Finally, I married my first love

In less than 5 minutes, a large number of media have poured in at the entrance of the subway station. People have already known what happened outside through their mobile phones. There are girls crying, but more are curious, holding flashlights My phone keeps taking pictures.

When the police let him go, Lin Tian almost flew out of the subway station, feeling extremely uncomfortable.

His mind was full of the line Gao Ming said when he got off the car, the girl's screaming and crying, and even Gu Ye's voice, cold and mocking.

Gu Ye, Gu Ye...

Lin Tian took a taxi back to the apartment, and found that the door was wide open, the room was pitch black, and Gu Ye's head was shaking in front of the TV.

He seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and turned on the light extremely tiredly.

Gu Ye didn't look back, and just said lightly, "It's time to get off work."

Lin Tian saw that Gu Ye was also watching "Edge of Life and Death", and it was the rival scene full of acting skills. It was edited and Gu Ye watched it over and over again.

Gao Ming's face is handsome and full of righteousness. When he faces the criminal, the fire in his eyes is burning.

But now I can't see it.

Lin Tian was inexplicably in pain, so he walked over and turned off the TV.

Crouching down, Lin Tian looked at Gu Ye.

Gu Ye just stared at the front in a daze, his lips trembled, as if he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it. After a long while, he said a few words in a daze: "I see, I read the news..."

"Stop talking, don't think about it." Lin Tian said, gently touching Gu Ye's face.

"I, I'm very sad, why, why, why?" Gu Ye immediately lost control of his emotions, he grabbed his hair and muttered to himself.

Lin Tian clenched his hands tightly, and there were medicines and medical certificates to relieve the mental state on the table.

"Moderate depression."

"Take the medicine first, shall we?" Lin Tian coaxed Gu Ye softly, and Gu Ye slowly put down his hand covering his face.

"I killed him, didn't he?"

"No, he committed suicide."

"No, no, no, he found me, I am the murderer, I..."

"You're not a murderer, no."

Lin Tian repeatedly denied Gu Ye's statement.

"He is too involved in the play, a little bit confused about reality and life, and a little bit unable to get out of the character's environment. This is a kind of scene-based depression."

Gu Ye stopped suddenly, he saw Lin Tian's neck, Lin Tian had already taken off his scarf after returning home, the red and purple on his originally fair skin was eye-catching.

"It's me, it's me, I did it, I almost killed you..."

"No, no." Lin Tian kept denying, he lowered his head to catch Gu Ye's dodging eyes.

"I ask you, who am I?"

"Lin Tian'er."

"Who are you."

"Gu Ye."

"What do you do."

"actor."

"Have you really killed someone?"

"No, it's fake."

Lin Tian sighed, and lightly touched Gu Ye's forehead: "Take the medicine."

Just as Gu Ye held the water glass in his hands, the phone rang again. Lin Tian picked up the phone before him and turned it off.

"Don't think about anything now." Lin Tian said.

Gu Ye nodded in a daze.

"Don't you like acting? Come play my boyfriend."

Gu Ye's eyes flashed, and he gave a bleak smile: "Aren't I your boyfriend in the first place?"

Lin Tian pressed his lips with his fingers, he took off his coat, raised his legs and sat on Gu Ye's lap, hooking his neck.

"who are you?"

"Gu Ye."

"No, you're my boyfriend."

Gu Ye smiled weakly, very pale: "Lin Tian'er, you don't have to..."

"No," Lin Tian interrupted him again, he slowly reached out and unbuttoned the first few buttons of his shirt, "If you are unhappy, you don't have to force a smile on me, if you feel uncomfortable or not interested, you can leave at any time .”

"Lin Tian'er, the doctor is talking about psychological comfort and enlightenment, do you want to add physical ones?"

"Don't talk about the doctor, you are just acting now, I am your boyfriend, how do you want to take the role?" Lin Tian leaned into Gu Ye's ear and whispered softly, the voice sounded seductive, but Gu Ye couldn't help it. He never saw Lin Tian's sad expression behind his back.

"I don't act in colorful films." Gu Ye shook his head.

Lin Tian grabbed his hand silently, and then slowly lowered his hand.

Gu Ye's fingers shrank slightly.

"This is me, I'm your boyfriend."

"This is you……"

Gu Ye followed Lin Tian and repeated.

Lin Tian suddenly bit Gu Ye hard on the shoulder: "This is the fucking truth."

That's right, Lin Tian was right in front of him, he was that Gu Ye, the Gu Ye who loved him.

Gu Ye stretched out his hand and unbuttoned Lin Tian's shirt, then slowly kissed from the neck to the waist.

He untied the belt with his hand, and then explored behind Lin Tian.

……

Gu Ye didn't make an announcement for a week, turned down all the work, turned off all the equipment, and refused all the media.

Gu Ye didn't go to Gao Ming's funeral, not even to offer condolences, and some people made a fuss about it on the Internet, and then Lin Tian directly unplugged the apartment's network cable.

The two of them lived in a small apartment, stood by the window together and watched the wind blowing outside, dozed off under a small blanket, waited for the coffee in the coffee machine, curled up on the bed together and watched a boring romance movie, Go out for a drive in the middle of the night, go to the moat or Tianjie, and listen to the night singing on the street.

Gu Ye walked out slowly, and it was only later that he slowly thought about it—was Lin Tian happy at that time.

He didn't even go to class, and he was with me every day. His eyebrows and eyes always seemed to be lowered, so that people couldn't see his expression.

Perhaps the person who heals others is actually very hurt inside.

But at that time, Gu Ye didn't notice it at all. He seemed to take it for granted that with Lin Tian's identity, the relationship between the two of them, and being by his side seemed to be a matter of course.

Gu Ye thought about it for a long time in the later days. He thought over and over again that he and Lin Tian went from realizing love, to living together, to completely integrating into each other's lives, to finally separating, and completely fading out of each other's lives. for what reason.

Maybe it's because I didn't pay much attention to Lin Tian's feelings. At that time, Lin Tian couldn't afford to give anything after Lin Tian thought about it.

Gu Ye began to slowly accept some magazine shooting jobs, appeared in variety shows, and then began to accept dramas - life seemed to be back on track.

One day when he was on the set, he saw the girlfriend of the actor who was in the show visiting the set, and he missed Lin Tian very much, so he called Lin Tian several times but did not answer.

Probably because he was busy with work, Gu Ye didn't pay much attention.

Called again the next day, but still didn't answer, Gu Ye felt a little panic for no reason.

At this moment, he is thousands of miles away from Jingzhou, and Lin Tian is in a place where he can't see...

Yes, ironically, what he thought of was not safety, but betrayal.

Hastily answered Ji Yinan's call: "Where's Lin Tian?"

Ji Yinan's voice was mixed: "You still say! Tian Tian had acute appendicitis, and he collapsed in the house directly. If it wasn't for the neighbors who came to deliver food, he would be dead by now!"

Ji Yinan said the same thing, but Gu Ye's heart felt as if he had been hit by a hammer. He pushed the announcement, skipped work, and hurried back to see Lin Tian.

The first thing Lin Tian said to Gu Ye after waking up from the operation was: "You work hard, and I will work hard too."

Gu Ye found that from that time on, he didn't dare to look at Lin Tian's eyes anymore, it was too sober and desolate.

He was so scared that he just wanted to escape.

Then Lin Tian continued: "Let's separate."

As if he had heard it many times in a dream, Gu Ye didn't feel it suddenly, but he still said tremblingly: "Did I make you unhappy?"

"No."

"Did I do something wrong?"

"No."

"It's me……"

Gu Ye felt that he was so fucking naive for asking this question over and over again, but Lin Tian also kept denying it over and over again.

"I'm sorry, I thought I could go on with you forever."

Lin Tian simply stopped answering.

Gu Ye was invited out of the ward, and he saw Lin Tian looking in his direction, as if he had said a word, but also seemed to be an illusion.

Years later, Lin Tian said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left."

I'm gone, how can I live without you.

[The author has something to say: It's too late! ! !Post first and then correct typos! ! 】