Love at first sight is robbery or end

Lin Xiqiao really didn't want to attend the premiere of Zheyu's movie. Lin Xiqiao watched that movie at least dozens of times before he was reborn, and it would be torture for him to let him watch it now.Lin Xiqiao is not at all interested in the movie that sent Zheyu to the throne of actor before his rebirth.

Lin Xiqiao didn't say anything to refute Chu Zhixiao. The current Zheyu, who did not know what influenced him, actually said that he liked him, and he had been using him before he was reborn.Lin Xiqiao even suspected that he didn't like men.

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The two came to the open-air balcony next to the hall. Under the soft moonlight, Lin Xiqiao's facial features looked fairer and softer. Chu Zhixiao gradually took a look into his heart. Lin Xiqiao looks really good-looking.I was so engrossed that I forgot to let go.

Lin Xiqiao saw that Chu Zhixiao was looking at him wrongly, and hurriedly shook off Chu Zhixiao's hand: "Thank you, Mr. Chu, for helping me out."

Chu Zhixiao glanced at the empty palm, and sighed in disappointment: "It's not a rescue, I really want to treat you to dinner."

"Eat? Why?"

"I have some questions to ask."

"Ask, there's no need to eat."

"..." Seeing that Lin Xiqiao really didn't want to eat, Chu Zhixiao had no choice but to continue talking. There were some things he couldn't figure out, and he just wanted an answer.

"Lin Xiqiao, didn't you say you fell in love with me at first sight? Then why did you refuse my marriage request?"

Lin Xiqiao took a sip of wine and thought, you still have the face to say, how could you propose like that.But in the face of Chu Zhixiao, it was not easy to do it directly, so I had to explain calmly: "This is my first blind date with you. In fact, I was very disturbed in my heart. But when I saw you for the first time, my heart The uneasiness of the first blind date disappeared immediately. When you smiled at me, I felt a warm, comfortable and at ease feeling in my heart. But for some reason, after not talking for a long time, your attitude suddenly changed , I suddenly realized that you are different from what I thought. Maybe someone like you is not suitable for me. "

Lin Xiqiao specially emphasized the words "such a person" and continued: "Even if I think I'm attractive enough to make you fall in love with me slowly, I can't accept that there are all kinds of people around you, all kinds of people. Why do you want to get married? I believe Mr. Chu doesn’t like your family’s career. There are good-looking people everywhere in the world, and Mr. Chu won’t insist on marrying me just because I’m good-looking, so I think if Mr. Chu insists on getting married. There is only one reason, that is, in your perception, marriage is meaningless to you. It is just a means. You have bad thoughts that you are not sure about yourself, just like a naive Children, I desperately want to get something, but I don’t know why. Maybe it’s because I like it, maybe it’s just because I don’t want others to get that thing.”

Lin Xiqiao slowly shook the red wine glass in his hand to cover up his trembling fingers.He actually wanted to tell Chu Zhixiao, can we have a good relationship with me, I believe you will fall in love with me.But he was also afraid that he would not be able to subdue this playboy's heart in the end, and even made himself scarred.He was scared, the feeling of death was too painful, Lin Xiqiao didn't dare to invest in any relationship easily.

Looking at the tall man in front of him, his brows and eyes are tough and handsome, he is really his favorite type.But the confused and thoughtful expression on his face can't help but make people wonder.

Lin Xiqiao looked down at the wine in the glass and continued: "For me, love is the most important thing in my life. I need to feel loved, so I will find someone who I love, who People who also love me get married. Mr. Chu, you are not suitable for me. You may not believe it, but my marriage is not a bargaining chip. "

After finishing speaking, Lin Xiqiao raised his eyes and looked deeply at the tall man in front of him again, expecting what he could say, but Chu Zhixiao fell into deep thought again, and the expression on his face was even more unpredictable.

Chu Zhixiao understands Lin Xiqiao's view of love. In fact, he is the same. He always wants to be with his favorite person, but it's a pity that his favorite person is gone.I don't know when it started, there are many gentle, beautiful, considerate people around me who are always considerate of me, making me forget the original intention of love, and gradually it doesn't matter what love is.Lin Xiqiao was right, perhaps marriage really meant nothing to him.

Not only did Chu Zhixiao not feel embarrassed by Lin Xiqiao's point of view, but he also recognized such a straightforward Lin Xiqiao.I am really selfish, and I shouldn't use a marriage that I don't care about to limit another person's life.

Chu Zhixiao has not given any response, neither explanation nor refutation.Lin Xiqiao gave up in disappointment and continued to wait. He raised his wine glass and lightly touched Chu Zhixiao's wine glass, and ended the conversation after drinking all the wine in the glass.

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The three-day charity auction was very successful, and the reputation of the hotel has also increased a lot. In the auction, apart from all kinds of auction items, Lin Xiqiao had the most topics, such as outstanding looks, decent clothes, and super abilities .Let Lin Xiqiao become the best object of word of mouth for a while, and more and more people introduce him to blind dates.

Lin Xiqiao discovered his sexual orientation when he was very young. Fortunately, in an enlightened society now, Lin Xiqiao confessed to his family without any effort, so now all the people who introduce him to blind dates are better gold Being a bachelor made him feel a lot of pressure.

After meeting Chu Zhixiao that day, Lin Xiqiao has been very disappointed.Whether it was Chu Zhixiao who was exposed for eavesdropping on his conversation, Chu Zhixiao who helped him out of the siege, or Chu Zhixiao who brought up marriage again, they were all enough to make Lin Xiqiao's heart move.Under such a beautiful moonlight, if Chu Zhixiao showed any more signs, Lin Xiqiao might have fallen.

But Lin Xiqiao also understood that Chu Zhixiao was really not suitable for him.Those words were not only for Chu Zhixiao, but also for himself, and it was also a warning to himself not to find someone who didn't love him and repeat the same mistakes.

I thought I could easily forget about Chu Zhixiao, but the tall and handsome man under the moonlight often appeared in Lin Xiqiao's dreams.Lin Xiqiao has doubts about the long-awaited and pleasing relationship, and he will think of Chu Zhixiao uncontrollably, shaking his once self-confident heart.

With every contact, Lin Xiqiao felt that he would love Chu Zhixiao a little more. Even if he knew that he would be smashed to pieces, he couldn't control his liking and missing.

Lin Xiqiao will constantly regret his refusal, but he will also warn himself time and time again.He hated himself for being so contradictory.