, he can take out all the world he has, and put it all in front of him without reservation.He is also willing to try, strive for, and recreate those things that he cannot master.
He didn't hide, and he didn't set a bottom line.Just being so naked, opening myself up and presenting it all.
This kind of feeling... In fact, it cannot be said that "I thought I would never have this kind of feeling again". In fact, Cheng Xirong has never had such an experience.Yes, this is a kind of love that I have never obtained from Feng Yi.I have never been treated like this before, being held in the palm of my hand is being pampered.
It might sound like a joke.Cheng Xirong has lived for more than 30 years, and he has been sought after by people all the time. There are always people showing affection to him, and he receives confessions from others every day.He is a proud son surrounded by stars, but at this moment, it seems that he lacks love.
Then like a middle school student, just because the other party regards himself as important, he fell into a trap.
Never thought it would be like this...
I have carried too much, always propping up a situation and raising a flag for everyone.When I was with Feng Yi, I had to take over Feng Yi's share together. After so many years, I was really tired.Now someone else is standing beside me, lifting those burdens for me.When I relax, my mind becomes alive and I have different feelings.
I thought I liked being the leader.It turned out that it was just a habit, and I got used to it until I became numb, and I got used to it without resistance, and I kept this habit.
Cheng Xirong couldn't help sighing, always felt that Fu Zhou had broken a certain balance he had created for himself, and brought him a brand new experience...and life in various senses.
It is completely different from the past, even the mentality is changing, the principles are quietly rewritten, and the whole person is developing in another direction.
I don't know if it's a good thing.
But whether it is good or bad, I can only accept it and bear it.
Hearing Cheng Xirong's sigh, Fu Zhou turned his head, frowning more and more tightly: "What's wrong?"
Well, this guy is in a period of sensitive nerves, and he can be shocked by any movement of his own.If I told him what I was thinking... I don't know how he would react.
Cheng Xirong smiled, shook his head, and said it was nothing.
Like middle school students, that is just "like", not real students.After all, they have lived for so many years, and the soul in the shell has been around for some years, so things like mutual love are still too naive.He couldn't do it, and he didn't intend to.
Some emotions, just taste it yourself.You should also experience it slowly.
Fu Zhou was still staring at Cheng Xirong, with doubts in his eyes, and he still looked into it to the end, as if he would not stop until he got an explanation.Cheng Xirong had no choice but to shake his legs and change the topic: "Don't touch me, the more you touch me, the more painful it will be."
Fu Zhou hadn't had time to speak yet.He Ruosheng interjected from the side, still from the previous point of view: "It hurts badly? I know the director of the Provincial People's Hospital. I asked him to help contact the doctor of the burn department. I'll go there now. I still need to go to the hospital for an examination. Don't delay. "
Visible to the naked eye, Fu Zhou's face turned gloomy - it wasn't very good in the first place, but now it's even uglier.The wind and rain are coming, and with the humidity, there will be heavy rain at any time.
Even Su Minglin noticed it. He glanced at Fu Zhou, then at He Ruosheng, the source of the black face, hesitant to speak.
Cheng Xirong didn't answer He Ruosheng's words, but said to Su Minglin first: "Go back to school first, and call if you have anything to do."
This is obviously a see-off, which means that the next conversation between the three of them cannot be heard by the fourth person.Su Minglin also had good eyesight. Although he felt a little disappointed at being excluded, he could still see the situation clearly and knew what he should do.
There are some things that a small fish like myself can't get involved in.
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Su Minglin is very sensible, he knows when to make jokes, and also understands which occasions he should avoid.It is also because he has a lot of eyes, he always sees things very thoroughly, and can understand the root and core.
In the past, I just felt that the little boss was not easy.But if you really want to say, in this college, the most indispensable thing is "not simple people".Those who dare to take the road of film and television entertainment are not because their dreams are too shining and can suppress all realistic factors, or because their background is not simple and they can walk on this road.
The second generation in the school, whether it is the second generation of the rich, the second generation of the demolition, or the second generation of the official, catch a lot of them.There are even many invisible second-generation stars, with a lot of resources in front of them, just waiting for the school's ban to be lifted, and they will be able to step into the circle immediately.
In comparison, the "not simple" of the little boss seems a bit too simple.He just has a relationship with Boss Cheng, but this relationship is still a bit unclear and ambiguous.He took Boss Cheng's token, and that was the only token. Besides, what else?
nothing left.Boss Cheng is no longer here, so no matter what the truth is, it all depends on the little boss's mouth, what he says is what he says, and no one can refute it.Besides, when Boss Cheng was still alive, he didn't show any signs of it.Boss Cheng didn't mention the world situation of sponsoring students, and no one in the school knew that this freshman had something to do with Boss Cheng.
Not that no one suspected it.Not only on the Internet, but also many people in the school discussed this matter. A considerable number of people thought that the little boss was talking nonsense and hyping himself under the banner of Boss Cheng.
Su Minglin has also heard about it, and the gossip crowd is waiting for someone to come out and expose the little boss, who can tear off his disguise and reveal his true face.
What happened after that was very embarrassing.They waited for a long time, but no one came out to clarify and explain, and no one talked about it publicly.Boss Cheng's friends in the circle seemed to have collectively lost their voices, and as if they had discussed it, they all acquiesced in the little boss's activities and allowed him to use Boss Cheng's name to hype himself.
Even Feng Yi, as Boss Cheng's friend, didn't say anything.He didn't come forward to express his position publicly, but in fact, the media and gossip people know about the things in private.His attitude towards the little boss is very subtle, which makes people catch some ambiguous atmosphere, and he can analyze many details.
No matter what the relationship between the little boss and Feng Yi is, at the very least, Feng Yi's attitude is put there, which is a bit of a gesture of goodwill.Feng Yi seemed to be trying to get closer to the little boss, which also added some chips to the little boss invisibly, making him stand firmer.
Many people said that the little boss turned around and his status as "Cheng Xirong's apprentice" was firmly established, so no one could doubt anything.
In Su Minglin's view, it was not so easy.The halo given by Boss Cheng is, after all, a past tense and a consumable.After a long time, people get used to this title and don't think there is anything new about it.At that time, the little boss is just an ordinary actor, and the prefix may be "very good at acting", "has never been popular", etc., but it has nothing to do with Boss Cheng.
After all, Boss Cheng is gone, so I can't give him future support.What's the use of having a background and no follow-up resources?
Su Minglin felt that compared with those second generations in the academy, the background of the little boss was really nothing.His advantage is only in himself, he has good acting skills, has an aura that students of this age should not have, and his thinking and planning are beyond the level of his peers.The notebook left by Boss Cheng is just a stepping stone for him.If he can use it well, he can become a blockbuster.If he can't use it, then he is doomed to be a passer-by in the future.
But looking at it now, I was still too naive.
If the little boss really had Cheng Xirong's background, how could he rely on Cheng Xirong's name to get around?Not to mention the position of this student, just look at Cheng Xirong, what level is that person?How extensive is your network in the circle?How could there be no one to take care of the closed disciples he accepted?
Cheng Xirong is gone, but his friends are still there!He left behind such a single child, and even handed over his most valued token to this child. This level of intimacy is self-evident, and the hope and sustenance contained in it are also very strong-if he can't make those books , let the kid do it.
This hint can be felt with a little thought.How can those people who are on good terms with Cheng Xirong remain indifferent, why don't they come to help?
Even if you haven't been in contact with it before, you haven't heard of this child, and you don't know the existence of this child.Thinking about the old love, and aiming at the idea of "fulfilling Cheng Xirong's last wish", there must be some expression.
Besides, Cheng Xirong has lived half of his life without any children, and he has never even raised a pet, except for such a child.At any rate, it was a "living creature" he had raised, a little thing he had put his heart and soul into, and he was regarded as his "orphan" on the road of acting. The helpless "orphan".
If there is no one to protect him, in this bloodthirsty and meat-eating industry, he doesn't know what it will be like to be crushed.Don't talk about being famous, even self-protection is very difficult.
If you have the heart, you won't let the little boss run around on his own, and you won't watch him make detours and get into a desperate situation.Most of the people who have good friends with Cheng Xirong are also seniors in the industry, with status and qualifications, and a word is very useful.It would not be difficult to help such a young rookie.
Who is not helping?Why not help "our own people"?
Isn't He Ruosheng coming now?
Su Minglin thought, and the former Chen Jingtian, wasn't that because of Cheng Xirong's face, he was willing to join a newcomer crew?It was all aimed at the little boss, and wanted to see what kind of people Cheng Xirong left behind, and whether they were malleable.
If Chen Jingtian was the public's test of the small boss, then He Ruosheng was the beginning.Su Minglin always has a feeling that there will be more and more people like this in the future.With the little boss at the center, more people will gather to stand behind the little boss and become the strength he can rely on.
Thinking of this, Su Minglin's footsteps became lighter and full of strength.The road ahead is bright, and every step is towards a better future.
At the same time, the three people confronting each other in the living room have their own concerns and different expressions.The atmosphere is eerie, with silence drifting between each other, neither of them wanting to speak first—and not knowing where to start.
The stalemate lasted for a long time, and the anxiety gradually rose, which made people uneasy and began to agitate.
In the end, Cheng Xirong couldn't bear his temper, he sighed helplessly, and said to He Ruosheng, "Do you have something to ask me?"
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As expected, He Ruosheng should be more excited.Cheng Xirong could understand his shock at the moment, he could also feel the doubts and contradictions that existed in his heart, and he also knew how strong his uneasiness and anxiety could be.
I have also experienced this stage, from surprise to self-doubt, and then to be at a loss.This seems to be an ultimate path. Everyone who finds out the truth must have these experiences, and they will never fall.
Not long ago, Fu Zhou also experienced it.
It's just that people react slightly differently, and the stages of staying are also slightly different.For myself, it is difficult to adapt to the new identity.Before getting used to using the new body, there was a long period of confusion, when I was at a loss, and my speech and behavior were restricted.
As for Fu Zhou, it's probably because of his personality. He is used to being a boring gourd, and he is used to withdrawing no matter what happens.After seeing through such a shocking secret, he also held his breath and said nothing, secretly doubting and researching for a long time.
Now it's He Ruosheng's body... Cheng Xirong felt that the other party should be a little more shocked.
Should be shocked too.After all, the resurrection of the soul is beyond human cognition, and it is not within the scope of scientific explanation. It seems to be a joke when it is said.Who would have thought it could be true?Those who accept it calmly and without disturbance may be out of their minds.
But unexpectedly, just as Cheng Xirong said those words, before He Ruosheng could react, Fu Zhou spoke first.
"I've told you all."
Not only did he stop He Ruosheng from talking, but his face smelled terrible, and the corners of his mouth drooped, as if someone owed him eight lifetimes of food and hadn't paid it back.She usually has no expression, and dangles with a paralyzed face, no matter how teased she won't have a big reaction.At the moment, the expression is vivid, and the three words "annoying" are vividly displayed.
Cheng Xirong squinted over, and asked Fu Zhou in a negotiating tone, "Why don't you go and play with Su Minglin for a while?"
Fu Zhou: "..."
It can be seen that Cheng Xirong's attitude is very firm, he must have a talk with He Ruosheng, no matter what obstacles are used, it will be useless.Fu Zhou can interrupt their conversation at this moment, but there will always be more opportunities for them to chat in the future. Can Fu Zhou look at Cheng Xirong every day without falling behind for a second?
Don't say it can't be done.Even if Fu Zhou really didn't do anything and stared at Cheng Xirong 24 hours a day, then the relationship between the two of them would be over by then.Fu Zhou knew Cheng Xirong's temper, and he also knew that in front of Cheng Xirong, no one should be arrogant.Now he intends to give in, but it doesn't mean that his bottom line is gone, allowing others to interfere in his life.
Fu Zhou would not take this risk.
Instead of letting those two people sit together to reminisce about the old days, it is better to follow Cheng Xirong's wish at this time and settle the matter on the spot - at least I was still there and could hear what they had to say.
It's better than when that guy He Ruosheng said something bad about him to incite Cheng Xirong when he didn't know it.
Fu Zhou closed his voice, closed his eyelids, hid all his grievances and unwillingness, and went to the side to make a background board.Cheng Xirong thought it was funny, thinking that this guy was still insecure and scared.
I am afraid that I will want to return to my original life, and I am afraid that I will leave by myself.He was afraid that the relationship during this time was just a dream, and now that the person who broke the dream came, the dream was about to wake up.
He didn't want to wake up.
So he rejected the person who was about to puncture the dream, and wanted to wave the hand that was outstretched.He protects his shell, hides the dream in a deep corner, and tries in vain to continue the beautiful dream in the ball.
He still has no confidence in his heart... He didn't believe in himself. After doubting his identity, he began to doubt his intention to stay.
In fact, it is completely unnecessary.He didn't have to use this kind of smack and roll to build up his courage, and he didn't have to express his uneasiness so eagerly.Cheng Xirong understands it well, he doesn't need to force him to stay, and he doesn't need to be anxious.
The ending is already doomed, no matter what the process is in the middle, it will not change.
We can't wait for the day of the end now, then...or it's better to leave it to time.After getting along for a long time, there will be more and more details together, tacit understanding can be cultivated, habits can also be established, and a sense of security can always be accumulated.
Give him a kiss instead of words.
Write down one first, and distribute it together when you save enough.
Cheng Xirong withdrew his eyes from following Fu Zhou, drew his attention back, and said to He Ruosheng: "What do you want to ask, just ask."
After a pause, he glanced at the gloomy Fu Zhou from the corner of his eye, and Cheng Xirong added, "If I can answer, I will try my best to answer you."
I don't know if he tried his best to answer the questions. Anyway, Cheng Xirong tried his best to take care of Fu Zhou's emotions.Fu Zhou didn't want to communicate too much with He Ruosheng, for fear that He Ruosheng would take him away.But this kid has overlooked a very important point: the relationship between him and He Ruosheng for more than ten years, whether it is the length of time or the amount of friendship, is more than the few months with him.
Too nervous and confused.If you want to put yourself on his territory and label him as his own, you will exclude everyone else thousands of miles away.
Following Cheng Xirong's gaze, He Ruosheng also glanced in Fu Zhou's direction with an unpredictable expression.He Ruosheng's mood at the moment is also very complicated, and he doesn't know what attitude he should put on, so it's hard to ask something.
There were too many questions to ask, and they all crowded together, pushing and shoving in their minds, and finally smashed into a ball of paste.
He had doubts and guesses, and basically came up with an answer.But this conclusion is very difficult to accept. It really hits his inherent point of view. It shocked him until now, and he still hasn't recovered.
Obviously, he was the one who raised the question first, and he asked Fu Zhou on his own initiative.Now I don't want to believe it anymore, I'm so contradictory, I can't reconcile my mood.
For a while, he became a dumb, dumbfounded, unable to speak.
Fortunately, Cheng Xirong knew this friend well, knew He Ruosheng's character, and could predict his behavior pattern.Now he must have made up a lot of things in his brain, the content is complicated, and he doesn't know where he will digress.Let him pick a question he wants to ask the most, and that is to make things difficult for him.
Cheng Xirong sighed, and said straight away: "At your birthday party at 26, you were given alcohol by that surname Liu, and the room number you got afterward was 3026, which was at the end of the corridor. I got in through the window. The bottle of good red wine fed that bastard's head."
Fu Zhou raised his head and looked over meaningfully.
He Ruosheng's expression changed instantly.
Cheng Xirong thought for a while: "Oh, it wasn't at the birthday party, it was the second time we played together, it was late at night. I was cut by a wine bottle and injured my ligament, and it was uncomfortable for a long time. You also said that if I am useless, you will be my little wife in the future, serving tea and water to feed me."
He Ruosheng finally spoke, and murmured, "It's really you... Xirong?"
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Just talking about this one, Cheng Xirong can prove his identity, no more evidence is needed.He Ruosheng only listened to this one thing, his original doubts were all dispelled, his vacillating thoughts finally settled down, and he stepped firmly on the soil.
The shock must still be there, and it will not go away for a while, and it will take time to get used to it.After all, the image seen in front of my eyes is so different from the person left in my memory that it can be said that they have nothing in common.Even if you start to build a bridge now to connect the two people you see with the memory, you still need to use some thought and energy.
After all, there is no doubt.Cheng Xirong put his seal on He Ruosheng's heart, made a conclusion for him, and there was no way to change it.Cheng Xirong unilaterally gave the notice, telling He Ruosheng "The next thing you have to do is to adapt", and you can't have other thoughts - if you have any, then you are deceiving yourself and others.
Cheng Xirong finished his speech, he was straightforward and very neat.But for He Ruosheng, it was not so easy.He Ruosheng was thrown on the frying pan, always wanted to say something, wanted to express his mood at the moment, wanted to pour out all the complicated thoughts in his head.
It's a pity that his mood is too complicated, entangled, and he can't tell what it's like.I also have a lot of ideas, fragmented, and if I really want to talk about it, I may have to talk about it until tomorrow.
In the end, He Ruosheng choked out a sentence: "How could this happen..."
This is his own conclusion, a complete acquiescence to this reality.It wasn't Cheng Xirong who pressed his head to make him admit it, but he himself admitted it from the bottom of his heart, no longer vacillating, and only wanted to investigate the root cause.
Fu Zhou was stunned for a while, surprised that He Ruosheng had such an experience, yet he didn't reveal any news.Seeing that He Ruosheng just accepted it without seeking any more evidence, it was too fast.After thinking about the details, Fu Zhou instantly understood.
There are many people surnamed Liu, but using "the one surnamed Liu" as a reference, this person's status is definitely not ordinary, at least not a standard that a random passer-by can meet.Coincidentally, Fu Zhou really knew a high-ranking official surnamed Liu. He had seen him a few times when he was a child. He was a short wax gourd with a fat head, big ears, and a shiny face. He wheezed a lot when he walked.
When He Ruosheng was 26 years old, that was more than ten years ago, almost the time when Fu Zhou met him.At that time, that person's position was still higher than Fu Zhou's father, only one level behind Fu Zhou's grandfather.That person controls key departments and has real power in his hands.
Even Fu Zhou's grandfather was polite when he saw that person, and never treated him like a subordinate.It can be seen that this person's status is high and has enough weight.If he wanted to walk sideways, no one could stop him.
It's not uncommon for a little actor to sleep.But if another young actor was beaten up, it would be like pulling out the tiger's beard and breaking ground on Tai Sui's head.
It's no wonder that there are no rumors in the circle, not even a corner has been heard, if it wasn't for what Cheng Xirong said, there would be no shadow.If it was that high-ranking official surnamed Liu, these two people must have found a way to suppress them if they offended each other.
If you are in this circle, you are most afraid of getting involved with the powerful.The relationship is fine, at least there is a chance to be happy, being dumped in the future is also a matter of the future, and before that, you can enjoy privileges.But if it is a contradiction, it is often avoided by everyone, and they are not willing to touch it.
If other people found out that the two of them took eye drops in front of that surnamed Liu, then just hiding would be enough to isolate the two of them.At that time, there is no need for high-ranking officials surnamed Liu to block them by themselves. People in the circle will not cooperate with them, and they will be trapped to death.
So there must be very few people who know about this matter.
At that time, Cheng Xirong climbed the window by himself, so it can be seen that there is no second person around He Ruosheng who is willing to jump out to help him.In other words, no one else knew about it, and the confidentiality of this matter is still very good.
As for Cheng Xirong, he has always been a man of action. He does everything within his capacity by himself and rarely uses others.It's this kind again... Matters involving a person's reputation, he will definitely not let others get involved - saving He Ruosheng is a good thing, if it is a step late, wouldn't it become a scene?
Can that be seen by others?
Fu Zhou thought about it, maybe only the two of them knew about it, and Cheng Xirong's company and agent might not have heard of it.Plus those conversations, no doubt, took place in the presence of only the two of them, without the knowledge of a third person.
So Cheng Xirong picked this matter to talk about, and He Ruosheng believed it after hearing the details.
Thinking of this, Fu Zhou sorted out the relationship thoroughly, and also realized the problem he had been neglecting all the time: the relationship between Cheng Xirong and He Ruosheng... No, it should be said that the relationship between the two of them is much better than he imagined.
This is really for the sake of friends, not afraid of offending high-ranking officials, and deliberately hurting others, if a friend is in trouble, he must take action.To be able to do this, it is not as simple as mixing circles and socializing with peers.Are they real brothers who share weal and woe, or...brothers who want to be a daughter-in-law?
He Ruosheng also said such a thing?Want to be Cheng Xirong's daughter-in-law?He was willing to do it, and he didn't want to see if Cheng Xirong would accept it? ?
Fu Zhou looked at He Ruosheng with even more hostility.If the eyes could concretize the reality, it is estimated that He Ruosheng would be pierced into a sieve by a knife by now.
However, He Ruosheng was still digesting this shocking fact, and all his attention was on Cheng Xirong, it should be said, on this frail student.After his gaze landed on Cheng Xirong, he never took it away, and carefully looked up and down the person in front of him.
Even with a real knife sticking to his skin now, he might have to say "wait a minute" and he doesn't have the heart to deal with it.He could only see Cheng Xirong in his eyes, and he only wanted to look at Cheng Xirong.
Fu Zhou became more and more unhappy, wishing he could make a move, he pinched He Ruosheng's eyes, pulled him away and threw him into the trash can next to him.He Ruosheng's gaze on Cheng Xirong was so intense that even he, a bystander, could feel the ecstasy and excitement hidden in the depths.
This is the emotion Fu Zhou once had.Not too long ago, he too had been thanking God, thanking God, thanking everything he could think of for this surge of emotion.
Intellectually, He Ruosheng's reaction was normal.Anyone who really valued Cheng Xirong would behave like this when he heard the news.But emotionally speaking...
Fu Zhou hoped that Cheng Xirong belonged to him.Only belong to oneself.
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Fu Zhou felt more and more uncomfortable in his heart, and the phrase "little daughter-in-law" kept echoing in his ears, hitting his nerves one after another.He remembered some past events, what he saw in the bar, what he heard from the entertainment news, and what existed in other people's conversations...
His thoughts became clearer and clearer, and after catching a clue, he pulled out a complete line along the way.So, he finally saw the reality clearly and realized his innocence.
For many people, Cheng Xirong is a very good friend.There are always people around him, and he himself has always been the focus surrounded in the center, attracting attention.Even if he encounters great changes and is brought into the current situation by such a disaster, he will never be "down and out".
He can call the wind and the rain if he wants to.He opened his mouth to ask, and crowds would come after him, circle around him, and offer him whatever he needed.It all depends on whether he is voluntary or unwilling, as long as he is willing to take the initiative to do it, there will be no possibility of being rejected.
But for so long, I have always regarded him as downcast, desperate, and have no other choice.I used to be complacent about this, thinking that only I could provide him with a reliable environment, give him a firm backing, and give him a brand new life.
He wants to stay by his side and make an end to the past by himself.He wants to use his own knife to cut off the past grievances and resentments, and to recover all the debts.
Fu Zhou is willing to make such a knife and be his tool.
However, it turned out that I was completely wrong, very wrong, and very thorough.
He has many options.The road paved under his feet leads to all directions, and there are many, many paths.Each of the roads can be unimpeded, and can smoothly reach the destination he wants to go. It is wide and flat, and there will be much fewer thorny jungles along the road.
No matter what choice you make, it's better than staying by your side.
He wasn't forced to, he didn't need me that much.I'm not that important either.
The deeper Fu Zhou thought about it, the more frustrated he felt. Pessimistic and negative emotions penetrated into the bones, making a "creaking" sound of weight bearing.Extending it further, I think of Cheng Xirong's life by his side, his illness, his embarrassment when he lacks money and contacts, and the thought he has spent trying to bring this group of newcomers...
Those embarrassments, those difficulties, those realities that haunt people's steps.Everything seemed to confirm He Ruosheng's thoughts, which were completely consistent with what He Ruosheng said.
Suppose, when Cheng Xirong came back, he chose not himself, but He Ruosheng... No, not to mention He Ruosheng, if Cheng Xirong chose his past friends, no matter which one, it would be better than now life, right?
No matter which friend he is, he will definitely be able to provide him with a comfortable life, so that he will have no worries about food and clothing, and will not be tortured by illness.It can also help him in his career, no matter what form it takes, can bring him back into the industry, and give him recommendations and resources.
It will definitely be better than the current life, much better.
This is the reality that makes Fu Zhou most desperate
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