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"Your hands are not good." Ran Yuexi's eyes flickered with unknown emotions, and he said in a muffled voice, still hugging Xie Yu without moving.

"It doesn't matter." Xie Yu's tone was casual. As he said, it really didn't matter, and besides, he didn't care too much.

He felt a slight tremor in his heart, and he didn't know why, he only knew that it couldn't be like this.

He is a waste, he can't even complete a task, he is not qualified to be tempted, he can only live in guilt for the rest of his life.But he was so like him that he couldn't help but fall into it.

Xie Yu couldn't tell the difference now.

Hurry up and leave, he doesn't want to continue the meaningless entanglement.Accustomed to lifelessness, liveliness and intensity are far away from him. Even though it was once what he longed for, it only adds to his troubles now.

He pushed Ran Yuexi away, feeling a little uncomfortable, "Okay, okay."

The arms dealer looked at Xie Yu's thin back and followed him step by step. He really felt that he would not be able to catch him.

What should we do then?

Xie Yu was his, and no one could take it away.

Ran Yuexi gritted her teeth.

He hates the Federation, hates the New Territories, hates the hypocrisy and deception here, and things that can be easily solved are messed up by a bunch of miscellaneous people. When the portal is built, they will kill all the people in the New Territories.

That guy Han Qiran is also a jerk, he didn't get his own mess done well, but he got in the way of his affairs overtly and secretly.

Sooner or later he must be killed.

The violent emotions were suppressed very well. He followed Xie Yu into the kitchen with a calm face, watched him wash his hands slowly, and then prepared the materials with elegant and skillful movements. Ran Yuexi didn't know what Xie Yu had experienced.

But he seems to know everything.

The arms dealer stared at Xie Yu's fair neck, his breathing gradually became heavy, and the scene that had appeared in his dream resurfaced again, and he wanted to possess him now.

Possess him fiercely, make him cry, make his teary eyes only allow Ran Yuexi to be in his eyes, make him call out his name with a hoarse voice and crying.

Ran Yuexi's eyes were dark, and Xie Yu didn't realize it. To be honest, he really missed the peaceful daily life.

But the weakness in his wrist reminded him that this was not the reality, and he could never go back.

He glanced at the kitchen that was almost a battlefield, and the seven or eight plates on the table were filled with, uh, unknown names made by Ran Yuexi before.

I have no idea how many servings he made before serving a decent plate.

Ran Yuexi naturally had to walk over, and then dumped the things away with lightning speed.

Xie Yu thought it was funny, and drew a knife to prepare vegetables, when he suddenly felt a sense of oppression around him, and the arms dealer rushed up, firmly holding down his hand holding the knife.

"what are you doing?"

Although Xie Yu was used to Ran Yuexi going crazy from time to time, the frequency was too high, he frowned, "Let go."

Ran Yuexi's throat moved. When he saw Xie Yu holding the knife, his reaction had preceded his brain, but he didn't let go. Instead, he raised Xie Yu's wrist above his head. He pressed against the omega, and said in a low voice, "I'll cut it for you." .”

The two were very close at the moment, he held Jie Yu's wrist, and could hear his own heartbeat and the other's shallow breathing.

He was overwhelmed by a ghost, but Xie Yu didn't push him away this time, but gave a response.

This is Omega's response to Ran Yuexi when she was awake for the first time.

"Let go now." Xie Yu gasped, putting his hands on Ran Yuexi's chest, trying to push him away.

After the entanglement, the arms dealer kissed Jie Yu's slender neck, and then saw the dark temporary mark. It was rare for Ran Yuexi to lose his anger this time, and he said to himself, take your time.

When the mark fades, he can truly own him.

He was not in a hurry, but he just didn't want to let go, wanted to hold him until he died.

Xie Yu is in a complicated mood, let's indulge himself, so like, all his feelings of bottom line principles and guilt are defeated by Ran Yuexi.

Why are two people so similar.

Now he doesn't know who this emotion is for, for the person in front of him, or for another person, he doesn't know.

Xie Yu was a little sad, but he couldn't control it, he was going crazy.

Accept reality?

No.

Reality should be created.

He might really be crazy.

He lightly stroked Ran Yuexi's back with his hand, and whispered softly, "I'm sorry."

Why should it be like this.

Let's indulge at the end, if it weren't for Ran Yuexi, he would be able to see him again now, he really wants to see him again.

Although Xie Yu didn't want to blame Ran Yuexi for his mission failure, it was true. Since the arms dealer ruined his only chance, he should let the guy in front of him pay him back.

Ran Yuexi didn't know where this sorry came from, but he was vaguely aware of something. "You know, I like you like crazy. I'm never crazy."

"When I think about your death, I want to kill all the people who have anything to do with you, flatten the territory of the people from the Federation, cut off their fingers, cut off their heads, drain their blood, and then kill them Destroyed bones."

"I don't care who you think of me as, I'll admit it as Jess that idiot, I don't care, but you have to treat me well, I will tell you in my way sooner or later, I am me."

Ran Yuexi is telling Xie Yu in his own way that he is Ran Yuexi, not someone else.Although Ran Yuexi thought that Xie Yu thought of him as Jess, in a sense, he was not mistaken. It didn't matter that Xie Yu regarded him as someone else, as long as he was around, there was still plenty of time.

"I'm going crazy too." Jie Yu was almost overwhelmed by overwhelming emotions. He opened his eyes and laughed, "I don't like trouble, and I don't like to cause trouble to others. If you think it's good, then That way, I don't care."

Ran Yuexi knew that he regarded him as someone else. Since Ran Yuexi didn't care, what else did he care about?

This guy ruined his only chance, so it's only natural to give him another one, and he's about to leave anyway, so it's okay to indulge in nothing in the end, right?

"Then stay with me."

Ran Yuexi still hugged her tightly and refused to let go, he could feel the change in the air atmosphere, he could even feel Jie Yu's slight trembling, he seemed to be able to feel Jie Yu's confusion.

But he doesn't care, because enough is enough, he still remembers Jie Yu's distraught look when Jess Elro died, if Jie Yu had feelings, such a quick change is impossible.

He hasn't forgotten that idiot yet, it doesn't matter, as long as he can have him, the person is his, and everything else doesn't matter.

"It's almost done, do you still want to eat?" Xie Yu came back to his senses, broke away from the arms dealer's embrace, and forced a smile.

Ran Yuexi smiled satiatedly, he nodded, "Eat."

"Then you go out and wait."

"No, I'm right here watching you."

"up to you."

Ran Yuexi naturally took over the knife, and even made a beautiful show of it. He still knows how to cut vegetables, because he often uses knives.

He couldn't help turning his head to look at Xie Yu, who was stunned.

The sun shines among them, a little dreamy.

Of course it's a dream, because it's fake, it's an illusion.

Both of them knew the truth tacitly, but they didn't point it out.

Xie Yu made a few ordinary dishes that are often made in reality, but they are still better than the rigid recipes of the Federation. With the rapid development of science and technology, people desire spiritual satisfaction far more than food. Now the food development on the earth pursues Concise, and because of constant disputes and shortage of resources, it has lost its previous level.

Ran Yuexi didn't have a single bite left, he ate all of it, he wasn't picky about food, and it was indeed delicious.

And, very familiar.

"I always feel like I've eaten."

"It's normal, and it's not something that can't be changed." Xie Yu propped his chin and drank the porridge slowly.

"It tastes like home." Ran Yuexi didn't know what nonsense he was talking about. He never regarded the broken place of the rebels as his home, but this taste really like home, it should be a very far away place.Fortunately, Bai He ran away, otherwise his appearance would have been spread all over the place by that gossip.

"You know, it's a very familiar feeling, just like you." Ran Yuexi seemed to be recalling, but his head hurt again, and his face didn't blush and his heart beat, "The first time I saw you, I felt that we had a destiny in our previous life, Xie Yu, I believe you, I will give you whatever you want, I don't care, but there is only one thing, you can't run away. If you run away, I will catch you back, I will do what I say."

Xie Yu smiled, "I don't think it's troublesome, so I'm too lazy to run."

He was a little worried about what would happen if the day came for him to leave.

But he couldn't take care of it, and he didn't bother to take care of it, and he looked forward to that day, because he felt that his relationship with Ran Yuexi was getting more and more abnormal.

The mayhem-loving arms dealer doesn't take his words seriously, especially if he kills old Erro himself.

The universe is about to enter darkness, but Ran Yuexi thought it was a piece of light.