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Chapter 32 The difference between illness and love

Three days have passed since Fang Haochen and Bian Yu returned from the old base.For the past three days, Fang Haochen and Bian Yu have been placed in two wards in the 201 health center, saying that they were worried that they would bring a lot of harmful rays when they returned from the old base.

But Fang Haochen knew in his heart that it was not accurate to say "arrangement", and it might be more appropriate to say "house arrest".After all, he is not a fool. He knows what kind of physical damage the level of radiation will cause. He has been back from the old base for so many days. If there is any problem, it should have happened by now. I ate an egg, an apple and drank a bowl of porridge.

Moreover, if there were any problems, Cheng Hanzhou would not walk in like this without any protection.

"Impulsive!" Dean Cheng almost pointed at Fang Haochen's nose and scolded him, "Too impulsive!"

"How long have you been in 201?! Don't you know the confidentiality rules?! You went to the old base without applying. Do you know that with your behavior, I could shoot you right now a few years earlier!"

Fang Haochen refused to accept, lowered his head and muttered: "I'm here for scientific research."

"Scientific research?" Cheng Hanzhou was stunned by Fang Haochen's determination to admit his mistakes, "Is scientific research more important than discipline?"

Fang Haochen raised his head in surprise: "Of course it's scientific research." He raised his voice as he spoke, "Isn't 201's discipline serving 201's scientific research?"

Cheng Hanzhou was also stunned for a moment, but soon he straightened his expression: "Discipline is the frame, the steering wheel of the car, and the life of 201! You said you were doing it for scientific research, but have you ever thought about it? If there is any accident, who is responsible?"

Seeing that Fang Haochen still looked like he was frying cobblestones without oil or salt, Cheng Hanzhou took two steps and said earnestly: "Even if you don't think about yourself, have you thought about Bian Yu?"

"What happened to Bian Yu?"

Cheng Hanzhou raised his eyebrows: "You don't know, do you?"

Fang Haochen was a little anxious: "I don't know what?"

Dean Cheng sighed slightly as he spoke, and he sat next to Fang Haochen: "After the experiment ended that day, Bian Yu came to me and asked me to fulfill the agreement and let him leave 201."

Fang Haochen was a little surprised. He was not surprised that Bian Yu would want to leave, but he was surprised that Bian Yu would use the word "let go", as if he was forced to stay from the beginning to the end.

Fang Haochen opened his mouth helplessly, and turned his eyes half a circle on Dean Cheng's face, as if he wanted to figure out Cheng Hanzhou's attitude, but after he failed, he asked tentatively, "You... promised him?"

"Agreed." Cheng Hanzhou said, "But now this promise doesn't count."

As he said that, Cheng Hanzhou's voice suddenly became cold, like an adult teaching a child: "He went to the old base, and now whether it's him or you, the level of secrecy is different. He can't do without 201, at least for ten years. Can't do without."

And the reason for all this was Fang Haochen's impulsiveness.

For the first time, Fang Haochen felt shaken by his behavior for the first time, and even thought of his idea of ​​"coaxing" Bian Yu to come, which made him feel ashamed.

He used to blindly want to witness the miracle of science together with Bian Yu, and now they have indeed taken a small step, but Fang Haochen never thought that this step was paid for by Bian Yu. Family, his freedom, his career, and so much more.

Seeing that Fang Haochen's mood had dropped, Dean Cheng patted him on the shoulder and sighed slightly: "Forget it, it's all over. Researching where is not researching."

"By the way," Dean Cheng said, "Did you find anything after you went to the old base?"

Fang Haochen looked up at Dean Cheng, he thought for a while, and finally shook his head: "No, nothing."

"Nothing?" Dean Cheng was suspicious, "You didn't see anything at the old base?"

"En." Fang Haochen answered with his head down.

"Fang Haochen!" Dean Cheng was extremely annoyed by Fang Haochen's appearance, "What exactly do you want?"

Fang Haochen raised his head suddenly: "I want to see Bian Yu."

Dean Cheng gritted his teeth: "You are like this now, do you want to see Bian Yu?"

"Yes." Fang Haochen didn't hesitate at all.

"Unexplainable!" Dean Cheng couldn't understand, "Who did you learn this from? Non-violent non-cooperation with me?! I want to remove you from the position of director...I also want to kick you out of the special team !"

Fang Haochen paused, and said: "This is your right." But he still said, "I want to see Bian Yu."

Dean Cheng seemed to be really going to draw a gun, but in the face of Fang Haochen's stubborn neck and swearing to the death, he finally gave up. After all, in the past ten years, he has treated Fang Haochen like his son .

Two days later, Fang Haochen finally got his wish and "discharged from the hospital". After getting permission, Fang Haochen rushed outside Bian Yu's door immediately.

But when he got here, he hesitated instead, a little closer to the nostalgia and more timid.

Fang Haochen hesitated, but as soon as he raised his hand, Bian Yu opened the door.

Seeing the person in front of the door, Bian Yu also seemed a little surprised.

He sized up Fang Haochen, and suddenly smiled: "Where did you come from?"

When Bian Yu asked this, Fang Haochen realized that he must be out of breath and blushing all the way running here.

Oh my god, Bian Yu must have seen how anxious he was to see him.Fang Haochen lowered his head in embarrassment and covered his hot half of his face, hesitatingly said: "Okay... Long time no see."

"Five days." Bian Yu nodded after thinking about it, "It's a long time."

Fang Haochen smiled, he raised his head, and met Bian Yu's smiling eyes, at that second, he suddenly couldn't breathe.Something hit him in the heart, and Fang Haochen could describe it as a sky-shattering earth-shattering.

"Want...Want to go to the movies with me?" Fang Haochen popped out of his mouth when he heard the inexplicable words.

"Movies?" Bian Yu asked, "Are there any movies recently?"

Damn.

Fang Haochen cursed secretly in his heart.Where does he know what movies are available.In fact, apart from the last "The Sound of Music", Fang Haochen has never watched a movie, and even that time he watched it in a hurry just to find the answer to Bian Yu's question, and now he has no memory of the plot at all.But what can he say?He can't say, I just want to go out with you, a movie or any performance, right?

"Uh, I'm just..." Fang Haochen tried hard to find an excuse, "I just remembered... You have been in 201 for so long, and I have never satisfied the request you made."

Bian Yu tilted his head and looked at Fang Haochen. After a while, he asked, "Dean Cheng told you everything, didn't he?"

Fang Haochen tightly pursed his lips, he didn't answer, and he couldn't answer.

The ambiguous atmosphere dissipated in an instant, and Fang Haochen was greeted by countless self-blame and guilt.

"I'm sorry." Fang Haochen lowered his head and said, this was the only thing he could say at this moment.

He thought Bian Yu should blame him for something, saying that he was selfish and reckless, or simply like Dean Cheng, saying that he ignored the discipline of 201 and did not deserve to stay in 201.

But Bian Yu just sighed slightly on top of his head.

"Don't worry about it." Bian Yu said, "Before I went to look for you, I thought about it. The old base's level of secrecy is so high. No matter whether we come back or not, it is impossible for Dean Cheng to let me go."

Fang Haochen listened silently to Bian Yu's comforting words, but at this moment, he was surprised to find that in his heart, he felt that this was not enough, and he actually expected Bian Yu to pat him on the shoulder to express comfort.This inexplicable desire formed in the bottom of his heart made Fang Haochen, who was belatedly aware of it, ashamed and annoyed. He obviously did something wrong, and he should be the one to comfort Bian Yu. Why should he expect so much?Looking forward to being closer to Bian Yu, looking forward to being more dependent on Bian Yu?How could he be so shameless? Didn't Bian Yu pay enough for him?

Seeing Fang Haochen keeping his head down like a kid who made a mistake, Bian Yu couldn't help laughing.Fang Haochen's hair is very thick and is always combed neatly.Bian Yu raised his hand subconsciously, but before he touched Fang Haochen, Bian Yu immediately withdrew his hand as if awakened from a start, and even took a step back to distance himself from Fang Haochen.

After being silent for a while, Bian Yu said, "Actually, it's all the same to me. I had nowhere to go."

Bian Yu said: "Maybe I am destined to come to 201, and I am destined to have such an 'adventure' in the old base, and I am also destined to stay in 201."

"Actually, I also thought about whether I would have come to Room 201 if I hadn't gone to Director Lu's office to deliver the documents that day. If I had walked a step earlier that day and hadn't heard Xiao Tang say that you went to the old base, would I still be here?" Already left 201."

The terrible thing is never "no if", but giving him another chance, everything will still be the same.

Just like he was destined not to be a normal person since he was born, just like he couldn't extricate himself when he saw Fang Haochen, maybe all of this was predestined.

Through the window at the end of the corridor, Bian Yu looked outside and thoughtfully said: "Haochen, do you think people have free will?"

"Free will?" Fang Haochen looked at Bian Yu blankly.

Bian Yu smiled and explained: "For example, you know that you shouldn't like this person, but you still can't help but like it. There are also studies that say that people subconsciously like people who are like their parents. If this is the case, then people Don't you have free will?"

"For another example," Bian Yu said after thinking for a while, "If you like someone, you will smell his unique smell, but this is actually the smell of MHC. Looking for a smell that is very different from your own MHC can make organisms reproduce and develop immunity. more powerful offspring."

"Then you shouldn't be in compliance." Fang Haochen said subconsciously, but as soon as the words came out of his mouth, he realized that he had said the wrong thing.

"I'm sorry." Fang Haochen quickly apologized, "That's not what I meant."

Bian Yu paused, then laughed self-deprecatingly: "You are right, I am indeed a 'heterogeneous'."

"You are not an alien." Fang Haochen said, "I haven't studied the subject of free will, and I don't understand it, but if according to what you said, people don't have free will..."

Fang Haochen's voice became smaller and smaller, but Bian Yu could hear clearly: "There is no difference between liking and illness."

"However, you said that many children asked you to be responsible, so are they all sick?" Fang Haochen thought seriously, and said, "Or their MHC is very different from yours. Looking at it this way, not only are you not an 'outlier' ', on the contrary, it is the darling of heaven."

"Uh..." Fang Haochen's serious conjecture made Bian Yu a little embarrassed, he scratched his nose, "Not so many people like me..."

"There must be." Fang Haochen said decisively, "With your appearance, personality and talent, it's not normal not to like you."

"Then are you normal?" Bian Yu asked suddenly.

Fang Haochen's thinking stopped suddenly, and the heat instantly occupied Fang Haochen's whole body, even his palms were covered with a thin layer of sweat.Fang Haochen felt that there might be some kind of radiation in the old base, which killed his red blood cells cleanly and made him almost lose the ability to breathe.

"me……"

Bian Yu couldn't help laughing: "I won't embarrass you, Director Fang, thank you."

"Don't call me Director Fang." Fang Haochen lowered his head and changed the subject sullenly, "Dean Cheng dismissed me from my post, and don't you like calling me Director Fang?"

"I like it now." Bian Yu said with a smile.

Fang Haochen couldn't figure out what Bian Yu was thinking, but he still let him go, he whispered: "Then you can't bark when outsiders are around, it will cause trouble for you."

"Okay." Bian Yu said, "Director Fang."

You lost this title to prove my conjecture, and from now on only I will call you this title.

Such unreasonable thoughts can only stay in a small corner of Bian Yu's heart, but it is enough, enough.

Note:

The major histocompatibility complex (MHC) is a collective term for a group of genes encoding animal major histocompatibility antigens.Some evidence suggests that people prefer flavors with MHCs that differ widely from their own, and that children of parents with MHC genes that differ widely will acquire greater diversity in their immune systems.

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