you come from the sky

It was at this moment that the knock on the door sounded.

Seeing this, Bian Yu stopped bothering, walked to the door, and finally said goodbye to Dean Cheng.

He could have just left like this, but when he passed by the guard Xiao Tang, a few syllables entered his ears before the door was closed.

"Director Fang..." Xiao Tang breathed heavily, "Director Fang is gone!"

Bian Yu stood still unconsciously.

"What's missing?" It was Dean Cheng's voice.

"Director Fang is missing!" Xiao Tang's voice was urgent, "Director Yao came out of the calculation room and wanted to find Director Fang, but when he went to the office, there was no one there."

"There's no one in the office, what about the other places? Have you checked everything?"

"I've looked for it, I've looked for it, I've looked for it everywhere."

Dean Cheng has always treated Fang Haochen like his own son. When he heard that someone was lost, he became anxious: "Then why are you standing there? Why don't you go find him quickly?!"

"Yes!" Xiao Tang replied, but soon, his voice lowered again, and Bian Yu slowly approached the door, like a secret agent, holding his breath to listen more carefully, "Tian Junnan said, she I saw Director Fang coming out of the calculation room...and went to the old base..."

"Old base? What is he doing there?!" The footsteps in the house, going east for a while, going west for a while, stopping from time to time, stomping their feet, it seems that Dean Cheng is pacing back and forth, he is thinking while pacing, After a while, he asked, "Does anyone else know?"

The guard also seemed to be alert: "No..." He paused slightly, "Probably not."

"Okay, I got it. You guys search again in the base first, such a big person won't just say he's gone." Dean Cheng said, "As for the old base, go back and wait for my order. .”

Xiao Tang seemed to want to say more, but Dean Cheng waved his hand, expressing that he didn't want to listen anymore, so Xiao Tang could only listen to the order and leave. When he opened the door, there was no one in the corridor.

Fang Haochen woke up.

It was so old here that he had to open his eyes a few times to confirm that he was indeed awake and not in a dream.

The originally whitish walls have been in disrepair for a long time, and large pieces of wall skin have peeled off, and the water-green paint dado underneath is also tattered, like torn clothes, and the concrete floor is covered with cracks, large and small, blistered and peeled The old wooden table and the heavy dust blend together, making it difficult to distinguish the original background color. Fang Haochen woke up in this dilapidated state.

He sat up, the overcoat fell down to his waist, and there was a corresponding rattling sound from under him. Fang Haochen looked down, and there was a thick layer of old newspapers between him and the dirty straw bed.

Fang Haochen raised his head, and at a distance of about one meter away from him, he saw Bian Yu.

At this time, Bian Yu was sleeping on a wooden chair, with his arms crossed and tightly wrapped in a suit jacket. He looked very cold, and his knuckles were blue and white.Bian Yu's head hangs to the right, and his pretty profile can be clearly seen in the blur and haze that is unique to rainy days.When people are asleep, they are not as shrewd as when they wake up, just like now, Bian Yu closed his eyes, his thick eyelashes cast a shadow, his lips are thin, and glowing with warm red, between his lips and teeth, There was a deep and long breathing sound.

Fang Haochen unexpectedly discovered that he still enjoys admiring Bian Yu's "stupid" appearance, as if stripped of those brilliant calculations, this is his true face.

It's a pity that Bian Yu woke up too soon.Maybe it was because he didn't sleep well on the chair, and every time he was about to fall into the sleep net, he would be pulled back to the chair by a stagger.He opened his eyes in a daze, looking more tired than the previous few days, the first time he saw Fang Haochen, he said, "You're awake."

Then Bian Yu yawned, stood up, dragged his body full of tiredness, and raised his hand to touch Fang Haochen's forehead when he was half lost and half drunk.

"Your hands are so cold." Fang Haochen said.

"It's you who have a fever." Bian Yu replied, he looked at Fang Haochen and smiled at him with his bright eyes, which made Bian Yu suspect that Fang Haochen was stupid because of the fever.Sighing, Bian Yu picked up the coat that fell off, and wrapped Fang Haochen up again. Fang Haochen didn't struggle, just raised his head and smiled at him, making Bian Yu faintly think that Fang Haochen was a doll. Can abduct him without anyone noticing.

"Am I having a fever?" Fang Haochen stretched out his hand from the gap, and put the back of his hand against his face, as if he was using this method to confirm whether he really had a fever.It's a pity that his palms were so hot that he panicked, but it seemed that there was still a trace of coolness on his face, so Fang Haochen didn't care, but asked Bian Yu: "Why are you here? How do you know you're here?"

That's right, even with a fever, Fang Haochen quickly realized where he was. This was the guard room of the compound where he lived when he was a child. After the explosion, the entire old base of 201, whether it was the experimental area or the research area, The family area and the training area were all evacuated in a hurry.When they evacuated, many simply packed their clothes, expecting to return.Unexpectedly, the level of secrecy in the old base is getting higher and higher. After decades of walking, even the people have changed a few times. Now, apart from being dilapidated, many of them still retain their original appearance.

"How do I know this place?" But Bian Yu was surprised, "You don't have the impression, do you?"

Fang Haochen shook his head.

"You asked me to come." Bian Yu muttered after finishing speaking, "I'm so stupid."

"As for why I'm here, you might as well ask your Dean Cheng yourself, why didn't he look for someone who lost it? Are you afraid that there will be wolves in the old base? Or did you have a nuclear leak here, and the radiation exceeded the standard?"

If it wasn't for Fang Haochen running around, Bian Yu would think that he would already be packing his luggage and going home now.If Dean Cheng hadn't hesitated and didn't want to set foot in the old base, he wouldn't have gone out looking for someone by himself like crazy.

Bian Yu really didn't want to recall, how he felt when he found Fang Haochen who had lost consciousness due to a high fever on the way to the old base. Beasts eat it, or simply starve to death here.The luck in the misfortune is that Fang Haochen instinctively directed Bian Yu to carry him to this compound even if he was burnt out, otherwise the two of them might really die here together!

How can there be such a person in this world?Self-righteous, self-righteous, smart, never consider whether others will panic, whether others will be anxious.

The more Bian Yu thought about it, the more angry he became, and even his words were tinged with thorns: "I can't tell Director Fang is so fragile. Isn't it just a conjecture? If you are wrong, you are wrong. What do you mean by running here by yourself? You didn't pass the exam. Are you going to cry for your mother?"

"Almost." Fang Haochen still smiled like a fool as he said, smiling, he stood up suddenly, startled Bian Yu, but fortunately, Bian Yu reacted quickly, and forcefully pressed the feverish patient back .

Fang Haochen who was pushed back kept talking: "I still think there is no problem with our thinking, and our calculations are also perfect." When Fang Haochen said this, his eyes lit up again, using Bian Yu's words to describe it, that is The evil and stubborn light, as if a table of delicacies suddenly appeared in front of a person who had been hungry for ten days.

"Sit down." Bian Yu ordered concisely.

The patient was not convinced, but sat down obediently.But when he was pressed, Fang Haochen firmly held Bian Yu's hand. When he felt the cold under his hand, Fang Haochen swallowed his opinions briefly, and wrapped Bian Yu's hand carefully. Under his still high body temperature.

It seems that the fever not only burned his body, but also burned away Fang Haochen's awkwardness and indifference.

"There is no problem with our conjectures and calculations." He repeated, "The problem must lie in a certain a priori axiom, like the violation of parity!" Fang Haochen said while holding Bian Yu's hand , "I have a hunch that the answer must be in the old base of 201. As long as I go there, I will know which hypothesis has gone wrong!"

Bian Yu couldn't believe it: "So you came to the old base alone just for this? You would rather believe that the axioms that have been verified countless times are wrong than me?"

"Yes!" Fang Haochen said without any hesitation or hesitation, "For you, for me, and for our common achievements, everything is worth it."

It's all worth it.

He has traveled a lot, he has done some things.

Some of them succeeded, and some of them burned, leaving an indelible ashes called "despair".

Some people understand him, some people persuade him to give up.Those people say that life is only once, don't waste it on illusory things.

Along the way, one after another retreated, fell, turned wisely, and they looked at him like an ignorant child.

In the end, not surprisingly, only he was left.

Until one day, even he himself wondered if he was really wrong?Shouldn't people be so naive?What can a passionate dream represent?What can your struggle bring?Bread, or far away?

But Fang Haochen only said one sentence——

It's all worth it.

He clearly knew that there might be nothing in their future, and he also clearly knew that what he exchanged for his blood might be just half a house of waste paper in the end. He already knew that along the way, he would pay for his family, health and even his life.

But it's all worth it.

Until now, Bian Yu really understood 201's oath.

One second at this moment cannot prove your past efforts.

Everything you have done will be on your way forward, looking forward, waiting, hoping to prove that your childish and stubborn dreams are not just your epitaph.

Bian Yu didn't know what to say, he just felt a stream of heat coming up from the place where his skin touched, and that stream of heat rushed straight to his heart, making Bian Yu almost unable to control himself .

"It's too hot." Bian Yu withdrew his hand and murmured.

After he finished speaking, he stood up.

"Forgive what I just said." Bian Yu heard his voice hoarse and trembling, "Hao Chen, you are the same as your name, a star that illuminates the haze."

"You too, you are a star from the sky." Fang Haochen said after thinking for a while, "No, not only that, you are also a rain, a rain that makes the leaves in the pond move."

After Fang Haochen finished speaking, he thought that Bian Yu would laugh at him, but Bian Yu just pushed Fang Haochen onto the bed. He stared into Fang Haochen's eyes for a long time, and at that moment Fang Haochen thought that Bian Yu was going to eat him.

Will he hug him?Fang Haochen doesn't know why he thinks this way, let alone why his cells are faintly yearning for something.

But Bian Yu finally just sighed lightly.

He stood up and distanced himself from Fang Haochen, as if Fang Haochen had a deadly virus on him, and if he got infected, he would die quickly.

"Stop talking and have a good rest." Standing far away, Bian Yu said, "I'll go and see if there is anything to eat." He paused slightly while speaking, "You'd better hope that God has, otherwise I'm afraid we're going to go hungry."

God?Fang Haochen raised his eyebrows, he doesn't believe in God, he believes in the ability of the working class to plan for a rainy day.

However, before Bian Yu returns, he can probably sleep a little longer.Fang Haochen thought, Bian Yu's coat was really too warm, he curled up in it like he was curled up in an embrace.

Note:

Parity non-conservation: Before 1956, the scientific community generally believed that parity conservation, that is, the mirror image of any particle has exactly the same properties as the particle except for the spin direction. In 1956, Li Zhengdao and Yang Zhenning conjectured that in the weak interaction (one of the four fundamental forces mentioned above), the motions of matter that are mirror images of each other are asymmetrical. This conjecture was later verified by Wu Jianxiong with cobalt 60.This discovery is astonishing. Prior to this, the law of parity conservation stood firm for more than [-] years, and many theoretical researches also entered a dead end. The discovery of Li Zhengdao and Yang Zhenning made theoretical physics move towards a new direction, and the two also therefore Received the Nobel Prize in Physics.

About the names of the two: Haochen, the star that emits white light.In the universe, the color of a star is directly related to its temperature. The star that emits blue-white light is the main sequence star with the highest temperature and the largest mass in the universe. Rigel is a blue-white star, and Sirius and Vega are both white stars.Bian Yu thinks that Fang Haochen's name is opposite to his own, that he is the "rain" that is cloudy and cloudy and represents sadness, and Fang Haochen is the "star" that illuminates the haze, but for Fang Haochen, Bian Yu is in the pond, so that the people in the water The leaves move, bringing fish-inspired "rain".