I regret after the divorce

"Eat something before going to sleep." Gu Cheng said, scooped up a spoonful of porridge and put it to his lips.

However, Yan Qin turned his head away.

Afraid of making the atmosphere too stiff, Yan Qin yawned pretendingly again, raised his hand and rubbed his eyes and replied: "Sleepy, I don't want to eat."

Gu Teng's hand holding the spoon just stopped in mid-air, but he didn't take it back, as if he would never give up until he reached his goal.

Yan Qin didn't expect him to be so persistent, so he reluctantly lowered his head and took a few mouthfuls.

As soon as a bowl of porridge was half gone, Yan Qin refused to eat any more.

Gu Teng didn't insist any more, and stood up with the bowl in his hand, as if he wanted to go out.

However, just as he was about to turn around, he didn't know what he thought of. When he turned around suddenly, a pair of eyes looked at him fixedly, with a bit of inquiry inside.

Yan Qin looked at him in confusion, and then heard Gu Teng ask: "How do you know this room is yours?"

Yan Qin instantly became sober because of his question.

But his face was still calm, he yawned lazily, and then replied unhurriedly: "Guess, I like the style of this room."

After finishing speaking, he looked around, with a guilty conscience in his voice, "Did I guess right?"

Gu Teng was silent for a moment, then replied: "You guessed right, go to sleep."

Yan Qin nodded, closed his eyes and lay back.

But after lying down, he couldn't fall asleep anyway.

So he opened his eyes, and his eyes fell on the photo wall not far away.

This room was arranged by himself.

Because this was originally their wedding room.

After the Gu family agreed to marry him, they bought this villa as their residence after marriage.

And wrote the house under his name, let him arrange it at will.

But Yan Qin was in poor health and had limited energy, so in the end he only arranged the wedding room himself.

From the color of the wall to the style of the bed, from the carpet to the desk, and even a small decoration on the table, he personally selected and arranged them.

He also specially asked Gu Teng's photos from his mother from childhood to adulthood, and then put them together with his photos to create a photo wall.

In the middle is a family portrait, the only photo of them together, taken on their wedding day.

They didn't take wedding photos.

In fact, Yan Qin also knew the two men, so it seemed redundant to shoot this.

But there is still some regret in my heart.

So he thought, after they got married, he would take a photo every year on his birthday.

It seems that such regrets can be made up for.

But Gu Teng was busy during his first birthday.

The same goes for the second year.

The third year.

fourth year.

……

until the seventh year.

Yan Qin sent him a message early that day, ordered a cake, and waited for him at home all day with his mobile phone in hand.

But it wasn't until early in the morning, when the clock on the wall passed twelve o'clock, that there was finally a sound from the door.

Gu Teng didn't turn on the light, he must have been drinking, staggered, and went straight to the second floor.

Yan Qin watched his back disappear at the stairs, then slowly stood up, dragged his stiff body, and went back to the third floor.

The curtains still maintained the appearance when they were opened during the day, and the moonlight flowed along the windows and shone on the photo wall not far away.Everyone above, except Yan Qin, smiled forcedly.

In fact, the ending was already doomed from that day on.

Only Yan Qin was so stubborn that he refused to believe it, and insisted on forcing it.

In the end, he was bruised all over his body.

Unknowingly when, his face was already icy cold.

Yan Qin raised his hand to touch it, only to find that tears fell down at some point.

At the beginning, he tried his best to suppress it, but all the grievances he had suffered for so many years burst at this moment.

He couldn't help it anymore, and burst into tears.

All the pain and unwillingness of the years poured out at this moment.

The pain in my heart was too sharp, it seemed that it could only be stopped by venting it out.So he went to the photo wall, raised his hand, tore off all the photos, and fell hard to the ground.

After the mess was over, he casually took out a pen and came to the desk.

I wrote down the divorce agreement stroke by stroke.

Thinking of this, Yan Qin suddenly realized something, and sat up suddenly from the bed.

Then she didn't even wear shoes, and walked barefoot in front of the photo wall.

The photo that had been thrown into a mess by him was changed to a frame and hung on it again at some point.

Not even the slightest change in position.

If the scene of that night was not too profound, Yan Qin even doubted his own memory.

But there is absolutely no way to go wrong, he did fall that night.

Who reposted that?Gu Ting?

Yan Qin was very puzzled, but he couldn't ask, so he could only suppress the doubts in his heart, pretending that he hadn't found anything.

He went to bed very late that night, so naturally he wouldn't get up early the next day.

It was almost ten o'clock when he woke up.

Yan Qin stretched lazily and sat up, took a rest for a while, and then went to take a shower.

When he packed up and went downstairs, he was the only one left in the house.

Yan Qin was a little hungry, and when he came to the kitchen, he was about to make some food, but found that Gu Teng had left some food, warming it in the oven.

Seeing this, Yan Qin raised his eyebrows.

Is the sun coming out west?

He obviously dislikes cooking the most.

When Yan Qin first got married, he heard from Gu's mother that Gu Teng didn't like cooking, and he didn't like having outsiders at home.

The meaning inside and outside the words is to let him do it in the future.

Yan Qin didn't know how to cook, but at that time he was dazzled by the so-called love, so he immediately took over the cooking job swearing.

Not only did I run home every day to learn how to cook with my mother, but I also followed many food bloggers.

Finally, after half a year, I have practiced a good cooking skill.

At that time, cooking for Gu Teng every day seemed to be his greatest pleasure.

He likes to sleep in, but at that time, in order to make breakfast for Gu Teng, he could set seven alarm clocks to wake himself up.Gu Teng seldom came back at noon, so he carefully prepared the meals and sent them to the company.The preparations are the most lavish in the evening, and they always spend the whole afternoon in the kitchen, and then prepare a table of dishes for him to come back.

But Gu Teng is always very busy. He has a company that cannot be separated from him, endless contracts and never-ending entertainment.

His time is precious, and he will never give it to Yan Qin.

Therefore, the most common situation is that he waits for the food on the table to cool down by himself, and then eats it all by himself.

His health is not good, and he can't eat that much food at all.

But at times like these, it seemed that only a steady stream of food could ease his mood.

So even if it was a night when Gu Cheng didn't come back, he would still prepare a table of sumptuous meals, and then force himself to finish eating.

Until it feels like it's going to explode after taking one more bite, and then slams into the toilet and spits it all out.

This kind of self-mutilation was not stopped until Gu Teng went home suddenly and was discovered by him.

Yan Qin still remembers that scene.

After he vomited in the bathroom, he pressed the flush button, then moved to the sink as if in a state of collapse, and began to rinse his mouth and wash his face.

When he looked up, he saw a figure suddenly appeared in the mirror.

Gu Teng stood at the door at some point, looking at him quietly.

The emotion in his eyes made him unable to see clearly, nor could he understand.

He didn't ask Yan Qin what happened, he just turned around and walked out, leaving him time to clean up.

Yan Qin lingered in the bathroom for a long time. When he went out, Gu Teng was sitting on the sofa with a glass of water in front of him, as if he was thinking about something.

Yan Qin didn't know how to explain it, so he just sat down next to him silently with a guilty conscience.

Countless reasons flashed through his mind, but when he was struggling with which one to use, he saw Gu Cheng reach out and hand over the cup in front of him.

Yan Qin was stunned for a moment, then raised his hand to take it.

Then I heard Gu Cheng say: "I will try my best to come back for dinner in the future."

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