Lu Lingqi's tone slowed down, and he coughed a few times in embarrassment: "Anyway, don't worry. I'm fine now."

Zhou Xinyan's face was complicated, and her disbelief was almost written on her face, but seeing Lu Lingqi drinking coke with her head sullen, her long-term good upbringing prevented her from continuing to ask.I could only accept the fruit wine handed over by my companion, take a sip, frowned and sighed.There is a huge hustle and bustle behind, what bars never lack is excitement, and there is no shortage of fast food love that comes and disappears quickly.

How long can such love last?

Zhou Xinyan didn't know.To be honest, Zhou Xinyan would not have been able to tell that this is the way two lovers get along if they hadn't taken the initiative to break it.

So distant, keeping their distance, it's hard to believe they've been together for long.

She counted, the time when she was a bit naive in high school has passed for a long time, and at that time Lu Lingqi and her "sister" were secretly in the dark? ? ?

Zhou Xinyan shook her head, sighed again, and said to the gatekeeper: "Lu Lingqi is a very good person, but when expressing feelings...he is clumsy." She looked at the people around her, blushed slightly, and looked at the people in front of her. The woman who is too beautiful said, "I just entered high school and needed military training. Xiao Qi and I shared bunk beds in the same dormitory, and we got to know each other immediately. One day, after dinner, we went back to the dormitory to rest. She followed me all the time. I asked her Why don't you walk beside me... She bit her lip, looked very embarrassed, and followed me all the time, without saying anything. "

Zhou Xinyan continued: "I had my period that day, and I didn't notice it, and it stained my pants. In fact, she just reminded me to remind me, but she seemed afraid of embarrassment, so she refused to say it directly. It wasn't until I returned to the dormitory that I realized something was wrong. "

Lu Lingqi's ears were a little hot, she hung her head and said nothing.

"I mean, although she looks cheerful, sometimes she is really introverted and not good at expressing directly. She must like you very much, but the way she expresses her love may not be very romantic."

After Zhou Xinyan finished her evaluation, she shrugged: "She is my friend. She really likes me, so it's hard to say anything."

"I know."

The gatekeeper showed a very shallow smile, with a dark light on his brows and eyes: "I know..." She looked at Lu Lingqi, and lightly touched her hot and red earlobe with her pale index finger, "She has always been like this children."

Zhou Xinyan's heart skipped a beat, and the red alarm bell rang in her heart, child, this woman is at most ten years older than them, and she really likes Lu Lingqi because she is young!

She just regretted it, and thought about taking back the instruction just now and trying her best to stop them, when she looked up, she saw Lu Lingqi raised her head, her eyes seemed cramped and evasive, her pure black eyes blinked, but the tails of her eyes were slightly flickering Turned red, and his eyes sparkled.

"It's been a long time since we went out together." The gatekeeper put down his wine glass, picked up the windbreaker on the chair, got up, bent his fingers and tapped the table in front of Lu Lingqi, still whispering, "Let's go."

Concentrating eyebrows is a glimpse, making everyone present subconsciously hold their breath.

Zhou Xinyan quickly eliminated her own thoughts.

Maybe her former deskmate was really a good-looking dog, and Zhou Xinyan couldn't find anyone with better looks than the gatekeeper in her memory.

……

Get out of the bar.

Lu Lingqi could hardly tell whether her heart was beating out of her chest or the gatekeeper's voice had taken her away.

The night wind blows on the shoulders, and on the empty streets, there are fallen leaves being rolled up and blown to pieces in the distance.

Lu Lingqi walked side by side with her, walking slowly.

"I used to have a habit..." the gatekeeper said slowly, her voice was so steady, it made people feel reassured, "Whenever I have irrational emotions, I will throw them all to other people. By myself, until she gradually grows to the point where she can compete with me now."

Then, her words slowly became colored, mixed with the hoarse breath that was squeezed by the scorching trachea: "But, the other me, is it really, pure evil?"

Lu Lingqi didn't remember much about the gatekeeper, but she remembered the swipe that tore her chest apart when she came back from West Fantasy World.She asked a joking question:

"Then you, will you accept me?"

The gatekeeper was slightly startled, and laughed: "If I am willing to do both, how should you choose?"

"Two people... Since they are both you, it's not impossible." Lu Lingqi said seriously, "It's just a little exciting, but I shouldn't talk to you about human ethics."

The gatekeeper's slender eyebrows raised lightly, she smiled and whispered: "I still have a habit..."

"The dead person, I will gradually forget her."

The night wind was getting stronger, making her unruly hair a little messy, and the gatekeeper's voice was sent to Lu Lingqi's ears along with the wind, it was cool and soft: "So you have to work hard to live, so that I can always remember hold you."

Lu Lingqi took a light breath: "Of course I will live well."

"I thought you would ask me for eternity." The gatekeeper frowned.

"If there is no death that annihilates everything, then life is meaningless." Lu Lingqi said, "I will strive to live for a long time, but I will not pursue immortality with a safety belt."

The gatekeeper's dark eyes flashed, and she seemed to be able to fold and distort the surrounding space when she spoke, tearing everything into a slight deformation: "I will be biased."

She smiled slightly: "In terms of the rules on the bright side, I have given you the greatest freedom of movement."

She stretched out her hand, and the two-sided multi-faceted dice were spinning rapidly in the air: "Luck is very important, but my will is more important."

She threw out a full point.

"If human beings regard me as a god, then how can the subjective consciousness of existence formulate completely objective rules?" The gatekeeper said patiently, "The ancients in this world said that those who oppose the Tao move, and the weak use the Tao. Everything in the world Born from being, being born from nothing. Knowing the male and keeping the female, knowing the white and keeping the black, knowing the honor and keeping the disgrace, so that the strong country is allowed to swallow the weak country, even if it is oppressed and mutilated, the 'Tao' will not come out to help. Similarly, You are in C-0001. The church believes that God is the truth, and truth must exist independently and eternally. However, the truth cannot stop the strong from oppressing the weak, and even the corruption and evil within the church cannot be stopped.

If human beings regard our existence as gods, then, for the sake of the inevitable development trend of the times, we condone the occurrence of wars, allow human beings to hunt weak animals for the sake of free will, and choose to sacrifice a small part for the sake of the so-called overall situation. The process itself is unfair, so the so-called gods, whose absolute neutrality is actually a kind of evil. "

"Don't pin your divinity on me.

Whether it's this me or the me who carries too many emotional emotions, from the perspective of human beings looking up to gods, I am as evil as her.

If you want to get along with me normally, you might as well regard me as a human being, a human being like you, who has selfishness, but also has the necessary sense of responsibility. "

Lu Lingqi felt that he could understand what she meant.She could even feel her emotions, a distant and desolate state of mind, which had nothing to do with depth, but the peace and loneliness precipitated by the years.

The gatekeeper enjoys this solitude.

She does not desire to be accompanied by a creature.

This feeling is clear and sharp.

But she doesn't hate being company, either.

In other words, she can enjoy every state.

The relationship between her and him will probably never be as passionate and gluey as most lovers in the world.

While the two of them were talking, they came to the beach again before they knew it.

The boundless sea pushes the moonlight-stained silver to the coast.

Lu Lingqi took a deep breath, smelling the salty sea breeze, and the soft and fine sand under her feet.

She looked at the gatekeeper.

I saw her change back to the dress she was in the abyss, wearing a black elegant robe, and slowly walking towards the sea.

The waves gathered and converged into a silver staircase.

Many years ago, she used to follow behind her, step by step, full of confusion about the future in her heart, and then facing her, stepping on the waves, solemnly made a wish.

What did she wish for?

——I want to see the world, see all existence.

I hope that the people I cherish can have the same opportunity as me to see everything.

A very, very trivial wish.

The gatekeeper has seen many people, some long for eternity, some long for love, some long for friendship, some long for family health, some long for success, some long for infinite power, some long for endless wealth, and some long for endless wealth. Desires, endless dreams, despicable or righteous, selfless or greedy, but what Lu Lingqi promised cannot be called a wish.

It's what she asks of herself.

She hopes that she can see and see different worlds, since there are abysses and gatekeepers.

Revenge wasn't even on her mind when she made the wish, even though she lost her most important companion in the first half of her life.

What was she thinking at that time?

The gatekeeper didn't ask her, even if Lu Lingqi closed her eyes at night, she could see the scene of her escaping from the island.At one time, she was extremely eager to come back to take bloody revenge after being strong.Anger and unwillingness soon engulfed her whole body.

The ocean seemed to be sleeping on a wrinkled white sheet, and the cold silvery tone fell on the long silver hair of the gatekeeper, and the sea water was churning violently like boiling.

The gatekeeper climbed up the steps, and after a while, she turned around, bent down slightly, and stretched out her hand, Lu Lingqi could almost hear the slight rubbing sound of the fabric of the cuff slipping on the back of her hand.

One finger bone faintly extended from the back of the pale hand, floating slowly under the fragile and delicate skin.

She smiled again, still the same kind of light and faint smile, fleeting on her face, and a hoarse and soft voice like the deep night sea wind came out of her throat: "Come here."

Lu Lingqi hooked her hand and shuddered as if in pain.

The waves set off to protect the surrounding area, and the cold moon kissed the transparent spray, and the surrounding area seemed to have fallen into an abyss, half of it was nothingness, and half of it was moonlight.

She remembered the scene she had seen at the bottom of C-0001.

She could feel what he felt and see what he saw.

The gatekeeper's voice lingered in her ears, thick as quicksand that couldn't be dispelled, and she let out a pleasant low smile.

Lu Lingqi held her breath.

She saw it.

See the world through the eyes of the gatekeeper.

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