It goes without saying

A banquet didn't end until it was close to twelve o'clock. Shen Xi didn't drink any alcohol and was very sober, but Zhou Yanyu really drank too much. The force is so strong, at this moment he is still standing upright in the elevator room, other people have long been staggering, after he and Shen Xi said goodbye to everyone, they took the elevator with Shen Xi to the hotel room that had already been opened.

This is not a temporary room, but a reservation made before the appointment.

It was only when he and Shen Xi were left alone that Zhou Yanyu relaxed a little bit, and with this relaxation, drunkenness also emerged. When he got out of the elevator, he almost leaned against Shen Xi's body. Xi leaned over and sniffed at his neck, and said with a smile, "After drinking so much today, you won't be able to escape from the company's internal activities in the future."

"It's okay." Zhou Yanyu took off his glasses, loosened his tie, and let out a long breath: "Just be happy."

"What about you? Are you happy?" Shen Xi asked him in a low voice, turning his head to the side.

Zhou Yanyu couldn't see clearly without glasses, but he could see Shen Xi's face so close to him, so he couldn't help but nodded, but he didn't know the distance and bumped into Shen Xi's forehead. Hearing the sound of "dong", Zhou Yanyu was a little annoyed, and quickly stretched out his hands to rub Shen Xi, blowing gently while rubbing, and asked, "Does it hurt?"

There was a strong smell of alcohol in his breath. Although Shen Xi didn't drink alcohol, he still felt a little intoxicated. Although it hurt a little when he was hit just now, he couldn't help laughing at this moment, and pulled Zhou Yanyu's hand down and said : "It has been 20 years since I was discharged from the hospital."

What Shen Xi was talking about was when he was just discharged from the hospital when he was eight years old, Zhou Yanyu took care of him almost like a magnetic doll, just like his movements just now.

"What about you, didn't you hit your head in the same way? Does it hurt?" Shen Xi half-armed Zhou Yanyu to the door of the room, and asked him while taking the key.

"Shen Xi doesn't hurt, and neither do I." Zhou Yanyu shook his head solemnly and said.

Although Zhou Yanyu, who took off his glasses, was still expressionless, the lines of his face looked soft, and his eyes were always squinted. After Shen Xi opened the door, he helped him into the room, put him on the bed, Zhou Yanyu closed his eyes, Shen Xi wanted to pat his cheek, but couldn't hold it back for a while, it turned into pinching: "I'm going to put the bath water, and then go to sleep after taking a bath?"

"En." Zhou Yanyu still didn't open his eyes, he responded vaguely, but then said: "Don't worry about me, you go to sleep first."

Shen Xi knew that he should wash up and go to bed first, but it was rare to see Zhou Yanyu like this once in a hundred years, he was not willing to leave him to sleep alone, so Shen Xi went to the bathroom according to his temperament and filled the bath water, letting the sound of the water With a "squeak", he ran out to tease Zhou Yanyu, while undressing him, he moved his hands up and down, pinching his nose and face, he put Zhou Yanyu's head on his shoulder, feeling that his body was soft and did not resist at all , but still responded to his words, let him stretch out his hand, let him lift his foot, and his clothes were stripped off in a short time.

At this time, the water in the bathroom was almost full, and the air conditioner in the bedroom was turned on just right, but for a person wearing clothes, Shen Xi was afraid that Zhou Yanyu would be frozen, so he put him in the bathroom with half his arms around him, and then started He reached out to check the temperature of the water before putting Zhou Yanyu into the bathtub.

The warm water enveloped Zhou Yanyu, making him even more drowsy.

"Are you comfortable?" Shen Xi's voice came from above, as if it was hazy and soft with the dense heat, Zhou Yanyu felt a pair of powerful hands massaging his sore temples, and then slowly Yes, the hands extended from the acupuncture points to the entire head, not only comfortable, but also made him feel more and more relaxed.

"...Hmm." Zhou Yanyu narrowed his eyes and replied.

Shen Xi smeared his hands with shampoo, massaged and washed Zhou Yanyu's hair at the same time, and took the opportunity to ask, "Yanyu, tell me the truth, did you ever like Linda at that time?"

Linda was the only girlfriend Zhou Yanyu had ever dated when he was studying abroad.

It took Zhou Yanyu a while to react, and he thought for a while to answer: "...Yes."

"Then, do you blame me for breaking up?"

"...Why should I blame you?"

"If it wasn't for you to take care of me—"

This sentence was unexpectedly interrupted by Zhou Yanyu, and he murmured: "...Of course I want to take care of you, I just want to take care of you."

"But, you have a girlfriend, you should take care of her."

"...she's fine, why should I take care of her?"

"I'm fine too." In fact, Shen Xi has never asked him about this matter for many years. Firstly, Zhou Yanyu did not appear to be in pain because of the breakup. Second, the breakup was a bit heroic. His girlfriend Jennifer teamed up with alcohol and was almost sent to the hospital. He was standing by, but he couldn't do anything. The incident caused the two to break up. It seemed so fair that they had a tacit understanding afterwards. He neither talked about nor made new girlfriends, and it went on for several years.

"...You are different." Zhou Yanyu said at this moment.

"What's the difference?"

"..." Zhou Yanyu remained silent, closed his eyes and didn't know if he was thinking or gradually falling asleep.

"Yan Yu?" Shen Xi tried to call out, thinking that if he fell asleep, he would not ask any more questions, just when he thought so, Zhou Yanyu suddenly pursed his lips, and replied: "... I can not lose you."

His answer made Shen Xi couldn't help asking again: "Then what about your girlfriend?"

"... She can't accept you, and I can't accept her... I will accept her only if I am willing to accept you. Jennifer once approached me and said that you can't have a normal girlfriend with me... I also know, But I just can't let go, I'm afraid that if I let go like last time, you will leave me like them, I know I'm selfish, but I just can't control myself... Shen Xi, I'm really sorry ..." Zhou Yanyu murmured.

Oops... Shen Xi immediately covered Zhou Yanyu's mouth to prevent him from continuing, because he suddenly saw tears slipping down from the corner of Zhou Yanyu's eyes, which made Shen Xi smile wryly and mutter: "I've played too much..."