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He felt the heart beating faster under the palm of his hand, and his face was a little hot. It was obvious that he hadn't thought about it at the time for such a straightforward response, so he just said it directly.

But that's okay, if you like it, you like it, if you have a feeling, you have a feeling, there is no need to hide it.

He twitched the corner of his lower lip. Feelings, it seems like it's going to be unfair?

"I've never liked someone before." Ran Yuexi took a deep breath, and if he didn't seize the opportunity, it would be his grandson. "So, tell me, do you want to try it with me?"

The arms dealer stared at Xie Yu closely, and the color in his eyes told him how serious he was.

And Xie Yu also looked straight into the other person's eyes, "Try it, but—"

He hates lies, he hates being deceived by others, and in the same way, he hates lying to others.

"Some things, I said, you may not be happy, but you still have to say what you should say. After you finish talking, you can consider whether you want to take back what you said before."

He is crazy.

"I won't take it back," Ran Yuexi blocked the other's lips, "I don't want to hear it either."

He probably knows what Xie Yu wants to say, isn't it the dead man between the two of them?

He just didn't want to hear Jie Yu say Jess's name.

Xie Yu pushed Ran Yuexi away, his eyes were not as casual as before, and he seemed to be serious. "I liked someone once."

"I know."

"I take you for him."

"I know."

Xie Yu raised his eyebrows, "How do you know?"

"When Jess died, you were terribly uncomfortable and heart-piercing. I could see it clearly." Ran Yuexi clenched his fists, and in the end he was the one who mentioned the grandson's name first, "You like Jess, right?"

Xie Yu was silent.

After a while, he spoke slowly.

"not him."

It was Ran Yuexi's turn to raise his eyebrows. He clenched his hands into fists and asked the most important question, "Is it alive or dead?"

If it's a dead person, that's okay.

If it is a living person, let him become a dead person.

Xie Yu's face was a little pale, as if he was thinking of something bad, but he still answered directly, "He died, he died for me."

He can't forget that scene, even in 100 years.

But he immediately covered up the discomfort, "You are so similar to him that I can't tell the difference, and I don't know who this relationship is for, but it is indeed more intense after being with you. If you're willing to accept or don't care about the mess, we can try."

The frankness and calmness is almost cruel, and the description of the other party does not change color and objectively, which is very stinging.

Ran Yuexi twitched the corner of her mouth, her smile was a bit forced, "Xie Yu, you really don't know how to behave."

Why did you tell him these things?You thought that time would dilute everything and make him forget that bastard Jess Elro, but in the end, Jess is enough to annoy him, and there is another one, and his own existence will always remind the other party of that dead man Exist, never forget forever.

What the hell is going on.

Xie Yu lowered his eyes, "I'm used to it." He raised his face slightly and looked at the other party, "Why don't we give each other a little time to sort out the situation, don't be too anxious, what do you think?"

"Okay." Ran Yuexi was thinking about other things, so that he said this good word without thinking about it.

The wars that the Federation has experienced in the past two years have ranged from thousands to hundreds, large and small, and Xie Yu has escaped from death quite a few times.Who is it, which war, what happened, who is that guy, he has never heard of it before.

Xie Yu nodded, with a calm expression, "Okay, then calm down for a while, it's easy to get ahead now."

When Ran Yuexi came back to his senses, the other party had already walked a few meters away, and he was straightforward and not messy at all.

What is it?What a ghost.

And the other party seemed so indifferent, which made him angry for no reason.

"Not good! Did you hear that, I can't tell!"

Xie Yu looked incomprehensible, he stopped in his tracks and looked back at him, compared to Ran Yuexi's impatience, his tone was relaxed, as if the conversation just now was a very common thing.

Feelings, you love me, frank and frank, he clarified everything, if the other party is unwilling to accept, then forget it.

It's that simple, there's not much to worry about.

"You made an agreement just now, why did you change your mind?" Xie Yu tilted his head to look at him.

Ran Yuexi looked very anxious, his beautiful eyebrows were furrowed together, he was stimulated by Xie Yu's indifferent appearance, so he stabbed back with words.

"I said that there is no need to think about it, because no matter what, you can only be with me now, and you have no other choice, right. The end result is the same, what's the point? I'm also used to thinking more. "He spread his hands, "but I suddenly realized just now that nothing will change. You will still be by my side in the end, I will mark you sooner or later, and you will still help me, what's the difference?"

It's surprising what you get in exchange for opening your heart.

"It's different." Jie Yu's expression softened in an instant, he stepped forward a few steps, grabbed Ran Yuexi's collar, and said word by word,

"I'm afraid of this. You keep saying that you want to talk about feelings, but you don't know what it is. In your eyes, you just think it's interesting and take it as a decoration. I'm a living person, not locked up and displayed I’m happy to find a place to put two bouquets of flowers in my vase. I really don’t know how to get along with people, but I also know that there should be no contractual relationship between the two of you. No choice, it's a fucking relationship, and I'm not Stockholm."

He paused for a moment, not sure if he was speaking too seriously, but if he didn't make it clear, the idea of ​​alpha supremacy, a superior who can do whatever he wants, will always lie between the two of them, and he will definitely be annoyed to death in the future.

After he finished speaking, he was taken aback for a moment, thinking about the future.

"Ran Yuexi, let me tell you this. If I want to leave, you can't stop me. You are used to being arrogant, but I don't have to. Don't think that you can tie me down with the Federation. If you dare to fight, I have a way Send you back to where you came from."

He looked at the other party's obviously ugly face, sighed, feeling a kind of inexplicable fatigue, he didn't speak any more, turned and left.

Ran Yuexi suddenly spoke from behind, his voice hoarse, "I suspect you are a heartless machine, you are so fucking frank and cruel, you don't consider my feelings at all."

Sometimes what is said is so true that it looks like a lie.

You are right, it looks like a precise calculation machine.

"I don't understand, but I also know that the relationship between the two parties should be equal. I can give you everything I have, but what about you, there will always be a dead person in your heart? Have you ever thought about me?"

"So you have to think about it, and when you left me with no choice, have you ever thought about being equal, have you ever thought about what you are saying now?" Jie Yu's expression became indifferent, yes, it has never been equal , Ran Yuexi threatened him, and he regarded the other party as that person, which is not a good thing. It should be equal to each other, and no one loses, but once emotions are mixed in, it becomes a mess. clue.

"It was you who wanted to talk about feelings with me first. In my understanding, both parties have always been together if they feel compatible, and separated if they don't. There is no such thing as coercion. Then let me ask you, if I think it's inappropriate to propose separation , are you going to invade the Federal Star City in the next second?"

"That's right." Ran Yuexi was also frank.

Xie Yu laughed angrily. With such a deformed relationship, he still had hope.

"So I will give you time to think clearly. The relationship between the two of us is not with me, but with you. If you accept it, we will be like ordinary people. Just give it a try. If you don't accept it, we will return to the past. I won't leave, but I won't have any other feelings for you."

long silence.

"Think about it, don't worry."

The corridor was filled with the sound of things falling to the ground, and there was even an echo. The expensive famous painting was violently thrown off the wall by Ran Yuexi, the picture frame fell to the ground and shattered, the vase fell and broke into pieces, and the flowers and water inside bloomed Scattered on the carpet, a mess.

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Gotta get over this hurdle