after being ruined by paranoid a

The medical ship was filled with the smell of disinfectant like an ordinary hospital, the only difference was that no one passed by the huge place, because they all knew that there was only one patient.Ran Yuexi asked his subordinates to build a hospital similar to the one on the ground at the speed of worker ants. After such a big battle, he had no idea what he wanted to do.

In the dream, everything is white mist.

The person in front was walking slowly, within reach of his hand, turning his head and laughing from time to time, "Hey, why are you walking so slowly?"

Jie Yu in the dream also smiled, stretched out his hand, but touched the air.

Then the dream shattered.

Endless nightmare Waking up is still an endless nightmare.

Xie Yu opened his eyes and saw the white dome. He stretched out his hand towards the ceiling, feeling sharp pain, and the needles made continuous crashing sounds as they pulled the medical equipment that had fallen to the side.

He quietly looked in one direction, still only touching the air.

Everything swept over him overwhelmingly, and all the false tranquility was completely broken, making him breathless.

The person who was waiting at the side heard the movement, stood up abruptly, took over the coffee, and sprinkled it on the person's terminal.Ran Yuexi cursed in a low voice, and came in front of Xie Yu.

"....woke up?"

Ran Yuexi didn't know what to say, so there was only one dry sentence.

Xie Yu turned to look at him, and Ran Yuexi met his dark eyes, which were lifeless.

There was a brief stagnation in the atmosphere, and after the stagnation, there was an explosion.

Ran Yuexi could see clearly. The moment Xie Yu saw him, his black pupils shrank violently, and the memory seemed to return to his mind at that moment, accompanied by the violent heaving of his chest.

He just looked at Ran Yuexi like that, the arms dealer couldn't see the color in his eyes, but it was definitely not a good impression.

Xie Yu finally said the first sentence, his voice hoarse, "Get lost."

He stood up slowly, pulled off the needle in his hand, and his pale hand immediately turned purple. He stood up with the other arm hanging down, and walked towards the door.

He just wanted to leave, far away from Ran Yuexi.

Anyway, he has no home, and he will never go back in this life, and that person will never come back either.

"Where are you going?" Ran Yuexi was obviously just asking, alpha is not good at suppressing, so before he finished speaking, he grabbed Xie Yu and dragged him back to the hospital bed, then pressed the other's wrist, and supported him on one leg Pressed on the bed.

Ran Yuexi always felt that if Xie Yu was allowed to go out, he would never come back. This kind of thought came out for no reason, which made the arms dealer feel bad.

He tried his best to be careful not to touch the other's wound, but the latter didn't appreciate it. Xie Yu struggled fiercely, until the wound was torn open, bleeding again.

Cautious and soon disappeared, alpha is by no means a character who would suffocate himself.

Ran Yuexi let him struggle with a cold face, the two of them were competing.

Xie Yu's struggle became more and more intense, Merida's ruined walls and bloody corpses, and the hope that was within reach seemed to be right in front of him.

Calmness, patience, guilt, and painstaking calculations are all jokes.

He feels like he has been in pain for 100 years.

Why do people suffer so much?

The fiery red light of the day shone into his bloody eyes, Xie Yu lost control, he was pressed on the hospital bed, struggling, his voice was the despair engraved in his bones,

"Ran Yuexi, you ruined everything. Didn't you always want to kill me? I'm right here, kill, do it, kill me. "

He was hoarse, his lung lobes were torn, and then a fishy sweetness gushed out of his throat, and he vomited another mouthful of blood from the internal injuries from the previous fight with Jace.

The rest of the words were not spoken to the arms dealer, but more like muttering to himself, "Ran Yuexi, you are a variable. There are no such things in this world, but you are scarier than those things. If I had known earlier, it would be better to just let your light I'll forget it if the wing is blown to death, and it will be clean after the blow..."

Struggling is all in vain.

Ran Yuexi was hit hard by Guangyi's words, and his heart shrank into a ball. Who was Xie Yu? Could he not know where Jess' weapon came from.

He thought he was going to kill him, but Ran Yuexi wanted to say no.

Although he really wanted to torment him at first, he looked down at the person below him, and even the resentment disappeared from the other's black eyes.

Why are you so desperate?Isn't it just a dead person?Why is that guy Jess so important?

Ran Yuexi really wanted to ask that question, but what he said was not.

"Have you forgotten what I said before? You can only die if I let you die. Since you are Jess Elro's omega, then he should have taught you that omega is a natural property of alpha, even life."

Ran Yuexi used to sneer at such stupid remarks, but now all he can get out is this nonsense.

These words obviously irritated Xie Yu a lot. He almost cursed, but what replaced the curse was blood gushing from his throat.

One side is desperately struggling, and the other side is desperately suppressing.

The rusty smell of blood mixed with the cold and sweet pheromone of omega filled the whole room with a sick and seductive atmosphere.

Ran Yuexi's breathing became more and more heavy, and the arms dealer's breath sprayed on the side of Xie Yu's neck, causing him to tremble, and a sob burst out of his throat unconsciously.

This gender makes people ashamed, and the natural submission to alpha, especially after marking, makes this fragile creature lose the strength to resist, and the physiological reaction even renders the tense atmosphere ambiguous.

This kind of gender, this kind of world, and the home and people he can never go back to.

Why.

Jie Yu trembled, his black eyes fixed on the pale dome, gradually covered by despair.He bent his fingertips feebly, his hand was firmly imprisoned by the arms dealer, trying to grab some life-saving straw, but he still could only touch the air.

"Ran Yuexi, I'm going to give it a try, who will decide this life." These words were scattered in the diluted air, Xie Yu smiled bitterly, but his weakness revealed ruthlessness.

Ran Yuexi didn't react, the person who said this had already bumped his head against the railing at the head of the bed.

A muffled sound came from the empty room, and the bright red blood flowed down his forehead, making his face pale.

"Are you crazy?" Gu Mingge gently closed the door, and then cursed at the arms dealer who was in the corridor.

"I'm not crazy." Ran Yuexi looked around Gu Mingge, trying to see the situation in the house clearly.

The second lieutenant medical officer blocked his sight rudely, "Come on, you two are madmen, you have been before, and you will be even more in the future! An omega, slamming into the railing without hesitation, what did you make him into? He has already I'm injured all over, I beg you, can you pay attention?"

"I didn't force him, he just didn't want to see me."

Ran Yuexi smiled wryly, seeing him like this, Gu Mingge couldn't help softening his tone, "Then don't come here for a while."

"Didn't you learn anything during the days of the rebels?" The topic seemed to get further and further away, Ran Yuexi still kept smiling, "Didn't they teach you to learn to accept everything? Good or bad, willing, Those who don’t want to, have to accept it, this is the reality. There’s nothing good about old things, so it’s interesting to say this.”

Gu Mingge reacted, she looked at Ran Yuexi's smile, that smile was not a wry smile at all.

It was a fake smile that made people go crazy, suppressing endless rage and agitation, the second lieutenant medical officer felt a little chill.

The members of the Erro family are not only crazy, but also do not understand emotions. They are born to use various methods to interpret their madness. Iron blood and gunpowder smoke cast Ran Yuexi, who does not understand emotions.

Emotion is something that cannot be regulated by rules or iron laws.

Ran Yuexi was about to be tamed, but he didn't know it, but tried to regulate others by it.

"Sometimes it doesn't matter if he doesn't want to. You have to let him learn to accept it." Ran Yuexi walked away, "He has the freedom to want to die, and I also have the freedom to save him. I will watch him die again and again, and then die again and again." rescue until he gives up death and chooses to accept it."

He added at the end, "No way, I have the best medical resources."

Anyway, he has been burned by karma for a long time, so let's find someone to accompany him to burn more violently.

madman.

Gu Mingge felt sad and didn't know how to bring it up, she stayed where she was.

"I can choose not to save him!"

"You don't have the freedom to choose, and I don't lack medical officers like you."

The second lieutenant medical officer was so angry at Ran Yuexi's strange perversity that his eyes almost burst into flames.

"Don't you fucking regret it? There are so many wars, previous and future, I ask you, which one has nothing to do with you? Jess dared to attack the Federation without you as backup? You gave him those light-wing anti-gravity cannons, right?" , Which planet's weapon has not passed you Ran Yuexi?"

She remembered what she asked in the sky above Merida before, she asked Ran Yuexi if she regretted, regretted manipulating the situation, regretted causing chaos, and regretted providing weapons to little Elro to lead to such a result.

The arms dealer at that time gritted his teeth and replied that he had no regrets. She thought it was blunt, but it turned out that he really did not regret it.

The arms dealer always likes to lead to endless wars. He has been a war maniac from the beginning. Yes, he never regrets, so he only makes others regret.

"You're actually right about one thing." Ran Yuexi stopped, and he avoided Gu Mingge's question, "It's true that there shouldn't be a war, but we have to take it slowly."

Take it easy?

Why take your time?

Gu Minge immediately came back to his senses and yelled at the arms dealer, "What do you want to do? Do you want to follow the old path of old Erro?"

Ran Yuexi ignored her question, and disappeared into the corridor, "He woke up and called me."

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The next few chapters may be a bit sad, but it will pass quickly orz, jiu mi