I regret after the divorce

Gu Teng cooked very quickly, and brought out the prepared meals in a short while.

He didn't cook much, but they happened to be Yan Qin's favorite dishes.

Then it was meticulously placed on the milky white tablecloth in the way he liked before, reflecting the warm yellow light above his head, it really looked a bit peaceful in the past.

The two sat opposite each other as before, without saying a word.

Fortunately, the TV not far away was on and was still making some noise, so the surrounding air would not freeze.

It was Hitchcock's "Rear Window" that Yan Qin played just now when he was bored.

After reading the beginning, Gu Cheng called him over for dinner.

Fortunately, this is a movie that Yan Qin has watched many times, so he can match the lines with the plot one by one just by listening to it.

When he puts a piece of sweet and sour short ribs in the bowl, it happens to be the scene where Stewart's protagonist is chatting with Stella, the insurance company nurse.

The male protagonist's voice was deep and hoarse, mellow and confused.

Jeff: "She wants to marry me."

Stella: "That's normal."

Jeff: "But I don't want to."

Stella: "That's not normal."

Jeff: "I'm just not ready for marriage."

Stella: "Every man is ready, as long as he meets the right girl." ①

Obviously, he had heard the lines countless times, but Yan Qin couldn't help being stunned after listening.

In fact, in retrospect, he and Gu Teng were only in their early 20s when they got married.

It stands to reason that his mind is not yet stable, but at that time he was like eating a weight, and he insisted on marrying Gu Cheng.

So where's what to get ready.

Preparation is never complete.

As long as the other party is willing in his heart, he will be with you despite all difficulties and dangers.

But if he didn't want to, even if everything was prepared and put in front of him, he wouldn't take a second look.

"What are you thinking?" When Yan Qin was in a trance, he suddenly heard Gu Cheng ask.

Yan Qin froze for a moment, subconsciously evaded and said, "I didn't think about anything."

Gu Teng didn't ask any further questions, but just changed the subject calmly. For some reason, Xu Xi suddenly came up.

"I met Xu Xi because of an online drama filmed a year ago."

Yan Qin didn't understand why he suddenly said this to himself, it was obviously a well-known thing on the Internet.

"At that time, I shifted my focus to film and television, so I needed a low-cost work that was likely to explode. I carefully selected the IP and prepared funds, but in the end I got stuck on the actors. I couldn't find a suitable one. actor."

Yan Qin neither said anything nor echoed, just listened nonchalantly.

Gu Teng didn't care, and continued, "In the end, the assistant director recommended Xu Xi to me."

"I know what he relied on to stand in front of me, but he is indeed a natural actor. He just stood there and was the role. So I hesitated and decided on him. The final result proved that my choice correct."

Yan Qin said lightly: "It's really touching, do I need to applaud?"

Hearing this, Gu Teng was silent for a moment, "I admit that this year I walked too fast and too hastily, and ignored many things, which led to today's consequences. But I never had anything to do with him, and there is only one person I like .”

Yan Qin took a sip of the soup slowly, then raised his head unhurriedly, and asked curiously, "Who? You're not talking about me, are you?"

Gu Cheng chuckled lightly, with a bit of bitterness in his voice, "Who else could it be?"

Yan Qin didn't answer, just looked at him quietly for a moment, then suddenly smiled.

The window was completely immersed in the endless night, so even a little light was particularly eye-catching, and something fell one after another. Yan Qin took a closer look, only to know that it was snowing outside at some point.But the lights in the house are still flowing wantonly, illuminating everything warmly and brightly. Although there is only one window separated, it seems like two worlds.

The movie is still unfinished, like an annoying old lady who always has to say a few words in the gaps between their silence.

At this time, it is still the conversation between Stella and Jeff.

Stella: "Mr. Jeff, I don't read much, but I can tell you."

"If a man and a woman meet and love each other."

"They're supposed to hit each other, bang, like two cabs on Broadway."

"Instead of sitting here analyzing each other."

"Like two specimens in a bottle."

Jeff: "That's not at all sane for a marriage."

Stella: "Sanity."

"There is nothing more troublesome than reason."②

Yan Qin listened, and suddenly felt that this line was appropriate for the occasion.

"you like me?"

This is obviously something that Yan Qin didn't even dare to think about before, but now that he hears it, he can't even make any waves in his heart.

"Yes." Gu Teng replied, paused for a moment, then carefully added, "I like it very much."

"That's really strange." Yan Qin sighed, "I can't feel it at all."

As Yan Qin spoke, he suddenly began to think about what it would be like to like someone?

Probably because an ordinary person suddenly has light in your eyes, allowing you to easily identify him among thousands of people.He tried his best to get close, but he stopped only one meter away, not daring to get close.

It's the low self-esteem before the honor roll, the heartbeat when we bump into each other by chance, and the determination to be together even if we risk our lives.It's the fire in the eyes, it's a messed up heart.It is righteousness, and it is not hesitating.

Yan Qin thought, anyway, after seven years of indifference, the sudden sentence on the dinner table, "I like you."

"Why?" Gu Ting asked him.

"Because you are too sensible." Yan Qin replied, "calculate carefully, take every step at a time, and reason will always override emotion. You can like me while still having various entanglements with Xu Xi because of interests. Gu Teng, I am here with you I can't see emotion in my eyes."

Gu Teng was taken aback by what he said, and wanted to refute but didn't know what to say.

So I could only continue to listen to him in a daze: "Love is irrational."

Gu Teng has always been smart, but he seems to have encountered a difficulty in this matter, with a look of half-understanding in his eyes.

Yan Qin felt that this was enough, so he stood up and said to him: "Anyway, thank you for taking me in temporarily, but it seems that I really can't stay here anymore."

When Gu Cheng heard this, he quickly stood up and said without thinking, "No."

Yan Qin smiled, "We are already divorced, and you are nothing to me now, and you have no right to restrain me."

"In case Xu Xi looks for you again..."

Gu Teng didn't finish his sentence, but Yan Qin naturally knew what he meant, and replied: "Thank you for your concern, I will find a way."

After finishing speaking, he stepped up to the sofa and took the coat, then bent over and picked up his cat, turned and walked outside.

"Yan Qin."

Gu Teng suddenly stopped him from behind.

Yan Qin's footsteps paused slightly, but he didn't stop, nor did he look back, and went straight out.

When he came out, the snow outside had already fallen heavily, falling like goose feathers, and soon formed a thin layer on the ground.

It's the first snow this year.

Yan Qin stuffed the cat into his clothes, then took a step forward, walking out through the thin snow.

The farther away from the Gu family, the more relaxed I feel.

It seemed that the chronic illness that had accumulated over the years was finally eliminated on this day.

Since then, I have been sober.

This relationship came too early, and it was buried in his heart when he was still ignorant. Since then, it has been growing wildly in his heart for many years, absorbing nutrients, and almost exhausting him.

So he can only remove it little by little.

But it can't always be removed.

Yan Qin originally thought that he would never be able to let go, and was sad and caring about him, but it seemed that from the moment Gu Teng said he liked him.

He finally woke up from his dream.

This relationship was wrong from the beginning, it was he who insisted on forcing it, which led to the current result.

He has spent seven years proving that they are not suitable.

It would be foolish to look back.

He hesitated for too long, and it was time to move on.

The snow was getting heavier and heavier, but Yan Qin didn't feel cold, and walked forward in the wind and snow.

The next day Yan Qin got up early to go to work as usual.

He came very early today, and there was no one in the office area.

So he leisurely went to tea and drank a cup of coffee before turning on the computer.

Not long after sitting down, people finally came one after another.

Xu Linlin came here on foot today, and rushed out of the elevator sleepily at the last second, ran over and sat down beside him.

Looking at his uncharacteristic appearance today, he said in surprise: "Isn't today Friday? Why are you in such good spirits?"

"Really?" Yan Qin asked back.

"Yeah, I usually have to die in the morning, but today I'm more energetic? It's not like you at all."

"Maybe because I'm in a good mood."

Xu Linlin didn't ask after hearing the words, just stretched her waist, and said lazily: "Just be happy, just be happy. Tomorrow is the weekend, and I want to be happy too."

"No." Xu Linlin said again suddenly.

"what happened?"

"We're going to build a team this weekend, have you forgotten, brother?"

Yan Qin remembered after he said this, and he did notify last week that the team will build this weekend.

He forgot.

Xu Linlin was already holding her head and crying, "Who the hell invented team building! Weekend clubs just want to sleep at home, so let's build a team!"

Yan Qin was fine, but seeing Xu Linlin so sad, he still comforted him: "My condolences, by the way."

Xu Linlin covered her ears when she heard the words, "I won't listen."

But crying can't change anything, so Xu Linlin can only adjust her mood and start working hard.

One day just passed by.

Because there was a team building tomorrow, Yan Qin went home after work, and went to bed after washing up to get ready for bed.

Before going to bed, he turned on his phone and looked at it as usual, only WeChat was more active.

One by one chatted happily in the department group.

Yan Qin casually glanced a few times before backing out, then hesitated for a moment, then continued to scroll down, and as expected, he saw the news of Qu Maoxing.

I don't know from which day, Yan Qin would send a good night every night when he was sleeping.

In fact, Yan Qin could vaguely sense something.

But he didn't say it clearly, and Yan Qin couldn't say anything, but he never replied.

After all, he hasn't completely escaped from the previous relationship, so it's really irresponsible to provoke others at this time.

But now Yan Qin can face it calmly.

He leaned on the bed and thought for a long time, rubbing the cat next to him.

It wasn't until the cat was impatiently rubbed by him that Yan Qin finally said "good night".

The opposite party responded to the message almost immediately.

[Haven't slept yet? 】

【About to sleep. 】

[Okay, see you tomorrow. 】

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【See you tomorrow】

The author has something to say: ①②The lines from Hitchcock's "Rear Window"

Not a change of attack~