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With a hoarse voice, the man yelled at the door, then picked up the wine bottle and slammed it at the door, causing one to fall down from above.

Xie Yu tilted his head and caught the flying wine bottle. Then he saw the figure get up from the ground after a somersault, and stumbled to him. After seeing Xie Yu's appearance clearly, for a second, Cried.

And Xie Yu also saw the man in front of him clearly.

It was Han Qiran.

"Is it you?" Han Qiran stretched out his hand tremblingly, trying to caress the face of the person in front of him, but he retracted it when he was about to do so.He was afraid that everything was just a bubble, and the dream would be shattered if he poked it. He felt a little bit wronged for no reason, "...I miss you a little bit."

He felt that everything was like a dream, not real, so he let himself be presumptuous in his dream once, and called out the name of the person he was thinking of, over and over again, he wanted to say a thousand words, but his head was confused, but in the end It just became one sentence. "How could you leave me and go?"

Xie Yu never expected that Han Qiran would become what he is now. He once thought that his former adjutant had organized the Federation well, but he didn't expect that he would be so wronged that he would hide here to drink.

"That...forget it, can't you handle things well yourself?" Xie Yu was interrupted by this accident, and looked at the guy in front of him who couldn't tell the north and the south, and didn't know what to do. Consolation, "Following me is going to die, who can't live without it?"

"I can't live, and I can't survive." Han Qiran spoke clearly.

Xie Yu wanted to pat him on the shoulder reassuringly, but who knew that this guy was so aggressive, he jumped up and hugged him tightly, unable to tear him down again.

"Don't pick me up." Han Qiran's voice was muffled and smelled of alcohol, "I can never let you go again."

Xie Yu could only freeze his body and let him hold him. He didn't know where to put his hands, so he could only pat him on the back lightly. up.

He vomited and cried, not knowing whether he was crying because he drank too much or because he dared to go crazy because of drinking, "I thought you were dead, I thought you were dead...that idiot lied to me...that you were dead, I said you were not dead, but he still beat me, at that time I really thought you were dead."

Han Qiran kept repeating the word "death" back and forth. Xie Yu's "death" was his lingering sore spot. He repeated it over and over again, like self-torture, and did nothing before punishing himself.

He always wanted to let others avoid the pain as much as possible, but from the Federal City and even Han Qiran in front of him, he was telling Xie Yu with facts that he failed.

Han Qiran let out another grin that was uglier than crying, "But I know you're not dead..."

Xie Yu knew it was too late to say anything, so he simply stopped talking. He bent down, half pulled and half pulled, trying to drag Han Qiran upstairs, but he was curled up by the stairs, motionless. After vomiting, Han Qiran was actually a little awake, but I was in a daze again, so I hugged the pillar to keep my balance, and kept saying, "Where is my lamp? I want my lamp."

Xie Yu thought that the lamp was something important to Han Qiran, looked around and saw a little fluorescent not far away, he walked over to pick up the lamp and put it in Han Qiran's hand,

It was a very old style Kongming lantern.

Xie Yu never thought that he could see such ancient things in such an era.

This thing, at best, is for praying for blessings, at worst, it is used to call for souls to come back.

Don't forget the way home when attracting the souls of the dead. He was a little out of breath. Thinking of the ruins of the Federation, many people must have died this time.

The broken walls and ruins pressed down, but there were mountains of corpses and seas of blood.

"Not many died, they didn't even break through the firewall." Han Qiran seemed to hear the voice of the other party, and after speaking, he pointed to the endless fluorescent lights outside, "They want to lure you back."

"But I said you are not dead." At the end, he added another sentence.He still refused to admit that Jie Yu was dead, and letting out the light meant he accepted the fact.

He almost accepted the fact.

"There is no soul in a person. To live is to live, and to die is to die. There is no need for the living to suffer for the dead." Jie Yu didn't want the atmosphere to become solemn, because the guy holding him and crying in front of him had already made the atmosphere very sad. up.

For the dead, either do everything you can to bring him back to life, or treat him as if he never entered your world.

Han Qiran stopped talking suddenly, and the room was pitch black and silent. He firmly grasped Xie Yu's sleeve, and whispered, "Don't die."